I don't know if to laugh or cry

Saturday was OCIP day 8-5 HARDCORE leadership workshop. I think it was somewhat useful, like I got to know my group better (woah woah I can name all the members of my group hahahahaha like FINALLY good job group leader hahahahahahahah). Btw our group OWNED the quiz on Singapore haha.

Sunday wasssss PW day we were taking videos and stuff I think we were quite productive aiyah but I say that about every PW meeting haha. Mummy and Uncle picked me up and we went to Suntec. Bought alot of food and books I ate a double chocolate donut from Donut Factory and it was SOOOOOOOO good but Mummy kept saying it was going to clog up my arteries and after I scoffed it down (it was really damn good like woah) I felt it sink down to the bottom of my stomach haha like damn heavy. Ohwell. Baked the Flourless Chocolate Hazelnut Cake again for my dear titans!!!!! :D

Went to Haig Girls' Primary this morning to like hold our "pilot test" for the lessons going to be held in Yunnan. The girls were so in love with Limeng cuz they thought he looked like TAYLOR LAUTNER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Damn funny!!!! Anyway they apparently had alot of fun?? Because 2 of them damn fast they added me and Grace on FB alr I don't even know how they found us because we like just mentioned our names but didn't exchange emails or anything. And their FB statuses are like

HAD LOTS OF FUN WITH THE TJC SENIORS TODAY! :D 7 hours ago

Thanks TJC-ians. You guys rocks to th max! 6 hours ago

At least they had fun!!!!!! We played WHACKO and DUCK DUCK GOOSE hahahaha and did COLOURING okay hahahhahaah and they had fun. It's true though, what Mrs Goh said. Like it's only been ONE morning and we already forged bonds with them can you imagine what it would be like in Yunnan?!?! Die.

Went back to school to get results. Didn't do too badly for anything, as in nothing that was unexpected since I mind blank/didn't study too hard. Disappointed only in Math because a 56/100 is fucked up for H1 Math and like, I thought I was doing fine. Did quite well for Lit though?? I hope it's a B though I doubt it. Mummy's not happy about results so apparently now we're not talking. Look, I'm aware that my results are mediocre. I'm taking responsibility for my own results ok? I know I didn't study hard enough to warrant better grades, but I'm somewhat satisfied with passing everything now and securing my promotion and every other responsibility I have taken on. Me focusing on my studies INSTEAD of everything I have taken on, is not the problem. I chose everything I have taken on and-

ugh I cannot continue this.

Delta TITANS!

Omg damn fucking tired to blog about Titans but

TO MY DEAREST BESTEST DELTA TITANS:

I am damn fucking proud of all of you!!!! Calvin, Ryan, Louise, Jiehui, Sakshi, Kor Woong, Jason, Zhan Wei, Karon, Lydia, Jac, Angeline, Shawn, Brandon, Zhafri, Bryan, Chin Kiat, Jonathan, Che Xuan, Roy, Hao Pu, Samuel and Denise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So what if we didn't win SO WHAT???????? Yes we were all upset yesterday but we got through it right omg so fucking happy you all are damn fucking powerful.

FIRST in 7km run like how totally awesome plz OMG you all are like like the best I love you all!!!!

DELTA HAS:

3 GIRLS IN TOP 10- Lydia, Sakshi, Jiehui

1 GUY IN TOP 10- CALVIN ENG HAHHA YOU OWE ME LUNCH HAHAHAHAH!!! :D

TOP FEMALE SHUTTLE RUN AND 5KM- SAKSHI!!!!!!

TOP FEMALE SQUAT THRUSTS- LYDIA!!!

I tell you we are damn awesome really I love you guys I've been there through your 1 month of training everyday and bearing the pain and sprains and aches and blood, sweat, tears, abrasions whatever shit you also all tahan you are FUCKING cool okay!!!! I will forever remember when Jiehui told me she was aching and I asked if she still can run "Can run, cannot run also must run because it's for DELTA" omg. When Zhafri asked me to check his back see if got abrasion and there was he just continued, Zhan Wei's shirt was stained with blood he just continued, Roy and Zhan Wei promising me 500 squats because they damn full of energy before log events started can run around chasing each other haha, Ryan's arms being bandaged up like bao cuz of abrasion but he continued with log throw, Jiehui crying when she went through the log events, Sakshi carrying the Delta flag for the last 100m+ for 7km, Jiehui finishing 7km with a bleeding and injured leg and clutching onto Lydia's hand damn tight while people do first aid for her, Denise's hand shaking uncontrollably after 7km because some ASSHOLE stepped on her hand during inter-cg earlier this morning and the list goes on because there are so many things you do that make me proud of you and proud to call myself DELTA TITANS COACH (LOL)

No reason to think about all the sad parts and whatever because I know you all trained the hardest and put in your 200% and gave all you could already!!!! :DDDDDD

OK I am damn tired to think of more things to say hahahahaha I got too much to say already and today right your coach proved that she is damn bloody multi talented hehehhe. I went to play Volleyball and Tennis for Interhouse games cuz we short of people and like OMG we came in first for Volleyball!!! 3 cheers for my team of Charmine, Charlyne, Kee Wen, Inge and uh, girls whose names I don't know... :/ Even though me and Charlyne's job was just to run away damn fast when the ball comes to us so that Kee Wen can go hit it hahahahahhahaa. BTW I feel very bad for the Gamma boy who thought I was really damn pissed off I dunno why so when he came up to shake my hand he was like "Eh sorry sorry chill chill" HAHAHAHAHAHA. Just because my voice abit fierce doesn't mean I'm THAAAT angry. I know how to calm down one okay!!! (Like yesterday when I damn angry at OAC.) Tennis I played with Imran then we won then I switched and played with Calvin and we lost haha because we both don't know our own strength keep hitting out HAHAHAHAH but we came in fourth anyway. Thalia and Imran came in 1st I think!!!! :DDDD
Wah ownage and 04/09 HAS 220 BUCKS WORTH OF SWENSEN'S VOUCHERS BECAUSE THEY TOTALLY OWNED IN INTER-CG GAMES (I cannot say "we" because I was sleeping and not in school oops).

OK la overall Sports Carnival was quite fun!!! Had dinner after Closing ceremony with Calvin+his dad and brother yum good dinner!!! :D OK really very tired compressing photos are taking 100000 years.

Shall give up on part 3 on ever loading!!!!!!!!! >:[

Going to stop finding Primary school people and secretly judging them sigh Mag!!!!!

SHALL SLEEP NOW. PW tomorrow again YAY LOVE OF MY LIFE.

I KEEP WAITING FOR EPISODE 36 TO LOAD EVEN THOUGH IT'S A FUCKING ANNOYING EPISODE.

ENOUGH OF YU SUQIU AND HER STUPID "OMG I MISS CHISHUN ON SOME DAYS I HATE HIM ALOT BUT I MISS HIM YADAYADA" I don't like her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wtf now part 3 of the episode isn't loading WHAT IS THIS IT IS 4AM ALR.

HAHA TONIGHT SURE SLEEP LATE AGAIN EPISODE 36 OF MOONLIGHT RESONANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow what an awesome day of PW. !!!!!

WORE MY NEW SHOES TO SCHOOL.

AND CLEMENT HAS THE SAME PAIR -stabs self

He was like "MAG! Nice shoes!" So I said "Thank you! :D" AND HE LIFTS UP HIS FOOT AND I'M LIKE OH FUCK.

>:[ >:[ >:[ >:[ >:[ >:[ >:[ >:[

It's very depressing okay!!!! Sigh.

Got my fisheye pictures developed and loaded a new roll of film yay!! :D

LAST Titans training today ))))): I'm going to miss Titans after it's over because I dunno. I just like Titans training like every Wednesday and Friday I look forward to Titans training even though I don't train with them per se BUT I love my Delta Titans!!! Plus today damn funny because ROY is retarded and didn't want to come for training because "the sun very hot" -.- So Louise called him up and told him to COME DOWN NOW BECAUSE THAT IS A VERY LAME EXCUSE AND WE NEED HIM FOR TRAINING. So he came down lor and then after that during squats I told him "See Roy you very enthusiastic about squats what ypou must keep this enthusiasm about EVERYTHING!!" Then Zhanwei shouts "MAG! BECAUSE NO MORE SUN!" HahahahahahahHAHAHH and Roy went "SHHH!!!!!! DON'T SAY!" Omg damn funny. Left early today because Mummy came to pick me up, fell asleep at home and I'm still damn tired but I have to write out stuff to say to show Mr Loh tomorrow noooooooooooooooooooooooo.

I want food.

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CALVIN ENG WEI GUO IS BACK FROM SEOUL!!!!!

DYING

IN

PW..................

I WANT TO WATCH MORE MOONLIGHT RESONANCE 6 MORE EPISODES TO GO!!!!! SLEPT AT 430PLUS THIS MORNING MY EYES ARE KILLING ME AND THE SLAVE DRIVER IS PISSING ME OFF!!!!!!!!

SORRY I HAVE TO SHARE THIS IT'S TOO FUCKING HILARIOUS PLEASE WATCH IT PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS

FUCKING HELL HAHAHAHAHAHA
SHE JUST SAID "GO RON" FOR "GO ON" I WANT TO DIE HAHAHA SHE IS TAIWANESE BUT OBSESSED WITH AMERICA I WANT TO DIE DIE DIE PLZ PLZ WATCH IT. The sad thing is, that I actually think she will be like a pretty good singer if she just sticks to Chinese. !!!!

OMG I'M DAMN ANGRY I JUST SPENT LIKE HALF AN HOUR TRYING TO LOAD THE LAST PART OF THE EPISODE OF MOONLIGHT RESONANCE I WAS TRYING TO WATCH RIGHT AND IT WAS LIKE DAMN SHORT AND TOTALLY WASTED MY TIME NOW I HAVE TO LOAD THE NEXT EPISODE EVEN THOUGH I'M DAMN SLEEPY HAHAHA OK SHALL GO WATCH MORE NOW HEHEHEE. TOMORROW DURING PW SURE HALF DEAD BUT FUCK LA THE SCHOOL MAKE ME GO BACK ON MARKING DAYS THEY WANT ME FULLY ALERT IS LIKE "便宜它们" HAHAHAHAH OK BYE.

I've got nothing

OCIP meeting at 3 today but I kinda woke up at 230....................

HAHAHAHA!!!
Yiguan and Gracie were late as well because we were supposed to meet but I was still sleeping and I didn't pick up their phone calls because my phone was on silent and dropped on the floor HAHA.

ANYWAY so we arranged to meet at 330 instead, called up Jinyi to tell her we'll be late. Met at Pasir Ris then Miss Ang called to ask what the address of the place was, asked her if we could hitch a ride and she said ok! :D She picked us up then we went to Simei to buy chocolate and then went to ALOHA LOYAAAANG to be factory workers for the day!!!

Our OCIP team damn bloody productive and efficient we got PRODUCTIVE EFFICIENCY!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA :D Went for dinner after that with Gracie, Yiguan and Limeng. We sat there and talked DAMN long but we forgot to prepare our Yunnan Survival Kit!! Hahahaha. THOUGH we did make plans for Limeng to treat us dinner!! HAHAHA. :DDDD Happy leh we will get through this together!!!!

Bus home, I couldn't find bus 5 anywhere in the interchange ok DAMN HARD TO FIND SERIOUSLY. BUT I found it in the end because I am very good and I took a bus home by MYSELF while holding many things like some aunty!!! OK I feel sick nowww tomorrow got PW in school normal time what is this what is this!! But there is also our LAST and FINAL Titans training tomorrow!! I am very excited for them even though Delta got lousy draws but I WILL STILL BELIEVE IN MY DELTA TITANS!!!!

OK watching one episode of MOONLIGHT RESONANCE before I sleep hehehe!

She's got you sitting on a shelf

YAY today was funtime out with Gracie hehehehehe. AS SEEN FROM THE EARLIER POSTS, I couldn't wake up this morning haha she called me up at 1030 and I was like "ugggh okay let's meet at 1 instead". YOU KNOW HOW AWESOME WE WERE??? WE BOTH REACHED BY 1230 INSTEAD!!! Yaaaaaaaaaay :D And we were wearing similar outfits HAHA.

Got our tickets for 500 Days of Summer and walked around aimlessly looking for food we damn fit today seriously!!! Ate at Fig&Olive and talked alot alot alot (L). Got myself Starrrrbucks and went for the movie!!! Met Sharlyn Wong on the way like OMG how long have we not seen each other haha. For the movie.... Eh I expected a happier ending??? But it was really sweet and stuff and I like the boy omg! AND THE CRIMINAL MINDS GUY IS IN IT!!! HAHAHAHA. :D OH AND THERE WAS SOME FUCKING FAT ok he being fat is irrelevant to the story but ANYWAY HE WAS SLEEPING DURING THE MOVIE AND SNORED FUCKING LOUDLY OKAY WTF HALFWAY DURING THE MOVIE GOT SNORING SOUND I WANTED TO THROW MY DRINK AT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Angry!!!! And got stupid kids whining/crying somemore!

We then walked around aimlessly in Vivo again before finding our new favourite hobby- SHOPPING FOR (UGLY) PROM DRESSES!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH WE ARE DAMN PREPARED FOR NEXT YEAR'S PROM ALREADY!!!! Sneaking into each other's dressing rooms to take picture, getting caught by the saleslady hehehehe OMG DAMN FUN HAHA River Island was the BEST. Hahahaha. :DDDD

Went to sit and overlook "the beach but not really", aiyah we overlooked the sea+ construction site. Took many picturesssssss and then went homeeee!! Had fun today ((((: I love you Gracie SEE YOU TOMORROW HAHA SIGH.

UGH I WANT TO WATCH ONE MORE EPISODE BUT IT'S ALREADY 6.20 I CAN BARELY GET 3 HOURS OF SLEEP BEFORE I HAVE TO GET UP, SHOWER AND FIND MY WAY TO MEET GRACIE!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN OK GOODNIGHT.

OMG THE SHOW IS SO BLOODY ADDICTIVE I CANNOT STOP WATCHING AND IT'S LIKE 5.32AM ALR I DON'T NEED TO SLEEP/WAKE UP HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA.

Fuck hahahaha Gracie if I'm late tomorrow/later now you know why!!!!! D:

Anyway when I immerse myself in dramas = think about you less hahahahahahahahahahaah.

UGGGGHH ALMOST 6AM.

Marine Scene

Ahhhhhh hahahahahahaha shall blog while waiting for MOONLIGHT RESONANCE to load omg HK drama ftw!! Woke up at like, close to 5pm today??? 14 HOURS OF SLEEP WOOHOO omg I think my body is catching up on allll the lost sleep this week hehehehehehehe.

ANYWAY went to Tampines to get Meredith her confirmation dress. She bought new Converse that were like a kids size 3 like our feet were squashed in it but because they were damn pretty she had to get them and Ling will/can wear them haha we got her to come down to Tampines to try them on to justify the purchase!!!! AND the guy serving us at Converse was damn cute okay ^^ Mummy damn disgusting la she keep saying she want to make friends with him -.- Then she said "What. I want to know him for my daughter what" Walau eh I think she is damn convinced I will never get a boyfriend because yesterday she also tell Calvin bring back handsome boy from Korea WHAT IS THIS.

OH I bought new Sally Hansen nail polish because I saw a new Chanel colour-Gondola, that was so fucking pretty it was like a deep red with tiny tiny tiny specks of pink glitter??? Shit I really want it!!! Anyway Mummy like give me "consolation" let me buy other new nail colours cuz she don't want to let me buy the Chanel one la jshdasdhuah but it's okay I like my new nail polish :D OH and I bought new Lacoste shoes as well because they were 40 bucks??? HEHEHEHE happy I am going to wear them when I go out with GRACIE tomorrow!!! 500 Days Of Summer we are so excited!! :DDDD

OK la I a bit sad as well I keep whining to Meredith ))))): I miss you leh how how how DIE hahahahahahahaa. OK I shall go back to watching my drama nowwww. I will probably be late tomorrow looking at the time nowwwww hahahaha but it's okay look what Gracie said.

Grace: lolzzzz! ok what time can you wanna meet? btw i'm always late...but so are you right!

Grace: hahaha

Grace: so we should like plan to meet at a certain time which we both know we won't make it

Hello Magdalene!: AHAHAHA OI I CAN BE EARLY I THINK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Grace: HSHAHAHA THATS WHAT I SAY TOO!!

Oops shall take back my words now heh.

Give till there's nothing left

OMG HAHA EXAMS ARE OVER??? Actually the impact isn't so great yet I just feel less guilty about not studying that's all haha. Maths was tricky?? Careless and I didn't study First derivative test, FREE MARKS LEH WALAU 6 MARK QN!!! >:[ Ohwell hahaha SEA History hahahahahahaha fuck. NEVER MIND HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Went to meet Faye and cure her depression haha no we talked and stuff, cheer up love!!! (: Home after that walau damn no life plz. Meredith didn't want to go to Porta Porta with me, we didn't want enough food to make up minimum order for Il Piccolo AND she didn't want to cook for me. So I made my own pasta hurhur. Watched tv wow so exciting haha. EhhHHH tomorrow going Malaysia so I can have cheap cheap mani/pedi OMG YES SO FUN HAHAHAHAHA. I am damn excited even though I might have to remove it by Tuesday?? But depending on my mood I might not and just go for PW with my painted nails I'm already planning colours in my head HEHEHEHEHEHE.

Ok I am damn excited for Sunday 500 Days of Summer with Gracie!!! :DDDDD Calvin left for Korea today though lucky idiot he don't want to buy me back the pot >:[ YOU KNOW THE KOREAN SHOWS ALWAYS EAT FROM THE GOLD COLOUR STEAMBOAT POT?? I want. Mummy told him to "bring back a handsome boy for Mag" and he said "Oh. I bring back myself la. Tell your mother I visit her when I come back". Hen Hao Calvin!! Nicholas is in Indoooo zoom please don't get involved with the MAFIA hahahahaha. :O

I'm damn fat btw I keep eating!!! Walau after the past month of like, small appetite and no snacking exams over only I eat so much today!!!! Pasta for dinner which I made myself YUMYUM it was Pasta with onion and bacon in tomato cream sauce!!!! And then after that I snacked on Caramel Corn which Mummy bought back, then I called up Uncle ask him help me buy fries I finished like the medium packet plus half a Mega McSpicy which is AWESOME omg I love it. Of course I feel like there's an ulcer growing in mouth now but OMG DAMN SHIOK.

My hands damn cold now the aircon pointing at me. I'm loading Bring it On: Fight to the Finish but my eyes are kinda tired because I slept at 230 yesterday, was falling asleep during the History paperrrrr and tomorrow must wake up early to go Msia hurry go hurry come back! MY POST PROMOS PLANS ARE SOOOOOO EXCITING, NO???? Monday- OCIP, Tuesday/Wednesday- PW wow wow wow.

Right now I have 5 different colours on all the nails of my left hand

Thumb- Chanel Marilyn

2nd Finger- Revlon Perfectly Plum

Third- Sally Hansen Wonder

Fourth- Chanel Shanghai Red

Pinky- Revlon Vixen

I AM SO LAME I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST LISTED OUT MY NAIL POLISH NAMES.

SEA???

Haha fuck tomorrow is SEA History and I am fucking unprepared. Have been reading but NOTHING'S. GOING. IN!!!

Thank you Faye and Vibhu for helping me prepare and summarising each country's stuff verbally it was very helpful :>

Had lunch with Jo after International History paper today, the paper was uh hahhahaha okay??? I dunno wrote like hahahaha AIYAH WHATEVER. Went to meet Faye and we studied. OK I slept for an hour, then she came back and woke me up and left and then I read stuff and then she came baccccck again with Vibz and she did like 3 Math questions BUT she kept quiet the whole time because if she talked then she would have to treat both of us to lunch HAHAHA.

Went to Starbucks with her and shared a Green teaaaa frapp yumyum. We talked about.. HISTORY WOW SO EXCITING!!! Thank you love (:

OH yesterday was Lit paper which was haha Gracie "amazing". -.- Aiyaaaah WHATEVER IT IS OVER RIGHT I CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT RIGHT?? I think they should stop giving us choices for essay questions because I always end up picking the wrong one >:[

Went to Starbucks and hadddd Ice shaken lemonade passion tea thing hahaha :D Waited for Cccccalvin to turn up and I READ MORE HISTORY WOW STORY OF MY LIFE MOST EXCITING TIME EVER. Nicholas turned up with less messy hair haha they both damn irritating they kept trying to beat my high score on Plock!!!! ): OH AND JOLENENEY TAN AND DENIE ALSO CAME. SHE AND HER STUPID EYEBROWS ARE VERY IRRITATING HAHA. Uncle picked me up and sent Calvin homeeeee.

OK END OF THE MOST EXCITING DAYZ OF MY LIFE EVERRRRR. Wow yay rocks man.

OK Skype time watching someone make a MAUS costume hahahahahaha while reading more SEA I'm supposed to sleep now though because Faye says sooooo. DAMNNNNNNN Malaya/Burma/Indonesia/Philippines/Vietnam/French/British/US/Dutch UGH I cannot remember their nationalist movements!!!!

I.A.N

Hahahahahah today was an okay day hahahahah OTHER THAN THE FUCKING UP ECONS PART but yeah the rest of that was pretty ok :> Honestly though, I don't think I have ever felt so sure that I would fail an essay and even consider changing questions 15 mins before the essays were due. Sigh.

Hung out with Gracie and Calvin and Rachel while they were waiting for Chinese exam to start. RACHEL I'm sorry you kena heart attack hahahahahaha but it was Grace's fault NOT. MINE. And then in a stroke of genius I came up with a code name, I.A.N. Ask me if you wanna know what it means hehehehehehe!!!! They went for their paper and I waited for Faye to come find me. She is #1 DISTRACTION. I hardly studied because I was listening to her talk hahaha and then Vibz came to find us as well and he insisted that we all do work and that lasted for about 15 mins tops before Faye started talking again hahahaha.

Anyway it was good talking to Faye and Vibz I like (: EVEN IF it wasn't the best time to do so haha. Walked to Bedok with Vibz after that then took bus home!

OKz shall read Carol Ann Duffy now hahahaha. Surprisingly alert after sleeping at 4 yesterday(couldn't sleep) and taking a short nap just now. Hm.

3.13AM.

I HAVE A PAPER IN LESS THAN 5 HOURS.

SLEEPING

NOW.

Btw thank you for the Market Dominance stuff Thalia!! They were very useful and very clear hehe (: Need to pack my bag for tomorrowwwww.

Hey show some love,

Best supper ever!!!

HAHA FUCK TOMORROW IS ECONS PAPER AND WHAT AM I DOING???????

Looking at Coach/Kate Spade stuff.

Still have... Market Structures(cuz it's taking damn long to memorise) and Inflation to finish harharharharharhar. ROCKS MAG. REALLY. YOU ARE DAMN GOOD.

Ohwellz. KI paper today was manageable I think? I might have written BULLSHIT for Section C but I thought that for what I studied, essay and short CT wasn't so bad. AND I DIDN'T PASS UP 4 SHEETS OF PAPER, I PASSED UP 6 HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Woah overachiever= me!! ;D

AHHH ok back to Econs??????

):

Told Mummy to "brew me some coffee" tomorrow morning already wah wah wah not "Mix hot water with a packet of instant coffee mix" but BREW some coffee leh wah high class OK WTF HAHA.

Slept at 2plus yesterday after "OMG. Goodnight." Hahahahaha. Cheer up depressed kid! :>

How cavalier we used to be

GO TO SLEEP, MAG.

Fuck KI omg I dunno what bullshit I'm going to come up with on 4 sheets of paper tomorrow - 2 for essay and 1 each for Critical Thinking.

Intuitionism, Orientalism, Reverse Orientalism, Consequentialism, Deontological argument, Empiricism, Rationalism, MAG-isms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Met Yiguan today she was damn distracted because she doesn't like Chem!!! I spent alot of money today but got a new favourite drink!!! (: Calvin had lunch and dinner at Siglap so he came to find me!!! His parents gave me a lift home hehe ^^ Watched President's Star Charity just now O-M-G they were so short of "stars" plz helloooo Kym Ng/Patricia Mok/Gurmit Singh/Jade Seah/Dawn Yeoh/Nat Ho/RANDOM PEOPLE THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT. Every performance had some combination of them and it was like uhhHhhHHhh harhar Mediacorp got no more people??? And the Singapore Idols' Top 12 performance was ridiculous!!!! Me and Meredith wanted to die laughing watching them do their stupid dance and actions harhar.

OK GOODNIGHT I love the above 2 people alot haha! :>

FUCKING unproductive day today I hate being stuck at home >:[ The computer in front of me playing music is so distracting but if I go on my bed I want to sleep.

Fucking hell I haven't started on KI tomorrow= crash course in KI seriously everything in the year I'm going to try and force into my head so I can come up with an essay with reasonable content. And not just contents from my head.

UGH. HATE THIS. I DIDN'T EVEN SLEEP EARLY LIKE MUMMY WANTED ME TO. IT'S 2.15AM NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yiguan cannot make it tomorrow ):

I'm sorry Gracie I haven't studied since telling you that I was going to log out from MSN and we were both supposed to study "together" ))))))))): I got caught up reading pretty girls' blogs and I'm so jealous omg and they all party and shit I want to party also haha wait no scratch that.

OK I WILL FINISH MARKET FAILURE NOW. I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO KI AT NIGHT = NOW BUT I HAVEN'T FINISHED MARKET FAILURE OR INFLATION WTF IS THIS MAG NO SLEEP FOR YOU TONIGHT.

Studying with Yiguan earlyearlyearly tomorrow because Home = Distractions, as clearly shown by today's example. Harharharhahrharharharharhahrharharrr!

:}

Today was a good if not very productive day!! Hahaha spent the whole day in Siglap from 11-630 reading Econs omg but I don't think much went in??? Sat there ALONE from 11-12smth because SOMEONE was late and woke up at 11.22 when we were supposed to meet at 11!! >:[ Hahaha, we were surrounded by TJ people like omg Gracie asked me "What Starbucks did you go? TJ Starbucks?" Hahaha. Most of the people that were there yesterday were also there today like me! And Clare, and the bitchface hor Yiguan!!!! Anyway, gave up on Econs halfway then did Integration before getting damn bored cuz I did it last night as well and I'M RUNNING OUT OF MATH QUESTIONS TO DO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Went to eat at KFC and came back and I had my own personal DJ yay and read more Econs telling myself I would stop at 6. Also met Shurui!!! UmmMmMmMmm got introduced to damn spastic games haha zombies!! Played with Photobooth hehehehhhhheheeeeheeheeee and then took bus home! The bus was full of Ah bengs like one group of ah bengs each take up one seat put their legs up on the seat then talk damn fucking loudly like the whole bus belong to them omg I almost made myself deaf cuz I had to turn up the volume of my music!!! >:[

Home, ate some roast potatoes and SALAD harharharhar I'm very happy because my appetite is smaller and Mummy says I'm really skinnier!! :D

OK tomorrow is HARDCORE ECONS day. And KI oh fuck, KI!!!!!

oOOoOh~mystery~~ hahahah WTF.

Productivity

Today was a very productive day I am very happy!!!! :DDD
After sleeping at 3am harhar what's new right, I WAS going to sleep at 2 okay haha. ANYWAYS got up and went to school early early in the morning. Went to HC room first and was greeted by the welcome sight of TROooOooOdzzZ :D Yiguan was late so I waited for her at the bus stop outside school instead of attending assembly, went to get food then she went for consultation and I distracted Trudy from Lit (OMG TRUDY I TYPED THIS AND YOU JUST MSGED ME HAHAHAHA), and we talked damn alot yay I love you Trudy!!!! :D

Then went to find Vibzzzzzz and got his AWESOME AI essay plan, it said "Good work! Keep it up!" ok WAAAAAH!! :D Sat there and talked to him and Faye for like damn long waiting for Yiguan to finish consultation wah wah wah and Victor was there too he is major kpo really!! Hahahah. I liked today I liked talking to them and and Vibz and Faye always give me hope about History and they tell me I won't retain and they've got my back and will always help me ((((((: I LOVE YOU TWWWWWOOOOO. (((((:

After that me and Yiguanzxx went to Siglap, got some lunch and it was raining like maaaaddd. Well actually we thought it was very heavy rain because there was alot of like, thunder and lightning?? Then we decided to just run across the road to Starbucks and the rain wasn't even that heavy -.- Anyway TODAY, EVEN THOUGH CHENYIN DOUBTED OUR ABILITY TO STUDY TOGETHER, WE WERE DAMN BLOODY PRODUCTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She did Maths the whole way and helped me with my Differentiation and after that I started reading through all the AI conflict shit and Vibz annotations are so cute hahahaha. (: Even though I started dying alr like towards the last 2 hours or something (we were there from 11 plus to 630?!?!), Yiguan kept cheering me on okay more like she kept going "MAG. STUDY" hahaha. We damn good today really I very happy yay! (: We also talked alot about many many things me and Yiguan feel the same towards certain people hehehehehehe!!! And and I got a bagel with caramel again today like the last time when the guy called me Bagel Girl lol yumyum I like!

Bus home and I just did some Integration questions like O-M-G how extremely productive! (: I'm quite high now I dunno why?? But I'm like somewhat in a better mood because at least I'm actually doing my revision no matter how late I'm starting and I always have Troodz/Vibzy/Faye to bitch about History and who will help me I think I'm very lucky :>

We are not what you think we are

Ok I think today was a really really bad day?

Time to start worrying, Mag.

No scratch that, worrying was for a month ago.

It's time to start PANICKING now.

New songs in my iTunes aren't that great. >:[ SUCKS. Back to The Boy Who Knew Too Much...

Failing 2 fucking essays, when Promos are less than a week away is not the best thing to happen. NOW??? Like honestly, a 9/25 for History where my essay "seems more like a fictional piece of writing than a non-fiction piece of writing", awh thanks. Glad to know that basing my essay on your notes is NOT what I should be doing you fucking prick. Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And 12/30 for KI essay which I stayed up till 430am doing? I admit it wasn't my best piece of work but 12 for a research essay is a bit too much to handle.

Even yesterday night's happy events didn't manage to distract me enough throughout today OKAY and that FUCKING. SUCKS. Too agitated too agitated and yesterday I was just saying I always took getting promoted as a given? Like I didn't even consider the possibility that I would get retained, and now I really don't know what to think anymore. Probably my fault since I started revision like a week ago but WTF REALLY WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ms Yanti's really worried for me and Jolene and I hate the fact that our dearest History teacher cannot differentiate between us and that we are the same person in his eyes because no matter how similar we are he's not really making an effort to find our different weaknesses. Because I know Jo puts in so much more effort than me and he's not recognising that and instead it becomes our fault for God knows what reason and it's just very very fucked up I don't know how to express myself anymore.

TODAY'S LIT WAS A BIG FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT AS WELL because me and Chenyin were so proud of our essay plan and convinced that it was a good piece of work. But Miss Tan said the highest she would give it was a 13/25. WTF? After all that time we spent on it? WHAT ABOUT THE FUCKING EXAMS WHEN WE DON'T HAVE THE LUXURY OF DISCUSSING AND THE TIME TO ANALYSE AND PHRASE OUR THOUGHTS INTO PROPER WORDS. O-M-G. I don't think I have the confidence to get through this because I wanted Lit to be my best subject and it's supposed to be my best and and.

Fuck this I'm going to try reading Econs or something now. Need to fucking breakdown pull myself together or something. Allowing myself to breakdown only once a month isn't IS going to work out because although it's only the first week of Oct. !!!!!!!!! Be, strong?

Blame The Girl

Don't remember what was particularly important about yesterday... Hahahaha. I remember

Rachel: I'm very tired

Me: Why?

Rachel: I didn't sleep at 9 last night.. (WTF RIGHT SHE SLEEPS AT 9 EVERYDAY)

Me: What time did you sleep, like, 10?

Rachel: -nods

WTF RACHEL!!!!!!!! Yesterday was an extremely extremely long day okay but what's new right haha. UhhhHHhhhh I really don't remember anything significant. I remember Calvin saying he called me to study and I said "bye" and walked off hahaha I remember..... Us OWNING during Lit presentation hehehehehehe high five Jo! :D I remember... scheming to get out of KI presentation cuz we weren't prepared??

Daddy picked me up after school and we stopped by Eastpoint to find Meredith and I got Starbucks for the third day in a row it is bleeding me dryyyyyy. Finished up KI presentation and NJ Math paper, slept at 2 which is earlier than usual!!!

BUT TODAY WAS SHIT I SLEPT THROUGH THE WHOLE DAY?? Like through Lit, Econs, History and KI which is like um, 4 out of 7 periods? Sigh. Dragggggggggggggyyyyyy daaaaayyyyyyyy I came home, showered and slept from 5-930 which ROCKS but that means I was completely unproductive the whole of today OH FUCK I HAVEN'T PREPARED PROPERLY FOR SENG'S TUTORIAL TOMORROW walau eh asdhaisdhaudhasduha doing Lit essay plan now with Chenyin it seems never ending haha.

It is already 12.05am leh should I do work should I do work >: [

Who needs sleep when we've got love

I AM RETARDED

I DIDN'T SLEEP BECAUSE I WAS PLAYING PLOCK!!!!

I think one day I should be psychoanalysed to find out why I like to sleep late !!!!
I feel like it's the thought that every minute I spend sleeping is a minute I could spend LIVING and doing things that I wanna do even if they are just, looking at cute pictures and playing mindless games instead of studying.

Sigh.

Cheaterbug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to sleep NOW at a somewhat more proper time of 2.05 am compared to after 4 -.-

Today was productive, Bak Kut Teh lunch with Daddy, then Starbucks with Meredith alllll the way till about 7 I did MJC Maths paper and studied Causes of Inflation AND listened to Mika's album about 6 times and met like 5 people and came up with my own theory about people who buy Venti, after that I bought a new pair of shoes I am very happy though I bought them on impulse which is quite unlike me?? I saw they were cute and like $20 then just BUY without thinking wtf Mag haha.

Home and skipped dinner ok wait I ate CLAMS which Mummy cooked which hardly count as a proper meal. WSS with Chenyin and Xuanzheng allll the way till like 12 plus laaaa and I started doing Probability questions I AM SO CARELESS I HATE IT, and it's so hard to notice when you make a mistake in Probability!!! I had to keep checking my answers against the answer sheet or I wouldn't know what I missed out grrrrr. Anyway I'm done now so I can go and sleep. (: Because my stomach is like quite hungry now I think so I have to sleep off the hunger.

As usual I'm up at unearthly hours, it is currently 5.50am but I managed to finish reading up on the Cuban Missile Crisis, do my part for Duffy essay plan, (which reminds me that WE NEED TO DO WSS ESSAY PLAN TOO!!!), uh get called crazy and thoughtful in the same sentence for the first time awh, get very hungry and I'm still very hungry, made a sign that is hiding in my history file, listene to Mika's Blue Eyes/Lover Boy/Toy Boy about 8 times, and... I shall now sleep. (:

Good Morning World.

To JT

Thank you for putting in words what I feel about whoever, Joleneney Tan.

:>

Ling asked me today why we're so close again and I said

"Because when you're so close to someone and you aren't anymore, no matter what happened a part of you misses that person so much and when you see how much you're not a part of their lives it makes you sad and you desperately desperately want things to be like they were again. And because we're so uncannily similar that it's easy for us to be close again."

Okay maybe not so fluently but yeah.

Love you Jolene Tan (: We might never be as close as before but you know what I think I'm okay with that because as long as I know I can confide in you and you can do the same for me and we can always sense each other's thoughts and feelings because we have spent way too much time with each other the past few years.

Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Emotional for magisgreat.

I miss your ginger hair and the way you like to dress

Yesterday was alright considering I slept at 430am AGAIN. Hahahaha. Started dying during Econs and told Chenyin the lethargy was getting to me. She wrapped her fingers around my head and said "STOP." Hen hao Qian Yun! :D Anyway, after school had lunch with Chenyin Joleneney Calvin Louise! Didn't eat cuz I wasn't hungry??? Smaller appetite = GOOD. Back to school to do Mathssssss with Jo and Chenyin, Yijun joined us! Abit fail from 315 onwards. Then went for SLC briefing, WHICH I CANNOT EVEN GO FOR. SO I EFFECTIVELY STAYED BACK FROM 1230 TO 4 FOR NOTHING. Met Chenyin and Yijun and went to Eastpoint to studddddy! Went BK and read History............. Verrrrrrrrrry tired during then!!! TOOK MANY PICTURES which I will upload once I get them from Chenyin I cannot wait cuz Yijun DAMN ACT CUTE HAHAHAHAHA.

Fell asleep last night with the computer and lights on the whole night. BUT NOT BEFORE BEATING MY PLOCK HIGH SCORE HAHA. Woke up this morning, ate a little then went to meet Rachel at Siglap Starbucks!!! I liked today ^^ Ling came to join us and Rachel helped her with her Math, I started getting distracted from about 4plus onwards haha and talked alot. Sent rubbish MMSes to Calvin and then went home at about 6.

I SHOULD REALLY FINISH UP CUBAN MISSILE CRISIS AND START ON MATH TONIGHT? OR LIKE. DO MY LIT OR KI AND FUCK WHY DO I HAVE SO MUCH WORK AND WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY GIVING US A KI PRESENTATION TO DO NOW IT IS RETARDED.

): Dying.

HAHA FUCK I JUST FINISHED EoM HAHA BECAUSE MICROSOFT WORD WAS SUCH A BITCH IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO MAKE MY WORK LOOK PROPER.

Ok it is 4.31am -.-

WTF MAG.

Sew Net

YOU TWO BETTER BE STUDYING BECAUSE A's ARE LIKE WHAT, 40 DAYS AWAY?

AND I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN PLAYING!!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY AFIQAH!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I HAVE TO BLOG cuz Meredith is running out of blogs to read so I blog for her to read lor. Anyway she every time I hungry then make food for me no matter how late it is what hahahaha. :D I hear a really odd sound like breathing sound on my right side and it's very scary because there's only an armchair on my right.

OK, anyway I think today was quite a good day because I was super alert the whole day even after sleeping at 4am harharharhar. Free periods were spent, somewhat doing work and ALOT OF TALKING RUBBISH with Chenyin/Joleneney/Gracie. Aiyahaiyaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh. Chenyin was being her usual retarded self, trying to look like a certain girl and going "I am the Love Guru of 04/09", Jo kept reading someone's blog and making fun of ALL THE PICTURES tskkk!!!! Gracie being somewhat unwillingly dragged into it, ummm me uh, trying to distract myself with work hahahaha.

Yijun: Mag, he(Charles) don't believe we're together.

Mag: We broke up already what.

Yijun: Fuck you bitch.

THANKS HAHAHHAHAHAHA. You know why we broke out of our 6 day relationship??? BECAUSE HE CANNOT EVEN REMEMBER WHEN WE GO OUT BEFORE WTF YIJUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FAIL. FAIL!!!!!

Econs make up lesson and MISS WONG BROKE MY HEART SHE IS NO LONGER MY FAVOURITE TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ))))))))))))))))): But then again I think she's very tired of always trying to help us but we're still not giving her good results?? ): Had to go and run for make up PE after that with Jo and Ryan, the stupid haze is retarded I couldn't breathe properly. Mummy picked me up and I slept from 8-11plus! This is becoming some kind of habit, that's why I'm still up now at 3.35am AND I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY EoM AND I REALISED LYNN DIDN'T RETURN MY THUMBDRIVE!!!! How to print my EoM tomorrow?!?! Die.

I'm actually a little bit sleepy now but I should finish my EoM first, seriously.

DONE WITH KI ESSAY.

I HAVE TO WAKE UP IN 2 AND A HALF HOURS TIME.

WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS TO MYSELF.

你捡到宝了

I'm a bit screwed ah it's 3.09 am and I'm officially stuck for my KI essay because I have 680 words and 320 more to go before I can stop because even though minimum word count is 800words, writing just 800 words is very lame and if I started on the essay earlier I sure could have done it haha.

Okay it is now 3.16am because I spent the last 7 minutes browsing someone's FB photos to show Troooodz. HAHAHAHA. Die la die die die die. In more ways than one OMG ANTOINETTE AND MR ROCHESTER WTF WTF WTF!!!!!!!!!

Chenyin came back today!!!! :D See I sound very excited for you. History today was sigh I dunno anymoreeee. Then Maths free period I fell on my butt in the canteen because I thought the chair was like behind me but it wasn't so I sat down on air and omg hahahahaha fucking funny. Sex Ed today was D-I-G-U-S-T-I-N-G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the presenter was full of bullshit!!!! Macdonalds lunch after that because Chenyin craved for a cheeseburger after Sex Ed hahahahaa. Went with Chenyin, my darling boyfriend Yijun ;D , and Ryan. HAHAHhahhHAHAHhahhaahahahahHAHAHAHA. Very spastic bus ride there because Chenyin and Ryan tried to take pictures of us being lovey-dovey which is not possible and then Ryan tried putting his arm around me and ended up whacking my face. THANKS.

Yiguan came to find me then we went back to school together. OCIP meeting was a waste of time even though it's already the last one!!! Home where I slept at 630, told Mummy to wake me up at 7 but I slept till 9 UGH. Okay should try continuing my essay now right???? YOU HAVE DIGRESSED LONG ENOUGH MAG!!!!!!!!!!!!