You've got my heart in a headlock

To Chenyin, I'm afraid of change too. :\
Well, I dislike it at any rate. What's wrong with now/then?
I'm thankful for now.
My room's bright again, finally, some light.
I can't wait to be able to decorate my new room, it's going to be bright and make me happy, all the time.
I wanna leave Singapore now now now now now now.
I wanna go to Ikea and look at pretty lights.
I don't know how to tell you I love you.
(Again.)
All I wanted was some evidence, that you really liked me.