Pan.

It's The End

Waiting for pictures from both Charis and Chenyin!!! So yesterday was a long day in school. First had to drag my butt down to school by 9 to blow balloons BUT the only person holding all the balloons overslept so we didn't. Went for Chem which was quite useful, Edwin took back the bimbo comment he made about me. :D Had some time to kill after Chem so went to eat with Chenyin and Justina. Charis met us after then we had to go back for Maths D: Even though I basically blocked out everything that was being said, Mr Ho was being very funny! HAHAHA.

Mr Ho: When the question looks frightening, don't get frightened. I see this, I steady."

Hahaha! Went opposite after that with Yijun and Chenyin. We sat around for abit then Chenyin left. Edwin Lee came, Melissa also came, then Nicholas too. We talked for abit then Edwin Melissa and Nicholas left, then I realised I left my wallet with Chenyin so me and Yijun walked to meet her and get it. Went back to school where we started preparing for the farewell. There wasn't much to do so we had to amuse ourselves until the seniors came.

The farewell was good, they seemed to have had fun, haha. I had the duty of taking pictures of everyone and they all looked damn cute haha! Left only at about 10, Mummy picked me up and we went to Simpang cuz Meredith was craving bakchormee/prata. Homeeee and I slept earlier than usual!

Today, met Chenyin at Tampines Interchange where we took a bus ride down to Parkway. Her dental appointment was at 1130 BUT SHE ONLY WENT IN AT 1230. I was damn pissed off/bored during the whole thing especially when this other dude came later than us but went in first. Pfft! Apparently I was creating quite a scene in the office place BUT REALLY DAMN ANNOYING WHAT WAIT ONE HOUR! After that, walked around Parkway for abit, then went to Macdonalds to meet He-who-shall-not-be-named (that took damn long to type), SAW SHERYLNGMEILIAAAAAN. Ate and saw many many TKGS girls there, and met Zaopeng as well. Walked back to Parkway to find Meredith and we got trapped in the rain! So we walked around, went into Topshop/Diva/Novo but there wasn't anything interesting. Went back home with Meredith and Chenyin, then saw Deborah and Cassandra on the bus!

Chenyin came over and we were supposed to start studying. I read a little of Geog, while she copied over her Maths then fell asleep. Meredith started making pancakes, then Chenyin attempted to fry an egg in the very cute small pan. Studying went all the way downhill after that, then Mummy came home with dinner. After dinner, walked Chenyin to the bus stop then she went home THE END.

Edwin accidentally wanted to start a video call with me over MSN.

(R)edwin says:
ey i was about to show you my precioussss
(R)edwin says:
HAHA
(R)edwin says:
k sexual harrassment
(R)edwin says:
record this

I don't worry but everything's gonna be alright

Today was supposed to reach school at uh, 2. Woke up at 120 and managed to be only 10 mins late! I reached at the same time as everyone else ok! Good job Mag. Had to set up the Innospace for tomorrow's farewell. Didn't really do much, blew balloons and moved tables and looked and pictures and read old copies of Seventeen haha. Left with Rachel and Charis, we went to Simpang to eat, laughed at Charis's many embarrassing moments then all went home! There was this guy sleeping next to me and his copy of The Economist fell on me. I msged Rachel and she was like "Use the economist roll it up and smack his head! Or shout molest! Both will be just as funny!" HAHAHAHA omg I love Rachel she's bloody amusing.

Preparation for farewell + Chem + Math + More preparation for farewell + Actual farewell. Tomorrow's going to be a whole day in school, damn.

Take me, break me

Term 2 is over!!!! Bye bye school and crazy workloads, hello (more) studying! D:

Friday was our HC investiture, reaching school by 630 was a challlllenge but did it anyway haaaa. Was worried for the actual investiture because we didn't manage to rehearse much, but it was ok in the end. Took many photos with dunno whose cameraaaas, then rushed off for our last lesson of Legal Arenaaaaa. Had the last presentation, Mr Tan told us what we had to do for reflections then he just told us stuff if we want to take up law in the futureeeee. Thennnn END OF SCHOOL!! Hehehehehehehe. Went for lunch with Louise and Chenyin then had to go back to school for Mardi Gras briefing. Went to do a full run and everythingggg, and time passed super quickly before people started coming in already!! Mardi Gras was soon in full swing and it was funnn, from what I saw anyway. Sharlyn and Weihui were thereeee (: Took many pictures with various cameras again, speaking of which I WANT ALL PICTURES THAT HAVE ME OK!!! So anyone who's reading this who has a camera who has a picture of me in it, SEND TO ME!! (: Ok Mummy gave James and Calvin a lift after that then I went home to sleep.

Had to reach school by 8am this morning cuz of Dance Camp. Wasn't very happy cuz I was super tired/hungry. Had castings first, then wet games which were really gross and involved flour and water and eggs (I sound like I'm baking a cake), I am separating egg champion woohoo! HAHA. After getting washed up and having lunch, we watched Save The Last Dance and it was realllllly good, not much dance involved and the starting was slow but I really liked it! I wanna watch Honey nowwwwwww. Or Bring It On or smth. Yaaaaah. Ok tired see you tmrw haha.

Hamoscow HA!

NO I CAN'T I HATE SCHOOL.

Someone please save/kill me, I don't think there's a difference anymore. I know there's work to do, and yet I have no mood to do it. From 1230 onwards I've been telling myself to write another 500 words on India for my SS essay, it is now 1250 and I have done nothing. I feel drained. Tired. Sick. Sad. Lonely. Screwed up. Disappointed with myself. I want to hide. And I think the world is so screwed up. Writing a court report on the fucking rapist makes me want to stab him 100000 times over because he is such a sick bastard. First, raping is wrong. Second, she was your stepdaughter damn it. Third, SHE WAS ONLY 11 YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. Fourth, ORAL SEX, IS SICK AND DISTURBING AND YOU TOLD HER IT WAS NORMAL.

Such people ought to be hung upside down by their balls. Until they die. I have so much hatred in me that I'm scaring myself. I need some motivation to get me through today/tomorrow. I need some, you.

Secret Valentine

Ok details:

Amazing race on Saturday was cool, we had to carry a watermelon around the whole time! And our watermelon was HUGEEE. Because Dyane bought it, she was feeling very bad the whole time so she offered to treat us to bubble tea. And because of that she rounded up each bubble tea to cost about 2 bucks, and since her watermelon cost 8 bucks, the total cost of her buying the watermelon cost 32bucks in the end. HAHAHA. Walked to Simpang and was supposed to eat 24 pratas in 5 mins but the making of the pratas took too long. While walking out from Simpang, SAW MUMMY AND MEREDITH DRIVING IN CAN YOU IMAGINE MY EMOTIONS.

Once back to school we had to eat the watermelon and only 1 person was allowed to use hands. So we were trying to break the watermelon and it slipped and dropped on the floor. But it broke, so at least we acheived our goal HAHA. Calvin was scooping up watermelon and all but in the end he broke it into smaller pieces and we all had to eat it with only our mouths and it was crazy our sweat was dropping into it and everything!!

Paul: How come the watermelon is salty?

HAAAA.

Ohwell, after that had to prepare for the campfire and field cooking and stuff. Our menu was:

Scrambled eggs with sausages

Lettuce wraps with salmon spread and sausages

Luo Han Zhai

Peanut soup for dessert

Instant noodles

Even though the other houses had like.. Spaghetti and all we still somehow managed to win the cooking competition so that was cool HAHA. Campfire programmes were organised by ourselves. Gamma played games, and one of them involved having to transfer a piece of seaweed using your mouths. It was quite disturbing to see 2 guys mouths touching each other with nothing but a piece of seaweed in between. BUT DELTA WON THAT TOO HEEEEEE. We organised a singalong thing, didn't really work out but it was cool. Paul played the guitar and we all sang along. After campfire, Paul said that his chest was very tight and he couldn't breathe, so he fell out and we didn't see him at all after that. Turned out he got hospitalised cuz of an MSG allergy, and the most ironic thing is that the only thing that had MSG was the instant noodles WHICH HE BOUGHT, and he wanted to make his own "meepok" and cook the instant noodles and eat it dry with the seasoning. Pure genius right HAHA. Then had this CSI thing where we had to find out who killed someone. It was quite freaky but funny too. Then endurance test after that, wanted to die. Only about 2 hours of sleep because we got woken up to do evaluation, THEN woken up earlier to do extra PT.

Didn't do Sea PT on Sunday because my legs were aching everywhere I was seriously dying, but the rest of them had to run to ECP and then do star jumps, push ups, and sit ups in the water. Then run to some jetty and back also in the water. Felt bad that I didn't join them but GOOD GOING GUYS!! (: Seniors treated us to ice creaaaam (: Back to school for lunch where we had about 3 hours to shower and get lunch. FINALLY, BUBBLE TEA!!!! (: Elections after that. Then results were out and all.... Congrats to our new Vice caps Calvin(Sports) and Sharron(Non-sports)! Not that everyone else shouldn't be congratulated la but they have a tough road ahead of them haha. Went opposite for second round of bubble tea, then back homeeee. Calvin came over to shower and dump his stuff. Slept at about 9plus because I was freaking tireeeed. It's good to be home. (:

Go to Sharron's blog for a blow by blow account of everything that happened!

I can't say that I enjoyed the camp like I enjoyed OBM since I hate PT like craaaaazy BUT, I can say that it succeeded in bonding us together and Rachel is telling me she doesn't know how I did it, and I don't know either BUT I realised that it probably had alot to do with the people around me and the fact that we were all in it together (HSM echoes in background), and there was never a point when I felt alone? Thank you 15th HC because I know it was tougher on them than it was on us. Since they had to organise it and everything we did, they did it with us. Investiture on Friday I'm so exciteeeed!!!

Endurance

Summary of HC camp in chronological order
Night walk + Walk/jog back from Tampines + Push ups and flamingo stance = Sleeping at 315 with severe body aches

Morning PT + Amazing race from Changi/Loyang to Tampines to Eastpoint to SIMPANG to school + Field cooking + Campfire + MSG ALLERGY + CSI + Endurance test = Winning field cooking and getting juice instead of plain water (oh pure joy!!), PAUL HOSPITALISED, Scary Xiangyun, Hands aching thighs aching ankles hurting

Extra PT + Walking to ECP + Exercise in the sand + Breakfast on the beach + ICE CREAM TREAT FROM SENIORS!!! + OMG CHICKEN RICE AND BUBBLE TEA LUNCH + Elections = End of HC camp and aches everywhere NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW.

I was going to say more but I'm hungry brb HAHA.

Now it's too late to turn it around

Today me and Chenyin went for the TJC vs Innova JC basketball match. OMGZZZ damn exciting ok!!!!! :D :D WE WONNNN!! Though the scoreboard somehow screwed up and then we couldn't see the time or the score during the last 3 minutes which sucked BUT I KNOW WE WON. IJ very violent ): Shurui, Yiying, Aisyah, and their friend Chermaine? WHO ALSO HAPPENS TO BE RYAN AND YIJUN'S FRIEND HAHA THE WORLD IS TOO BLOODY SMALL OK. Anyway Aisyah seems to be getting cuter and cuter she made me so happy during the match telling me "THIS ONE FOR YOU!" and then the ball would go in HAHA. :D And and IJ no. 5 was a nerd but his shots were damn accurate during first half then after that all go down the drain hahaha. Cabbed back to school with Chenyin then rushed for HC camp briefing. Ahhh, it's like 2 days to the camp!!! D: Ok lah quite cool, Delta damn prepared ok! (: Went to Sheng Siong after that with Shaoyun, Sharron, Louise, Justina and Dyane. Then Louise and Justina left, Ryan came, Shaoyun left. So we got all our food and shirts then Mummy came to pick me up.

What's wrong? :/ (Unfortuanately, I still do care.)

Kinky boots

Today was the first day of electives. Legal Arena is funnnn and interesting (: Mr Tan is very nice. Went for TJ vs Hwa Chong basketball match after school with Chenyin, Limeng, Louise, Denise, Denie, Xuanzheng, Darren. Hwa Chong's basketball is bloody good!!!! But of course I support TJ la, for obvious reasons HAHA but TJ also very good ok! (: Chenyin was retarded during the match.

Chenyin(to me and Louise): Have you ever wondered why on the basketball jersey they must write the school name in Chinese? Food for thought, I will tell you the answer tomorrow!

Louise: Do you really know the answer?

Chenyin: Nope.

HAHA. Macs after that then we all went back to school. HC investiture rehearsal, then more discussions for proposals. I'm nervous and excited for HC camp this weekend (: Managed to finish overdue LA essay, my proposal for dance camp, our proposal for HC stuff is done too, so I'm only left with SS and History essays. Must finish History by this week. Mussstttt (not like I have a choice really.) Ok the weather is proving to be a bitch, it's hot and humid and I'm dying with only the fan to save me. And it isn't really doing a good job. It's 12.49 on Tuesday morning I still don't know what I'm doing up. ): Ohwell!

And I need you to save me too.

Dear Mummy

Happy Mother's Day!

To my very dearest Mummy, even though I didn't wish you a happy Mother's day, I still appreciate you ok! My mummy is the best she makes the best food and bakes the best things and talks the most crap and is more like my friend than my mother. She understands what I'm feeling and always gets me what I want if possible. Heee (: I'm very lucky to have my mumm and I know that. Because even on her birthday last year she bought me a pair of shoes, when I didn't get her anything. (Shit this is turning out to be a Mag-is-not-filial post). BUT I AM VERY FILIAL I doubt anyone talks to their mothers the way that I do haha.

Dear diary

Yesterday HC results were out!!

Congratulations to Paul Calvin Ryan Sharron Dyane Louise Denise Shaoyun Rachel Justina Wenchuen for getting in.
We form the 16th Delta HC! Quite happy with the results really (:

Out for Pizza Hut lunch yesterday with the people above. I'm looking forward to working with them. I count myself lucky that I got in because I think only Delta has so many TA2s. Hm. (: I don't know what else to say. It's Saturday morning and I'm sitting in the living room in my pajamas with no plans for the rest of the day. I should really try and finish my Lang arts expository yes. Meredith's going out for a party, WHY DO I HAVE NO LIFE. ): Was watching American Idol results show the other day, and I was so sad that Jason Castro got out ): Even though his hair is crazy long, he is still very cute!! ): My stomach feels weird, I think it's cuz of the amount of rubbish I've put into it since I woke up this morning. Jalapeno chips, half a curry puff, iced tea, mango pudding. I should really learn to eat a proper meal. D: Oh and I got so inspired by David Tutera's pink party that I painted my toenails pink heehee.

Mango-a go go!

Introductions were today, I was dying of nervousness and shook like a leaf throughout. Overall I guess it was ok, crossing fingers that I get in! Tuition after last HC meeting together as all of us HC nominees, though still missing Dyane, Sharron and Shaoyun ): Went for tuition after that and Laoshi cooked for me yummy instant noooodles, and then gave me a ride home. I'm supposed to be doing Lang Arts now but I think the article is bullshit so yeah. Been blogging twice a day the past few days so Chenyin feels exclusive, sigh, the things I do for you Chenyin! Haha. School life has been, to say the least, mundane. It is boring and stuffy and cramped and humid and annoying and stupid and I cannot use words to describe how extremely unhappy and uncomfortable and tired I am in school sometimes. (And usually because I see things I hate seeing.) Last proper week of school and I can't wait for Legal Arena next week!! Even if it is going to be with a krzy teacher. My eyes are closing. Today during the meeting, we were told to say our parting words to everyone, and I said sorry for seeming intimidating at first glance. And I really am! I hate giving people bad impressions,(unless I mean to then uh TOO BAD), especially when "First impressions are lasting impressions"! Oh maaaaaan. Results for HC come out on Friday. I'm really afraid of not getting in, but probably more afraid if I DO get in, though I want it badly. Hm. Took a bus to tuition with Yijun just now, and as usual we had stupid conversations, with most of the stupid things coming from him. I miss last year a whole lot, when he and Limeng and Chenyin would come over and we would study and then go to Simpang for dinner or smth. Gaaaah! My whole blog post is like, an explosion of words that I didn't even bother to paragraph because that's how I'm thinking these days. Haaaaa. Ok I'm going to try and read the LA article again, and then probably not do it and fall asleep because I still think it is bullshit.

Dream of unicorns and rainbows

Me and Chenyin are retarded.

Calvin brought us Royce Chocolate Potato Chipsssss :DDDDD And Chenyin brought Pork Floss Keropok so it was a good pig out day hawhaw. Justina was funny.
Justina: Walau damn sinful la I hate it (referring to the chips)
-I pass the box to her
-Takes it and eats.

HAHA. Tests and everything were retarded today. My nose was going mad.
Me: I hate my nose.
Chenyin: I help you pull out.

Watching The Arena. The Jurong Sec girl, is so retarded/ah lian. Nanyang Girl speaks very well! Nanyang ftw! Ok nose going mad back to doing Bio reflection/start on LA. HC INTRODUCTIONS ON WEDNESDAY!!!

We're falling apart to half time

Slept for another 3 hours after coming home from Church. Lingalingaling came for Superkids today, like finally after 208372193621 years. Mitchell didn't come, and I was very pissed off at Louisa who was being a brat and I was this close to slapping her. Walked back to Eastpoint where we had lunch at KFC. My Bandito pockett had to mayo in it, so I walked up to the counter to ask for mayo and she wanted to charge me 50cents. I was like "But it's SUPPOSED to come with mayo and it didn't". So the lady took my food to the kitchen staff where this old lady comes out holding my Bandito which she unfolded to point out that the mayo is right at the bottom. Which is like wtf you unfolded my meal you bitch. Mummy got really pissed off and asked to speak to the manager, who then replaced us with a new one (which btw still had no mayo), even though I ate like more than half of mine already, hawhaw. Well, it's the girl at the counter's fault what, all I asked for was mayo. Just put the damn mayo on it la I wasn't even asking to have it replaced sheesh. Walked back home, watched CSI. Then slept for another 3 hours before waking up to do Chem and evaluation. Was going to do Maths hw but I can't find my foolscap.

On a totally better note,
WELCOME BACK CHENYIN AND CALVIN!!! :D :D

Damn happy ok, dunno how I survived without Chenyin especially haha. I WAS STUCK WITH RYAN IT WAS PURE TORTURE. Oh weeeelll, now that she's back, plenty to bitch about, like how we're stuck in an endless cycle of stupidity. D:

I wanna watch CSI.

Maybe it's time I gave up

I can feel the bottom of my left eye swelling for some reason. Probably due to lack of sleep. Pfffft. Lots to do this weekend but I have started on nothing. Moving back to a flat sucks only because now Mummy has full convenient access to my room, meaning she'll keep coming in to keep tabs on the condition of my room, my revision etcetc.

Ok this post has no point. Tomorrow/Later is the last session of Superkids until after June holssss. D: Hope Mitchell comes or I'll just die. Introductions on Wednesday are quite worrying really. But at least I have an idea of what I wanna do. I want to try the Macdonalds new Sausauge Mcgriddles. They sound good but Ryan says they suck here, while in Japan they taste "magical". But to him everything in Japan is magical. I'm so peeeeeved I can't go for Humanities trip D:<

I think I have an overwhelming need to talk to someone, or just alot alot of messed up emotions/words in me that I don't know how to express. Hence, the onslaught of posts which are random and have no meaning whatsoever, neither do they tell you about my day. On a brighter note, I got pictures from Sarah's confirmation and all already!! But the file sizes are huge and I don't really wanna resize so I don't feel like posting them HAHA. Ok should sleep before my eye swells. Goodbye cruel world hawhaw.

Jack Johnson was a superb liar

So today was Open House! Last year was alot more happening, though this year's turnout was better. LA presentation went fine, presented to 3 full houses, then to another half crowd? Weyjian came to visit (: Pity Calvin and Chenyin weren't there. CHENYIN CAN YOU HURRY COME BACK OMG? D: Mummy came to pick me up, then went back homeee. Slept all the way till like 7. Hahaha, which is now. And my favourite favourite favourite show is on. 斗牛要不要!!! Forgot to mention that somehow we get Ch 56 so yaaaaaaay! :D :D

子聪: 当我很喜欢很喜欢一个女人的时候,不管发生任何危险,我都会站在她前面为她挡. 不管多难实现的愿望,我都回当他的阿拉丁神灯替她实现. 只要看她笑我就开心,看她哭我就会难过,如果她受伤,我会气我自己没有把她保护好,当她不在我身边的时候,我会担心她现在是不是安全.当我失去她的时候,我一定会很难过,很无助.希望我能永远保护她, 照顾她,直到她发现我一直守在她身边.

Dying dying dyingggg.

Gonna do it right this time around

Summary of yesterday
Calvin left for Hongkong ):, Compared messages, Presentation to Mr Aziz for Open House, Chenyin left for Bangkok (come back fast fassst!), Rushed to get shirt for Mega House Function, Got shirt for Mega House Function(Thank you Darren!), Helped to set up for MHF, Dinner, Changed to white shirt/black jeans and was told I look like I just had sex (WTF!!!!).

MHF was good, fun and all, though we didn't dance much cuz the music wasn't my type. LOW was played 3 times ok. Omggg. LIMENG WON DIZZY SUMO AGAINST AZMI!!! Exciting match! :D Dance performances by NYP and I dunno who else were BLOOOODY good I wanna dance like that ): Hahaha, cleared up after everything, and only left at about 11. Even though the whole thing was bloooody tiring, I think I could get used to it. (: Must start campaigning Mag, reallllllly wanna get in!

Tomorrow's vetting with Zaki and I haven't gone for Broadway practice in ages ):

TO DO:
Bio group report
Bio individual report
Maths report!!

Man, I'm good HAHAHA.