OK summing up my 2010!!
The year actually started off on a bad note cuz Mummy was stressing me out to no end to start studying and I was in this FUNK like I had no motivation no nothing to start studying and actually doing something towards my A level goals. I remember feeling sooooo depressed to the point where a letter from Vibz to encourage me made me burst out into tears cuz I felt like the whole world had faith in me but I wasn't doing enough to like prove it to them?? OK THIS GOT BETTER ANYWAY HAHAHA.
I dropped KI, which was like a HUGE relief for me honestly because obviously I'm not the most hardworking person and KI demanded more of me than I could give?? It was a good decision, one that I do not regret AT ALL even if I was left with only 3H2s.
I made Chenyin's Waka-waka cake and this is worth remembering because it was my first time working with fondant and I made my own marshmallow fondant!!!! This was a humongous success the cake was so cute!! Hahahaha.

Had my duties as Sports Cap which involved me finding people to run for Road Run which was no mean feat but thankfully settled because of my dearest OGMs and to all the other Delta HC members who got all their OGMs to run and stuff like that! The sense of desperation and sheer panic and pressure and stress and wanting to break down and cry soooo many times over this was crazy but I'm glad I did it!
I gave up fried food for Lent!!! I gave up FRIED FOOD. FRIED. FOOD. This was so tough ok I couldn't eat fried chicken noodles ): Omg now I miss fried chicken noodles I hope us 04 girls can go back on a Thursday to eat fried chicken noodles again. Anyway giving up fried food was CHALLENGING but I did it!!!!! Hahahahahaha. Wah milestone in my life! HAHAHAH. During this period so many people keep laughing at me and testing my willpower ok BUT I DID IT!!! HAHAHA.
OCIP Tanjung Balai HAHAHA oh wow this was suchhhh a bad experience for me because it just wasn't what I thought it would be?? I wish it was soooo much more but again, I don't regret joining OCIP because I have my OCIP SURVIVAL GANG- Yiguan, Gracie and Meng!!! Grace and Yiguan staying over the night before and we went to deliver Aaron's birthday cakes haha, Listening to Baby with Gracie while on the ferry ride there, the small kids at the village school, having freshly plucked coconuts being offered to us (like a boy seriously right in front of us climbed the coconut tree outside his house and got it for us)... Aiyah ok la quite memorable haha.

TRACK AND FIELD 2010 where Delta Dragons made fucking HISTORY by getting full marks for Cheerleading and finally, FINALLY winning the damn elusive Cheerleading championship for the STELLAR performance put up by the Cheerleading squad!!!! I was sooooo proud of them and it was one of those moments where we felt like we could cry out of happiness???? I wasn't even involved in cheerleading but when I saw them perform it was like WOAH I'M SO TOUCHED THEY ARE SO AWESOME I WANNA CRY!!!!!!! It was a moment that for like the past 4 years we felt like we have been working towards???? Omg it was just a terrific fantastic moment really!!!!!!


At the same time there was Reverie V, and all the practices leading up to it and I think it was the fittest I have ever been in my entire life because I was swimming every night in order to be marginally skinnier for the concert hahahaha. Reverie V was awesome, I loved every single minute of it, except maybe the parts where I had to deal with a fucking bias instructor BUT IT'S OK because she's out of my life now!!!! But practising till late at night, running out of school and getting locked in cuz it was too late, coming to school at 8am on weekends and talking to Mat who would come back for Floorball training, dancing in the hall, the dance studio(playing THE BOY DOES NOTHING loudly for the soccer girls), outside Scope, in Scope (and breaking an art piece haaa), at the Arts Hub, anywhere that would have us really, was awesome. Bonding with my favourite TA dancers- Vi and Rachel, having our secret corner during the full dress rehearsal and actual concert day at RP with Chenyin, Vi, Rachel was wonderful! I don't know how we pulled it off, but we did!!!!! (:




I made a charsiewbao cake for Yiguan!!!!! Mardi Gras was her birthday and also like this LOOMING DEADLINE above my head. The days leading up to it were like some mad countdown la I doodled in my notebook trying to brainstorm how to make her damn cake hahahaha. But anyway I did and it was successful!!!!!!! So in 2010 I made a dome cake and used fondant!!!!!

I started Econs tuition (I damn lame leh tuition start also must write in to end my year) BUT THEN RIGHT, I enjoyed tuition HAHAHAHAHA. And I'm not someone who usually goes for tuition not that I don't need it I just don't like to go for tuition ahhahaaha. But anyway Mr Wu is an awesome tutor and we had a great class which was noisy and entertaining!!!!
Next was June holidays = JCTs looming ahead. June saw me studying damn hard like I felt like I never studied harder before hahaha me and Yiguan both felt the same!! I remember waking up at like 12, studying from like 3-6 then starting to watch tv till about 11 then studying again till 3am?? WOW HAHA THAT DOES NOT SOUND HARDWORKING AT ALL but like when you're studying alone late at night in your room it seems very hardworking ok!!! Me and Yiguan also met up to study and I felt like we were very motivated. I still have this piece of paper which she threw at me to wake me up which says "Pig! Don't sleep!!! WAKE UP AND STUDY. DO YOU WANT TO BE A LAWYER??? THEN STUDY!!!!" Hahahaha love it.
Oh JCTs were also when I went late for my damn History paper HAHAHAHAH but anyway good wake up call from this point onwards alot of people were watching out for me cuz they were afraid I would screw up my exam timings again hahaha. AND WORLD CUP!!!!!! WORLD CUP!!!!! I still love Germany no matter what and I think Paul the Octopus dying is a good sign for Euro 2012 HAHA I'M DAMN MEAN OMG.
July was my birthday!!!!! I turned 18!!!!! Had Yiguan and Gracie baking cupcakes for me and Meredith making a Cupcake shaped cake for me in their "CUPCAKE CAKE SHOWDOWN" HAHAHA. I loved my birthday, my lovely video by Calvin, the effort my friends put into getting me cupcake and nail polish stuff(which led to Jo complaining "WHY MUST YOU LIKE CUPCAKES HUH YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO FIND CUPCAKE STUFF WHY CAN'T YOU LIKE FLOWERS"), but it's just like having all your close friends there in one location and having a damn good meal together is just like, wow I felt damn blessed :D

I think after this was Prelims already studying at Siglap Starbucks almost everyday and making friends with the people working there, me and Yiguan being damn not focused hahaha, starting our Vege Samurai competitions with Calvin etc. It was really a whirlwind to Prelims la until they came and left!!!!
TJC/TA Farewell, saying goodbye to 4 years in TJ D: Ahh!!! This is really damn significant cuz it's the end of a whole part of my life that I believe shaped me alot!!! I do not regret a single moment of signing up for IP and joining TA because I met wonderful
wonderful people, 2010 saw the end of these 4 years which I'm sad it had to end but also with that, 2010 marks the start of an even more exciting time in my life!!!!! So yah :D

OK AFTER THIS A LEVELS ALREADY NO MORE PLAYING HAHA. I cannot believe we had to take the most important exams of our life and we did it!!! Hahahahaha. Not gonna say much I'm so glad it's over!! I honestly didn't feel a HUGE sense of relief when the last paper ended but wow it's a BIGGGG chapter of my life closed!!! Hahahahahahah yay.
FIRST PROM OF MY ENTIRE LIFE and it was awesome cuz it was spent with my 04 darlings!! Even though we did little and just walked to Boat Quay and talked about nonsense, it was still great fun spent in a FANTASTIC hotel room and I WANNA DO IT AGAIN!!!!!!! We talked about it sooooo much towards A levels like started planning what we were gonna wear and stuff haiya typical girls but it was soooo fun ahhahahahaaha.

In 2010, I'm grateful for the friends who have stuck by me through it all, that know every single part of my life inside and out (whether they want to or not hahahahahahaha cuz I unload it on them anyway) and this is to Calvin, Chenyin, Yiguan, Grace, Limeng, Vivian!!!!!!! I'm thankful that my family is well and healthy and me and Meredith conquered important exams and are waiting to receive stellar results. I'm happy for the friends that surround me with love and care and we have fun together and bitch together - my 04 girlies! I'm blessed to have Faye and Vibzy who constantly support and help and guide me, who give me good advice and rational thoughts when I'm being irrational.
In 2011, I want to be a better bigger (inside not physically cuz I'm big enough already thank you) person. I want to reach my goals and work hard, I want to stop letting small things/people affect me, I want to remain thankful for everything I have, I want to be able to constantly keep in touch with everyone around me who I hold dear and whom I consider important, and I also hope that everyone else around me is blessed and healthy and happy!!!!!!
P.S. Sometimes when I blog about such things I feel like I sound damn overly enthusiastic and fake hahahah but I really don't know how to put myself across so right if you know me you will know how I feel la huh! Hahahaha.