Brain turning into mush.

1.46 am and I'm giving up on History, halfway through my last bit of KI. Running out of brainjuice and it really sucks because............ I really did very little. It's just that when I stare at the KI paper/the History questions, they stare back at me and all my thoughts leave me and my mind is in a blank state and I don't know how to do anything and there is no knowledge in my brain and I am not even tired but I want to give up and I need to pee because Meredith cooked me soup to support my studying marathon if you can call it that since I did so little work and omg I suck and and the only thing that cheered me up from this major FML mood was his message hahaha and I'm so retarded and disgusting and Chenyin wants to punch me because it's so revolting the third reason why my stomach feels weird. -DEEP BREATH.

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Try to understand THAT! Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. It was fun to type actually. But it still doesn't conceal the fact that I still have untouched work and empty blue foolscap staring at me and it's damn not funny it's pretty serious actually I'm so scared of Mr V and Mr S and I didn't even bother about Lit and there's still Econs due on Tuesday and I really want to skip school tomorrow so I can do my work but I doubt I'll do it anyway I want to slap myself!!!! I dislike punctuation, I think. It's more natural to type in ramblings.

On another note, it was Dannyboy's birthday on Thursday! He's gonna kill me if he sees that photo up here but I don't think he reads my blog haha. Happy Birthday Daniel you are now 20!

I really hate life. Because with life there's school and when there's school there's homework and homework and exams and BULLSHIT are all synonymous(I hope I spelt/led that correctly.) with school. Is it spelled or spelt. Ugh.

BRAIN.

NOT.

WORKING.

COMMENCING.

SHUTDOWN.

I wish.

I'm gonna continue KI now.

"For order does not display itself of itself; if it can be said to be there at all, it is not there for the mere looking. Order must be dicovered and, in a deep sense, it must be created."

WTF?

Paranoid

You have no idea how important you are to me, and how much I wish I was the same to you.

This isn't supposed to happen WTF?

Should really blog about school starting all. But.... School's ugh/bleh as usual! And I have KI and History papers due on Monday! Woohoo! Haven't been going online much cuz we're at Simei. -.- Only one LAN port for internet so it's really irritating. Want to go back to Epark NOW.

JTS today, will blog when I get at least one picture? Haha. I had fun, eating too much at Manhattan Fish Market, playing Guitar Hero, subsequently playing a game of Halo against Calvin which we never finished cuz I died like 4 times? And then a game of um, I dunno what, Streetfighter-ish game? Hahahaha. MY CHARACTER HAD LIKE HUGE BOOBS THAT WERE BARELY COVERED HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Thank you to Brandon, Denise, Calvin, Louise, Paul for my cards/gifts. I am the worst senior ever haha. Left with Calvin, Paul and Shaoyun. I miss my 16th but.. I'll get over it soon.

Eye pain, will go sleep early-ish hahah since I have to finish up all my work tomorrow........ Ughhhhhhhhhh. Good luck Calvin for NSCC tomorrow! (: And remember what I msged you just now! HAHA.

REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

Finally out with Calvin Eng today I got alot of apologising to do HAHAHA.

I LEFT MY LAPTOP CHARGER AT BISHAN ON THURSDAY. So yesterday after Swimming I went down to Bishan to get it then I went home and I didn't need to go for Beach Volleyball in the end so I was supposed to meet Calvin after that to watch Transformers but while waiting for him to get ready.... I fell asleep.

D: D: D: D: D: D: And he gave me 11 missed calls haha. SORRY LAAAAAA ):

Oh and I met Rebecca Liu on the way home! (:

OK SO TODAY we met! Hahahahahahahahaha. AND I WAS LATE HAHA. And he defended me omg CALVIN I REALLY THINK YOUR MOTHER HATES ME AND THINKS I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU OR SOMETHING???? KNS!! HAHHA.

Calvin: Eh you know I defended you from my mother some more okay! At 1050 I said 'MUST LEAVE NOW' and she said aiyah she sure late one she's a girl she will sure be late. Should be girl wait for my son leh how can my son wait for girl. Then I said no she won't yesterday I already remind her don't be late.

Ok I was late. Haha. ANYWAY so we went to get tickets for Transformers 2!! (: And then we went to eat and talk yay talking rocks #1 hahahaha. Went to NUM to look at slippers and met cute friendly boys leh YAY!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Went for the movie and Megan Fox is DAMN FUCKING HOT CAN? I WOULD TOTALLY GO OUT WITH HER. LIKE REALLY. !!!

Went back to NUM to buy slippers for Meredith and one of the boys we met remembered me was like "Welcome again!" HAHA. Yay slippers. We rushed to Esplanade and took pictures yay! Voguelicious was practising there leh omg! Then RUSHHHEEEDD back cuz Calvin had to go to the airport.

Ok happy day today (: EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT I HAVE NO MORE AYG DUTIES I FEEL SO EMPTY AND TOO FREE OMG I HATE THIS. ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

And I miss HIM omg I must STOP this MUST MAG MUST.

It is fate okay it really is.

I (L) Yiguan cuz she supports me and thinks it is fate as well.

AHHHH I CANNOT TAKE THIS PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!!!!!

))))))))))))):

And good luck!

BUT DON'T LEAVE LEH.

I'm so retarded.

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And obsessed.

THIS IS DAMN BAD CAN?

Pole vault day 2 ):

I actually have a really cute picture of me and XU HUIQIN but I haven't gotten it from Jasmine haha.

Yes the Xu Huiqin who was giving me so many problems, she came in first!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D And she's really cute haha.

I'm so sad that I'm not at Athletics anymoreee. I won't see Nadhirah or Jamie or Mei Xian or the photographers- Guan Wei and Jasmine. I mean like we were FINALLY talking then I got no more duty!! D: And I got no more chances to see him anymore either ): I might go back to help out on Friday, plus watching the Athletic events damn exciting la! EH I JUST REALISED I CANNOT GO AND SEE ON FRIDAY BECAUSE I'M SUPPOSED TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS WITH CALVIN HAHA ajhdsuhdsahdasda.

Tomorrow I have to be at Sports School by 8am SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEE. But I finish early so going to watch Beach Volleyball after that. Going to meet EDWIN LEE and he's going to treat me to Ben and Jerry's YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D Plus he's going to bring his camera so I don't have to bring mine. Brought the Sony today and I almost died because plus my laptop it was omg so heavy ajsdajdiuajd!! I don't know how the photographers tahan ok they carry at least 2 cameras plus like dunno how many lenses plus flash like damn huge one la!!! Wah I will just die.

Took train home with Nadhirah and Jasmine today! My dinner today was like damn rubbish food hahahah it was 10 of the siew mai things they had there, and like 5 egg tarts and 2pandan cake and 1 swiss roll and 2 cans of 100plus. OMG THAT SOUNDS LIKE ALOT HAHAHAHA. But it wasn't exactly my dinner la it was all I ate the entire day!!! I only ate a bak chang in the morning. Oh well haha. Came home and found 2 MORE TUBS OF HAAGEN DAZ IN THE FRIDGE!!!!!! Because Uncle finished my Chunky Monkey and must have felt guilty HAHAHAHHAHA. :DDDDDDDD

Ok eating ice cream now BYE.

I'm still depressed.

)))))))))))))))))):

I want to see him again leh!!!!!!!

Calvin shut up he's not gay haha.

FIRST DAY ON THE JOB! :D

So today's my first day reporting for the FIRST ASIAN YOUTH GAMES!! :D Exciting right?? Hahaha. :D :D Woke up at about 12, Mummy brought me out for lunch then sent me to Bishan. The Media area was like ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FIELD = I couldn't see what was going on for pole vault ughzzzz. I was at the area where they started their 400m races and the stupid gun was SO loud I kept getting shocked ok!!! I will move over to the pole vault area tmrw!! But no powerpoints so must prep for tomorrow must write down everything in my notebook!!!

IF YOU HAVEN'T VISITED THE AYG2009 WEBSITE YET, GO.

Hahahaha.

So Japan got Gold for pole vault, followed by Taipei, and then Singapore. Japan damn cool la he was the only competitor left after 4.30m and he carried on jumping until 4.81m leh!!! Hahaha. Snuck/sneaked in to the athletes holding area. Ok we didn't really sneak in we just ran in trying to find our athletes to get quotes. The Taipei coach was very nice and immediately called over Chi Chien Hao for me to interview! Because my Chinese really cmi at times, plus the fact that I very scared I take up alot of his time and I never prepare what I want to say in CHINESE. It was damn freaking hard for me to ask la!

What I wanted to ask: "Is this your first time in an international competition?"

What I said: 这是不是你第一次 uh 参加 uhhhhhh 对不起我的化为不是很好! 有很多国家的比赛.

WALAU EH EMBARRASSING MUCH? HAHAHAHAHAH CHENYIN SURE LAUGH HER BUTT OFF LA. Anyway he was very nice we took a picture together! Haha. Then I met Sean from Singapore, and I had to ask him questions and the questions are so generic omg hahahaha. THEN I stopped right, then had to RUN UP to the pole vaulters again because they were getting ready for the Victory Ceremony, and ask the Japan Hibasa Sho what he felt BUT I COULDN'T cuz he doesn't speak A WORD of English!!!! Ok other than "Thank you". Hahahha. Sigh. Took a picture with all the pole vaulters and yes I'm aware I'm blocking Sean's face walau eh!! Hahaha.

Should have taken more pictures. Considering bringing out my Sony but it's so bloody big and I still have to carry my laptop around sigh. Should I should I??? The picture above was taken with Meredith's camera and the colour's really lousy ): I shouldn't be complaining but it is ): I WANT A NEW DIGITAL CAMERAAAAA!!! ): And I look really crappy in the above photo ):

Went back to the Media room then found out they wanted to do an article on Singapore's medal winners for today. So had to ruuuuunnnn back to the track area, I probably looked like a mad woman ok. Thank goodness to Mic's advice to "wear sensible shoes cuz you'll be running after the athletes" which was true haha. Yay for my NEW VANS! :D Anyway stood around the track, where Sean Lim was surrounded by photographers haha I was damn pekchek la stand around awkwardly waiting for him to finish BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. A reporter must always behave like SHE BELONGS THERE. Hahahahaha. :D So yup got his number, went back to the Media room to go write my article. Took the train home with Jamie and Nadhirah!

Ok headache now, I cannot wait for tomorrow!! :D :D Exciting yay!! Edwin Lee talked to me just now walau his job even better la everyday also make new friends I also want ): Might go down to watch Beach volleyball on Thursday after my swimming stuff ends yay!!! Hahaha.

OK LA ALL MY BABIEZ WHO ARE READING THIS are probably hating me now. Haha Justina: UGH HATE YOU MAG WE ARE TAKING TESTS WHILE YOU ARE LOOKING AT CUTE BOYS. But I am always thinking of you okay! (: AND 3 MORE DAYS!!! TILL I WATCH TRANSFORMERS WITH CALVIN ENG HOR OK I CHOPE YOU FIRST THIS WEEKEND WE GO. Hahaha.

Ms Yanti sent out a msg to tell us that whoever who doesn't turn up for meeting next Monday will be kicked out of the OCIP team. Wow.

Feel good drug

Watching Mcfly videos when I really should be prepping for tomorrow. !!!

Mcfly videos are awesome because you can see their adorable faces omgggg. Hahaha. I think whenever I'm sad I must listen to Mcfly they make me think happy things :D :D

Could hardly sleep last night/this morning. Because when I covered myself with the blanket and closed my eyes, Meredith would go "Maaag are you really sleeping? Don't sleep leh don't leave me aloneeee." OMG SO IRRITATING. Slept at about 3 in the end UGGGH.

Passed Ryan the cheer top outside school today. Had to wind down the car window and shout out his name causing the other TJC-ians walking into school to stare at me. Ugggghh. TODAY WAS ALL MY DEARIEZZZ FIRST PAPER!!! I am so gay hahahaha. Mummy dropped me off at the MRT station and I made my way down to Aljunied to meet Liwen. We went to Central where she ate Long Johns, then we went to Starbucks and she somewhat studied, I talked too much haha. Afiqah came after her paper, and we rotted and browsed Facebook, played TapTap, played Dactyl. Met Mr Lim who was there for AYG stuff as well and we talked! (: Haha. Afiqah told damn stupid jokes and was very high on I dunno what haha. FINALLY JAMIE came haha so we went to the ContentCraft office to meet Edison. Short briefing and omg being a Tech Liaison is damn scary. Luckily I'm only doing morning shift!

Went down to Fisherman's Wharf to find Afiqah and Liwen bloated from food haha. Went to get my green tea ice cream which WOULD NOT STOP MELTING. Sat by the river, chilllllliiiinnngggg haha. LITERALLY CUZ MY ICE CREAM KEPT MELTING AND RUNNING DOWN MY FINGERS!!! Exchanged iPods with Liwen I now have an iTouch to play with yay! :D And she has movies in it! :D We all took bus home, took 2 with Liwen. OMG I KNOW HOW TO GET HOME TO EPARK NOW!! BY MYSELF!!! Even though I kept following the wrong people when I was walking and I walked the damn bloody long way and stuff but it wasn't that bad! Because now I know how! :D :D -Beams with pride at my intelligence

Meredith's watching Hannah Montana on Youtube when she really should be sleeping because SHE COULDN'T WAKE UP THIS MORNING AND SKIPPED SCHOOL WHAT IS THIS!!!! Mummy's not home I need food.
D:

I don't know why I'm doing this

Really shouldn't be blogging when I got one more assignment for AYG. That makes a total of 3! To be done by tomorrow, before Athletics events aka Mad Rush starts. OMGGGGG. Ok looking forward to it anyway!!! :D :D :D

I don't know why I'm blogging, it's not like I did much today so far haha. I like the above photo, made me LOL. Because we are so cute like that :D JCTs start tomorrow and Mr Loh wanted us to take them, but since we're all unprepared we don't have to anymore. Good luck to all my BABIESSSS: Chenyin, Rachel(You need the MOSTMOSTMOST LUCK all the luck I can give okay you horrible person!!!), Calvin, Yiguan (Because last night she admitted to me how little she studied -.-), Gracie! And Afiqah and Liwen who really should be studying nowww!! Haha.

Slept at like, 7am? For no reason? Hahaha. OH Liwen woke up at 5 plus because of bad dreams. I... was browsing random FB profiles and coming up with questions for my athlete/violinist before I realised that I already have the questions and answers from my athlete. Grr!! Hahaha. Mummy brought Aunty Vivien over and treated me like some zoo animal ok what the hell!! Came into the room telling Aunty Vivien "Actually they have separate rooms but Meredith decided to sleep with Mag" and then "When I do this -starts tickling my leg, she will open her eyes" WALAU EH. Wanted to ignore her but decided to amuse/entertain/humour/be the zoo animal she was treating me as and made a grunting noise/whine ha. Then went back to sleep FINALLY.

SarahBarah's back from London too!! (: The lucky git's going to be quarantined, much to her delight haha. OK should really get back to my AYG stuff.

Flash

Reports...

Full

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I'm down if you don't expect anymore from me

Yesterday was a day for rotting! (: Stayed at home the whole day, Meredith's friends came over. Then JiejieAmy and Adrian came over to swim. Ling also came overrrrrrrr. OH I remember what I was doing. In between playing Wii and eating, I was a witness to Liwen/Afiqah's horrible activities lol. OMG I FELT LIKE STALKER CAN?! Hahaha. Cuz Liwen put her (lousy) Mac on the sofa then just point the camera at them. So I could see how suay Afiqah was (14!!!), how lucky Liwen was (4?!?!)!! Hhahaha. Omg retarded. Thennnnnn at about 11 we ordered Macs delivery! (: Hahaha. Chompchomp. And on the Wii I defended my title of hula hoop championzzz!!! :D Okay my thoughts all don't make sense. Slept at 6am having good heartztoheartzzzz talkzzzzz about friendship and relationships leeeehhhh with Liwen. We will see what happens when school starts lor! OKKKK I am really not making sense.

Mummy woke me up at about 12. Got ready, ate some rice with Ba Kut teeeehhh, then left to go to the Indoor Stadium for AYG OPENING CEREMONY PREVIEW! Haha. Was not bad (: After that walked around trying to find people to interview and stuff, Mummy came to pick me up and she bought... IKEA CHICKEN WINGS! Then we went to buy.. ROCHER BEAN CURD! Yay favourite :D :D :D

Back home when I slept from like 7 to 11? Explaining why I'm still awake now -.- OKAY not really explaining it. I have to write 2 articles before Tuesday, one of which is an intervew with Xu Huiqin, Chinese pole vaulter. OMG I CANNOT FIND ANY INFO ON HER?! How to write 2 paragraphs introduction!!! Die. OKKKK I should really start on it. Or at least think of questions to ask :/

SarahBarah's coming back!!! (:

P.S. I WANT TO MEET YOU GRACIE!!!! :D

Yesterday

I can't believe I forgot to blog about yesterday -.-

Hahahaha ok so after Rachel threatened to wake me up at 6am to go for a morning jog, I woke up at 10 to missed calls and msges from her (: Got ready then Mummy sent me to Simei and I went to Bedok to wait for Rachel! (:

Was supposed to have lunch first but we ended up sitting at the hawker centre, talking. OK mostly me talking. Ha, love you Rachel (:

Took a bus down to Siglap where we went for.... BEEF NOODLES!!! Omg yumyumchompchomp. Expensive but worth it methinks! :D
Calvin came to join us. FINALLY I see the stupid boy OUTSIDE of school. And for more than uh, an hour plus? Haha.

Ate then went over to Starbucks, Jeremy joined us. WE MET BERNARD! (Hahaha sorry I missed you out la!!) I helped Rachel study her econs!! She is damn horrible okay hahaha.

"DRAW YOUR GRAPHS RACHEL."

"Don't want la I very smart one"

"JUST DRAW THE STUPID GRAPH!!"

Haha yeah. :D I got christened Bagel Girl by the man at the counter because I went to buy Calvin's bagel, and then bought another one for me and Rachel to share. He was very nice and told me to go up to him after I spread the cream cheese on the bagel. And he put CARAMEL over the bagel!!!!!!!!

OMG I don't even eat cream cheese (I tried it yesterday and EW sour), but with the CARAMEL omg HEAVEN ok!! Damn nice!!! Yay thank you to the nice man at the counter! (: Played Dactyl on Calvin's iTouch and almost broke it. NOT MY FAULT OK I am an aggressive person and they were agitating me!!! PLUS Calvin almost broke my finger to prevent me from hitting his iTouch against the table for the 4th time! >:[

We all left after me, Rachel and Calvin finished one set of Econs notes, and Jeremy read like, 6 pages of his History textbook. HA. Accompanied Calvin to NTUC so he could stock up his freezer ha, and he paid for my Yakult yay!!! (: (: BEFORE HE CLAIMS AND INSISTS THAT I MAKE USE OF HIM AGAIN, he insisted on paying for my Yakult ok!!

At the cashier

Calvin: Am I supposed to pay for your Yakult as well

Me: NO. I can pay for myself!

Calvin: Aiyah I pay.

Me: NO AFTERWARDS YOU SAY I MAKE USE OF YOU AGAIN. -Takes out 2 dollars and hands it to him

Calvin: -returns me the 2 dollars and pays himself. Later I have to carry the things also right? SIGH I HAVE TO PAY THEN CARRY THE THINGS.

He damn irritating leh! Ohwell. Went to play TapTap while waiting for Mummy haha omg he's so annoying and that stupid thing refuses to respond to my fingers!!! Mummy sent him home then I went home then... I slept at 5am last night/this morning -.-

OK HUNGRY AND SHOULD SLEEP.

NOW.

BODY CLOCK IS TOO WARPED.

AH!!!!!

Makeup Madness

Hahahahahahahahaha. Rachel came over today!!!! We studied, a little. UNTIL SHE GOT DISTRACTED AND NEVER CAME BACK TO ECONS. Hahahah I dunno how to describe what we did but here are pictures to explain! :D We started attempting the Hair Bow first ha, then uhhh it led on to other things. Played Wii for abit then Mummy sent her home after thaaat! (:

Oh, these are only a few of the manymany we took k, more on Facebook. Links below!!!!



























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2 different links, 2 different albums!