Mango-a go go!

Introductions were today, I was dying of nervousness and shook like a leaf throughout. Overall I guess it was ok, crossing fingers that I get in! Tuition after last HC meeting together as all of us HC nominees, though still missing Dyane, Sharron and Shaoyun ): Went for tuition after that and Laoshi cooked for me yummy instant noooodles, and then gave me a ride home. I'm supposed to be doing Lang Arts now but I think the article is bullshit so yeah. Been blogging twice a day the past few days so Chenyin feels exclusive, sigh, the things I do for you Chenyin! Haha. School life has been, to say the least, mundane. It is boring and stuffy and cramped and humid and annoying and stupid and I cannot use words to describe how extremely unhappy and uncomfortable and tired I am in school sometimes. (And usually because I see things I hate seeing.) Last proper week of school and I can't wait for Legal Arena next week!! Even if it is going to be with a krzy teacher. My eyes are closing. Today during the meeting, we were told to say our parting words to everyone, and I said sorry for seeming intimidating at first glance. And I really am! I hate giving people bad impressions,(unless I mean to then uh TOO BAD), especially when "First impressions are lasting impressions"! Oh maaaaaan. Results for HC come out on Friday. I'm really afraid of not getting in, but probably more afraid if I DO get in, though I want it badly. Hm. Took a bus to tuition with Yijun just now, and as usual we had stupid conversations, with most of the stupid things coming from him. I miss last year a whole lot, when he and Limeng and Chenyin would come over and we would study and then go to Simpang for dinner or smth. Gaaaah! My whole blog post is like, an explosion of words that I didn't even bother to paragraph because that's how I'm thinking these days. Haaaaa. Ok I'm going to try and read the LA article again, and then probably not do it and fall asleep because I still think it is bullshit.