Bitchface.

One more day till the end of this suckfest school term. Cannot cannot cannot wait for it to end, really. It's been one tiring day after another RAH. Macs breakfast yesterday with Trish!!!!!!!!!!! And Calvin, Jo, Kor Woong, Grace, Louise, Clement, Denise, Jason, Anwar. (: Ngee Ann City performance yesterday evening, wasn't too bad. I'm just glad it's over haha. Major bitch session with Kor Woong while getting ready/making our way there. (: Some people are just plain self centred. Didn't manage to get Havaianas for Meredith cuz they were all not nice. Pfft.

YESTERDAY WAS A GOOD DAY BECAUSE...
Calvin is the (Silly) Climbing President!!!!
Jo is Climbing PC!!!
Grace is Drama Vice President!!
:DDDDD
And thank you VIBZY for giving me chewing gum to chew away my anger heh. (:

Today was a good day because....
Mr Hsu came up to me to talk to me about my Long Critical Thinking paper/essay thing. And he told me that he can see that I have the ability to do well just that I need to work on my content. Which is true because I haven't been reading the passages and stuff. SO THEREFORE he can see my POTENTIAL in KI leh, no matter how deeply hidden it is. YES!!! And he ended off with a very encouraging "Must do well okay!" HAHA.

Today during Econs lecture the boy sitting in front of me kept digging his ear la wtf. He dig alr then he will stare at his finger, THEN HE USE ANOTHER FINGER TO DIG. And he did this like 5 times ok IM NOT EXAGGERATING. Damn freaaaaking disgusting omg. To the boy who sat in front of me in Econs lecture: Please stop digging your ears can? ):

Cheer today, I have alot to say but nothing will come out right. Thank you SOOO much Kor Woong for agreeing to come in so last minute. It's 2 days and you had to crash course in flying in like 2 hours today. (: But you managed it like yay!! Don't be scared ok! I will catch you and I will slap whoever doesn't! :D

I'm very very very tired now. Tomorrow will be a long day again, I kinda regret taking on so many things because now I dont even have a day to just go home early to SLEEP and REST. Sigh ): Ok sleeping now, night!

BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING SELFISH

WTF?
Eh I was being damn fucking nice alr by not blogging about you and your insanely unreasonable behaviour ok. BUT BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING BITCHY AND SELFISH AND I JUST READ YOUR BLOG I MUST BLOG ALSO. Just because you're in a bad mood means what the whole world must be nice to you is it. FUCK LA OTHER PEOPLE CANNOT BAD MOOD ALSO MEH. I ALSO BAD MOOD WHAT YOU BE NICE TO ME LA. And it's true what, things that are mine you wear without asking leh. My SNEAKERS, my SLIPPERS. If you ask I will lend what! BUT IT'S DAMN LAME WHEN I OFFER TO GET YOU A NEW PAIR YOU SAY YOU DON'T WANT RIGHT. THEN STOP WEARING MINE LA, AND NOT PUTTING THEM BACK IN THE CORRECT PLACE. And those things REALLY are mine what you always try and act as if you damn good you don't spend money because you don't buy those things ONLY I BUY. Then you use my stuff walau eh MY FAULT AH. The bag thing FINE LA. BUT IT REALLY WILL GET DIRTY WHAT. GO COMPLAIN TO MUMMY LA WTF DAMN LAME OK?

And GET PISSED OFF LA NO ONE'S SAYING YOU CANNOT GET PISSED OFF WHAT. Stop complaining and being pissed off if YOU DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT OK. Someone did you a grave injustice YAH I GET IT. But you don't want to do anything to her what, SO HOW. Don't talk about it la!













I HATE LIFE OK.
And I want to CRY BECAUSE LIFE SUCKS SO BADLY AND THE ONLY WAY I CAN GET MYSELF OUT OF IT IS TO KILL MYSELF/KILL EVERYONE AROUND ME.
And I really really feel like I have NOTHING to live for okay and suicide doesn't sound like a bad idea but I'm not retarded I won't kill myself because then everyone who hates me/have backstabbed me would have won and I won't let them win. Will not.
And saying I want to kill myself is SO pathetic omg UGH!!!!!!! Ashamed of myself for saying that, ha.
And I don't know who I can trust anymore, AND THAT FUCKING SUCKS.

DAMN FUCKING ANGRY

I miss us, just us.
Because in this new year with new people, I thought I found new friends but I just found NEW FUCKING PEOPLE NOT TO TRUST.

Yeah I'm talking to you, attention seeking, act cute, backstabbing, pathetic, BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (This is so primary school and childish and immature but I can't think of the right words to portray how I'm feeling) Honestly, I thought I could trust you, the things I told you in confidence, you told TO WHO? THE PERSON I TOLD YOU I DON'T LIKE. Thanks alot, really. Out of everything anyone has ever done to me, keeping secrets from me, lying to my face, this has to top the lot because YOU FREAKING STABBED ME IN THE BACK. And I've never experienced anything like that before because I guess I make good friends. Oh wait, I MADE FRIENDS WITH YOU. Fuck this.

Damn fucking bad mood the entire fucking day because of some fucking news that Calvin told me. Calvin, don't say something like you shouldn't have told me because now I'm very angry smthsmthsmthsmth because at least now I know what kind of person she is. Mummy said that I need to keep my mouth shut and stop letting my emotions show. But that's kinda hard because I HATE being civil and friendly and acting as if I'm okay with you when I'm not, acting as if I like you when I don't. And that's just me ok I CANNOT hide my emotions. RAHHHHHHHHHH.

DAMN FUCKING ANGRY!!! I hope you read this and realise I'm talking to you because I'm going to ask you about it once I confirm what I've heard. UGH!!!!!!!

Anger anger anger anger anger anger anger anger.
(And I'm so angry I could cry because I feel like I've placed my trust in the wrong person and that makes me feel like hiding in a hole and never telling anyone anything again. But I cannot cry because crying over you is pathetic ugh.)

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Anyway, saw this and it kinda cheered me up BEFORE I BLOGGED. SO NOW I'M ANGRY AGAIN. Babies are so cute la.

FML x 100000000000000000000000000000

I have about 5000 truckloads of things to say in my head, 10000 buses full of emotions in my heart, but most of all about 900000000000000000000000000000 TIMES DISAPPOINTMENT.

OMG I CANNOT EXPRESS MY EMOTIONS
But I'm about to cry now.
Stop saying I'm too irrational/unreasonable/petty/sensitive/retarded/intolerant/impatient.
It upsets me further, and it's JUST MY PERSONALITY.

FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE

FUCK THE WORLD LA!!!

Angry until buay tahan. HC invest/deinvest tomorrow and I think I'll break down into a sobbing lump.

Disappointment and too much sadness.

No pictures of the 17th yet because they're in Calvin's camera. Friday marked the start of HC Camp, reported late because of Dance prac. Calvin came to the Dance studio to tell me "MAG FROM NOW ON YOU'RE NOT MY FRIEND". Hen hao.

This whole post will be in my view as a soon to be FORMER 16th HC member ):

Curriculum first, with Trudy presenting. Hahaha Trudy so cute la miss her manz! Throughout the whole camp I hardly saw her/she ignored me totally. And it's damn sad because this whole week I will see her then we will squeal about our Jack/no. 11/YF etcetc. SIGGGGGGGHHHHHH. Went to Tampines for Night Walk, it was scarrrrry ok we had to find DOLLS in the DARK walau! And all the light we had was like, mini lightsticks >:[ Mat was in charge of our group for awhile. Then we had to go into the forest area and they were all scaring us. You could hear people screaming like mad. My group had me, Caleb, Jamie(ta2), and Amelia! Haha. Talked to Jamie alot during the walk, she was damn scared until freaking funny la. She held the waterbottle to her mouth there to ensure she won't scream and she held on to my hand in some vice-like grip HAHAHAHA. Limeng was in the group behind us and he damn easily scared la!!! HAHAHA COULD HEAR HIM SHOUTING "AHHH! WALAU EH!" like damn freaking loudly then we kept laughing. Our group was quite lucky I think, cuz we could hear the screams from in front of us then can sorta gauge where they would try to scare us. So we didn't get scared as much!!!
After the night walk, took a cab back with CherylLwin, Amelia, Reuben and Jamie. Because me, Amelia and Reuben had to get more rest for College Day the next day while Jamie was sick. Showered and everything, couldn't sleep and only managed to fall asleep when all the others came back from Night walk + PT. Felt kinda guilty for missing PT.

Woke up at 740 when we had to report for College Day at 8 haha. Everyone else had to report for camp at 7 so... Yeah. Mummy and Daddy came to see me receive my prize for being Top in TA2 Lang Arts (: Sauyee got like 8 prizes in total la walau!!! The dance didn't go too well but oh well it's over!! Managed to grab some food and met Jiteng, Shiyun, Peejay, Inka who all came back to receive prizes. (: Then reported back for HC Camp, went to Eunos with Amelia to find our houses. Went over to some HDB block and had to run up to the 10th floor and above to find some random stuff - 5 grains of rice, 3 hairbands, 2 biscuits, 1 Men's Health magazine, 2 ballpoint pens, a t-shirt, a soccer ball, and 2 shuttlecocks. HAHA OMG I REMEMBERED EVERYTHING!!! (: Managed to get everything except the shuttlecocks and the magazine. Then had to return everything to each house. Did Leap Frog and Duck Walk after that. They took videos of us la damn spastic hahhaha. We had to go "ribbit ribbit" and "Quack quack".

Because we were short of time, we took a TRAIN back to school. Uh no comment, ha. Met Stacy in the train like how random right haha. Curriculum, then Field cooking where I got very very annoyed but it was alright in the end. We managed to tie with Gamma for field cooking so I would say that we have kept Delta's record for winning field cooking!!!! Heeeeehhh. Had
- Instant noodles DRY but without extra seasoning, they were just cooked in the soup.
- Scrambled eggs with sausages (same as last year)
- Salad: Lettuce, Corn, Coleslaw dressing, and blue chips crumbled on top.
- Mashed potatoes
- Peanut soup with Q-balls

Campfire performance was uh hahahaha, quite failure cuz we didn't have space to dance. But ohwell, singing was fun. Campfire overall was quite fun I reckon. All of the 14th House Caps came down for it like how cool. Talked to Shaik and he got into Oxford Law BUT HE WANTS TO REJECT IT UGH!!!! >:[ Delta had 14th, 15th, 16th, and 17th House caps there yay (: I was supremely supremely sad during Campfire though, it felt so.... Different. Seeing the 16th laughing/having fun/joking together and the fact that I couldn't be a part of it was like a stab to the heart I swear. Louise wasn't there for me to talk to, Ryan's reactions are always like "Oh... Huh...", talked to Limeng and what he said makes sense. About us surely comparing the 16th to the 17th but we have to learn to give chances and to NOT compare. Kelmen was being damn cute because he wanted to take pictures then we had to hurry hurry look around see if other 16th will scold us then take haha. Calvin probably won't be too happy to read this but haha. Noticed 2 errors on the 16th HC Monster shirt. Omg when the 16th were all wearing it I was like UGGGGHH TORTUREEEEDDDD.

Clean up, then we had CSI!!! I was in the same group as Jamie(ta2) again hahahaha. Omg WE WERE DAMN SCARED CAN?! Also in our group was Simon, Vanessa, and Jessica. We had to find out what happened to Barbie, some cheerleader. There were all these ghosts around and it's like we wouldn't be scared as long as we thought of them as PEOPLE like, "Oh that's only Tiong Wei" HAHA BUT I STILL GOT SCARED WHEN HE CHASED AFTER US. Vanessa fell into the drain ): Got her First aid then we had to report back. Felt someone tapping my shoulder TWICE while I was closing my eyes and saying what our group found out. I still don't know who was the one tapping me >:[ I refuse to be scared haha.

Individual House PT, was ALMOST successful then we were dismissed to sleep at like 1. Ripped skin from my palm. Slept soundly then had fire drill at about 5. Kena PT because of our very slow reaction. Trudy was damn scary alrrrrrrr. Had to report back at 6 for more individual House PT but for some reason they dismissed us to rest until 830. Siao one. Woke up and then had to get ready for Sea PT alr! Started running then had to fall out and walk behind with Shaoyun IC (!!!) because my ankle was hurting like some ajshdausdhiuasdhas. Did PT on land, then washed up and had breakfast. Ryan was feeling very cold so Paul had to take the shirt OFF HIS BACK to let Ryan change into hahahahaha. Seeing our beloved Ba Kwa shirtless is uh, not a sight we want to see again hahahahaaha. But we still love you Christopher! :D Fionna hurt her back D: Walked back to school with her and Karon and Dyane, Rachel, Denise, Justina. Siggggggggggghhhhhhh. Back to school already had more cleanup then evaluation then shower then lunch which was chicken rice and the 16th bought us bubble tea (: On that note, last year when we were going through HC Camp the only thing running through our minds was "BUBBLE TEA I WANT BUBBLE TEA OMG BUBBLE TEA" ))))))))))))))))))))))):

Elections, evaluations were read out. Yeah I agree with my own evaluation, and Shawn commented I looked pissed off but that's because one of those evaluations was honestly like, personal attack. And yeah that's just bullshit. Even Dyane looked damn awkward reading it out. OHWELL. Packed up and went to wait for them to come back. Talked to the 16th and all. Announced election results, didn't get my first choice I wanted but Sports Cap is fine because of uh, hidden motives hahahahaha. Picture taking!!!! Saw Trudy and I was like "TRUDY CAN I TALK TO YOU NORMALLY NOW"
Trudy: "OMG MAG I MISS YOU LEH!!!!!!!" -BIG HUG
Haha she like mad woman. Took pictures with 16th and 17th. Mummy picked me up and gave Calvin a lift home.

Went back to Simei first and then like sobbed my heart out, went out and watched TV on our new set top box. Haha. Bought dinner + bubble tea and went back to Epark, slept close to 10 planning to wake up at 11 to finish up my AYG article. Slept throughout my alarm and Mummy trying to wake me up. Woke up this morning, internet was a complete FAIL throughout the whole day until about 11 when Mummy plugged in the LAN cable straight into my computer. Rushed to complete my article and send it in at 11.57am, when it's due at 12 noon. BIG SIGH OF RELIEF.

Going back to school soon for Investiture rehearsal then OCIP meeting, Cannot wait to meet Gracieee!!!!!! (:

I'm sorry if I wasn't exactly the best person to be around during HC Camp. But I need time to get used to working with a new group of people again. And this camp was honestly honestly NOTHING compared to last year's and I feel like crap for not pushing myself throughout completely. Am completely disappointed in myself and in other things/other people. Sigh.

Injuries sustained:
Both arms
Left wrist
Right palm
Right ankle
Right thigh
(My heart/brain/mind/body/soul)

Thank you Vibhu, Sarah, Chenyin, Trudy, Limeng. It was so freaking good to have someone to talk to, and the fact that Vibz remembered I was ending HC Camp yesterday and msged me to find out whether I'm okay and how I survived and whether I got the post I wanted seriously touched me k. Also the fact that he would talk to me and listen to me whine about why I'm sad and everything (: LUV U JOHN HAHA. Oh and Trudy for being all "Mag you during camp v cute I dunno why I had to control myself from squealing your name" HAHAHA. TRUDY YOU MOST ZAIIIII. Oh and Limeng for msging me last night to make sure I'm okay. And Gracieeeee for msging me this morning haha.

Leaving the house now..... Will post later in the night. Meredith's very upset now and she has reason to. Sometimes SAC is so fucked up and the people are so fucked up and I want to kill every single person who has done this to her and disappointed her and killed her hopes. Because messing with my sister = MESSING WITH ME AND MUMMY YOU DIE!!!!
OK bye.

Hatred

I am sooo sick of you and your unwanted comments, unwanted presence, and just you in general. Wtf is wrong with you? With your constant "I think I'm so pretty/hot/smart/better than everyone else" attitude, therefore giving you the right to insult others? WTF? What will it take to get into your THICK. HEADED. SKULL. That you're FUCKING UGLY inside and out? That having _____ or _____ or whatever else you decide to put on your hair, shirt, bag, etcetc will not make you look better, cooler or "unique" from everyone else as I assume you're trying for. Instead you look retarded. PERIOD. O-M-G holding grudges against you was SOOOO right? Because you don't deserve my patience, tolerance, respect, or anything actually. You, are scum becase you are disgusting and have nothing nice to say about anyone or anything except YOU or things concerning YOU and that's damn fucking self centred. Good job you, your life so far has been nothing but putting people down and I hope that satisfies you because other than that, you're not going to get anything else in life.

Today was a sad day because Volleyball lost )))))): Had lots of practice for dance but it was good, I was tired but it wasn't so bad anymore (: Passed my History full length essay assignment OMG?!?!?! (: (: (: (: Uhhhh some stupid Indian boys decided to suddenly stop walking and stand in a line at the main gate and I was distracted so I walked into them. UGH.

Yesterday we had AYG training, the place was SOOOO pretty omg I might just take up Mic's offer of going there to swim next time hahahahaha. (: And it was a DAMN HAPPY DAY OMG OMG OMG OMG ((((((((((((((((((((: Ok dunno what alr hahahaha.

School hasn't been so bad this week, it's a good 4 day week with minimal homework I don't feel like killing myself every night when I reach home (: Though GPP is due in about oh, 2 weeks. But it's not SOOOOO bad I think. Hahaha SHIT LA WE HAVEN'T EVEN THOUGHT OF IDEA >:[ OK now sleepy, I might do some research for History but.... (:

Hungry

HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!!!! (:

Asked Mummy today if she thinks I make good friends very easily. She said no and that I just made friends easily haha. Then I said that I think I open up to people very easily, which is true what! Then she/Uncle/Meredith started this discussion of how much of an open book I am, how they say "Don't judge a book by it's cover" but with me they cannot even judge because I got no cover, how I'm very not mysterious so boys don't want to find out more etcetcetc HAHAHA.

I think I keep lowering my aims for myself to the bare minimum. Was supposed to finish up KI essay today, I have written about 700 words so far with only 4 footnotes omg. Went to tan and did Econs essay plan... Somewhat. Wanted to do History essay plan then decided not to like wtf. Wanted to do Econs worksheets but didn't bring down Theory Of Costs notes, so I just lay there. Damn waste time la >:[ Andrea called me up telling us about our new KI assignment, sigh. I just managed to do my part!!! OK I shall now write a To Do list for tomorrow. Going to visit the doctor after SMUN training tomorrow because I woke up late today and didn't go. Meredith cooked breakfast for Mummy instead and she got really angry at Uncle who didn't even say thank you for the breakfast which was meant for MUMMY which HE ATE without acknowledgement. Ugh.

To Do
-FINISH UP KI ESSAY ONCE AND FOR ALL PLEASE!!!!
-Econs TOC WS 1 and 2
-Econs DRQ
-History essay plan
-Lit preparation for Lecture

Ok that's enough for TOMORROW alone. Still got more work to do for the rest of the week......... ):

Tired

Me and Grace are soulmates la I think ahhahaha. Talking to her and Sarah now, should be sleeping soon since I have to wake up early to cook Mummy breakfast/go to the doctor to check out my feet like FINALLY/Go to church omg shit I haven't thought of things to say.

Talking to Grace about.... Friendship drama now and I think our experiences are uncannily similar. Sigh...................... Grace ah how ah why we like that!!!! I think we're different and similar at the same time haha.

Didn't go for PT this morning cuz my foot was hurting again walau eh. And in addition, the back of my thigh also aching for no bloody reason I think it's because I didn't stretch before dancing yesterday. I don't even know what to type in this post la!!! >:[

Sleepy though.

Flurry of emotions

Calvin is a mad man and I look damn weird in that picture also ahahaha.

Went for basketball match today after school omg damn sad la we lost by so little but it was a damn good match!!!! Found out some stuff from Yiguan then I very very angry la!! Spoil my mood leh after being happy/excited at the start of the match >:[ Angry angry angry.

Back to school where me and Grace were bitching in the library like damn fun la I felt like I talked alot today!! And Grace I feel your anger!!! Went to dance prac late so I think I might kena PT sigh. But ohwell, staying in the library for those few extra minutes was worth it ((((: Happy Happy Happy haha I went through damn alot of rubbish emotions today la.

Dance prac was.... productive. Rehearsal wasn't good but Angel cleaned up the dance so we're progressing well. Which is uh haha good since the performance is in a week?! Haha scared like hell but more scared of upcoming HC camp. Very sad leh we got banned from the HC room ugh!!!! And and and I'm missing all the fun parts cuz of College Day walau ehhhh. Dinner with Vivian, met Limeng then we all took bus back. Met Gwynneth on the bus omg! Hahaha. And number1eyecandy CAN DIE PLZ. Vivian says my husband next time will be very sad haha.

OHWELLZ, for some reason I'm feeling increasingly frustrated and angry at somebody who hasn't done anything bad towards me but I think that somebody is undeserving of my trust, my respect, or any authority. Yup. And the other news I found out today, wah REALLY CROSS THE LINE THIS TIME MANZZZ THIS IS WAR!!!!!!!!!!

>:[ So happy it's 3 day weekend I'm going to paint my nails with Vendetta because I only have 2 nailpolishes here in Epark and then oh shit I have to go back to school on Monday should I still paint my nails??? Sad ): Ok I shall either go webcam with Grace or watch 放羊的星星 now!! But then..... 730 at Tampinese interchange tomorrow for 17th HC PT sigh.. Ankle/foot has been hurting worse for the past few days now and the pain is insistent instead of on off walau eh why like that?? I even borrowed running shoes from Wanen for tmrw!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Bye.

Haha siao.

HAHAHA OMG I'M DONE WITH MY PI.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY THEN I REMEMBER I STILL HAVE TO COPY OUT MY HISTORY ESSAY, DO ECONS ESSAY PLAN, AND HISTORY ESSAY PLAN.
HA.HA.HA(nervous laughter)
BUT OMG IM DONE WITH PI?!?!??!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO RELIEVED HAHAHAHA OK BYE.

Update

1) Managed to finish exactly half of my KI essay as I said I would. But with only one footnote so uh shit.
2) Didn't do the rest of my History essay.
3) I know there's Econs CSQ due tomorrow but I'm going to pretend I don't know about it and not do it.
4) It's 1.20am and I should really get to sleep since I'm wasting my time online NOT doing work.
5) I wish I could turn back time and not watch tv from 1-6 so today could be so much more productive.
6) Hearing about how dance was today suddenly makes me so relieved that I didn't go ha.
7) My eyes hurt.
8) I really need to pack my bag but all my papers are EVERYWHERE so yeah.
9) Shit.
10) Goodnight.

EXCITED!

I
GOT
AYG!!!!!!

:D :D :D :D Happy like a mad man on a trampoline now ok!!! (Cuz Karon ask me not to be teletubby hahahah)

Very scared for the all the writing I'll have to do but it's SUCH a good experience I cannot miss out omg!!!!!!! Thanks for all the help I got, to Chenyin for accompanying me to the soccer match, to Yijun and James for helping me recap the match, for Imran for his quote, for Ashley/Justina's pictures which I'm sure I posted some of them, and to everyone rooting me on YAY!!!!!! Hahahahaha. Wah I like receiving prize la damn lame but how exciting my goodness!

OK Back to KI essay I'm not watching CSI!!!

Big Time Failure.

(Miss you Rachel haha we are so spastic I hate JC life.)

I rock, like really.
Missed school today and attempted by pile of homework.
Ha. Ha. Ha.
Today's plan was to finish up SEA essay and KI essay.
SEA essay is half done, KI essay is untouched.
WHOOOOOOO go Mag.
I should punish myself by not letting myself watch Fighting Spiders/D.I.E/CSI/CSI: Miami tonight.
DAMMIT WHY DID I WATCH TV FROM 1-6 JUST NOW?!?!?!
>:[

Quite depressed that I missed dance prac just now... For other reasons not related to dance itself hahahahahahahaha. Sigh. Getting hungry and waiting for Mummy to bring me back KFC! But..... That = more procrastination rah!

Meredith was pointing out people with funny swimming styles to me just now. So we stood at my window and stared down at the swimming pool laughing at the woman who kicked her legs out of the water while swimming breaststroke and the man who did a weird spasm action vaguely like a breaststroke but staying in the same spot in the water.
Then I got scared that when I swim in my obnoxiously bright red swimsuit people also stare down and laugh at how fat I am. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But at least I swim properly, I hope.

Off to stare at my KI essay but most probably be distracted by websites and and and WORLD HISTORY TUTORIAL IS TMRW AND I DIDN'T DO MR SENG'S ESSAY CUZ HIS QUESTION MAKES NO SENSE. HOW?

Die.

I just rotted my whole weekend away laaaa. Yesterday was NOT productive because I wanted to start on my 2 History essays, and I didn't because I DIDN'T BRING MY BLOODY HISTORY NOTES TO NLB. Was very very very early to PW Meeting at NLB, and everyone else was late, !!!!! So much for Edwin's "Mag you better just wake up earlier. Seriously." We ended at like 1, had lunch with Edwin then I went back to the library where I sat on the floor, alone, attempting Econs and Lit but accomplishing little. Zhihao came to accompany me for like 20 minutes before he went off to meet his friends. Met Adeline and Ruijun in the toilet cuz they also having PW meeting!! Gave up on studying and read the book I borrowed, then went to find the rabbit for awhile before we all left together.

Made my way down to Bedok to meet the 17th Delta HC, discussed all the way until 9...... Walau >:[ Home where Mummy attempted making the Porta Porta black olive pasta, wasn't the same but it wasn't bad either. Watched Paris Hilton's My New BFF which is the stupidest show on earth ok but hahahahahaahahahah it's soooooo spastic.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENENEY TAN! :D

Slept until like 1 this afternoon, ate, watched tv, watched Xmen on Star Movies and Antique Bakery online. Antique Bakery was like damn spastic and abit confusing cuz it's based on anime but I kinda liked it! And all the cakes looked soooooo good I really really wanna bake now damn school damn school. Went out to try finding a thermometer but couldn't, came home to the end of X-Men 3, watched my favourite S FACTOR!!! Hahahaha and all this to procrastinate writing my......... 2 History essays. Walan eh really damn failure la I already didn't do my History essay the last time and now I'm not even attempting them RAH!!!! I just want to sleep, and hope that Swine flu hits us just so we all can get home quarantine. Or maybe nothing so extreme but I really don't want school!!!!

Got a msg saying if I'm feeling unwell I shouldn't go to school, omg we have like visual health screening in school now.... Hahahahahaha I'm hoping I get a slight flu tomorrow so I can stay at home. I feel a stomachache coming on already, ok no link to flu but I'm unwell what!

Stupidity.

Out with ALL oh oops, minus one(-.-) the 16th Delta Dragons today!!! By default, I was late.... BUT even after reaching City Hall we still waited for Rachel, Denise, Shaoyun and PAUL to reach ok!!! SO Calvin and Louise should stop blaming me >:[ Haha. Saw so many people at Citylink/Marina Square area today, Rachel, Shiyan, Huang Rui, Caleb, Zengan, Sauyee, Amanda, Vivian, (: Went to Swensons to eat, and Paul treated us to two Earthquakes yaaaay!!!!!!!! Thank you Ba Kwa (: Then we spent an hour finding different places in Marina Sq to take polaroids of all of us!!!!!! Damn happy la but people kept staring at us weirdly and it was tough to find people to take pictures for us k! One couple actually said they didn't want to!!! Like OMG?! Hahahaha. We took 12 polaroids, one for each of us. They're all going up on the Delta board and then we'll each take back one after that :D :D :D

Louise, Shaoyun, Paul and Xinan left, leaving us to find our own entertainment. Haha after ruling out bowling, a movie, and the arcadeeee we ended up going over to Calvin's house to play.... GUITAR HERO!!!!!! Hhaahahaha damn fun ok we are like damn lousy players and Dyane's lung power is the best ever! Haha. Mummy picked me up after that.... Tomorrow's going to be a long day out again raaaaaaaaaaaaah. Why are some people so irritable? Why? WHY?!?!

Anyway I'm really very sad that the 16th is going to step down. Even though I'm going to be part of the 17th.... It's so very very very very different. No more Dyane's stupid bimbo comments, Rachel's damn high voice singing Chinese songs, Shaoyun and Sharron's kiampah face + comments, Paul getting bullied by all of us and treating us (:, Wen Chuen's insistence on staying damn man and act cool, Xinan's random weird actions/comments, Louise, Calvin, Justina, Ryan for just being there and being themselves and being the people I always always feel most comfortable around. Especially to Louise and Justina for helping out with cheerleading even with their own crazy mad commitments. And to Ryan, for being my fellow cheer cap even though he is SUCH a pain in the butt sometimes and can be incredibly irritating and annoying and insensitive with his stupid jokes. Hurrrrrr!!!! 16th, I'll forever miss you. WALAU MAKE IT SOUND LIKE GOING TO DIE hahaha but really la ): Walau HC camp is going to be madness.

See la so excited about blogging about today I forgot to mention yesterday. Friday's timetable was good (: Had to stay back until 4 for dance though sigh, spent it in the library leaning on Charis and whining about my womanly pains, walked to the canteen with Grace and was happy like a teletubby :D :D :D HEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Dance was surprisingly good, College Day performance is shaping up, and I joined the SYF people for stretching. Very sad, like VERY VERY VERY sad that I quit SYF. I cannot believe I was missing dance so much whenever I heard SYF music I was like "AHHH OMG". Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. Ok must get over it. And I was very happy and AA yesterday during dance cuz I wore my GREEEEEN 16th Delta shirt, plus pink fbts and black tights heh heh heh. I should really learn to be more low profile hahaha. Ohwellz. OK BYE.