Here in this diary; I write you visions of my summer

I feel very very helpless at everything I feel like giving up and it's very lame I don't know why I'm feeling like this. It's probably like stress or some shit because I haven't started revision BECAUSE THE SCHOOL KEEPS GIVING OUT FUCKING HOMEWORK TO DO and I want to drop History to H1 and KI to GP because the essay question I should be working on right now is FUCKING SHIT and I hate it I hate it I hate it and I am now questioning why the fuck did I take on so many things why are you so stupid Mag. CAN WE JUST PRESS PAUSE, LIKE SERIOUSLY?

CAN WE STOP PW UNTIL 3 WEEKS LATER

STOP OCIP PLANNING BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE SCHOOL THIS SPORTS CARNIVAL THING IS GETTING ON MY NERVES BECAUSE IT'S JUST WAY RETARDED TO PLAN SOMETHING BARELY ONE WEEK AFTER PROMOS END AND YOU WANT ALL OF US TO BE INVOLVED.

AND STOP ASKING SO MUCH FROM ME, I AM NOT GOD I CANNOT GET PEOPLE TO SIGN UP FOR ALL THESE GAMES AND ARRANGE THEM NICELY AND LET ALL OF THEM DO WHAT THEY WANT TO DO BECAUSE I'M AFRAID THEY WON'T TURN UP ON THE ACTUAL DAY AND DELTA WILL LOSE POINTS AND I WILL BE RUNNING AROUND LIKE A MAD CHICKEN TRYING TO FIND THE PEOPLE AND REPLACEMENTS AND TITANS AND PLAYING TENNIS AND WTF IS THIS WHAT WHAT WHAT.

I don't know I have no right to be this whiny because I brought everything on myself and I am the one who has no mood to start revision and I made people worry and Chenyin (I think I'm getting involved fuck), and my head is like a mess and and and I just want to.......................

Webcam with hair that has it's own mood.

AND I CAN'T EVEN DO THAT BECAUSE MY INTERNET KEEPS FAILING AND I ALWAYS GET VERY STRESSED WHEN MY INTERNET FAILS I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.