Confounded.

In a state of mind so indescribable right now. Came home, Uncle asked me how were my exams. "Screwed up", then he was asking how was my English, and Mummy was like "Not enough time." which caused me to snap back that it wasn't LA that I had not enough time and it was Chem and I snatched my stuff up and went into the room. It's a small thing but she didn't have to be so bloody smug about it. No she doesn't know anything about today's papers cuz when I called her up to tell her about them, she suddenly started talking to Lynn, while I was on the phone. So like, way to make me feel better, really. I'm on edge right now and if you mess with me, I will snap. I'm tired, sleepy, lazy, moody, and I really really don't feel like studying because it feels like a waste of time if the papers are out to get you. And it's especially annoying when the teachers KNOW that their papers are tough, and still dare to ask you "So how, easy right?", with a sly grin on their faces. Not nice. Sarah was right about going back to Auschwitz, it's not like there's anything in school worth looking forward to anyway. 930 now, last minute memory work of formulae which I'm bound to forget, thus causing me to screw up tomorrow's paper badly. I just want to sleep ok, forever and ever and ever. Or at least until someone finds a way to fast forward this week so I don't have to go through it.