If you really love me, you just gotta let me know

So, we got back Science and Maths. Failed Physics and Maths as expected, but didn't expect to pass Chem so yeah, Chuming says hi to 12(not 24 because I didn't even do the mole concept questions which was what he helped me with HAWHAW) donuts. Went opposite with Calvin, Chenyin, Louise and Ryan to get food and stuff. Then went back to school for the focus group thingy after dismissal, had to give feedback on the TA programme.
Sat in the canteen waiting for the guys to come then went to the interchange for Macdonalds. Went over to Chenyin's and watched CSI! Hee, weird episode, then rushed back to school cuz Kim called up. Went back to school to find Calvin and came in time to see Mr Bala singing Where Is The Love, HAWHAW. Saw Su an, Kim, and VYLLLLL (: Watched the performances for awhile, then walked over to see rock climbing, Vyl walked over to say bye and Chenyin and Calvin were being retards HAWHAW. Whenever any TKGS girls walked past, "HI MAG'S FRIENDS!" Yeah, thanks alot ah. HAHA. Bus-ed home with Caaalvin, it's been a long time since we sat at the Temasek bus stop waiting for 10 to come. (:

I think parents have this ability to just make you feel worse about everything. Is there like, some fucked up parents season when they all arrange to screw up their children's lives cuz they're not happy or whatever. I was happy about my results, I just wanted to improve and I don't even dare to aim for anything higher now? And you tell me you're disappointed, yeah find I didn't do as well as I could have but hello, I FUCKING IMPROVED? WHICH SHOWS SOMETHING? THAT I WORKED FOR IT. And you start comparing me to my classmates, asking how they did and how I ranked, we all had different expectations, and I'm sorry I disappointed you cuz I didn't pass Maths, but I really didn't really care about it anymore. If I spent more time on Maths, and managed to pass it, while failing my Sciences, would that make you happier? If I was confident that I could pass my Sciences, and concentrated more on it, doesn't that make more sense. It just fucking pisses me off that you can't look at things the way I see them, and just proceeded to make me feel a whole lot worse, and now you're talking about sitting me down to study my Maths in preparation for next year. What the fuck is wrong with you, why don't you l0ck me up in the house while you're at it. I just want to give studying a break alright, give up on it. Thanks alot Mummy, even Daddy had no reaction except to ask if I was still confident of getting my GPA. And also for not allowing me to go over to Chenyin's because "no reason, because I said so", yeah I hate it when you do that. Just cuz you're my mum doesn't give you the right to shove your power around and disallow me to go out because "you said so", that's just screwed up.

Hi Calvin, cheer up alright babe! Heeeee, Spoogybob(now I know what that means) note! Grah, no matter what happens, it's just jasdasjdoiajs Science, and I know you expected more but as long as you know you did your best, and have no regrets, it's okay (: I'm still proud of you, and I believe you'll do fantastic for LangArts/Humans :D

Congratulations Louise on passing all, you deserve it (:

Joleneney, it's over and you can't do anything about it, so no use thinking about it anymore okay! At least you improved a whole lot (:

ChenQianYun! I know you're upset but you see no point in getting torn up about it now, but if you think about it, you really studied hard, and so you shouldn't be upset anyway. If your parents are disappointed or whatever, they have to deal with it since you did do your best. :D