Chelsea chelsea, tell me you love me

Wah past 2 days have been damn zzzzzzzzz because of a particular IDIOT but I shall not go into detail. Wrote my very first GP essay of my LIFE today. Everyone thought the essay question I picked was very difficult/weird so I'm like uh shit ok I don't know if it's good or bad?? Die. Econs was bearable, "OG/Clan" lunch with Calvin after, then Civics and Contact Time which was spent sewing our patchwork thing for Temasek Tapestry hahahaha.

Had to settle Road Run stuff today with Louise, Jason and Brandon.... Omg this is killing me what did I get myself into haha. But I'm glad that whoever I messaged today to run competitive all agreed! :D Mummy picked me up and we went to eat bakchormee. Came home and fell asleep immediately. Woke up and called up Yiguan to talk about a stupid person. PERSON. I am now currently compressing pictures so I can upload them ON THIS BLOG because Chenyin complained it's all words hahaha. Going to watch BBT as well hehe. Orientation starts tomorrow!! Sort of excited to see the new batch but wah thinking of seeing someone's face again makes me boiiiiillll in rage. Ok die I think my computer lagging cuz I'm compressing all 2155 US pictures at one shot.....

WALAU EH TOMORROW THEN UPLOAD LA WTF OK BYE.

Pure stupidity

Wah today like quite bad day ): Didn't even run for PE cuz I damn unfit and the sun fucking hot like the field was emanating heat it was NOT FUNNY ok so I walked 1 round gate to gate. Went for dance and my body is aching retardedly now. But at least I survived!! ^^ Just finished Econs report, didn't even do my EQ4 essay plan die la but I damn tired!!! Miss Wong damn cute she buy pineapple tarts from Mummy (:

OK life damn boring bye. Oh I'm doing my first GP essay tomorrow! That is quite exciting. If only I felt like I had more general knowledge haha.

MMF

Should really be doing SEA History project now... HAHA. Anyway, OGL briefing yesterday was super boring. Some got attitude problem person pissed me off grrr. Anyway, our OG bonding was sort of fail because we were left with uh 4 people haha so we joined with all the other X.on OGs who had like that few people as well and went to find our way to.... Minds cafe. Which was retardedly hard to find. WELL after we were there though it was freaking fun hahaha I laughed alot. I cannot remember the names of the games we played though but aiyah fun can alr. Met Randi while outside The Cathay, and for the first time I WAS NOT IN SCHOOL UNIFORM haha.

Didn't stay for dinner and took a train home with Melvin and Oliver. Talked alot, stopped at Tanah Merah where I met Coco! OK lonely bus ride home with Glee songs playing at near max volume then nothing. Oh I know Beryl and Ling were over at our house. I imparted useful life advice to Beryl about stupid people zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Last night I managed to Skype with VIBZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D Omg happy. Well I was alr happy because he replied my super long email with an equally long one haha then I saw FB and he said add him on Skype so I did and he called and yayyy!!!!!!!!!!! Talked for about 1hr about my stupid problems and a crazy rapper hahahaha it was so good to hear his voice (Y)

OK I just ate lunch so I have no more excuse to not do my work. Today I am going to accomplish big things.

I should just not make an effort

The last time I blogged was LAST Saturday leh omg. I haven't really been using the computer much good job Mag! (: I can't really remember what happened the past few days haha. Tuesday was freaking tiring cuz we had PE then dance after that...... Omg but Tuesday was damn funny cuz we had 2 extra free periods before PE cuz Lit got cancelled. Me, Chenyin, Mel, Justina, Nicolette and Gwenda hung out in the library and played Shoot Shag Marry which was fucking hilarious hahahah I love 04/09!!! My life is damn uneventful it's dance/cheer everyday. And in between classes I will hang out in the library or canteen with Jo/Mel/Chenyin. We are muggers4lyf. HA I WISH.

Today was kind of fun hahaha. I mean other than the fact that I went to school for essentially 5 free periods and 3 lessons, I think it was quite relaxing and stuff. Cuz I didn't have work to finish so I was free for all the free periods. Spent one of them bitching with Jo and Korwoong and it was *AWESOME* HahahHHAHAHhahaahah. Umm I don't actually remember what happened the rest of the day haha. Lunch opposite with Chenyin, Jo, Hanle, Wanen! Back to school and hung out in the library SOME MORE. Calvin studied, Jo read out sex excerpts to us, and I uh, got a new high score on Dactyl. (: History lecture, which was pointless. Jo got shhhh-ed for sneezing so she asked me to cough so she could SHHH me just to be irritating. I leaned back in my seat and Korwoong pressed her pen against my forehead haha. Siao one all these people!!!!!!

Went to celebrate our beloved Rabbit- Adeline's birthday as a dance club. Hehe love you sexy rabbit!! (: Helped out with decorating the dance board hahahah ok I mostly uh outlined words in glitter glue which was fun. (: Decided not to go for dance because Mummy messaged me to "Ditch zaki let's have steamboat". Accompanied Yiguan to eat and I damn agitated haha. Took bus home and I think I really damn unglam when I sleep on the bus I scared people take picture of me put on Stomp! HOW?!

Fell asleep once I got home and I'm just very zzzzzzzzzzz now because of many things that are happening ok not really many things la just 2 people in particular who choose to be irritating. YOU NEED TO CHILL. Ok my eyes hurt. I need to plan out what I'm going to wear/bring tomorrow haha bye.

Sweet Caroline

Okay today I was woken up extremely unceremoniously by Mummy telling me that I should get up and stop sleeping the whole morning away and do I still think it's the holidays and don't I think I should be doing some work etc.

(Y)

Anyway I did 1 Econs CSQ for the whole of today. Going to start on my 2 essays and 4 essay plans for SEA History nowwwww. Test on Monday >:[ Just tried to find my GC, no relation to History but had a sudden need to find it and leave it in my bag, AND I CANNOT FIND IT wtf is this it's quite a big thing HOW CAN IT DISAPPEAR???? Ok a stray strand of hair just flew into my eye and I hurry like turned my head thinking it was some sort of insect. I keep burping now got alot of air in my stomach >:[ The internet has been laggy the whole day, probably a way of telling me to DO MY STUPID HISTORY. Watched Lady Gaga and MJ videos to try and get their "styles" so that I won't look completely idiotic during the items. FAIL.

I'm really very irritated that I can't find my GC. I looked in all my bags, searched under my table, on all the book shelves, in my CUPBOARD, in boxes of things that I'm too lazy to throw away/keep, behind my beds (beds because I sleep on 5 mattresses), under my beds, under the armchair that takes up like 1/8th of my room space, behind the arm chair that takes up 1/8th of my room space, behind my dry box, in Meredith's room, behind my mirror etc. WTF LA AND IT'S NOT IN ANY OF THOSE PLACES.

I shall do some History now so I get at least some form of revision for the test, and can justify me watching BBT later.

Edit/ Hahahahahahaha my SEA HISTORY NOTES has a header that says "WWII AND THE BIG BANG THEORY"

Edit// I WANT TO SLEEP WHEN I READ MY NOTES HOW. HOW TO FINSIH 2 ESSAYS AND 4 ESSAY PLANS LIKE THAT?

I AM DAMN FUCKING ANGRY I WANT TO LOCK MY ROOM DOOR PERMANENTLY. STOP COMING INTO MY ROOM TO CHECK ON ME. 1) IT'S THE FUCKING WEEKEND AND I DID WORK IN SCHOOL. DON'T ASK ME "NOT STUDYING?" IN THAT IRRITATING TONE. IT'S THE 1ST WEEK OF SCHOOL. NOT A WEEK TO A'S. 2) IT'S THE FUCKING WEEKEND AND I'M WATCHING BIG BANG THEORY. DON'T TELL ME "MAG, SLEEP ALREADY. 12AM ALREADY SCHEDULE YOUR SLEEPING HOURS." AND AFTER YOU GET NO RESPONSE FROM ME "SHUT DOWN YOUR MACHINE?" REFERRING TO MY COMPUTER. WTF WTF WTF.

I CAN'T DO ANYTHING IN PEACE IN THIS HOUSE ANYMORE BECAUSE THE THING CALLED A LEVELS IS FUCKING UP MY LIFE.

It's a week into the new school year and I'm so sick of everything already omg. Getting off to a somewhat good start by doing (some) work everyday but I feel myself slowly giving up. Be it KI, dance, etc. It's such a fucking major year and to me I'm just like "Ugh fuck it if I can't get into Law then I shall just go bake my life away."

I hate not being able to make my own decisions. Don't tell me that you want me to "talk to you before I join any other things", if in the end you're just going to insist I not do Cheer. I also expected a much more enthusiastic response to the possible History trip but noooo I get "It's your A level year! is your school mad or what" Fuck. My whole LIFE depends on the exams at the end of this year and it's like omg I'm going to die of stress and break down and it's 2010 I'm not supposed to be like this 2 WEEKS INTO 2010. Everyone's getting super motivated, and I'm...................

I cannot continue.

But studying with Yiguan at Starbucks on Wednesday was good, letting Chenyin tell Rachel stupid things about me while I was in the toilet was funny, learning to dance to Gaga, watching Han Le spin Mel around and make her walk in circles while blindfolded before she was allowed to hit her birthday pinata, borrowing LJ Smith books from our school library, gummy bears with concave faces/stomachs which Chenyin greedily ate, having our H1 Math class grow, Vegemite toast in the morning, new pe shorts (which I haven't bought) and new running shoes, wearing different shoes everyday of this week (and hurting my feet in the process cuz I wore too small shoes to school today), finding out that Mr Fazli and Jin Li were in the US same time as me, new Glee songs, my favourite scene from Glee, Lynn telling me I'm awesome cuz I can do Probability, Glee and Big Bang Theory episodes, being productive sometimes, charsiewbao99, Paul telling me he was doing the Nobody dance with his bunkmate while topless (wtf right ha), Mummy asking if I needed more money even though she gave me 50bucks 2 days ago, our wonderfully demented CT actually showering lots of love on us and showing that he is capable of showing emotion, being allowed to decorate the History room as our homeroom and planning to paste bigass photos of ourselves all over so that retarded people will know not to vandalise our tables >:[ , people telling me all my shoes are nice.....

I'm trying very hard to find other things to cheer me up and to make me thankful for what I have this week......................................................................................

I FINALLY FINISHED MY IS PROPOSAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time to at least finish Econs CSQ or no sleep for you tonight Mag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so easily distracted plz. And fuck lor there's PE tmrw omg I hate PE I'm so unfit now it's not funny. Like unfit until CAN DIE walking up stairs kind of unfit hahahaha fml fml fml ok bye

I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AS A J2!!!!!!!!!!!

Woke up this morning, late. So rushed to get showered and ready. At this point my stomach was already feeling weird but I thought it would get better so we left the house. In the car I wanted to DIE I couldn't do anything like eat my sandwich or tie my shoelaces etc cuz I was afraid that once I moved from my current position my stomach would ATTACK me. It was so painful like really really painful and I really really really needed to shit or something but Meredith was going to be late for school and so was I so I was hoping I could tahan until I reached school then rushed to the toilet?? BUT ALL THE TRAFFIC LIGHTS WERE ALSO AGAINST ME we had to stop so many times and we barely reached Salvation Army when I was like "I NEED TO GO TOILET. NOW." So Uncle drove me back and I ran into the toilet and had diarrhoea grrrrrr Mummy went to pick up my things from the car and when I got out of the toilet she told me to rest. SO NO SCHOOL FOR ME.

Well my stomach's still feeling funny now but it's not the pain until want to die. I should be doing something productive, like my homework. But....................... omg can someone please come over and get me going productive wtf. I might start watching How I Met Your Mother. Or like. Fringe or something.

It's 2.05am and I'm still not sleeping though I have to get up in about 4 hours. FML I can't believe school is starting ok. Spent today watching 9 episodes of Glee straight cuz Mummy couldn't stop watching haha. Omg it was wonderful I don't want to go back to school I'm not ready I have so much shit left to do. This year's going to go by amazingly blindingly fast and I better pull my socks up or I won't be able to catch up and fail at life. I hate how everything's riding on pieces of paper in November this year. FUCK IT.

You don't know how true the above picture is ok. I always say I want to be a lawyer but more often than not it's just for the money. Ughhhhhhh I want to be a housewife I want to not worry about money and be able to support the lifestyle that I want to lead and do something I'm happy to do every single day.

The only good thing about school tomorrow is that I'm going to wear my new Nike dunks hehe! I feel terrible. Like sinking in the bottom of my stomach terrible. Ughhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzz I hate you I hate you for getting under my skin and I can't claw you out without hurting myself because you're so fucking ingrained into my life I hate you for not being there.

GOODNIGHT. Shall pack my bag now.

I am damn hungry now and I should really be sleeping but after my 5 hour nap from about 2-730 when I got home from open house I am not VERRRRRY sleep. But I am VERRRRRRY hungry. This is bullshit I totally spent like the last 5 hours doing nothing productive and just not sleeping because once I sleep and wake up I will have less than 24 hours to school starting and FUCK I don't want school to start because I never finish (ok I hardly started) my hw. I bet if I take out Econs and start doing it now I sure fall asleep hahahhaa.

Open House was borinnnnnnnggggggggggg. Walked around all the booths, managed to see Chenyin after damn long, met Trudy, Weiling and Huimin yay! And after watching 2007 Orientation video, Dr TNT also came to school hahahahaha. OMG I AM REALLY DAMN HUNGRY i should go find food.

/Edit

WTF I want to sleep or don't want to sleep also all spoil alr I confirm must sleep cuz Mummy just came in to tell me to sleep kns.

There ain't no reason why we shouldn't get together tonight

Doing Econs proj now...............................................................................................

I'm hungry. But dinner was satisfying, tomato cream seafood pasta yummmmmmmm (:

Yesterday was Open House briefing in the morning and packing of goodie bags. Talked to the MINAH Nateshaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and then went for HC cheer. Had to learn all the steps cuz I missed out alot. But I like it! Mummy picked me up and we went to Eastwood Cold Storage and then Bedok Camp to eat cheng tng and wanton mee. Met Ryan/Shannon while on the way there.

Woke up this morning with aching body due to yesterday's cheer. Beginning to miss cheer and like the dancing all again. Feel an INCREDIBLE urge to clean the Delta steps hahahahahaha. Ohwellz. Paul msged me from camp and he's very proud of himself cuz he controls the rifles and ammunition or something. (Y) Dance this morning, then lunch with Rachel, back to school to rot with climbers, then cheer. Did History proj with Joleneneney today and we are such failures BUT we did do our parts and I think it wasn't so bad!

Oh, my email and FB accounts got hacked today but Dylon and Calvin called me up to tell me (thank you!!!!!!!!) so I hurry went to change my password. Whoever it was wasn't smart enough to change my passwords right after he hacked in. And then started asking my friends for money because I was apparently in London and being held at gunpoint. Niccccceeeeeeee.

I just removed my nail polish and cuz I didn't bother with a base coat before putting on Sally Hansen Jumpin' Jade, I now have green stained nails. Which are very ugly and I'm resisting the urge to paint another colour over now!!!!!!!! ): Damn Open House tomorrow.

Yiguan is back from Genting with a sunburn, sore throat and flu. Poor pig. Hahaha. Our timetables for this year SUCK omg. Ok back to ECONS PROJ bye.

DOOGASHAKA!!!!

Haha I am watching TJ related videos on Youtube and came across THIS!!!!!!!!

Omfg they are so hilarious ok I totally miss TA1 orientation!!!!!! The subtitles are crap cuz the spelling is all wrong and some of the lines don't make sense "Oh yeah consider my job done first"?????? But hahahaha omg I love it. Please watch please watch omg BOND 007 fucking rocks hahaha love it love it love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Past 3 days have been OGL camp! Despite the waking up at 8am everyday, camp was actually fun! Got to meet Calvin, Gracie and Yiguan hehe and then made friends with all the new OGLs! Monday we played games and wet games were madness cuz we slid on a tarp which had alot of soapy water on it and I ran and slid the wrong way so I fell on my butt and subsequently head instead of being on my tummy hahahaha. Tummy is such a cute word ok I don't have a tummy I have a STOMACH/BELLY cuz it's so fat omg. Anyway it was damn fun and me and Gracie wanted to go a second time "Silver surfer" style but then Yiguan stopped everyone alr grr!!!!! Haha. Got my Lit books as well and I am damn excited to read Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit!

Ytd was Chronorace and it was quite fun I guess haha but the sun was so hot omg. AND Shawn freaking opened up my Quad cam and fucking exposed my film I wanted to die there and then ok I EXPLODED cuz I took pictures in US and it's like I DUNNO LA ok to me it's DAMN STUPID how can you not know you're not supposed to expose film?!!!!!!????? Ugh but my fault la dammit I never explicitly say omg but I really wanted to die. Yiguan and Gracie came over after everything and had dinner. Mummy made mee siam yum yum. :D And then we talked alot like ALOT and it was all about random things and kinda bitching and stuff hahaha I love it omg. Walked them out when Yiguan had to leave cuz she went Genting TODAY!

Had a quite bad dream ok it was a damn freaking weird dream and made me wake up at 530 am then I went back to sleep haha. Back to school for OGL camp and we played ice breaker games and stuff. After mass dance, we were entertained by various K-pop songs plus people dancing to them haha omg. Me and Grace were like :O Collected my fisheye pictures and I'm so irritated that I forgot the flash on some of the pictures so they are super dark damn! Lunch with Delta OGLs after that, then met Calvin and went over to his house so we could shower. Cabbed down to Tampines Mall and used our free tickets (Thanks Bernard!! Heee.) for Sherlock Holmes. Got tickets for Jac, Rah and Ashley at the same time then went to find food for Calvin and lipbalm for me. Cuz my lipbalm died after I left it in my jeans pocket and it went into the washing machine hahahah good job Mag.

Sherlock Holmes was good!!! I really liked it and it's quite a long movie I think but it really doesn't seem very long cuz everything happens quite fast and it's very entertaining! (: Calvin and Jac went to the interchange while I took train to Simei and got green tea frapp! (: Yay, took bus home and then uh didn't do anything. I rearranged the photos on my wall to form a heart shape and I'm happy with it. But this means the next time I have more photos I will have to rearrange everything again. And I think the blutack holding the photos is drying up cuz the photos keep dropping off the wall IT IS EXTREMELY IRRITATING.

I am finally going to try and attempt doing my IS proposal and fuck!!!! it is damn tough and honestly, I haven't the slightest clue where and how to start and I can't think of a proper decent idea because I don't know what they're looking for?!!!!!!!! Omg someone please help me. I rather do the 12 GP essay plans than do this I think. Because Mr V is very scary.

MY 16TH HOUSE CAP, THE MONK/PRIEST

Hahaha Paul shaved his head alr cuz he enlisting TOMORROW!!! So he bought a cap to cover up his botak head. And his mother walked into the room and told him don't wear the cap so extra. AHHA.



[Son of Victoria] - Paul. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. 'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside. says:
*yah
*hahaha
*with my shaven head
*hahah
*i look like a friggin monk la
*when i should be looking like a priest
*okay that didnt sound right
Hello Magdalene! says:
*HAHAHAHAHAH
[Son of Victoria] - Paul. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. 'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside. says:
*ANYWAYS
*haha
Hello Magdalene! says:
*you are a major FAIL priest
[Son of Victoria] - Paul. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. 'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside. says:
*haha
*i think if i were the priest
Hello Magdalene! says:
*the church will go to hell
[Son of Victoria] - Paul. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. 'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside. says:
*during consecration i'll be like this is the blood of christ
*wait i put properly
*i'll be like "this is the blood of christ, eh wait not enough wine la go get me somemore wine!"
*hahahaha
*sia la u never laugh
*but i think its quite funny
*okay i will laugh on your behalf
Hello Magdalene! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Wtf our 16th house cap is damn retarded!!!

MUMMY FREAAAAKKKIIIINNNNNGGGGGG SET THE STOVE ON FIRE, THEREFORE OVERTAKING AND WINNING ALL OTHER OF MY PREVIOUS ATTEMPTS TO SET THE KITCHEN ON FIRE LIKE BURNING THE TOASTER OVEN ETC.

HahahahHAHAHhahahahHAHAHHA I dunno what happened la I only heard Meredith screaming "MUMMY THE STOVE IS ON FIRE THE STOVE IS ON FIRE MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Then i ran out and saw the stove like got alot of fire because apparently the fire got too hot and the newspapers that were used to line the stove caught fire. Then Mummy used more newspapers tso try and set it out which obviously did not work and instead created more ashes flying around our (very small) kitchen. Then she used a towel. Hahahahaha this is so retarded omg. Mummy rocks she is #1. Mummy wants a new kitchen pretty badly.

Oh and Ling is here, escaping from the stark raving mad woman. Omg we just found out that apparently she is very angry at me and Meredith?? Like specifically. She told Mummy we were rude -.- And previously she said that she don't like to go Msia with us. Which is retarded because hello you're using my mother as like your personal driver to drive you to Msia when you wanna go leh. Or if WE'RE going you also tag along. So now it's our fault la? Cuz after we see finish our things already then we leave and you cannot shop some more. Walau eh want to have your own free and easy time then go and bloody hell get a coach ride la. And look, you're my aunty and I respect you for that. But if you're unhappy at us, your freaking NIECES, and decide to just talk behind our backs but not tell us off for whatever wrong we are doing unto you, decide to ignore us and and shoot us deathstares and snide remarks like "YOURS. I don't want to use.", I have lost just a little bit of respect for you. And honestly, can you blame me? Ugh.

New Year post

Okay so I really did sleep from 730 to uh about now. Hahahah I woke up to switch off my computer and now I'm going through FB profiles wtfffffffffffff. Notttt healthy. And my throat's dryness is KILLING me while my nose still refuses to unblock itself ugh. Okay fine I shall do a New Year post now.

So for 2009 uhhh it was not so great. Well for me la and I know that most of the not so great stuff I created myself by thinking too much etc. But anyway getting through 2009 was tough because of the new batch of students and no matter how much I like being socially active and making new friends, I learnt that it's not always a good thing.... OK I can't type this down I dunno how. So I'm going to do the 10 things I'm thankful for/affected my life in 2009

1) Quitting SYF + Doing Cheer

Hahaha omg this was sooooooo big seriously. Especially when during the whole of Nov/Dec 2008 I could not decide between the 2 and was ready to just stretch myself and balance both if I had no choice. Which I thought I didn't thanks to a certain bitch Ms Wee but that's besides the point. Anyway, making that decision was tough, but I knew I had to stick to the responsibility I had and I took up as Cheer Captain so yup. Got to know many new people during Cheer and I reallly enjoyed the practices and stuff however stressful, but on SYF day when I went to see the SYF people get ready and then follow them to NUS.... Haha in the dance studio I almost cried cuz I felt so left out of it. And the SYF item is pretttttty kick ass and I wished I was part of it. Yup. Ohwell I don't regret my decision, because I know what I had to do and I wouldn't have it any other way.

And, leading a cheerleading team was tough, like reallllllly tough and I think I grew as a leader in that time cuz I realised many things I was doing wrong and stuff. So yup, that's verrrrry good.

2) Joining the 17th HC

Okay I'm not gonna say much cuz it's pretty self explanatory. But I haven't done much with the 17th HC yet since I've been away for alot of stuff, but we'll see how next year! And leaving the 16th was so freaking tough. During HC Camp a part of me wanted to die inside and Limeng talked to me thanks Meng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3) Joining OCIP

OMG THIS ONE FUCKED UP. The only good thing that came out of it (no I didn't learn more about myself or like learn to be more compassionate or whatever), was making good friends with Yiguan and Gracie, and getting closer to Meng. And for that I am constantly reminding myself not to regret joining OCIP. Even if it is fucked up and BOTH trips got cancelled and apparently some teacher decides to exclude all that did not sign up for Balai from OCIP (which is me and Limeng) and also now it's not gonna be included in portfolio like thanks I wasted one whole year on preparing for some stupid trip that didn't even happen and you're not even going to recognise it thanks. I sound so bitter and like selfish because OCIP affected SO MANY THINGS ok and it doesn't feel worth it? I honestly joined it to hopefully make myself like, a better person through the trip and stuff, and also a small bit cuz of portfolio, but like I couldn't. Aiyah it's too many things already but thank you to Yiguan, Gracie and Limeng for making everything a little bit more bearable (:

4) AYG

)))))))))))))))))))))): I'm so sad the experience is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really really reallllly loved every single moment of it. Even the mad rush to meet deadlines because as usual I left everything to the last minute. It gave me a reason to write, and apparently I could write articles on SPORTS (haha) not bad, and it also let me consider going into another course in Uni. Plus meeting the athletes (haha particular ones only hehe) was fun, writing the articles were fun because it made me feel like part of something SUPER BIG and to know that you were part of it is EXHILARATING. To see your name at the bottom of an article that is online is like WOAH. Love it love it love it I wanna do it all again and I really wanna be part of YOG this year but sigh.

5) Everything that came after AYG, meaning all the other stuff I got to do because Mr Loh remembered me from AYG HAHA.

Student leadership workshop at SJC was one of them and it was good for me cuz I had to write down everything about my leadership experience. Haha there's so much to talk about but you really learn through that I think. Cuz like, it makes you sit down and think about what you're doing, what can be done better, what is being done RIGHT. And the workshop exposed me to SportsXcel people which then led to....

SL Camp. Which was uh-mazing!!!! Got to know people better and stuff like that. I dunno how to say la ok next thing haha.

6) MY CLASS, WHICH IS THE BEST CLASS HAHA 04/09

I love our class and its weird mix of people, even though we are constantly discriminated in the Staffroom because we are a TA Arts class which is like very bad apparently. Even though we have a CT who moodswings like a pendulum and is crazy intense. But we are an AWESOME class!!!!!!!!!!! Like winning soooo many Swensons vouchers during Sports Carnival because not only are we an Arts class we are also (self proclaimed) Sports class HAHAHAHA. Because of our love for playing Captain's Ball during PE, and our one and only GIRLS NIGHT OUT outing. 04 girls are awesome I wanna go out again!!!!!! :D

7) TITANS.

Hahahahahahh even though I wasn't technically involved in it. I made myself involved okay! And the 2 training that I joined in made me want to EXERCISE and resulted in me doing planks everyday for uh 2 weeks haha. This was tough and enjoyable at the same time and I loved the group of people that were in it.

8) Past 7 things have all been like somewhat tangible things?? OK my 5th thing that I am THANKFUL for this year is my friends who have constantly be there for the past year and previous.

Calvin, Chenyin: Because I love you 2 so very much and you are always there for me and know me best and will always continue to handle my deranged mind and rubbish thoughts etc. And for the coming year I know I will survive because I have you :D

Calvin, we got through uh a rough patch at the very start of this year but even though we've also spent alot less time together and stuff I like the fact that we are still close and comfortable with each other (: And thank you for.... my fisheye camera haha, always treating me to Starbucks/Frolick (but no thanks to always complaining to my mother after that hor), listening to allllllllllllllll my retarded comments about anything and just plain being patient with me and humouring me about my many whims. Love you!!!! :D

Chenyin, wah sister you have been with me through damn freaking alot hahaha. And I am so thankful for you although I think you have a small part in yourself that don't really want to be friends with me hahahah because I throw EVERYTHING on you like anything and everything that I am unhappy/happy with in the world you also know. You are damn important to my sanity and conscience and without you I think I might combust and die because my emotions get the better of me haha. Thank you SOOOOOOO much really, I love you!!!!!! :D

Rachel, even though we haven't got to spend alot of time together this year ): whatever time we have spent talking and stuff like even though just on bus rides home is still good and you are still very important to me because you provide a rational voice haha :D

Sarahbarah, again, even though we have only spent minimal time this year talking and catching up, everytime we meet it's still fun and comfortable. Yay Sarahbarah for yeaaaaaaaaarrrssssss of friendship that have passed and to come :D

9) People who I got closer to this year

Vi, HELLO GF!!! (: Having you and Rachel around during dance makes it a bit more easy to handle :D I am always happy to see your pretty face around school haha and I can trust you to tell you stuff and still be retarded with you Ily!!!! (:

Joleneney, being in the same class helped when trying to uh mend our friendship haha. And I'm glad we are!!! Although we're still beginning to learn to trust each other again, mutual dislike for people has helped and, our similarities have helped alot too haha. No matter what happens, you're still very important to me even when we quarrel or whatever. To our many years of friendship!!!!!! I love you, TIGGER (hahaha omg do you remember this do you do you, in TK your name was joleneTIGGER in my phone hahaHAHAHhahahah)

Faye, actually we were always quite close right haha but anyway, this year you and Vibz have helped me with allll my History shit so much and even though you are VERY whiny and like to get yourself into all sorts of emotional tangles, thank you for always being there and willing to listen and be angry/sad/happy for me when I tell you stuff. I love you dearieeeee!!!

Troodz, Bernard, omg damn saddening that we only started talking this year when we all had to step down and stuff. But bitching with the 2 of you is always fun!! Hahaha. And troodz, you have given me alot of help with History shit as well and I am thankful for all your SEA notes haha!!! I'm very glad I got to know the both of you better this year (:

10) People I only got to know this year.

Yiguan, because if I didn't get to know you, I would die during OCIP, I would die with a lack of retardedness in my life, and I wouldn't have got to know a great (and retarded) friend (: You are superrrrr easygoing and your anger about any issue dissapates after you rant about it for like 10 minutes then you okay alr haha. And we are quite similar some more!! About our dislike for certain people hahahaha. But seriously, you are a very good friend like how you try to distract me by talking about other random topics when I am angry haha, and how you have promised my mother you will not talk to me for the whole of 2010 which has failed already. Love you very much!!!!

Gracie, again, because if I didn't get to know you I would die during OCIP!!! I feel like I can tell you all sorts of stuff and I wish we can spend more time together although that time will seriously be hampered by something called STUDYING FOR A'S but we'll deal haha. I love you Gracie because offffff your quirks and I dunno haha. You're just lovable hahhahaha :D

Vibzy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )))))): I miss you!! ))))))): I can't believe we only got to know each other like, because of Orientation and stuff and yet we've uh "clicked". You and Faye are always there for me to bitch to and you always surprise me with random acts like giving me chewing gum for my anger, msging me when you've read a particularly upset blogpost of mine, msging me when you knew I was upset after HC camp etc. Having you around has made 2009 so much better and manageable because you've always got my back by giving me ALL your notes, talking to me and helping me with assignments even though you're tired already, making me laugh with Singapore Skins (Which you were supposed to blog about so someone would discover it but you haven't!! Haha. I still have the msges in my phone OKAY!)... You are an awesome person Vibz and you're destined to do many many great things. I can't imagine not having you around this year )))): But I can't wait to see you again either!!!! Love you Vibzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

11) Ok 11 things la. Lastly and most importantly, my family.

This year I.. gained a half-sister. Blogged about it on LJ but not here because it didn't seem appropriate. But I'm okay with it now. Though I can't remember her name, and I totally forgot about her during our US trip when we saw many cute baby things and I couldn't think of a suitable baby to get it for (IRRITATING OMG THE BABY THINGS WERE SO FREAKING CUTE I WANT A BABY NOW.). Anyway, Daddy's time has always been split between here and Thailand and I'm just glad at least he always makes the effort to meet me and Meredith. Even if both of us haven't been making alot of effort either. :/

Mummy and Meredith because they also deal with my nonsense, even more so because they have to LIVE WITH ME hahahaha. Meredith, for always cooking for me at retarded times in the night, for coming up with damn freaking retarded songs and stories about certain people for certain people haha (Calvin Eng you have been a recipient for both!), forrrrr letting me "use" her when I wanna buy more things. "Why do you need another GAP jacket?" "MEREDITH DON'T HAVE, FOR MEREDITH!!!" Hahahaha.

Mummy for being my mummy!!!!!!!!!!!! Which is very important already.

OK THIS POST has been full of LOVE hahaha. But really, my life would be soooo different without the things above. I am grateful and happy for everything (: OK I AM TOO LAZY TO FIND PICTURES TO FILL THE OTHER SPOTS HAHAHAHAHA. Cuz I have pictures in C drive in D drive in external hard drive walau eh...............................

I wanted to edit the previous post again about spending New Year on the bloody PLANE but I think it would have been too long. As if it isn't too long already haha. Anyway I thought they would at least do SOMETHING to mark the New Year on the plane like uh pop some champagne or something but they DIDN'T. So anti-climax ):

I wanna do a New Year post I really do but... I don't think I'm in the right frame of mind to contemplate and reflect on the past year because it was too much too fast harhar. I will do a post soon, probably like tonight cuz I think better at night. If I don't pass out from lack of sleep first harhar. Well one thing I can say is that I'm glad I went through this last year no matter how terrible it got because I now know what I want from myself for the year ahead. I have higher expectations for myself this time and I know much more clearly what I need to improve in myself. (: Which might be alot.... But small steps small steps.

OK I STILL HAVEN'T GONE TO DRINK MY WATER BYE.

P.S. I reallllllyyyyy, desperatelyyyyyyyy, wanna watch Avatar and Sherlock Holmes. Everyone's been saying it's awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plz who hasn't watched it watch with me (((((:

Short, ok not so short, post on US

Hello I still haven't slept since we touched down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Went to eat bakchormee at Simpang just now and Uncle left his wallet in the car and we thought we didn't have any money which was retarded. But because we go there to eat waaaaaaaayyyyyyy more often than is healthy, the people there were like "never mind never mind what you want to order?" Hahahaha. Yum I missed bakchormee!!!!!!!!!! I ate till I was bloated and full and wanted to sleep, something which I NEVER felt when eating in the US. Even though the Angus beef burgers from Macs and Carls Jr were AWESOME.

I wanna blog about my shopping haul except it isn't much to blog about... Hahahaha. And pictures are alllll still in the camera there are so many omg. I brought my fisheye camera there so I really wanna get those photos developed! And the quadcam too but I am not creative enough to think of new uses for it other than jumping shots so I still have about half the roll left before can develop >:[

Ok let's see what I bought.... I got 2 shirts, a denim jacket, and 2 pairs of jeans. And that's it for clothes. SERIOUSLY. HAHA WTF I SPENT DUNNO ALMOST 3 WEEKS IN US AND I CAME BACK WITH THAT. I wanted to get another Hurley or Gap jacket then no size walau ehhhhhh. I didn't even buy ALOT of nail polish. 5 bottles? 1 Essie, 2 Sally Hansen and 2 OPI. I realised that it's cheaper online like when Vi buys it lor so no point me buying it there!!! Well, in total, the 4 of us came back home with uh like 16 pairs of shoes. HAHAHAHAH and only 4 (okay 5 including RUNNING SHOES hahahHHAHAH I can return Wanen hers already!!!!!) belong to me k! Though I can also wear Mummy's and Meredith's hehe. So happy with my shoes omg I got a pair of Vans Mikalah in blue (Google it it's so pretty omg) and I just tried them on and like walked around the house HAHAHAHAHAHA. And we bought 2 pairs of Vans (including those) for 22bucks US ok!!! That is around 30+SING?? Deliriously happy seriously haha. Got Nike Air Dunks and a pair of blue Keds which have POLKADOT laces and totalllllllly got me sold on them hehehehehe. Oh and we have about 6 pairs of blue shoes in the house already... Plus 2 pairs of blue slippers..... I NEED OTHER COLOURED SHOEZSSZSZSZS.

Oh and I bought a new........

KATE SPADE WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is so pretty seriously it's like the prettiest wallet EVER!!!! :D :D :D :D The Coach factory outlet didn't have much although the stuff on clearance was dirt cheap like 50% off plus additional 20% off your entire purchase. But like everyone has Coach la what's the point in still paying expensive prices for things that aren't exclusive anymore right?? Omg I sound so spoilt omg hahahaha. I damn happy with my wallet hehehehehehehehe. But Mummy says I can't carry it to school cuz it's too LOUD like I am showing off walau eh then who will see my wallet ): Anyway she bought me a Cole Haan wallet to carry to school normally which is yellow and pretty but nowhere as pretty as my Kate Spade one hahahaha.

I should really blog properly about the trip right. But truth be told it wasn't the best trip ever. I think I kinda preferred Perth trip last year except for the shopping in US? Probably cus Perth trip was soooo much less stressful and we didn't need to keep taking long driving trips to different places and we stayed in an apartment so we had a kitchen and a FRIDGE and omg a kettle. Seriously, you think that all hotels would have a kettle BUT THEY DON'T and Yiyi was so desperate already that she bought one from Walmart. And our hotel in Vegas- Harrahs- had a fridge BUT THEY DIDN'T ALLOW US TO USE IT. They had a sign that said that they would make us pay if we put stuff in it. WHICH MAKES NO SENSE?!

We survived on ALOT of Maruchan. And we ate Chinese food while in San Fran and Vegas for like 6 nights in a row haha. Which me and Meredith were like ??? about cuz we went all the way to the States for CHINESE FOOD?!?!? Well anyway the Chinese restaurant in Vegas that we ate at was good and recommended by Uncle's friend who was awesome he brought us to eat BUFFET!!! Hehehe. The restaurant's called HONGKONG STAR and please go find it if you are there haha. Just tell them "Less oil less salt" because EVERYTHING in US is heavily salted omg.

I should really try to blog in chronological order. Ok let's see. We touched down in LAX after a 17 hour flight and spent a night there in MOTEL 6 haha. Drove for about 6 hours to San Fran where we spent 2 nights in Hotel Tomo, which was the best hotel we stayed in the whole trip I think. Got white flat screen tv which was so pretty and free wireless!!! And it was big. And the entire room was painted like with manga stuff which was damn cool!! After that we drove to Vegas where we spent 5 nights there. But was quite wasted cuz Vegas is known for its night life and stuff but for some reason I was just reaaaaaalllllllllyyyyyyy tired all the time I was there and fell asleep super early. UGH I didn't get to see some of the big hotels!!! But Vegas outlets are super awesome I like. And we went to Mount Charleston in Vegas where there was SNOW. But it was also crazy cold I buay tahan I hid out in the car as much as possible!!!

Then back to Anaheim, staying at Clarion Hotel for 9 nights? LA was fun cuz we went to Disneyland!!! Well actually Disneyland wasn't that fun cuz of the crowd. Fighting through people is sooo not fun. And I didn't realise that tickets to Disneyland/Universal Studios were so expensive!! Mummy told me our tickets cost like 220bucks per person?! That's for a 3 day pass to Disneyland and a 2 day pass to Universal Studios. I liked Universal! Like the tram ride thing where they brought us to the backlot of the studios was damn fun! It's 70+ bucks for a 1 day pass to Disneyland which I thought was siaoooo (and made our ticket prices verrrrry reasonable), but after going through the attractions like Haunted Mansion and stuff I think it's very worth it! The technology used and stuff is CRAZY COOL ok seriously like you cannot imagine how they do it!!!

We went to California Adventure Park as well and sat California Screamin' (twice) and Maliboomer. Maliboomer is DAMN FUN, Ling, sitting beside me, said that she is amazed at my screaming ability cus once the ride went up I screamed cuz it was so sudden and she said that I could scream non-stop like don't need to breathe haha. Managed to change all our tickets to Fastpass for California Screamin' but the 3 adults didn't want to sit so we sat twice. Wah siao one lor I really didn't dare to sit on it the first time and I was convinced I was going to die till they kept calling me chicken and obviously I am not a chicken right haha so I sat on it la. And it was fun! So we went a second time. Fastpass is the BEST INVENTION EVER haha we avoided 2hour long queues for Indiana Jones, Splash Mountain etc. Out of our 3 day pass, we went to Disneyland on Christmas Day and it was PACKED so we didn't get to do much. 2nd day went to California, then 3rd day was our most productive day in Disneyland! We got to do sooo many things thanks to the Fastpass and thanks to "Magical Morning" something something which let us get into the park an hour before opening hours! And we went back at night (minus a certain family member who got it into her head that she hates all of us like, suddenly) to see the fireworks which were so pretty!! And then got snow!!!!

Yah talking about spending Christmas in US. It was veryyyyyyy unmagical haha. We ate turkey legs from Disneyland, well technically it was the ripped out meat from the leftover turkey leg haha, and drank canned soup heated up using the COFFEE MAKER. (Y) So lovely. But the TV in San Fran and Anaheim was #1 cuz got FOOD NETWORK!!! Hehehehehe (L)(L)(L) My favourite shows are Iron Chef and Ace of Cakes, which Ling affectionately calls "The Cake Show".

OK I dunno who managed to read that whole lot of text haha I think I will die lah got no pictures some more sorry ): Anyway I decided that for the first time in about 4 or 5 years I am NOT going to bake for Valentine's Day. :O Mummy told me to sell cookies/cupcakes instead. So ruthless right. But it's true lor I give out damn alot of food leh you think free one ah hahahahaha. And we bought new baking stuff in US like SPRINKLES!!! Omg they are animal shaped and I have gorilla, lion, dolphin and something else I forgot. HOW COOL IS THAT. Soooo I will make one more batch of cookies and cupcakes to photograph + give out as samples before I officially like accept orders I guess?????? OR I MIGHT GET LAZY AND JUST BAKE FOR VDAY INSTEAD OF SELLING HAHAHAH cuz it feels so weird not to give things for Vday ohwell. BUT money 1st. HahahahHAHAHHhaha. Mummy is tired of sponsoring everything for when I bake alreadyyyyyy. So please, to all the people who have eaten my cookies/cupcakes, or come over for dinner (HA I KNOW IT'S ALOT OF YOU WHO EAT SUKIYAKI!!!!!!!!!! AND RECENTLY, JIAOZI!!! *stares hard at Calvin Chenyin Yiguan Rachel Vivian*) time to payback (literally). Muahahahahaha. >:D

Btw Mummy says she wants to make 2000 jiaozi and Meredith says it's not enough. Siao already. One week left to school and I have no IS topic, again. I have no idea how I'm going to come up with a proposal when this week is packed with OGL Camp, Cheer prac, OCIP "sharing session" (Wtf seriously they want us to go for the seniors' sharing session. Not even our own la go and hear about theirs for what to rub it in that we cannot go is it?) and Open House. Yayyyy. And I still need to find time to play with fondant cuz when school reopens I have 3 weeks to find a way to make Chen Qianyun's Waka-Waka cake. HA you think I forgot right! I didn't!!!!!

OK congrats if you read everything! I shall now go drink alot of water cuz my throat is dry my nose is blocked AND I think I shall go and disturb Meredith. Btw my nails now are right hand- OPI Lourve Me Lourve Me Not, and left hand- Sally Hansen Extreme Wear, The Real Teal (Which is the exact same colour as my room wall except shimmery ^^) I'm trying to catch up on lost days to wear as many colours of nail polish as possible in this week hahahahahaha. OK BYE. Pictures will be up soon either on FB or here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got 2 4gb CF cards to upload k funny ah.

HELLO I'M BACK!!!!!!!

Can't say I'm exactly glad to be back... But I'm not entirely upset that I'm back either hahahahah thanks to a family member who went stark raving mad on the second last day of our trip. Yeah, thanks.

I wanted to write down like New Year resolutions and stuff while on the 17hour plane ride homeeeee but I kinda slept the last 7 hours from Narita to Singapore which explains why I'm still awake since reaching home at about 320am. Walau ehhhhhhhhhhhhh. Which means I could actually have joined 04 at Tiong Bahru for CIP but it wasn't confirmed that I would get to do the flag dayyyyy so OHWELL.

Can't wait to meet up with Calvin, Chenyin, Yiguan, Gracie, Vi and Rachel!!!! OH and Sarahbarah cuz I brought her back (squashed) Krispy Kremes haha oops. OMG I want to use my new walllllllleeeeeeeetttttttt. Almost wish I was gonna do CIP! Haha just talked to Lynn and Joleneneney is sick awwwwwwwww. I miss 04 girliez want to seeeeeee you all soooooon!!!!!

Ok should get some sleep I think.