SECOND HALF.

Second half. I'm damn boreeddd. Torres almost scored again, Lehmann ran up but this time he caught the ball before it travelled any further so HA TORRES. Free kick to Spain. The guy who got knocked over looks like a wimp. Kevin Kuranyi just got subbed in for Hitzlsperger. He looks like a stranger and his name sounds Muslim. Never seen him! Schwensteiger my superstar where are you ): OMG BALLACK ALMOST SCOREDDDDDDDDDDDDD BUT IT JUST MOVES ALONG THE SIDE OF THE NEEETTT AND DIDN'T GO INNNN.... German coach looks like he's going to kill someone. I want to cry. The Spanish goalkeeper/captain just pat(ted) the referee's butt. Maybe they have something going on then he bribe the referee. D:< OMGGGG GERMANY ALMOST SCORED AGAINNNNNNNNN. Please please please let Germany win. Germany's attach is super strong right now. My superstar almost scored again. 61 minutes. Please please please please please please please please please please let Germany win. I love Germany. ): Go Klose!!!! Schwensteiger! OH FUCK NEVER SCORE AGAIIIIINNNNNN. Superstaaarrrrrr ): Xabi Alonso is being subbed in for Fagregas! Alonso's cute. BUT WHATEVER SCREW THE SPANIARDS I WANT MY GERMANS TO WIN. Ey I seriously hate this referee ok he's old and ugly and the Spaniards like to keep touching him. Free kick to Germany. Silva's so short compared to Podolski. It's like, 5 times already ALMOST score. I really reallllly want to cry I don't wanna go to school tomorrow/later ): Ok the David Silva is being subbed with some other guy. Don't remember his name I DON'T WANNA REMEMBER HIS NAME OK!

"The Germans are becoming very irritated with the Italian official at the moment" well duhhhhh FUCK YOU LA OK ITALIAN OFFICIAL YOU SUCK I BET YOU GOT NO SEX FROM YOUR WIFE LAST NIGHT THEN TODAY YOU TAKE IT OUT ON MY GERMAN PLAYERS RIGHT FUCK YOU.

I think Spain almost scored again, then offside. I don't even know what's happening in the match my eyes are clouding over from depression. Ling isn't even awake to see this match, and she supports Spain. Very very very depressed now..... 20 more minutes.. Come on Germany please please please score an equaliser. GO Germanyyyyyy. Free kick by Frings. I just squealed in frustration because the ball got hit out. Ling woke up in shock. The camera just concentrated on Spain's goalkeeper/captain's crotch. Funny ah, I want to kick him there. I think soccer players are like, worth of awards the way they act on pitch. If Germany loses this match, I might lose all faith in soccer. Ok yellow card for Torres. HA! FINALLY! FUCK YOU TORRES I HATE YOU! HAHAHAHA YAAAAYYY THERE IS JUSTICE IN THE WORLD AFTER ALL. HE HIT MY SCHWENSTEIGER!!! GOOD! YOU DESERVE THE YELLOW CARD! Ok Torres is being substituted with some other guy. Gomez is coming in for Klose. This kind of substitution where all the very not seen players come on pitch is very... Depressing leh. All German fans are like me now, very sad and nervous. 10 more minutes, please please please score an equaliser Germany. ): If you do, I will buy the Germany jersey out of my own money.

OK SENNA ALMOST SCORED HA HE DIDNT! FUCK YOU BALD GUY HE TRIPPED AND FELL. The Spanish coach looks like he's going to die any moment. Uncle just came out of the room and said that Germany has no skills. Funny ah I'm going to swear any moment ok. Dammit! Free kick against Kuranyi. I'm veli veli veli angry at my German players now. My emotions are like, HALF ANGRY HALF PLEASE LET THEM GET IT IN. Ok so the free kick was much too high and went over the CROSS BAR of the goalpost. See Ling, I learn. The guy at the side of the pitch hold the flag out like wand like that. Then got the 眼神.

Yellow card for um, Kuranyi. Cuz he hit Senna. I don't care that he got a yellow card. I'M JUST HAPPY HE HIT SENNA I HATE SENNA.

THE SPANIARDS. ARE FUCKING ACTORS. THEY ALL ACT INJURED DAMMIT YOU'RE HERE TO PLAY A GAME. NOT ACT IN A FUCKING SOAP OPERA. AND THE FUCKING BIAS OFFICIAL COME ON AGAIN LA! HE THINK HE DAMN GOOD LA! 3 minutes extra time now. Divine intervention please... The stupid bias official ALWAYS GIVES FREE KICKS TO THE SPANIARDS OK. YOU SLEEPING WITH ONE OF THE PLAYERS IS IT WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU I WANT TO CRY. Thank you Spaniards, for hitting Mertesacker's tailbone. Until now he's on the pitch, in pain. FUCK YOU OK SPAIN. Spain wins.

THE FINAL.

OMGZZZZZZZZZZZZZ TORRES ALMOST SCORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He headed it in (he can jump damn high he jump over the Germany guy) THEN THEN THEN HIT THE INSIDE OF THE GOAL POST HAHA LOSERRRRRRRRR ok yay Germany (: Schwensteiger my superstar kicking corner! Aw man the Spain guy hit it away. Omg I hate Torres ok he run that time arms swing around like chicken wing(especially when he's so skinny and lanky he looks like an ostrich) AND HE HITS EVERYONE. Walau and I thought he was cute?!?! Eeeee. The Spanish goalkeeper/Captain cuter la! This match isn't as exciting as Germany vs Portugal. Cuz it's already almost 30 minutes and no goal... I'm going to fall asleep haha.

I SERIOUSLY LOVE LEHMANN OK. Fabregas kicked the ball very nice, then Lehmann caught it!!!! It's Arsenal vs Arsenal! FUCK TORRES SCORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

0-1 in 33 minutes. I don't want to blog already I hate him. Walau just as I complimented Lehmann he ran forward too early leaving an open goalpost. Lehmann looks like a turtle on his back. OMG BALLACK'S EYE GOT INJURY BLOOD EVERYWHERE. Even the announcer dunno how it happened! Balllllaacccckkk ): Oh its the stupid black guy's fault. Michael Senna or smth. They were both trying to head the ball then they hit each other walau FUCK YOU OK STOP HURTING MY PLAYERS. They're replaying the Torres goal. Walau funny is it. Just because Lahm shorter than you la! You think you tall you good. YOU LOOK LIKE OSTRICH SHUT UP GO AWAY. ):< And Ling is sleeping I can't even hit her in my agitation. Ok good, some Spaniard fell. No. 10, Fabregas. THERE IS BLOOD RUNNING FROM BALLACK'S EYE TO HIS NECK THERE. THAT IS DAMN GROSS AND SCARY OK WHAT IS WRONG WITH SENNA WHY THE HELL IS HIS HEAD SO STRONG.

EY SHIT YOU LA SOME STUPID SPANIARD PUSHED SCHWENSTEIGER DOWN. Ok free kick to Germany. Ballack has to rest. The "Hitzlsperger free kick" sucks. YAAAY THEY ALLOWED BALLACK TO COME BACK!!! So HItzlsperger tries again! And the stupid black guy hits it out! Omg I hate him and his too hard head ok. Now corner for Germany. I reallllly want the German jersey. Went to Sportslink to check it out just now EY FUCK YOU REFEREE HE GAVE BALLACK A YELLOW CARD. I mean, if you were hit in the eye until bleeding, ok Casilla the Spanish goalkeeper/Captain also got yellow card for getting involved, OF COURSE YOU ANGRY RIGHT. BY SOME BALD BLACK GUY SOME MORE. I told Edwin about it and he's like "Maybe his hair spiked". The ironic thing is, HE HAS NO HAIR! Ok back to my German jersey. So I went to Sportslink to check it out just now, saw only the Kids size which was 79bucks. I realllly realllllly want it!!! And I will get it. Somehow. Ok 1 minute extra time before half time. I want to sleep already la but cannot I must show my faith in Germany. I hope the match drags on to like, penalty kicks or something!!!! I love penalty kicks!

OK HALF TIME THIS BLOG POST NOT EXCITING.

Germany vs Spain!

YAAAAAAY finally I get some company to watch the Euro 2008 FINAAALLLLSS!!
Agatha Siew is here, they just showed a guy wearing an afro wig the colours of the German flag. I want one too! Enrique performed at the start. I'm wearing the German flag colours!! Except right, it so happens that the Spaniards' jerseys are red and yellow... Which is really quite similar to what I'm wearing! Gah! Well, as long as I know where my heart lies (:

OK live update okok!!!! Ling was retarded just now she came over and was supposed to do Maths. She opened up her books and whatever for like 5 minutes ok then she decided to give up. That's worse than me!! Omg I can't wait for the match to officially start, I need to shout!! Like like, at some club with atmosphere. Damn it la the announcer dude just said "Germany white shirts and black shorts, Spain red shirts and black shorts." BUT I'M WEARING A RED SHIRT AND BLACK SHORTS!! Ok change! I need a white shirt.... Had a craving for Beef Chilli Cheese fries just now so Uncle drove me and Meredith out to the Big Splash outlet so that I could get myself some fries! :D My eye hurts.

Ey WALAU THE MATCH STARTED ALREADY LA 4 MINUTES. BUT THE TIMING THINGY AT THE TOP OF THE TV THERE NEVER EVEN APPEAR WTF?!?!?!?!? Well Klose and Lahm already both almost scored. Who cares about Spaaaaiiiinnnn. The red and white against the green pitch is really quite cool. Ok again, I give up I come back later when more exciting ok. Free kick for Germany! Cuz Torres kicked um, Mertesacker I think. I like Spain's goalkeeper/Captain's uniform. Black and yellow like a bee! Hitzlsperger almost scored!!! "Germany has got the better start possibly", I hear the announcer say. What do you mean POSSIBLY, they do have the better start and ARE the better team! Germany for the win ok! Spain's no. 15 looks like a hippie.ok like... 10 minutes into the game according to the thing that just popped up. But according to the timing thing at the top left of the tv screen WHICH JUST DISAPPEARED AGAIN IT'S 9 MINUTES. Oh so it disappeared and reappeared with the right timing. What is wrong with the box of time today! So annoying!

OMG SPAIN ALMOST SCORED I LOVE YOU LEHMANN FOR JUST TOUCHING IT SO IT DIDN'T GO IN. My right hand is aching I can't type properly ok laterrrrr. Ey Germany's Frings and the Spain no. 15 both look like hippie! And Torres looks like... Fred/George Weasley with his new hair. He just did a roll over and Spain got free kick. Ohhhhweeeelllllllll.

Bang bang!

This is the look I get when trying to cut a frozen ball of butter. HAHA, it's apparently a murderous one from the way I held the knife and stabbing the butter.... Ok never mind. Searched the car looking for stupid James' camera, and there was nothing inside so I told him. Then I get a call telling me that it was in his bag all along he didn't even search in his bag yesterday night ok WTF JAMES?! Ok anyway so had to drag my butt out of bed to get to church. Waited for Ling all the way until like 910 before we finally left the house ok. Mitchell was there today like yaaaaayyyy! (: Went opposite with Mummy to eat first, then went back to church to wait for Ling and Meredith. Dropped off at Eastpoint to get food for the both of them. Tried the Starbucks new Dark Mocha Frapp which was reallllly good!(: Went back home then Mummy gave us a lift to Bedok Interchange. Cut hair then went to the library. Got books then Daddy came to pick us up and we went to 85 market to eat! Yummmmyyyyyy sambal sotong, sambal stingray, ah balling, tau suan, sugar cane :D :D :D Omg so shiok. Daddy sent us home then now we're at home. I'll probably sleep soon, like until the match starts then stay up whole night. I'm gonna wear Germany colours!!

I wanna watch....

It's A Boy Girl Thing is coming out in cinemas! Which is retarded since it's already on Star Movies. Omggggg, I neeeeeed to get out more.

Accio Germany!

Yay one of my favourite players on the team and my superstar player!! :D Stayed up till 4 watching Hell's Kitchen last night/this morning. Finally, Jen is out!! She's damn gross ok seriously, she's like huge and oily and fat and she still dares to be arrogant and cocky and says "I'm a fashionista", well you still look ugly darling!
Anyway, woke up relatively early today considering I slept at 4 haha. Took a train down to meet Calvin at Harbourfront. He was jumping around like a monkey ok! Went to Pastamania to meet his godpa and other random people because it was his godsister's birthday. He introduced me "This is my friend, Mag" and his godpa's brother was damn skeptical ok. Like "Your friend? -one eyebrow raised look" WALAU! Ok so had lunch there, then the birthday girl came with allll her friends omg damn alot of kids!! AND THEY ALL CAME FROM BUILD-A-BEAR WORKSHOP OK SO THEY ALL HAD THEIR OWN BEARS. >:( I want to Build-A-Bear!!! I want my own roller skating hula girl ): Ok so anyway, Calvin's dad came, ate then we all left. Went off with Calvin to walk around Vivo. There was lots of stuff but we were both broke so yeahh ): ): Met Shiyan, Jin Li, Chiali, then saw Ashley there as well!

Went over to Bugis after making a fool out of myself at Starbucks by forgetting my PIN number twice, then getting Calvin to get me a cover for my drink but telling him the wrong size drink. So from where I was seated I was calling him where he was at the counter saying "NO BUT I BOUGHT GRANDE!!" The very nice counter girl who served me looked damn amused. Walked around Bugis getting fooooood. Then went to meet James and Edward. Took a train to town thinking of catching a movie. But all the movies were sold out/selling fast! So we took a bus down to Siglap to get food.

Ate at Cafe Cartel where the couple behind us and in my line of vision WAS GROSSING ME OUT AND KILLING MY APPETITE then I cannot cut my ribs properly and promptly made a mess of BBQ sauce all over the table. Sat there talking for an hour plus waiting for Mummy to come, while eating brownies with ice cream/bread pudding. Damn good! Wanted to steal James' Germany singlet so that I could support Germany in full force tomorrow/Monday morning. But he refused, then as I clutched on to it tighter, he picked up a pen and went "Accio Germany!" HAHAHAHA WTF RIGHT?! Then told us about his friend who was super drunk and tried chasing some stranger away by holding up a liquor bottle and going "Crucio!" THAT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS OK HAHAHAHA. Mummy came to pick us up, James was dared to call Mummy "Mummy Mag" as he got into the car. And he did. HA. Ok so sent them home then I went home and I wanted to catch a movie but Meredith was asleep so we didn't go in the end. Pfft! Anyway Superkids starts tomorrow!!!!!! Yaaaaayyy!!

Take off your socks you dork!

Liberation!!!!!!!! From the Nazis and the scheming government and the USSR and the Anglo-German Naval Agreement and the Treaty of Versailles and and and the Yalta Conference and the Cold War and SHITTTTTT!!! :D :D

History wasn't really all that bad, I think I screwed up the second question, and considering the time I spent on studying the causes of WW2, it sucked that the question asked something that I hardly knew about so I talked rubbish and just wrote anything that I remembered. Pffffttt. Anyway! Went to Simpang after that with Chenyin, Calvin and Ryan! Bakchormeeeeeeeee omg I haven't had that in forever! Calvin went home, we went to Shop and Save for abit then also went home. I feel so free, like I can watch my dramas without feeling like I ought to be studying hehehehehehehehe. Watched CSI NY as soon as I got home, it's seriously on like everyday! :D There was Life of Ryan on as well, Ryan and his brother are the cutest things!!!! Then 心花朵朵开, omg so funny! Hahaha, then HK drama, then Nigella Bites, then Hannah Montana, and now Wizards of Waverly Place. DO YOU KNOW HOW FREE I FEEL?!?!?! DO YOU DO YOU! Well you don't. (: In a much much better mood since the papers are all over really. I could jump around in circles but I won't HA. Ok bye.

Send my love to the dancefloor

Sometimes, I feel that you, my protector, is no longer mine.

Anyway, it's 1.26am in the morning nowwww. History revision ftw! Russis vs Spain is gonna be on at like.. 2.35am. I've decided that I'm supporting Spain because everyone says Russia is gonna win and I'd rather watch a match between Germany and Spain because Russia sounds like... They're going to look like the Turks and therefore, less excitement (: Oh and the USSR were Communists! (I hope my revision is paying off.)

And it's weird actually, I think I started studying quite early today cuz it's only 1.27am, considering I've been playing freecell/browsing lj/msg-ing Vyl/blogging/last minute downloading of powerpoints all in between my supposed studying. Just realised that there are practice questions on the Matrix ok wtf?!?!?!?!? D: Dead dead dead, well the Singapore questions don't seem that tough, since they focus on "critical thinking, analysis, and IDEAS rather than on facts". Miss Bian also said to refer to the Museum reflections, and I screwed that up so..... Omg my Sex and The City is done downloading!! I mean, not like I'm planning to watch it now..... But after tomorrow I can watch all my videos without guilt!!! :D :D I'm crossing my fingers that they ask about the causes of WW2 tomorrow, but it seems to easy to come out. Hm. And the practice questions she gave us for Term 2, I HAVEN'T STUDIED THAT CONTENT. I completely skipped the Hitler portion cuz I got lazy, and I haven't even touched Cold War, I'm just done with WW2! Ahhhhhhh. Reminding myself it's only one more day to go!

I've been increasingly self-centred because my blog posts don't mention anyone else but me, and occasionally (but more of late), SarahBarah. -Inserts soulsearching look. I'm sorry if I've not been the best of people to hang around, but this week has really got me down. I'm super tired but as History is my last hope for getting my 3, I'm going to try getting myself through it. Reallllly freaked out at the thought of not knowing what to write/failing. Everytime Mummy reminds me to study, I give her a blank stare because I know that she's right but for some reason I still think there's time and I have no mood to study because to me, what's the point of studying if you're going to fuck up anyway right? Right.

Well good news that I found out today, my birthday week is e-learning week! Which means, since my birthday falls on a Sunday this year, the whole week after that is freee!! Well, not exactly, but at least I won't have to drag my huge body mass back to the hellhole we call school. (: And I sound like a whale (: Oh and Sarah told me that on our birthday, Mcfly's giving out free albums or smth. !!!!!!! I told her we should tell them it's our birthday and hopefully get the free albums too, shipped from UK HAHA. Ahhh, ok back to the roots of the Cold War!

Pop(t)art

Sarahbarah, says:
why so sadd
Hello Magdalene! says:
i dunno.
just in no mood for anything..
Sarahbarah, says:
what can i do to cheer you up!
SEX ON TV. HALLMARK
Hello Magdalene! says:
HAHA WHO
Sarahbarah, says:
SOME COUPLE
HEAVY
HEAVY BREATHING

Sarah so funny! (:

His fall from grace didn't kill him

GERMANY WON!!! :D :D :D
3-2 yay!

Ok so much for me sacrificing my match in order for sleep + papers. Bullshit ok, sleeping at 12 made me more tired than sleeping at 3. And the papers were screwed up anyway, fuccccckkkkk. Chinese was tough but at least I could attempt. Maths was even worse because I blanked out and forgot differentation, integration, and how to use the GC. Hen hao Mag. ): Was falling asleep throughout both papers so I might as well have stayed up to watch my match and see Lahm score the winning goal. Hurrrrrrrrrr. Home straight after, there's CSI on now, again. There's CSI NY everyday! (: Lucky Geog students ended all papers today, while being the smart aleck I am, still have History tomorrow, damn. I really need rest and just a break away from school and exams and everything. Germany vs Turkey match replay at 8 later! (: Watched the second half just now, Schwensteiger (My star!), Klose and Lahm (My favourite!) scoreeeeedddd. Ha sucks to be you Turks! And anyway the Turks were ugly with big noses and beards ok. And before you say I'm horrible and mean THEY KEPT HITTING ALL THE GERMANS WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PLEASE. Hmpf.

Ok tired. Shower + Study + Rest + Sleep. Called Mummy to tell her how the paper went, she kept telling me "Not enough practice, you're not studying hard enough".Yeah I know I didn't practise my Maths hard enough but really, did you have to say that? It's bad enough that the exams have been fucked up so far, I don't need you to remind me. It's my fucking last day of papers tomorrow ok, I spent the whole fucking holidays stuck at home/studying most of the time. You weren't at home anyway. Whatever, I just need this whole, fucked up week to be over. Really, really, really want to get out.

And it causes you to rethink some things

Ok so today Bio and Geog. Wasn't as bad as I expected it to be really! I mean, Bio was really quite easy, especially when compared to the other papers. Still left blanks but I guess I'm confident of passing? I don't want to say anything and then raise my expectations then fail! D: But ok never mind... Went opposite with Chenyin, Charis, Louise, sat with Jolene and Melissa. Had foooood then went back to school to study. Chenyin went off for tuition, met Rachel and Lynn, we sat in the canteen trying to do last minute cramming of Geog. Geog paper was like... Okaaaayyyy....... Tougher than expected, guessed many answers HAHA I just hope I can pass it! Went for tuition after that. Talked alot to Laoshi, mainly complaining about how the papers have been.

Home, and slacked until like now. Mummy came home with salted egg yolk crab omg!!!!! :D Then Uncle came home and decided to break the news that GERMANY VS TURKEY IS TONIGHT. LIKE TONIGHT?!?!?!?!?! TONIGHT!!!! AJKDHJKASHDKJASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How to stay up and watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can you feel my anguish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And heartache!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

): I feel, unappreciative.

When you make new friends

In a brand new town,

And you start to think

About settling down,

The things that would have been lost on you

Are now clear as a bell.

And you find yourself

That's when you find yourself.

Dream another sunset with you

Feel like this at the thought of tomorrow/later/7hours time.

Incomprehensible monster truck rage

Look Ma, no eyes!

Today's paper wasn't so bad. I mean, I didn't stare at it blankly like I expected to. Attempted all questions, solved like, 2. Mmhmm, well I reallllly believe that the teachers + papers + school is out to get us because they actually started the paper with an easy question, to trick you into believing the paper isn't so bad afterall, then BAM! Out comes some stupid curveball in the form of a realllly tough question that makes no sense. Granted, most Maths makes no sense to me but yeah. Went home straight after that, supposed to sleep for an hour, ended up sleeping for about 2++ hours. Very good. Woke up and started revising Geography, almost from the start. I think there's still alot more to study... D: But anyway, the Practice papers look short, I think they're out to trick us again. Hopefully the meagre amount of content I have in my head is enough to warrant me a pass in the subject, that would be a first. Next up, Bio! Bio is taking alot out of me, alot alot alot. I'm hoping some of it actually sticks in my head. It's like, I can remember the stuff I just need prompting! So I'm guessing the essay's going to be killer. I can't believe both Bio and Geog are on the same day... Mugfest much? Well at least after tomorrow, the subjects aren't so bad. And there's still Germany vs Turkey on Thursday. (: Need some soccer atmosphere to excite the dullness in my soul.

Down, down, downnnn to the bottom of the sea. Have been surviving on sweet things to keep me alive. I think studying with a mint toffee in my mouth helps alot I dunno why. Haaaaaaaaa. They're called humbugs and they look pretty.

Anyway, big hugs to Vylvianne and Calvin for the nice messages (:

Confounded.

In a state of mind so indescribable right now. Came home, Uncle asked me how were my exams. "Screwed up", then he was asking how was my English, and Mummy was like "Not enough time." which caused me to snap back that it wasn't LA that I had not enough time and it was Chem and I snatched my stuff up and went into the room. It's a small thing but she didn't have to be so bloody smug about it. No she doesn't know anything about today's papers cuz when I called her up to tell her about them, she suddenly started talking to Lynn, while I was on the phone. So like, way to make me feel better, really. I'm on edge right now and if you mess with me, I will snap. I'm tired, sleepy, lazy, moody, and I really really don't feel like studying because it feels like a waste of time if the papers are out to get you. And it's especially annoying when the teachers KNOW that their papers are tough, and still dare to ask you "So how, easy right?", with a sly grin on their faces. Not nice. Sarah was right about going back to Auschwitz, it's not like there's anything in school worth looking forward to anyway. 930 now, last minute memory work of formulae which I'm bound to forget, thus causing me to screw up tomorrow's paper badly. I just want to sleep ok, forever and ever and ever. Or at least until someone finds a way to fast forward this week so I don't have to go through it.

The hero(ine) dies in this one

Above comic relates my sentiments towards school for the moment. Studying is stupid and I'm in a pissed off bad mood. Even better, Maths paper tomorrow, following which, a roaring great time with Bio and Geog. Do you sense my excitement?! Not.

How do I get my 3 now if I can't even do well for Lang Arts and Chem huh. Every other paper is going to be equally, if not more screwed up. Good job Mag. And I'm not going to blame myself for not studying but there's no one else to blame either. So I dunno what this brings me to. I feel, incomprehensible. It's taking me everything not to hide under my blankets and cry and hopefully feel better. At Ling's house now because me and Meredith both forgot to take our keys. I am in no mood to try and study in preparation for tomorrow, way to make your life better. Listening to The Ataris on repeat, I like. Going to watch Skins now, yes Sarah I know I'm not supposed to, but again, I like even more. More than studying and not having the time to do what I can. Fucking screwed up and I don't even know why I'm so bloody affected by it. Maybe it has to do with the fact that no one seems to care or has the right reaction. Though I also know I'm over-thinking it. Ok forget this.

GRAH FUCK AJSDHJKH!!!

IT IS NOW 2.03 AM.
LANG ARTS PAPER IS IN LIKE, 6 HOURS.
AND I CANNOT GET TO SLEEP.
LIKE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
CAN SOMEONE SPELL SCREWED, PLEASE!
S-C-R-E-W-E-D.
I WANNA WATCH SKINS.
MAYBE I CAN'T SLEEP WITHOUT WATCHING SKINS.
OH DAAAMMMNNN.
I KEEP STARING AT MY WALLPAPER HOPING THAT WHEN I FINALLY GET TO SLEEP, I GET A NICE DREAM AGAIN.
BUT I DOUBT IT'LL WORK BECAUSE MY SUBCONSCIOUS HATES ME AND REFUSES TO LET ME GO TO SLEEP AND ALMOST ALWAYS NEVER LETS ME DREAM OF WHAT I WANT TO DREAM ABOUT.
F- YOU SUBCONSCIOUS AND SCREWED UP BODY CLOCK.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.
AND THERE'S NO ONE ELSE AWAKE TO TALK TO.
EXCEPT FOR MEREDITH.
AND HER FRIEND.
WHO I'M CURRENTLY TORMENTING ONLINE.
GOOD JOB MAG YOU ARE REDUCED TO THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!
):

Caught beneath a landslide

Late night conversation with SarahBarah last night.

Sarahbarah, says:

when mcfly get their butt here!

Hello Magdalene! says:

HAHAHA or we get our butts to see them!

Sarahbarah, says:

WHY MUST WOMEN DO ALL THE WORK.

Hello Magdalene! says:

because we dont have the money to get them down?

Sarahbarah, says:

WE DO

but we rather spend it on useless things

like healthcare and education.

Hello Magdalene! says:

hahahah!!!!

sarah!

Sarahbarah, says:

what!

Hello Magdalene! says:

i see where your priorities lie

Sarahbarah, says:

don't say you don't agree.

Hello Magdalene! says:

ok fine i agree!

well i dont think education is useless, i just think SINGAPORE education is

Sarahbarah, says:

haha lol, thats what i mean.

as in, other countries have FREE education

we have to pay.

Hello Magdalene! says:

hahahaha thats because our education's supposed tobe better

apparently.

Sarahbarah, says:

what rubbish.

is stephen hawking singaporean? is bill gates singaporean?

IS EINSTEIN SINGAPOREAN?

I rest my case.

Hello Magdalene! says:

the best we have is Annabel Chong, look what happened to her after Raffles education

Sarahbarah, says:

there you go!

and the prostitute in england

Hello Magdalene! says:

yeah. OH DAMN WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO US?!?!?

Sarahbarah, says:

WE'RE GOING TO BECOME PROSTITUTES!

but in any case, I rather be a prostitute in london than here.

Hello Magdalene! says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

SO WHAT, AT LEAST YOU SERVE GUYS WITH BRIT ACCENTS?!

Sarahbarah, says:

better than

"hallo sexy!*kissy face* uncle give you, 100 dollah you wan?"

Hello Magdalene! says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

no they dont even do that they say

"-insert ahbeng clucking sound- Waaaah chiobu, how much for one night eh? -laugh laugh with ah beng brothers drinking beer"

Sarahbarah, says:

OMG

YA

HAHAHA

EVEN WORSE

Hello Magdalene! says:

ok imagine what it'd be like in UK then!

it'll be alooooot classier

but horny perverts will always be horny perverts

Sarahbarah, says:

"hello there love, how much for a shag?"

Hello Magdalene! says:

HAHA

true.

it doesnt sound as crude!

Sarahbarah, says:

hahahha

until they go

"fucking sluts. they'll do you for even 20 quid!"

Hello Magdalene! says:

haha but THAT you're not supposed to hear!

Haha, that was fun. Skins was good last night, even better was the dream I had after watching Skins ;D Tony Tony Tony Tony Tony Tony Tonyyyyyyy. Sarah's bet that I would change my wallpaper to him in 8 hours was right. HAHA. But it's not my fault Sarah, he's special!! (: Ended up sleeping at 315? An attempt to get my sleeping hours right again. Studied a little, then Mummy came home with Mocha ice cream from Scoopz for me yaaaaaay! It's like, almost midnight now I better sleep earlier. Read Frankenstein and marked out my notes/quotes for like half the book. Then gave up because THE BOOK IS FUCKING BORING. To prove my hate for said book, I broke the spine and folded its pages. DO YOU KNOW, WHAT THAT MEANS?!?!?! My books are usually kept in brand new condition okkkkkk. GRAAAAAHHH I DON'T WANNA STUDY ANYMOREEEEEEE. No school tomorrow please, don't let tomorrow be the start of exams please. ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

我要哭. Reality is calling out to me. It says "Mag FACE UP TO ME YOU HAVE TO GET YOUR GPA 3 FOR EXAMS OR MUMMY WILL SKIN YOU ALIVE AND NOT LET YOU GO FOR SINGFEST." Oh yes, I wanna go for Singfest! I'm even willing to pay the 300 bucks for both days, I just need someone to go with, any takers? (:

No more words to be spoken

Slept at 5am after staying up to watch 2 episodes of Hell's Kitchen. It's reallllly addictive! >:D Woke up at 1, went to fetch Meredith from church, she just returned from camp! Home, ate then finished Genetic engineering hehehehehehehehe. After trying and giving up on Geog haha. Watched more Hell's Kitchen, started on Skins. Omg it's super scandalous! Hahaha but I'm not complaining cuz it's really entertaining, and Brit accents are fucking sexy, and and, Tony is hot HAHA. :D :D :D

Ling came over with Burger King which Mummy told her to buy. Mummy is retarded ok she was on the phone with Ling and asking her to get BK, and she wanted to get a Whopper meal. So I'm like "FAT MUMMY." And she asked Ling to get a Diet Coke, like it makes all the difference HAHA. Ok so she came over, then the Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus: Best of Both Worlds concert started! And I was depressed that I didn't have the 3-D glasses to watch the concert properly. So I was moping about and asked Mummy to help me get the Starhub bill so I could run out to Cheers to get my 3-D goggles! HAHA. Well, we couldn't find the bill in the end, except for some letter confirming that we subscribed to the Euro channels haha. Me and Ling were whining like "But then I cannot touch her hand!" Went to try our luck at Cheers anyway, while walking there I was trying to flick my hair away from my face glamourously, and Ling thought I slapped myself SO SHE IMITATED ME AND SLAPPED HERSELF HAHA LOSERRRRR. Sang Hannah Montana songs all the way to Cheers to prep us for the concert HAHA.

The people at Cheers were like "You want the goggles? Don't need the bill, we're giving them away." And they gave me this whole stack of 3-D specs HAHA. Brisk walked/Raced back home to watch Hannah Montana in 3-D, ONLY TO FIND OUT THE STUPID SPECS DON'T WORK OK!!! Waste my time and energy running out to get them. The stupid specs gave us a headache instead, one eye see red one eye see blue YOU THINK FUNNY AH. We took Disney's advice and gave the show one more chance by sitting a "comfortable distance from the tv with the lights dimmed down". STILL DIDN'T WORK! Gave up on watching with the specs, and after deciding that Miley Cyrus cannot sing and cannot dance. Pfft! And the Jonas Brothers looked really gay, butchered Year 3000, and didn't sound good live. Siiiigggghhhh. Their album raised hopes! Ling fell asleep holding the 3-D specs to her face after laughing at the sight of Joe Jonas in a pair of skinnies. "His legs look like sausages!"

Ok so that was our big adventure for the night. I should really try sleeping earlier to get my body clock in normal working condition again. Hm. Skins Skins Skins Skins, Saraaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh my wallpaper's staring at me it's very hot ;D Hehehe!

Dice

Listening to The OC soundtrack now. Omgggggg I'm listening to Dice and imagining the scene when Ryan sprints up the stairs to get to Marissa to kiss her at the stroke of midnight to welcome in the New Year omg omg omg I love that sceneeeee. ): It's 2.41 now and I'm not staying up to watch soccer or anything, I just promised myself that I would finish up Mitosis and Meoisis before I watch Hell's Kitchen. Well, I'm left with Meoisis which is looking more and more unappealing by the minute I refuse to touch it ): SarahBarah's cheering me on but... No motivation luuuhhh ):

Anyway, today Chenyin and Soonhao came over to study. I guess studying was quite productive. Until I became depressed because I was doing Geog all over again when I was supposed to have finished that like, last week. And then I was helping Soonhao do his Heymath Probability but but but the score was like 14/25 I wanted to cry. ): SO we all gave up and went to watch the last episode of MVP Qing Ren. Hahaha! Then they went off and I watched iCarly and gave up on my studying. Until now. Very good Mag. ): ): ): ):

Anyway, yesterday's update on the match seems to have been a hit! HAHA. Well actually I don't know, I'm just going to continue doing it anyway cuz I had lots of fun hehe. Next up, Lebanon vs Singapore! IF I can bring myself to watch it. Which is doubtful. Because the match is like... This weekend, no? And there's Meet The Robinsons and the Hannah Montana: Best of Both Worlds Concert, in 3-D! Hehehehehe :D

OK SECOND HALF

OMG RONALDO FELL, BADLY.
AND HE'S CRYING STUPID LOSER.
MY POOR ARNE FRIEDRICH GOT A YELLOW CARD!!!
I BET RONALDO'S FAKING IT OK STUPID ASSHOLE!!!!!!
WALAU FUCK
MY PHILLIP LAHM ALSO GOT A YELLOW CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HE WAS THE ONE WHO FELL!!!!!
Ok then he rolled over and kicked the Portugese player so I guess he deserves it.
BUT WHY THE GERMANS KEEP COLLECTING YELLOW CARDS!!!!
ONE NOT ENOUGH IS IT!
WANT TO COLLECT AND TRADE IS IT!

Sarah tells me to "Chillax."
I think I shall.
Plus, all CAPS is really hard to read hahaha.
Heeqmah is damn funny she told me that Ronaldo can go and die for this match because she doesn't care about Portugal she supports Germany!
The Portugese coach looks like an old pervert HEHE.
But the German coach looks gay, like he's partners with the other guy that's always at the matches who also wears white shirts and black pants. I dunno who he is but he pat(ted?) the coach's butt during Germany vs Austria hahaha.

HAHAHA Omg Ronaldo and Mertesacker both raced for the ball and tried to head it and Ronaldo won but both their heads hit each other like in some cartoon!

Ok Portugal Pepe got yellow card. DAMN HIM OK HE JUMPED AND THEN HIT KLOSE!!!
I bet their aim is to like... Injure all the German players just so they have a chance of winning.
DAMN YOU DAMN YOU DAMN YOU!!!
Ok never mind, star of the match Schwensteiger just came on pitch (:
OMG I SAY HE'S THE STAR OF THE MATCH AND HE REALLY IS OK!!!!!
HE TOOK A FREE KICK, AND BALLACK HEADED IT IN!!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!
3-1 IN 61 MINUTES.
HA, HA!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE AN EVIL GRIN ON MY FACE NOW, IT REFLECTS GLEE.
The Portugese goalkeeper looks like such an amateur. That's what I told Sarah, and he really is proving himself to be one!

Ok fine, just so I don't seem completely bias, half an hour more to go, there may be chances that Portugal can score.... EY WALAU SOME STUPID PORTUGESE PLAYER JUST HIT BALLACK LA! I swear their aim is really to injure as many German players as possible ok. Maybe they've resigned to the fact that they're not going to win, so they're trying to make sure the Germans don't make it past semi's or smth. WELL I'VE GOT NEWS FOR YOU, MY GERMAN PLAYERS ARE GOING ALL THE WAY!!!!!! I want to paint my face yellow, red, and black. Uncle who is on the sofa next to me now, FELL ASLEEP AND IS SNORING LOUDLY HE IS SPOILING MY ATMOSPHERE. Ok he's awake. He always falls into deep sleeps, snores, but he'll wake up at the slightest thing!

Ok Gomes left the pitch and gave the captain's band to Ronaldo.

OMG OMG OMG LAHM ALMOST SCORED!!!!!!! HE MADE SUCH A NICE KICK but it missed the goal. Damn.
Ok Tim Borowski's coming in for Hitzlsperger (I'm getting the hang of spelling their names!).
I remember Borowski during the World Cup! Well, I remember his name came up alot, he was always on the main team.
Ok I take back my words, it's already the 76th minute, how is Portugal going to score another 3 goals to beat Germany?!?!?! It is obviously not possible. HOORAY FOR GERMANY!
Lehmann caught another ball again, he's really defending very well!
OMG PODOLSKI KICKED SUCHHHHH A NICE BALL IT ALMOST WENT IN! But just missed the corner of the goal ):

OH I just realised the name of the Portugese goalkeeper is Ricardo. If I wanna make fun of someone I should at least know his name! Tsk, Mag! Ok the Portugese coach(Scolari!) looks like he wants to cry. If I were him, I might want to cry too. It's like, 10 minutes left. Portugal is gonna loseeee hehehehehehehe. Ok Fritz is coming in for Schwensteiger. Whyyyyy. Fritz is not half the man of Schwensteiger hahahahaha. I Heart Schwensteiger now ok! I mean of course I don't forget Lahm, and Friedrich, and Ballack, and Klose, and Podolski... Omg can I add to my 50 things that I want to watch a German match live!!!!

EY SHIT LEHMANN IS LYING ON THE GROUND IN PAIN. FUCK YOU NO. 23 PORTUGESE PLAYER HE TOTALLY KNEE-ED LEHMANN OK!!!!! Poor Jens Lehmann ): OMFG THE SAME FUCKING PLAYER WHO INJURED LEHMANN JUST HEADED IN A GOAL. DAMN YOU DAMN YOU DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3-2 in 87 mins.

Aiyaaaaaah cannot make it.... Although if it goes into a tie and there's half an hour extra time, that should be exciting to watch! Though I wouldn't risk it for anything!!!! Ok Klose's leaving, Marcell Jansen's coming in for him. I've never heard of him. OMG FINALLY THE STUPID NO. 23 GETS A YELLOW CARD. HIS NAME IS POSTIGA. WELL, F- YOU POSTIGA!!!!!! He should be sent off. >:(

Ok its now 4 mins of extra time! Everytime I hear Postiga's name I'm going to curse him silently in my head. Or maybe not so silently. 30 secs left HOW TO SCORE!!!! Uncle woke up, he just told me Scolari's going to manage Chelsea. And and, the 2 people in white shirts who I say are gay are the manager and assistant manager. OK END GAME YAY GERMANY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GLORY GLORY GERMANY

Ok hope you enjoyed that up live and personal recount of the Eurocup, I couldn't resist it (: It is now 4.40 am and I better get to sleep.

Pure joy.

Ok whatever I'm not going to keep editing. NEW POST!

GERMANY SCORED!!!
BASTIEN SCHWENSTEIGER SCORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HIS GOAL WAS F-ING BEAUTIFUL HE HURRY KICK JUST BEFORE THIS GUY PUT HIS FOOT OUT IN FRONT OF HIM SO HE COULDN'T INTERCEPT IT THEN EVERYONE WHO TRIED BLOCKING THE BALL ALL DIDN'T AND IT WENT IN!!!!!!!!
OMG I LOVE YOU BASTIEN SCHWENSTEIGER YOU SO SEXY!!!!!!!!!
1-0 IN LIKE, 22 MINS!!!!!
I THINK, SCHWENSTEIGER IS GERMANY'S LUCKY STAR AGAINST PORTUGAL.
CUZ LAST WORLD CUP AGAINST PORTUGAL HE SCORED 2 GOALS HEHE.
(Then he lifted up his shirt to celebrate and got a yellow card but that's besides the point.)
Some Portugese player just got injured, Ballack crashed into his knee.
OOH SCHWENSTEIGER GOT FREE KICK!!!!
OMG KLOSE HEADED IT IN!!!!
2-0 IN LIKE 26 MINS!!!!
CAN YOU FEEL MY EXCITEMENT!!!!!!
I AM JUMPING OFF THE COUCH IN HAPPINESS!!!!!!
EXCEPT MY TABLET'S ON MY LAP SO I CAN'T BUT IF I COULD i WOULD TOTALLY DO THAT!!!!!!!
(And also cuz I'm alone awake watching so I can't do that without feeling like a loser)
They just showed the German coach lifting up his arms to celebrate the goal and there are wet patches under his armpits hahaha.
OK Uncle just came out of the room and he's watching the match with me.
But he obviously cannot feel my happiness because he thinks Germany will only make it into the semi-finals!
While I have absolute faith in Germany to go allllll the way and win Eurocup ok!
Or at least get into the finals because Netherlands are playing very well.
OK CORNER BY PORTUGAL, LEHMANN IS A DAMN GOOD GOALKEEPER HE JUMPED UP AND CAUGHT THE BALL.
Omg Ballack got hit in the chest by some bald Portugese player and he's lying on the field in pain.
):
FUCK PORTUGAL SCORED!!!!!!!!!!!!
2-1 in 41 mins, goal scored by Nuno Gomes.
(Can you feel my excitement dying down...)
Ronaldo kicked it, Lehmann hit it away then Gomes kicked it, and Metzelder deflected it into the goalllll. ):
This match is proving to be bloody exciting though, luckily Uncle reminded me it was on tonight, I thought it was tomorrow!
I dunno what's happening, I'm providing live updates to SarahBarah and Lingalingaling at the same time.
Though goodness knows why I'm doign that because I msged Ling to tell her that Germany scored AND SHE DIDN'T BELIEVE ME.

OK HALF TIME.

LIVE SOCCER UPDATES!

In a verrrrrrrry different Mag post, I'm going to bring you a live update of the Portugal VS Germany match ok ok! :D Because I am all alone I cannot share my opinions with anyone so it's very sad dammit. So apparently, I might stay online for 90 minutes, BUT I might not last that long so let's see how this goes haha.

OK 4.16 mins now. The German coach is on a "1 match touchline ban", meaning he can't have any contact with his team whatsoever for 1 match cuz he did something involving the Austrian coach and some other dude. OH YES DISCLAIMER, my knowledge of soccer is little more than knowing that the aim of the game is to score, and that the offside rule means that you cannot score behind the 2 defenders or something like that, and that if you get 2 yellow cards then a red card you are sent off the pitch. Something like that.

Ok it's now 6 minutes then, score is 0-0. I'm rooting for Germany, Ronaldo now has the ball, ok now some other Portugese players. The Portugese players are ugly. Lahm is the shortest player in the German team, it was damn funny at the start of the match when they were all in a row singing the national anthem right, then the camera was panning down the line, and you see TALL TALL TALL short. And then they showed the supporters and one of the Portugese supporters was holding her banner upside down, so the word PORTUGAL was upside down HAHA.

Oh, Ballack crashed into some Portugese player. Daaaaamn, Ballack already has 1 yellow card he cannot afford any more such tussles! I hope this match ends in a penalty shoot out. I love penalty shoot outs! Especially like the World Cup's Argentina vs Germany match. Ooh my Lahm is playing he's damn good hehe. Podolski looks like he's about to box someone any moment, I hope he doesn't flare up. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Hitzlsperger almost scored, he kicked it into the side of the net!!!! Ok 10 minutes now, I don't think this blogging while watching soccer thing is working out. Portugal almost scored, this guy kicked it across and if there was a Portugese player like, standing in front of the goal it would have been a greeeeaaaaat spot to score. HAHA TOO BAD THEY DIDNT.

OMG JUST AS I WAS ABOUT TO GIVE UP ON THIS, Germany no. 21 kena injured! Ok cheh he's fine. He fell, clutching his face I thought it was a bad injury. He just collided into another player thats all. He's Metzelder I think, he looks like Jesus with the beard and all. WALAU SCHWENSTEIGER (how the hell do you spell his name) ALMOST SCORED HE KICKED A VERY VERY VERY NICE BALL BUT IT HIT THE TOP OF THE GOAL POST, DAMN!!!!!!

Ok dammit if I continue blogging like this for 90 minutes I'm going to end up with a VERY long blog post, which might not be the most interesting. How bout I update with the highlights of the match after the whole match ok? Ok. (Shit I'm talking to myself and imaginary readers I think I'm going mad! :O )

EDIT: OMFG RONALDO ALMOST SCORED THEN ARNE FRIEDRICH (Not Friedrice thank you very much I love him) POPPED OUT OF NOWHERE THEN KICK THE BALL AWAY I'M SO PROUD OF HIM YAAAAY!!!!!!!!! OH LOOKY PORTUGAL ALMOST SCORED AGAIN BUT THE BALL WENT OVER THE GOAL POST OMG THIS MATCH SO EGGCITING!!!!!!!

Look into my eyes

Yesterday, Chenyin, Yijun and Soonhao came over to studyyyy! Met Yijun first then Soonhao and Chenyin came to meet us. They bought food then came over. Had lunch, then started studying. Meredith was hiding from all of them throughout, she made us walk out of the room so that she could run it and get her clothes to shower. Studying was quite productive I guess! I'm really getting the hang of Chem now (: Trigo still eludes me though, damn! Yijun left, then Chenyin and Soonhao stayed for dinner. Me and Meredith stayed up to watch Zoey 101 and Mcfly in The F Word, and I managed to download 10 Things I Hate About You yaaaaay Heath Ledger!

Today, Meredith left for church camp. I woke up to say bye ok! And she had to be in church by 7 DO YOU KNOW HOW EARLY THAT IS. Went back to sleep until like, 12. Woke up to do some Chem, I conquer Mole Concept! (: Then left for tuition. I was whining to Lao Shi that I didn't want to be at home alone, she offered me soup. Came back home to an empty houseeee, then managed to get myself studying History!!!!!! (: Mummy came home to pick me up and we went for dinner, only both of us. Ate crabbbb!!!!!!!!!!!! But it wasn't as shiok as expected la quite sad ): Came home and we watched Miami Ink. Chenyin said she can imagine Mummy going to Miami Ink, trying to be hip and getting a tattoo, while I say "Walau damn ugly la Mummy can you not be retarded." HAHAHA, I mean the likeliness of me saying that is highly possible but not about Mummy getting a tattoo!

Tonight's the Portugal VS Germany match, GERMANY FTW!!! Ling is an idiot she's not coming over to watch it with me, HOW CAN I WATCH SUCH A MATCH ALONE?!?! AT 235 AM IN THE MORNING?!?!??!!! Omg I'm such a loser I want to die.

You're so vain, you probably think this zit is about you.

Studying progress is not good, not good at all. Woke up at 2pm today after staying up to finish up Chem and watching Germany beat Austria, which ended up with me and Ling sleeping at 5am. Woke up late and sadly alone in the house, before getting some food in my growing tummy and then forcing my butt down to the chair and studying. Did a little redox, went through Mole concept and attempted multiple choice questions again. I'm so sad right now I think I succckkk. And it's so retarded because this time I actually have a goal set for myself but I don't see myself doing anything to go for it. Do you want to be forced to drop a subject huh Mag, DO YOU!!!! ):

After that, called up random people because I was superduper bored and I wanted to eat ice cream and I had no more motivation to study. So now it's 1.03am and I'm supposed to be doing my Chem like the good girl I told Mummy I am, BUT I'm loading Hannah Montana now. Good job, Meredith is watching Lizzie Mcguire, tomorrow's her last day at home before she leaves for camp in Malaysia! Oh man, I'm going to be alone again. Suckfest suckfest suckfest. Tomorrow should be quite fun with Chenyin, Yijun and Soonhao coming over to study. Which reminds me that I need to clean up my room. And it also means I cannot sleep late or I won't be able to wake up in time. Shit. I don't feel sad or angry or anything right now, I have no reason to be. But somehow I'm strangely unsatisfied with my life. I have nothing that I can do well, no hobby that I love to the point of obsession, nothing that I will go allllll the way for. My self determination, self motivation, are all non-existent, even though I like to believe that I have the determination to push myself. Ha, bullshit Mag. Ok end of self pity post, time to TRY and finish up what I meant to do while waiting for Hannnnnaaaahhh Montana to load.

50

*Edited!!
Ok since my plan to slap myself into starting on Bio is going down the drain, I shall list out 50 things I want to do before I die. Third post today ok can you feel my brain turning into MUSH!

1. Get my Ferragamo shoes dammit!!!!
2. Ditto for Chanel 2.55
3. Go bungee jumping! Even the reverse one in Singapore is fine.
4. Go on 1 year holiday around the world
5. Attend a Mcfly concert
6. Migrate to US/UK/Australia. I JUST DON'T WANT TO STAY HERE!!!!!!
7. Witness a real life explosion
8. Be on TV, even as some calafare actress hehe
9. Have someone come up to me to ask for my autograph
10. Appear in the newspapers
11. Earn a million dollars
12. Eat an In N Out burger
13. Drink a Shake Shack shake
14. Go to Italy for gelato
15. Visit the Lourve
16. Visit all places in the Da Vinci Code
17. Have 2 kids
18. Meet a Hollywood actor/actress. (Oh please let him/her be hot)
19. OMG MEET/FALL IN LOVE WITH ALEX PETTYFER!
*20. Visit all food places given a good rating by Roboppy. (:
21. Fall in love properly hahahahaha.
22. Hit a golf ball through a window
23. Get into an Ivy League university, which considering my marks now ok cannot NEVER MIND JUST A UNIVERSITY OVERSEAS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
24. Fly. As in, literally and not in a stupid plane.
25. Sit on top of the OCBC building like in Leap Years and throw paper airplanes down
26. Go to Madame Tussad's since the last time I went I was too young to remember anything except looking under Marilyn Monroe's skirt (:
27. Have someone come up to me and tell me that he thinks I'm pretty and ask for my number HAHAHAHAHA.
28. Write a letter to MOE to complain about the screwed up education system
*29. Eat at a 3 Michelin star restaurant.
30. Have a song written about me
31. Have a big blowout party like in Sweet Sixteen
32. Have a proper mindblowing kiss to welcome in the New Year like in The OC
33. Watch ALLLLLLL seasons of One Tree Hill, The OC, Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl
34. Watch alllllll Chick Flicks that I can get my hands on
35. Stay awake for 24 hours straight
*36. Drink Diva vodka, the one with a stick of semi precious stones in the middle of the bottle, AND, that expensive Cristal champagne (:
37. Stay in St. Regis hotel and have the butler attend to my every whim. Like "I WANT TO WATCH METEOR GARDEN NOW WHILE EATING HILL STREET CHAR KUAY TEOW". I dunno, something silly like that hehe.
38. Wear pajamas in public omg so fun!
39. Get so drunk I don't remember what happened.
40. Build a snowman/Make snow angels
41. Visit a country with snow for #40 to happen.
42. Go on an exchange programme, BEFORE I have the chance to migrate overseas hahahaha.
43. Learn to speak some exotic language, like French or German or Spanish or Japanese. Chinese can kiss my ass hahahahaha.
*44. Have a walk in wardrobe like in In Her Shoes, all my clothes and shoes colour coordinated.
45. Have like, 4 different universities all accepting me at the same time! :D
46. Somehow get straight As for above to happen
47. Create my own soft drink
48. Have a star named after me like in A Walk To Remember
49. And, if held to gun point saying I MUST MUST MUST get a tattoo, I want to have it done by the bald dude in Miami Ink.
50. Become a lawyer to achieve everything above.

This took up alot of my brainpower, ok hello Molecular genetics!

I won't let go at any price

edwin says:
your pm no link
roll the dice and swear your love for me. which means his love for you is a luck thing ah
Hello Magdalene! says:
HAHAHAHAHA
in song what walau you ask the artist la
edwin says:
next time i be artist , my song all got link one
JAP PORN SOO HOT, MUST WATCH MOREEE. *music music music*
Hello Magdalene! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
hurry sing a song about hk dramas
edwin says:
maggie maggie little girl, watch drama only for guys *sing to tune of twinkle twinkle little star*
Hello Magdalene! says:
EY WTF NO RHYME(or reason) OK!!
edwin says:
k mag i must do what a good friend should do..
go study
Hello Magdalene! says:
HAHAHA fine ok
edwin says:
ttyl i going to fuck chem now
chem got hot body
Hello Magdalene! says:
chem is so sexy
edwin says:
chem got BOOBS hahahaha
hahah chem got boobs
bio got the butt

You had to know I was fond of you

Tummy: 1
Mag: 0

On a sudden kick to try and be healthy, ate a salad of apples, lettuce and leftover chicken. My health kick became redundant however with the mayo on top of it. Damn. Did some AP questions then went to eat a donut. Yay for Krispy Kremes and their heart attack inducing goodness. It's so sweet that I can feel it in a fat messssss at the bottom of my stomach. EEEEEEEEEEE. On to GP! Because I decided to only do the things I know how to do. Which isn't much oh crap. Hello untouched Bio. Everyone says it's really alot to study and shit, and it's so annoying that unlike last year we have no notes. So we have to look at the powerpoint slides and all, which makes me really really not want to study.... ):

As I'm typing this I'm looking at my pretty pink nails hehe omg so bimbo! I forgot to mention that I went to study with Yijun last Wednesday at the airport. We spent 2 hours walking around the airport + sitting on the skytrain + eating BEFORE actually starting on our revision. Then 3 hours later our attention spans were stretched to their limits so we stopped and left. THAT IS NOT TO SAY THAT IT WASN'T PRODUCTIVE, it was productive ok! Yijun's really quite helpful when it comes to Integration, especially when it pisses the hell out of me and I decide to stare blankly into space instead. Yay Mag!

Ah whatever back to Geometric Progressions, then maybe I'll slap myself into starting on Bio. Hehehahahoho. For some weird reason, even though I've hardly touched anyyyyyyyy revision at all, I don't feel unprepared. I think I need to do more revision questions to give me a wake up call HELLO EARTH TO MAG. Ok end pep talk.

New jammies!

My pajamas so cool right, RIGHT!!! I was going to do Ryan's 50 things post but I got too lazy. It's 225 am now I just finished my LA script, GO MAG! Mummy left shepherds pie in the toaster now it's resting happily in me and Lingalingaling's tummy. Yay carbs at 2am! Hello fats! (: D:

Thursday was HC handover and JTS. We are probably the only House which had to do PT on the day of handover HAHA. But it wasn't that bad, couldn't run cuz my cough is still going strong. Immune system where are you!!! After everything, went to Ikea with Ryan. We ate meatballs and I made him push me around in the trolley while we looked for cheap stuff. Cheap thrills quite literally! (: Went home where I took a quick nap/changed/watched tv. Then left to find my own way to Laguna Park. Everyone was already there, started setting up and all. We made the place look pretty! Then the seniors came and all. I can't say the BBQ was a huge success but I think we put alot of heart in it! (: Mummy was getting pissed that it was so late already so cabbed home with Louise and Ryan.

Friday, Chenyin came over! She was calling cuz she was supposed to come over at 12. But I was still dead to the world until Meredith came in shouting "CHENYIN IS CALLING YOU!" Then I woke up "OH CRAP" and answered the phone at about 1215. She knew I was still sleeping then she came over. Showered and all and went to get her. Had lunch in front of the TV then we started studying. I have to say studying was kinda productive with Meredith coming in constantly with food and us hydrating ourselves with Pokka Green Tea (Y)! Studied with in between nuggets of gossip and all. Then she left for good dinner.

Yesterday went to Parkway with Mummy and Meredith and Yiyi. We went to Isetan where we were supposed to buy me new pillows and Mummy wanted to get Tupperware, picked out the stuff then left everything and walked to the Mango section. Browsed, tried, bought stuff. Left and forgot about our Tupperware and pillows, damn! OH CRAP I JUST REMEMBERED NO MORE BUY ONE GET ONE FREE FOR MY PILLOWS. ): Walked around more, went to Cotton On Body where we got more pajamas haha. Then got a cardigan from Cotton On. Me and Mummy are gonna share! Went to The Face Shop cuz Meredith wanted more nail polish, ended up walking out with close to 200bucks of nail polish plus make up plus make up remover. I got gel eyeliner though I dunno how to use it AND will most probably not touch it. It's pretty though. Went for dinner then left. I feel like eating Scoopz Mocha ice cream now. Mocha ice cream with caramel and whole almonds omg yummmm.

Ok random pictures up when.. I feel like it.

Heart Attack!

HI I'M A NINJA DAMMIT. Meredith said I look like a dumpling, Mummy laughed and said xiaolongbao. Ling said it would only work with a black hoodie, then she said we should go out in our hoodies.

Today went to school to study with Yijun and Xuanzheng. We were supposed to meet at 11, at 11 most of us still at home. (: Ended up meeting at about 1130+++++. Then Denie came as well, we did some Maths/Chem. Then went for lunch before going back to school to do more Maths. I forgot what we were talking about then Denie suddenly said Harry Potter might be real or something then Yijun was like "And Mickey Mouse is my neighbour". And he said we can walk through walls and I think he tried to push Denie through one of the lab walls or something it was quite funny. Bus-ed home with Yijun. He made me take home his chips cuz he didn't want his bag to be fat dammit.

Euro 2008 has started, GO GERMANY!!!!!!!!! Omg how I've missed seeing Lahm on the pitch.

Everything is not what it seems

Woke up with a fever of 39.0 D: Terrible feeling, took Panadol then tried going back to sleep BUT couldn't. Changed meeting venue to Simei instead of Calvin's house, informed everyone else, then slept for an hour before Louise called and I walked out to get her. Ryan the lazy pig finally answered his phone. Calvin came, we digressed until Ryan came. Didn't do much... UNTIL I ORDERED THE TV TO BE SWITCHED OFF HA. Then we were very productive (Y) Melvin came over with Edwin, Darren Jr and Casper. They sat where I put my shoes and played cards. Very smart. Casper was complaining that he couldn't breathe because of the smell of socks and the deodorant that they sprayed to cover the smell. Nivea + Adidas = Not a good combo. Everyone left except Melvin and Ryan. We played Purple Place, watched Drake and Josh, Zoey 101. Then they left, Mummy came home and made me porridge (:

My fever's down now, yay for my immune system! But my body is still aching like crazy so that's a bad thing. ): Anyway some random pictures.

Meredith decided that she can only cut onions if she's wearing goggles.
Room with pretty new bedsheets and beds and shelves!!
Haha guys.

Danced until her legs were sore

Woke up today with a tremendous headache. Body aching, throat going mad, and a runny nose on top of it all. Had to cancel tuition, then Meredith woke up and we cooked lunch for ourselves. Finished then we were both lying in the sofa because both of us had horrible headaches. And it was a weird pounding headache that seemed to "move" to whichever side of my head that I was leaning on. So bending over was a problem I felt like drilling my head open omgggg. Lay in the sofa the whole time, then the movers and all started coming in to move our beds and cupboards. So now I have a proper bed in my room! Even though the wood is glaringly not compatible with my pink walls, but we'll deal with it later by painting our beds white! (: Took my temperature and had a slight fever, gaaaah. The way I was lying on the sofa bundled in blankets probably gave the movers the impression that I was mentally ill. Very good Mag. Went to sleep in Mummy's room and when I woke up, felt a whole lot better. Headache isn't as bad, body still aching, throat still hurting, but no more fever! Meredith insists I passed it to her. HA TOO BAD YOUR IMMUNE SYSTEM SUCKS MEREDITH.

The Devil's Breath

F you Procrastination gene!!!
It's the 2nd day of the 2nd week of the June hols. I can feel time slipping through my fingers like sand..... AND I AM STILL TRYING TO GET GEOG TO STAY IN MY HEAD!!! Because my command of History is nil, I'm desperately going to count on Geog to pull up my marks. Daaaaaammmnnnn, you need to put in more effort Mag! Anyway yesterday night was quite screwed up. I need to vent my anger because I'm amazed at the hypocrisy of some people, how they manipulate people, act one way to your face then act another way to others, how they're selfish and snatch things from others, things that are not rightfully yours dammit. Yes I'm talking about you, go away.

So here's another song for the radio

Effing blooooody happy!

Thank you Soonhao for sending me One For The Radio! (: YAY MCFLY!! (:

Ok so Happy Birthday Meredith last friday! (: Gave her a present of a yellow frying pan, which Chenyin accompanied me to buy. Had History lesson in the morning, accompanied Chenyin until Daddy came, sat with the guys talking for abit, listening to how Edwin spent his first week of hols "I finished 30 episodes of HK drama in 6 days!" Haha. Left Chenyin with them and Daddy came to pick me up. Went home to change and get Meredith then we went for "Founder Bar Ku The"!!! Seriously, thats how they spelt it. But super good hehe! Home, where I went online reading Questionable content like I have for the past few days because I started from the first one. Then Trini came over and we took a train down to meet Mummy at her office. Wanted to go to NUSS Guild House for dinner but it was fully packed so we went to Sizzler instead! (: Had a good dinner then stopped by Carrefour to stock up on junk food + bleach. While queuing up, the guy right in front of us was being SUCH a prick. First he was scolding the cashier for I have no idea what reason. Then after all his scanning was done, he told the guy "Can I reject the rice now? Because it was next to the Clorox". WTF MAN YOU COULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT EARLIER?!?! And his rice was vacuumed packed and everything! SHEESH!!! So Mummy was like "I want to reject the Clorox cuz it was next to the rice". REALLY WHAT, damn bullshit!

Saturday, went to watch Prince Caspian with Meredith, JieJieAmy, and Adrian. The movie was good, the characters even better ;) Went for dinner at Cedele, the food was supppppeeerrr overpriced and portions small, but at least the food's kinda good. BUT THEY SERVED OUR FREE SCOOP OF ICE CREAM TO US, MELTED. I think there was somethin wrong with their freezer. And we saw this couple and the guy had his hands all over the girl's butt. Tch! After that, decided to queue for NYDC for some dessert. Shared a Jazzy Brownie with Meredith. It was really yummy! So after being stuffffffeeeedd, went home and slept. Haha.

Sunday, wanted to spend a day in Borders reading, so dragged Mummy into town. Only spent about half an hour in Borders then we shopped. Shopping was unproductive and I was really sad. Tried on my dream Ferragamo flats and they are the prettiest things EVERRRRR. Pity they cost close to 500bucks, and that's only after about 30% discount. Then found the yellow Timberlands that I wanted but they cost 150bucks and there was no discount so Mummy refused to buy. Very depressed after that. But Mummy bought a Godiva shake and we shared and it was reallllllllllllllyyyyyyy yummy. So ok anything can be solved with chocolate. :D Homeeee and I was whining to everyone. Asked Uncle to bring me to the library cuz I really really wanted to read the newest books from Robert Muchamore, love the Cherub series it's bloody exciting! Managed to get only one of the books I wanted, then borrowed other rubbish stuff haha. Homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Today, woke up close to 12. Daddy came over with prawn mee for lunch. Read Geog notes, then went to school for Hip Hop lessons! The guy teaching us- Justice, was really cool and even though the hip hop moves are totally awkward and I know it is super not me, I had fun! Went for a drink with CherylChewww after that then went home. Dinner was half a can of Chunky soup which sucked so I threw the rest away, then cup noodles. That mix gave me a bad stomach ache. Mummy came home with Temptations chocolate mousse cake, that was good :D

ANYWAY I THINK PEOPLE SUCK.