It's 2.05am and I'm still not sleeping though I have to get up in about 4 hours. FML I can't believe school is starting ok. Spent today watching 9 episodes of Glee straight cuz Mummy couldn't stop watching haha. Omg it was wonderful I don't want to go back to school I'm not ready I have so much shit left to do. This year's going to go by amazingly blindingly fast and I better pull my socks up or I won't be able to catch up and fail at life. I hate how everything's riding on pieces of paper in November this year. FUCK IT.
You don't know how true the above picture is ok. I always say I want to be a lawyer but more often than not it's just for the money. Ughhhhhhh I want to be a housewife I want to not worry about money and be able to support the lifestyle that I want to lead and do something I'm happy to do every single day.
The only good thing about school tomorrow is that I'm going to wear my new Nike dunks hehe! I feel terrible. Like sinking in the bottom of my stomach terrible. Ughhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzz I hate you I hate you for getting under my skin and I can't claw you out without hurting myself because you're so fucking ingrained into my life I hate you for not being there.
GOODNIGHT. Shall pack my bag now.
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