BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING SELFISH

WTF?
Eh I was being damn fucking nice alr by not blogging about you and your insanely unreasonable behaviour ok. BUT BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING BITCHY AND SELFISH AND I JUST READ YOUR BLOG I MUST BLOG ALSO. Just because you're in a bad mood means what the whole world must be nice to you is it. FUCK LA OTHER PEOPLE CANNOT BAD MOOD ALSO MEH. I ALSO BAD MOOD WHAT YOU BE NICE TO ME LA. And it's true what, things that are mine you wear without asking leh. My SNEAKERS, my SLIPPERS. If you ask I will lend what! BUT IT'S DAMN LAME WHEN I OFFER TO GET YOU A NEW PAIR YOU SAY YOU DON'T WANT RIGHT. THEN STOP WEARING MINE LA, AND NOT PUTTING THEM BACK IN THE CORRECT PLACE. And those things REALLY are mine what you always try and act as if you damn good you don't spend money because you don't buy those things ONLY I BUY. Then you use my stuff walau eh MY FAULT AH. The bag thing FINE LA. BUT IT REALLY WILL GET DIRTY WHAT. GO COMPLAIN TO MUMMY LA WTF DAMN LAME OK?

And GET PISSED OFF LA NO ONE'S SAYING YOU CANNOT GET PISSED OFF WHAT. Stop complaining and being pissed off if YOU DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT OK. Someone did you a grave injustice YAH I GET IT. But you don't want to do anything to her what, SO HOW. Don't talk about it la!













I HATE LIFE OK.
And I want to CRY BECAUSE LIFE SUCKS SO BADLY AND THE ONLY WAY I CAN GET MYSELF OUT OF IT IS TO KILL MYSELF/KILL EVERYONE AROUND ME.
And I really really feel like I have NOTHING to live for okay and suicide doesn't sound like a bad idea but I'm not retarded I won't kill myself because then everyone who hates me/have backstabbed me would have won and I won't let them win. Will not.
And saying I want to kill myself is SO pathetic omg UGH!!!!!!! Ashamed of myself for saying that, ha.
And I don't know who I can trust anymore, AND THAT FUCKING SUCKS.