DAMN FUCKING ANGRY

I miss us, just us.
Because in this new year with new people, I thought I found new friends but I just found NEW FUCKING PEOPLE NOT TO TRUST.

Yeah I'm talking to you, attention seeking, act cute, backstabbing, pathetic, BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (This is so primary school and childish and immature but I can't think of the right words to portray how I'm feeling) Honestly, I thought I could trust you, the things I told you in confidence, you told TO WHO? THE PERSON I TOLD YOU I DON'T LIKE. Thanks alot, really. Out of everything anyone has ever done to me, keeping secrets from me, lying to my face, this has to top the lot because YOU FREAKING STABBED ME IN THE BACK. And I've never experienced anything like that before because I guess I make good friends. Oh wait, I MADE FRIENDS WITH YOU. Fuck this.

Damn fucking bad mood the entire fucking day because of some fucking news that Calvin told me. Calvin, don't say something like you shouldn't have told me because now I'm very angry smthsmthsmthsmth because at least now I know what kind of person she is. Mummy said that I need to keep my mouth shut and stop letting my emotions show. But that's kinda hard because I HATE being civil and friendly and acting as if I'm okay with you when I'm not, acting as if I like you when I don't. And that's just me ok I CANNOT hide my emotions. RAHHHHHHHHHH.

DAMN FUCKING ANGRY!!! I hope you read this and realise I'm talking to you because I'm going to ask you about it once I confirm what I've heard. UGH!!!!!!!

Anger anger anger anger anger anger anger anger.
(And I'm so angry I could cry because I feel like I've placed my trust in the wrong person and that makes me feel like hiding in a hole and never telling anyone anything again. But I cannot cry because crying over you is pathetic ugh.)

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Anyway, saw this and it kinda cheered me up BEFORE I BLOGGED. SO NOW I'M ANGRY AGAIN. Babies are so cute la.