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It was Vibzy's birthday yesterday, Happy Birthday Vibz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDD Thanks for always caring, and sending me messages when you know I'm down. (: U R AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

Haha in contrast to today's Civics and Contact Time Cyber Wellness theme, I am not going to stop blogging HAHAHAHAHA. I know what I must blog about......... Irritants/Weirdasses/Faggots.

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Very derogatory terms but you have to understand that I've been under IMMENSE pressure and stress and irritation and annoyance from those people/person whatever, and it is NOT cool especially when it interferes with my learning of my favourite subject, ok?

You, with your immaturity, and senseless comments during lesson, I do not appreciate. Your unwillingness to read a certain word because it is sexual, is retarded. The way you read out loud, one word by one word. Like. This. I. Do. Not. Get. You speak like you are mentally retarded and I highly highly suspect you are. You do not DESERVE to be in our class because you contribute NOTHING of substance, except take up breathing space and make noise and disrupt the lesson. Everytime I see you I want to punch your face in because you are a poor spineless excuse for a boy. I yearn for the day you are punched because you deserve nothing more!!!!!!! Faggot.

You, immature partner in crime, stop making weird comments seriously. You re not cool. You make these comments that are of no link to what we are doing, you start talking and making noise halfway through the lesson and I have no tolerance for it, really. And you dared "Shhhhh!!!" me today in class? Like really? At the risk of sounding arrogant, I do not DESERVE that "Shhh!!!" while you however, deserve every, "shhH!" and annoyed look I have thrown your way during lessons, because you, like the person above, do not deserve a seat in the lesson, do not deserve a place in our class. You are disliked, weird, and generally uncool. I hope you live well in your delusional world, because reality is going to be a kick in the face for you. (Which I honestly want to see.)

You think that us not being in class is really better for you? Did you not see Ashraf in class? Ashraf, who so happens to ALSO be from 04/09, in the same class as the people you claimed our class would be better without. If we weren't in the same class as you, I highly doubt you will LEARN anything from your lesson. And the lesson would be meaningless, like your existence in school anyway.

OKAY I did my part. And I have tolerated the above 2 people's nonsense for more than half a year now and it's no joke okay. My words may sound mean but, I'm sure that most of the people in class would agree with me anyway.

Stomachache now I shall go do my part for PW, watch Singapore Idol, then start studying for Econs lecture test. Sigh.

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I feel................................. Alone wtf.

KI in class essay tomorrow and...... I haven't prepared haha. And I'm going to start watching We Got Married now hahahahahahahah.

Yesterday was PW meeting omg okay I just rekindled my anger for Yifan. He was the first to come over cuz Han Le was stuck with Ms Yanti at Bugis from like 9am till 1230 or something and Edwin went back to school and Mel had training. So I asked Yifan if he did his work right, because I mean OBVIOUSLY he didn't do his work the night before. And he said he did. So I felt okay I won't need to scold him. So he opens up the document of the "work" he did which was like, the first draft of WR which we passed up. And what I told him to do was citations and bibliography for somewhat SECOND draft which we typed out and edited. So he opened up the first draft and I'm like

"What did you do for this one."

"I did the citations"

"This is the first draft WHICH WE PASSED UP so it already has all the citations and Han Le did the bibliography you weren't supposed to do this."

"Oh. I didn't know."

"So since all the citations are already inside, you did NOTHING la?"

"Uh yes."

FUCKER YOU TELL ME HOW NOT TO BE ANGRY? And then after that like towards the end of meeting he fall asleep on the couch somemore. I mean I know I never give you other work to do la but at least got abit of shame and don't sleep can. You hardly did ANYTHING leh still dare to sleep? Wtf? Good job Yifan really.

After that, went over to Epark where I painted 3/8s of my room wall because I painted 3/4 of one coat until I couldn't reach anymore )))): And then my arm hurt and I let Mummy paint the rest hahahaha. Then I painted the other wall and I realised I don't really like that colour on that wall so I think Mummy painted over it today hahahahaha shit I'm so rubbish. Anyway I played a very important role in the painting process because while Mummy was painting I was entertaining her okay even though I got sore throat see my dedication!!!!!!!!

I managed to make my potato salad today because Ling brought over mayo from her house yayyyyy. It tastes good okay but then I didn't get my celery and I think there's too little mayo BUT Mummy brought back the Jap mayo so yay haha. I would bring it to school but then it will turn very smelly cuz it's like, mayo, warm. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Also made the chocolate cornflakes thing for OCIP. Today quite productive except I didn't actually study much!

I'm going to put alllll my effort into making you less important in my life because, I'm not important in yours. Everyday I will think of you a little less, talk about you a little less, talk to you a little less (which is going to be easy seeing as how you never really make the effort to talk to me anyway), and one day I will really, properly, get on with my life.

OKKKKKKKKKKKKK I shall go see cute boy on Youtube now.

And please please please let Mr Loh get back to me about the EOY thing please please please I wanna do it I'm willing to forsake US trip omg please. My eyelashes keep falling everyday is it a bad sign.

愿你牢记我曾经爱过你

Yesterday was a good day! Because we played Captain's Ball for PE!! Hahahahaha. Charis is the funniest because she played without her specs and couldn't see!! Then when she put them on she announced "I CAN SEE I CAN SEE!!!" My team OWNED!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH. Me as captain haha don't see I short hor I catch many balls HAHAHAHA, Joleneney, Lynn, Charis, Xuanzheng and Caleb! VS Chenyin, Nicolette, Elaine, Denise, Yijun, JJ and the PE teacher whose name I cannot remember. Very very very fun!!!

After that, Mummy picked me up to go home (: And then I kinda rotted away on the computer without doing any Econs hw ):

Today was very short day = very good day also!! Hahahaha. PW was free period cuz Ms Yanti wasn't in class. Econs was productive, and then during free period we reminisced about OBS, OBM hahaha I miss OBM ): Maths, theeeen END OF SCHOOL FOR MEEEEEEEEEE. Mummy picked me up AGAIN hehehehehe and we went to buy strawberries and some other stuff from Shop and Save. Went home so she could eat while again, I rotted in front of the tv watching AARON STONE which really is quite nice! Fell asleep when there was nothing on tv. Woke up and Meredith (who got 37/40 for her Physics!) cooked for me yay. Haha because when she wasn't at home I told Mummy "Mummy, if you were Meredith, you will cook for me Korean soup" then she said "Okay I'm not Meredith". ): BUT MEREDITH CAME BACK AND COOKED IT FOR MEEEEEEEE!!!!

Uh rot rot rot went out with Mummy to buy paint for Meredith's room, Sassy Pink! Home........ and nothing. I just compiled what we have for WR which is really very little we got 10000 things that need to be done can die plz. Yifan is a fucking irritating asshole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I ask for something by FRIDAY 2359 you do not tell me that you just finished repairing your computer for 3 hours and therefore cannot send your work to me, when I msg you, at 2359 TO ASK WHERE YOUR FUCKING WORK IS. If you know that it's taking very long to fix your computer, and you shouldn't have started reparing your computer at 9pm because you KNOW YOU GOT STUFF TO DO THAT'S DUE IN 3 HOURS, then at least have the fucking brain matter to msg can? UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oK anger subsided. I like Christmas songs (((((((((((: Qianyun you must play hor! With Nicolette! :D I want to eat potato salad with lots of mayo and crunchy stuff. Hahahaha. Need to get some celery and take the mayo from Epark!! I already have my red potatoes, vinegar, pickles, red onions, mustard. Omg yaaaaay!!!!!!!!!! Okay hungry now. I shall watch Aaron Stone online though I really should be sleeping because tomorrow got PW meeting ):

CALVIN ENG, STOP INSISTING/TELLING PEOPLE THAT I AM IN TITANS!!!!! I DO NOT WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Me wanting the shirt =/= me wanting to EARN it! HAHA.

Going to post some ugly picturezzzz up of me and Rachel haha. Rachel I would love to do a pretty picture post for you but........... You yourself admit that it's not very possible!

We look like boys.





I think this might be the only normal photo we took!
I can safely say, that Rachel IS A DAMN BAD INFLUENCE ON ME!!!!!!! LOOK AT MY FACE!!!




This is the "MY LIFE SUCKS MY FACE IS FAT" face.

Many more pictures. We took like 160 pictures from the bus ride to Simei and at Simei itself that is like an hour at most I think hahahahah. Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I doubt anyone, except me and Rachel, will want to see the other pictures anyway hahahahahah. Because I HAVE A LIMITED NUMBER OF FACIAL EXPRESSIONS SO ALOT OF MY PICTURES LOOK THE SAME >:[ I will practise!!! Okay bye.

You can't play on broken strings

Today was quite a good day I guess!
Because I was watching videos on my ipodddddddddddddddd every break I had!!!! And listening to the new songs I put in!!!!! YAYYYYYY.

Ummmmmmmmmmmm lesson lesson lessons as usual, Lunch was a very unsatisfactory small plate of char kuay teow, eaten withhhhhh Rachel, Lynn and Elaine. D: Theeeeeennn back to school for damn cool contact time where these people from China demonstrated 变脸 which literally translates into "Change face" and it was FUCKING COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Video of what 变脸 is like! Except in real life and the people who came to our school were like cooler!!!!!!!!!!!!

OKAY I can feel an ulcer forming on my tongue. Sucks. I didn't do Econs )))): Hate myself can. I love you Miss Wong!!!!! HAHAHAHA. Today our class was planning what to give our teachers for Staff Day. Miss Wong is gonna get Red Bull and Chicken Essence with alllll our love cuz she's such an awesome and cute teacher!!! :DDDDDDDD

Uhhhhhh dance phototaking after that. Our picture's very pretty! (: Home with Rachel, we took many ugly pictures on the bus and outside Eastpoint haha shit I'm spending too much time with her okay my faces are as ugly as those she makes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Die.

Okay. I want to............ start on watching We Got Married now. But I have promised myself I will not be reduced to Charis/Coco's state.

Cheer Up Qianyun! WOOOOOO AIIII NI!!!!!! Remember the EOY GOAL OKAY!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD
I don't care I'm going to sing!!!!!! HAHA.

Hunger/ Stupidity/ Illegal

I'm damn spastic I'm fucking hungry right now and I actually wanna go to sleep but I'm downloading things and I don't wanna leave my computer on.

And while waiting for the stuff to be downloaded guess what I'm doing that's NOT helping my hunger?

READING FOOD BLOGS.

AND I JUST SAW KWAY CHAP.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>:[

My last meal of the day was...... Half a pack of rosti, and a small bowl of Waffle Crisps with milk. BEFORE 7PM. And before that, lunch was at 1230. OMG can die.

Oh and I forgot to mention that Blogger has been screwing up my pictures okay. The line across some of the photos are not my fault!!!!!!!!!!

Okay sleepytime. Hunger needs to be.............. AVOIDED.

Needy.

Multiple posts while I delay doing what I'm supposed to do for PW.

I... Feel very insecure and really very very very easily irritated these few days.

Shouldn't be that way but at the same, it's just me.

And it's not my fault so many people irritate me what!!!!!!

>:[

I need an escape.

Like it sounds so cheesy and sickening and I dunno but whatever,

I need an escape from this fucking world which is fucked up with fucked up people and,

I sound angry but I really am not.

Miss Ang made me run my 2.4 again today, saying that as the sports cap of Delta I cannot fail and that she knows I can run so she will not let me just give up and fail. Dunno why I felt so........... wtf at the thought of being forced to doing something that I really really didn't want to do. With my head already having the mindset that I'm just going to FAIL Napfa and not bother about it anymore. I teared when she was telling me to run -.-

Anyway, ran again with the help of Melisssssaaaaaa's shoes and Chenyin's awesomeness running next to me. Off to a good start then died on the third round hahahaa. But passed anywayz!!!!!!!!! Rest of the day was okay, just that I felt very uncomfortable and tired.

Okayz. Mummy's at Epark painting, I was too lazy to follow her haha. I should go type out the WR now.

Melissa's dog is named BARNEY!!! And it looks like a freaking lion it's damn cute haha. I.............................................. need the aircon desperately. Have been having many thoughts running through my head and it's not cool cuz I dunno how to pen them down.

陈芊匀

我爱你陈芊匀!

你是最好的

最可爱的

最美丽的

最聪明的

朋友!!!!

因为你今天陪我跑2.4km.

:DDDDDDDDD

I dunno how to describe you in Chinese alr.

Anyway this is your pretty picture post okay!! :D

My throat is irritated (haha Chenyin)

Eyes kinda hurt but I haven't contributed to the KI discussion board.......... Which I really don't feel like contributing to cuz it's like 10% for class participation and I talk so much in class (when I'm not sleeping) anyway. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Meredith's being f-ing annoying just because she has "common tests tomorrow". Whatever. I mean it's not like she's up studying all the time? Because right now she's behind me messaging or whatever. Fuck.

I think I'm getting annoying/ irritable these few days.

kjakdjkasjdisajdkasdjladz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New friend new friend new friend new friend new friend.

Love old friends old friends old friends + Grace cuz she's not an old friend haha. Love bitching sessions with her on Monday Mornings EXCEPT I'm running out of people/things to talk about. It makes me feel, not myself HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay this post made no sense because I just felt like I needed to talk.

I Luv U 2 Gracie!!!! :D

Been listening to Because I'm Stupid by.... SS501 ON REPEAT HAHAHAH until Meredith the Royal Queen of being Irritating told me that my music is annoying.

Tiara Turquoise

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYANSEAH!!!

It's past your birthday alr though!!! )): But I still love you! (:

Lunch with Ryan, Calvin, Louise, Xiaowei at Foo House just nowwwww. Haha talked about what XW and Ryan would be like if they stayed in Dunman High! CAN YOU IMAGINE IT? Fun times. Went to get paint for my new rooooom just now!!! Omg I'm so excited the colour is so pretty!!! Tiara Turqoise, and Cucumber!!! :DDDDD 2 colours cuz the turquoise on its own would have been too dark.

And you know it's damn cool cuz they mix the paint right in front of you!!! It's like they keep cans of white paint, then when you choose the colour you want they pick it on the computer which has a full catalog of the colours and what amounts of colour paint is needed to make that colour, then they put it into a machine which like, pours ink into the can of white paint. Then they put it in another machine which shakes very vigorously to mix the paint. AND IT COMES OUT IN THE COLOUR YOU WANT IT IS DAMN COOL OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway my next room, since Mummy likes to move so much, is gonna be in varying shades of PINK HAHAHAHAHAHA. :D This time it's green what!!!!!!!!!!!! I likeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

I'm actually hungry, at 3am

And I don't know why I stayed up even though my eyes kinda hurt -.-

Oh, I stayed up watching Youtube videos. Shiitttttt!!!!!!!! Getting addicted D: I keep subscribing to new people okay haha this is not goood.

Ugh fuck tmrw long day must sleep now.

And HAHA I JUST REALISED THE PICTURE IN THE PREVIOUS REALLY GOT ONE LINE THROUGH IT. I don't know why!

Okay must sleep.

Okay goodnight!!

Your words don't matter

Stayed up until 5am last night/this morning watching Boys Over Flowers hahahahahahahahahahahaha. Came home after a not so bad day at school cuz it was so short!!! And I got 22/25 for my MATHS TEST!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD Could have done better cuz I lost marks on carelessness omg ugggghhh but yay!! I'm living up to my reputation as MATHS REP okay! :D

Mummy picked me up and I watched BOF straightaway hahahahahahaha then fell asleep, woke up 3 hours later, watched 换换爱 on tv then more BOF hehehehehhahahahehhehe. Did the same today once I woke up at about 1. But but my dvd has lousy subtitles and I'm getting very irritated cuz I don't understand what's going on!!!!! At episode 24 nowwwwwww. WILL FINISH IT BY TODAY!!!!!

I'm so retarded. Have Econs, History and EoM to do by this weekend. Must actually do some work over this weekend, for um the first time. Tomorrow's Simpang date with Ryaaaaaaaaaan and Calvin and Louise and Chenyin! :D Must remember to bring his present haha.

Mummy went to Malaysia, and I think I need food now. I hope Meredith cooks for me.................