The pieces of my heart are missing you,

Yesterday: Morning Maths, now Mr Ngoh knows Trigo is not my thing. Humans, forgot what happened. Break then Lang Arts, we went through discrimination and stuff, sat in between Calvin and Ryan and got my notes vandalised with "Hello Mag", "I'm horny" etc. :O What on earth has happened to the world. I'm so upset D: Chinese which was kinda slack, 13half/15 for tingxie, GO MAG! Chem after lunch, titration test wasn't so bad. I think I did it correctly, Edwin got caught asking me how to do. -.- HAHA. Mummy picked me up to go make IC.

Ahhh, Napfa in the morning, 5 items. MAG PASSED EVERYTHING (Y). A for sit and reach, and shuttle run. Surprisingly. CalvinEng didn't come to school today, ): Get well soon! Chinese, we had mock test which I managed to finish! Leaving only 3 blank, which I skipped cuz I dunno how to do. Not bad Mag. :D

Lunch, then Humanites. We watched some documentary about Chinese girls who are abandoned as children. D: Yijun was making stupid comments throughout, he hates the world. Stayed back for awhile to do the Maths project, which was um, hardly successful. Yijun waited for me to finish then we bus-ed down to Eastwood to meet Calvin, who just recovered from a fever AND WANTED TO EAT ICE CREAM. Stupid thing. Went to Ice Cream Gallery, Calvin treated :D RIIIIIGHTTT?! :D Lychee ice cream (Y) Yijun went to get his milk and cup noodles. Thankyou Calvin for waiting until 10 came :D BUT WE'RE DAMN GOOD FRIENDS FOR GOING TO FIND YOU RIGHT RIGHT! :D


Hello Magdalene! says:
suckerrr there's too much pressure, im going to crack
haha
calvin says:
hahahha
like an egg?!
(ok not funny)

HAHA IDIOT.

These summer girls are really something else

I'm still too lazy to upload pictures, and I know that will come back to haunt me because when I finally get round to uploading them, there'll be a whole shitload. AHH, maybe later in the night then.

Yesterday: Woke up reaaaally early to have breakfast/brunch at Simpang. I swear I could feel my arteries clogging up from the lardgoodness in the bakchormee(with extra chilli and vinegar of course!), but whateverrr, at least I'll die happy! HEH HEH. Went to Courts to find some stuff, I want the circle/egg whatever chair that is SO, cool. I want I want I want, pity it costs 1000bucks. Woah. Went home so Mummy could make and get stuff, cabbed down to ballet with Meredith. Pain, pain pain, went over to Ah Ma's house after that. Had sukiyaki/teppanyaki YUMMM. Luckily for LingLing who ate all the potatoes with meee :D Felt pregnant after that. Afternote to self: Should have worn tunic top, hide big fat tummy. HAHA.

Today: Woke up even earlier, bathed and got ready for church then Meredith said she wasn't going for catechism, which was the only reason why we had to get up that early lah! RAWRRRR. Went for breakfast with Mummy, Uncle and Meredith. Then went to my SuperKidssss. OLIVER CAME, MAG IS HAPPY :D :D :D :D :D :D Wanted to take a photo with him today but his mummy came already. ): He was super naughty todaaaay, but still cute. Heh heh. He called me Uncle Tofu for some reason, and said I have a square face :O I called him Rice. HAHA, and and andddd, after various degrees of him biting/kicking/calling names/blowing raspberries in my face, he said "Thankyou Tofu" to me at the end of class, I think my heart melted. HAHAHA. Omg so cuteee, I can't wait for next Sunday. (:
Went to the doctor cuz Uncle's sick or smth, then Daddy picked me and Meredith up from there. Bought bak kut teh, like 7 packets plus 2 extra packets of soup. OMG. Went over to Wei Yee's house and ate. Too. Much. Food. Walked out to Island Creamery after that for ice cream though! HAHA. Had Banananananana. :D Went back to the house and had apple strudel, cuz it was either that or Oreo Cheesecake. Yum. Watched a little of their gymnastics videos, Wei Yee mentioned that guy gymnasts have good bods. :D :D 8 PACK LEH! DON'T PLAY PLAY. Heh heh heh. Went home, supposed to be doing Comprehension and the Maths corrections that I didn't copy, and the Humans article that Zhihong is going to kill me for if I don't do it. D:

Can't stop, I can't stop loving you!

Stupid jokes.

I can't believe I forgot these. Today I walked into class in the morning and Chenyin told me a joke that CALVIN came up with.

What is Bob the Builder called when he dies?
Bob. Because he's no longer a builder!

So she came up with her own version.

What is Chenyin the Tall called when she dies?
Chenyin the Tall, because she's still tall!

HAHA OMGWTFBBQ.

Oh and Calvin is a retard.

calvin says:
HAHA ME= NOT EMO

:D
Hello Magdalene! says:
HAHAHA
THATS LIKE SAYING ME= QUIET
calvin says:
you are!
HAHA

Cups of- (Part 2! )

Calvin, we are even cooler to come up with Part 2! :D :D Oh so rocking.

1) Cup of Life- Water, oxygen, the Philosopher's stone, and the ALLSPARK!
When you're dead, duh. Or if you feel like dying.

2) Cup of Death(if there's life, there must be death right.)- Poison, a stab in the back, and a picture of BEESHI.(Like Basilik.) HAHAHAHAHAHA.
When your blood boils and you feel like you could strangle someone.

3) Cup of Bravery- A lion's heart, alcohol so you get high and will do anything, and encouragement.
For times when you just don't feel up to it.

4) Cup of Sexy- Kinky underwear, Confidence, and ABSSSS :D :D
For RYAN, and Chenyin who just wants to see JayJay's abs. Heh.

5) Cup of Apology- A sincere smile, a letter, and of course, I'M SORRY.
When you're wrong and you know it.

6) Cup of Gay(FOR YOU RYAN)- Twit talk! And yeah, RYAN. :D Oooh, MATTHEWLUSH. :D
If you wanna be like Ryan, or Matthew Lush, who is hot :D

7) Cup of Anti-sleepy- Coffee(caffeine rush), A slap to the face, and another picture of BEESHI(if it doesn't kill you first.)
For boring classes, or if you have to mug for exams. GOES WELL WITH CUP OF NERD.

8) Cup of Truth- Trust, honesty, Veritaserum(if all else fails), and of course, acceptance. (:
When you can't find the right words to say, the truth never hurts.

Grey sky morning

Today we had our 2.4, only the girls though. Horrid timing but whatever, I just wanted to pass. HAHA. Chinese, we had tingxie. And I knew the words okay! (Especially since I was sitting next to Chuming. :D ) Chinese was slack, as it usually is on Fridays. Maths was fine, I kinda understood it I guess, except the whole Function shit. I MEAN WTF LAH, BRACKETS MEAN MULTIPLY, HOW ARE WE TO DIFFERENTIATE THE 2!? Rawr! And Mr Ho got pissed at us for that. Whateverrr. Chem during free period, I understand it now! But that means I have to go memorise rubbish chemical formulae omggg ): Lunch then Bio, where we did an experiment which was quite fun! End of DNA, I THINK MY DNA MODEL IS THE COOLEST, THANKYOU CALVIN FOR HELPING ME WITH IT :D

Physics remedial right after Bio, D: But I think it helps alot. I feel so smart cuz I can teach Taufiq, who "teaches" Denie and Ashraf. HAHA. Mag (Y) Mummy fetched me home and we went to Ikea for awhile, walking around then went to pick up Meredith from school. I did my Comprehension just now, and I'll go do my Maths corrections later, and I have to start on my Humanities essays. MAG SHALL BE ACCOMPLISHED OKAY. GOOD. Calvin told me the heartstopping news from Friendster, BUT QUITE OBVIOUS PLEASE :D :D

This night doesn't make me feel better

I can't trust myself alone anymore, it's like every night when I sit alone, I feel like breaking down. For no fucking reason, and it doesn't help that promos are what, 2 months away? And I don't want to think about it, it's a threat just hanging there. Hi, my name is Magdalene and I feel like a failure. (And it doesn't help that we have everything out in the open, but below that we know it won't be the same. )

We are dispassionate lovers

Looooong day today. Ryan didn't come ): Good thing is, there was no Maths! Humanities, we watched the rest of Schindler's List. Schindler damn cool (Y). Lang Arts, I was busy doing Maths in Art homework throughout, so was kinda quiet. John commented during the whole class, and we found out that he's going back to Taiwan. Awwww. Chinese, I read part of the passage and Chenyin and Louise who were sitting on either sides of me, PLUS THE TEACHER, clapped. THANKS AH. Don't make me seem like an imbecile please! The Express Chinese people had no Chinese cuz their teacher didn't come so they kept walking past our class, flaunting cups of yoghurt. HURRR. Lunch, then Physics. Sat next to Louise and hardly listened throughout the whole class. :O Maths in Art, first time I was actually on time in class. Didn't listen as well. Yeah Mag, way to go. Mummy fetched me home. Tomorrow I have Triple Sciences cuz we have a make up lesson for Chem and I have Physics remedial. EEEEYERRRR.

I'm sorry, I don't know if it'll ever be normal anymore, and how I wished I deleted everything now. You're so important, and I'm afraid to say it aloud.

201st post

No pictures again cuz I'm too lazy to get them from my phone. Today Morning Maths, which sucked because I completely didn't listen. And it's not like Trigo's my thing. Rawrrr, Lang Arts was good. Double standards, hypocrisy, racism- TERRIBLE. And everyone practises double standards, don't try to deny it. It's not something easy to run away from, and we probably do it unconsciously, so if I do it, slap me or smth. Because it pisses me off.

Break and free period, went to the Library so me and Calvin could find our Jodi Picoult books. Borrowed Tenth Circle and Vanishing Acts. Tried doing Lang Arts work but decided to read my book instead, haha. Art was a boring presentation on Baroque and Renassiance artworks. Maths again, Trigo really really, can suck my balls, IF I HAD ANY. Civics was cool, we discussed class t-shirts. Went to Long John's with usual people- Calvin, Louise, Chenyin, Justina, Edwin, Ryan, JayJay, Zhihong, Melvin, Ben. Rushed back for Contact Time, AND THEY HADN'T EVEN STARTED YET. There were no teachers present so it wasn't so bad!

Went for volleyball, our very first indoor training! 3 hours okay, but it was still kinda slack, I like training (: Mummy picked me up and we went to Simpang so I could get my Longan Grass Jelly. Went home then walked out again to meet Jeremy to get Delon's DS, and presents! :D

Thankyou Fayeeee, for the lovely pretty yummy cupcake :D
Thankyou Jeremy, for the Maroon 5 cd, even thought you already sent me all the songs HAHA.
Thankyou Delon, for the cool shirt and the DS! :D

Thank you best friend.

So today we had ANOTHER spring test, which I'm sure I failed cuz I had no idea how to do ANY of the questions on the paper, RAWR. I mean like, 2 tests, in 2 consecutive days, thanks alot yeah. PE, the guys had their 5 items and all we did was like, practise for 5 items, which was easy. Chenyin said I looked like a rabbit when I jumped. Hm. Double Chinese, we did another Newspaper Article thingy, and I managed to finish mine by the end of Chinese, ALL BY MYSELF. Humanities we watched some movie about Schindler, and it was sadistic and gross and I feel so very lucky to be here in Singapore right now. Stayed back to do Maths project, and JayJay and Zhihong dared to go off and play soccer leaving me and Shufen to do the work. RAWR. Edwin and Ben stayed back with us for a while too, and I told Ben to message Louise saying that Mag loves her, cuz I thought he was messaging her, and he said he was messaging Miss Nansi, and we really didn't think he was serious. THEN MISS NANSI REPLIED "Why the sudden bout of affection." And I read his sent messages and realised that he sent to Miss Nansi "Mag says she loves you" WALAU. CAN YOU IMAGINE WHAT SHE MUST THINK OF ME NOW OMG.

I need a cup of Anti-Jerk to combat you. I can't believe I've handled, tolerated all your over-sensitivity for so long. Your double standards, you expect me to put you above everyone else but don't do the same for me in return, yeah thanks alot. What am I? Someone for you to vent your frustration, someone convenient who will always give in to you once you show your annoyance. Wtf, I'm not a punching bag. And my friends, real friends, will always be there, that I'm sure of. What about you?

Cups of -

Me and Calvin came up with this! HAHAHA, WE ARE THE COOLEST :D

1) Cup of Happiness- Sunshine, marshmallows and sugar.
For whenever you're feeling blue.

2) Cup of Antifreak(this came up because of me)- Bug spray, pepper spray, a protection bubble, and a broomstick just in case. I wanted a baseball bat, or Calvin's hockey stick, or my tennis racket, but apparently too over the top.
For people like me who attract freaks D:

3) Cup of Spastic- A huge dose of Chenyin. Fullstop. HAHAHAHA.
Whenever you're in the mood for fun times.

4) Cup of Funny- Why is the sea blue? HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
For all the bored times.

5) Cup of Fun- Calvin, Mag, Louise, Chenyin, Justina, JayJay, Zhihong, Edwin, Ben, Ryan.
When you're feeling lonely.

6) Cup of Nerd- Thick glasses, textbooks (10yearseries both Shing Lee and PanPac!), a dash of John/Zengan, and a craving for exams.
For Louise, HAHA, or if you're feeling smart.

7) Cup to warm the heart- BOOK OF MAG, hugs, tears.
When you feel cold inside, guaranteed to make you tingle.

8)Cup of Love(Well, duh. It's important.)- 1000 paper hearts, red roses, Ferrero Rocher roses, kisses, oh and Cupid's arrows! :D
When you're in love, or when you need it.

9) Cup to get over breakups (If the Cup of Love runs out)- Chocolate, ice cream, sappy Taiwanese/Korean dramas, (CALVIN DON'T LET HURHUR), friends, a dartboard.
When love bites you in the ass.

10) Cup of Emo (I don't encourage this)- Black eyeliner, black nail polish, black skinny jeans, too tight band tees, sneakers, sadist emo songs.
When it's pouring out and you just want to curl up in bed and cry.

Hello Calvinnnnn(and Hobbes), I THINK WE ROCK.

Please remember to read the fine print

Came to school kinda late today, and walked into class with Mr Ho teaching, then he was going through questions that we already did, and when we pointed that out, he asked "Ey wait, is this 1B or 1D" and we said, 1D, then he realised he wasn't supposed to be in our class. HAHAHAHA. Our rightful teacher Mr Ngoh came in and we had the stupid Maths test which I'm sure I failed and I'm pissed off cuz I could have done the last question but I thought I was wrong so I didn't. RAWRRRRR. JayJay and Zhihong(expected) were both being lame.

JayJay: My knee is fun, you know why? Cuz fun-knee (funny).

Zhihong: No we're not watching Crash we're watching Bang!

Humans, which was ummm, not productive cuz I didn't listen and we were all distracted. Break then we rushed back for Lang Arts where we finished watching Crash. Had a fire drill in the middle of it which was pointless and it only proved that we will all die if there was a real fire. Crash is a good movie! Went for Chinese which wasn't so bad. I think I'll kinda warm up to our teacher, because at least she tries to help me and Jo in our Chinese! Even if it IS telling us to use Hansvision more. Lunch opposite with Calvin, Louise, Chenyin, Justina and Ryan. Went back to school for Chem, but Mrs Koh didn't come so it was more like 2 free periods when we had to do Stoichmetry(omg I spelt it correctly!) and it was screwed so luckily Edwin(not Soh) came to the rescue! HAHAHA.

Went to the Library to finish up Trigonometry homework, then went off for training. Volleyball was fun! I think I like training alot, because it's slack and fun :D Bus-ed home with Yijun. He said an amount of random things today.

Yijun: I talk to God, he's my friend.
Me: Everyone's your friend right, including the tree -points to tree
Yijun: Yeah, hello tree! The tree says it doesn't like you.
Me: What why!
Yijun: Cuz it doesn't like your face.
Me: Scold your friend, how can you let your friend talk about your other friend like that!
Yijun: The sky is punishing it already. (Because it's raining)

Okay, some other stuff that I forgot, but thankyou JunJun for waiting for me until 10 arrived even though the rain got heavier and you had to walk home in heavy rain! :D :D

Powerpack!

Hello Magdalene! says:
yeah, but i yesterday walked 10hours in heels, not smart
now my heel got blister
damn ugly and painful
2h 06' li meng 1B +44 says:
eh
nonsense lah
how can mag be ugly and painful
mag is always pretty and melts my heart everytime i see her

Thankyou Limeng, you rock please, haha. :D

Good times, good times.

Hello Magdalene! says:
you can change your pm to MAG IS THE COOLEST
calvin says:
hahha ermm no?
calvin says:
lol
calvin says:
everyone already knows that

The flattering conversations remind me of March hols, midnight revelations, and all our stupid shit. Thankyou. For the cup of cheerfulness- Sunshine, Marshmallows and Sugar.

Okay more pictures from today!

My hair looks good.

Mummy very cool lorrr, I cut off my own face hurhur. HAHA.

The rest are in Meredith's phone cuz my phone ran out of memory, I DUNNO HOW.

More pictures!

Okay 3days worth if posting up!

Friday- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE! HAHAHA. Went to school and got my gifts and cards, WHICH I COULD NOT OPEN HURHUR. Skipped PE with Justina while the rest had to run 2.4 :D :D Chinese was slack and when I read the passage, everyone clapped. THANKS AH, MY CHINESE ISN'T THAT BAD OKAY HURHUR. Bio was fun cuz we got to squish squish strawberries to extract their DNA! DAMN COOL. Class ended late and I left earlier than everyone else cuz Mummy was already waiting and I had to help her set up the BBQ stuff! Bathed and left for Bayshore.

Calvin, Yijun and Joleneney came first! Bearing presents, leftover cake, and paperplates and candles which I asked Calvin to bring. Next, Chenyin, Louise, Limeng, Ryan. Then Jeremy and Daniel, then JayJay, Edwin, Ben, Zhihong and Melvin. They finished likeeee, more than half the bulgogi which Mummy marinated before Justina came. Cut cake, then Jeremy and Daniel left early. THEY FORGOT MY PRESENTS BTW. And Jeremy kept saying we had to make sure there was food for him when he came, HE DIDN'T EVEN FINISH HIS FOOD WTF. Anyway, where there's cake, there's cake on face. Calvin started it by creaming JayJay's face. Everyone got involved, then I had the same cake from the afternoon smushed right into my eye.

Ate more then the guys went swimming. Edwin was being a retard cuz he was sick and he still went into the pool. Got pulled in, it wasn't a good idea to wear yellow. Changed then opened presents! AHHH, I THINK MY FRIENDS ROCK :D :D Went down to Simpang with Limeng, Justina, Chenyin. The rest went home first. Got our desserts, then sent Chenyin home in cab, waited for Justina for her mum, then got a ride home. Mummy and Meredith saw my presents and both said my friends spent alot of time/money/effort on me. THANKYOU LOVES :D

Saturday- Woke up and had to drag my butt down to Parkway to find SarahBarah's present. Couldn't find anything ): Train-ed down to Wheelock where we were supposed to meet, and read magazines at Borders cuz she was late! Then she called me up and asked me to meet at Wisma instead. BLOODY HELL. I was in heels and my feet were hurting! PFFFT, walked over and walked around for abit, then went to Takashimaya to find food. Then Joleneney came and we went to Holland Village to go to some party shop. I got Airheads! Went over to Sarah's house and her dad and maid arranged for her room to be filled with helium balloons. DAMN PRETTTYYY. Camwhored and Sarah changed. We sucked helium and ate pop rocks. Went over to Hilton to meet Sarah's dad. He bought a Polaroid camera just for that day! Went over to Hard Rock and waited for everyone else to arrive. They were all wearing white except me and Jo, I didn't know Sarah was serious about the All White party! Ate alot, had fun playing the finger game with Joleneney, MellieBellie, Gerry, and Ananya! Then we introduced Natasha Ning and SarahBarah to it. HAHA THEY GOT SO CONFUSED. Dedicated Don't Stop Me Now, to SarahBarah. Uncle was already waiting outside for me so left before them, dropped Jo home.

Today- Couldn't wake up in the morning, but somehow dragged my butt to shower. OLIVER DIDN'T COME FOR SUPERKIDS TODAY ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): Mummy picked us up after church and we went to Parkway so I could get stuff. Bought 4 tops from Topshop, MAG IS HAPPY. :D Bought food home.
Examples of spastic CalvinEng.

calvin:
oily molly
Hello Magdalene!:
?!
calvin says:
HAAHA random shatz


calvin:
i'm playing freecell too
HAHA
Hello Magdalene!:
HAHAHAHA ARE YOU PRACTISING
calvin:
haha yep
Hello Magdalene!:
are you improving!
calvin:
haha i hope so
Hello Magdalene!:
HAHAHA
win every game!
calvin:
i just stapled my finger nail
HAHA
damn cool
Hello Magdalene!:
I TELL YOU TO WIN EVERY GAME OF FREECELL
YOU STAPLE YOUR FINGERNAIL, WTF WHY?!
calvin:
haha ic ant
oh cause it was long
Hello Magdalene!:
so you stapled it
calvin:
then i tot it would be cool
so i tried
Hello Magdalene!:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
calvin:
and bang!
Hello Magdalene!:
WALAU THEN MINE ALSO CAN
calvin:
then got one hole there
haha monday i can show you
LOL
Hello Magdalene!:
HAHAHAHAHAHA OKAY! OMG WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM
calvin:
lol
i'm boredd
Hello Magdalene!:
YOU BORED SO YOU STPALE YOUR FINGERNAIL
-.-
calvin:
yepp

Idiot. HAHA.

That is DNA!









Brick walls are cool.

I like this picture!


Gayyyy!

The cake Joleneney baked!
I stole the polaroid of 3 of us and put it in my wallet cuz it fits and it's pretty. SEE SARAH, I TOLD YOU I WOULD TAKE A PICTURE OF IT FOR YOU HAHA.

Crash!

Pictures overload!

Many pictures up, many pictures still not up. AAHHHH. Because it's 1236am now, and I have to wake up to meet Oliver :D, blog tomorrow, with more pictures. BYEBYE.
Oh and XOXOs to Ryan and Shannon who gave me a coffee bean card along with their card!
Also to SarahBarah for the pretty bangles and earrings, and Hard Rock dinner and merch.

Jolene scared Gerry and Mellie with her tongue piercing.

SarahBarah's house!






Her daddy arranged for all the balloons to be put up in her room, damn pretty!

BestFriend :D

More presents not pictured.

Yahyah,

YES JO I CRIED HAHA.

Gayshits! And I'm not even talking about Chenyin, HAHA.

We all went for a swim after getting cake everywhere.

Cake on face, not comfortable.