Sugar domed

YAY NEW SKIN! I took damn long to find a cupcake picture that wouldn't be super distracting k. Bio now. Just managed to finish a Trigo question during Maths, YES!! Ok bye.

Cause you had a bad day

I am disappointed.

(Sarah, I know how you feel.)

So I'm screaming my lungs out

In my bid to race against time and sleep by 1, I have 3 minutes to get a post up! Very good Mag. Yesterday was productive cuz Xinyi set a timetable for me saying I must finish Redox, DNA replication, Meiosis, and Salts all by yesterday. And I did! I mean, considering I managed to fit in the extra Geog assignment that I didn't complete in school, and I fell asleep while trying to read my Bio notes, I finished it all by about, 11! :D Yaaay. Then watched CSI, Criminal Minds and Cold Case all the way till 130 and slept in Mummy's room.

Was dreading school the whole of todaaaaay. History lessons are getting more and more interesting, until I think about the fact that I have a History paper in about, 4 days time. Omg. Anyway, Chem was ok. At first I thought I got the hang of Mole Concept, then I got my answers wrong so yeah. Mr Ho took over for Math, omg he was in a damn good mood and he was super funny! (: Relived 1D/07 memories, with the usual ganggggg(stars!). And it's 1am now I just failed in my race against time but I'm going to continue anyway. Chinese...... Then we managed to push forward Civics since there wasn't any Contact Time. Miss Tan talked to us for abit, WHICH REMINDS ME THAT I HAVE TO GET MY PARENTS LETTER OUT OMG SHIT. And I wrote a note on my phone to remind me but I forgot to put it in standby so I didn't see it. Grrrr. Lunch after that with Calvin, Ryan, Chenyin, Charis. Had 2dollar wanton mee which was deeply satisfying (:

Had to kill time after that before I left for tuition, so me Ryan and Chenyin went back to the school library before Yijun and Lynn came to join us. Managed to get some Chem Kinetics done. Yaaay, then left to wait for Mummy to pick me up. Tuition, which is getting more productive because we're doing many past year papers and I can only hope that it helps. No way will I get less than a D7 for O levels, I simply can't! ): Waited for Mummy to pick me up again and finished up Chem Kinetics plus did a Math question in that time ha. Home, where I slacked all the way until 8 before I got my butt down to doing some work. Some work being about 1 more Math question before I decided to start on History. Which I only finished like, at 1230 because I am easily distracted by everything. And when I say finished I don't mean finished my revision for History, more like, finished what I planned for myself/finished what I decided to do according to my current mood. Go Mag.

Rachel wants me to do a stupid announcement for her tomorrow, walau! And Yijun was asking me too but he was being an irritating thing and calling me a pervert then trying to blackmail me into doing it. GO AWAY YIJUN. >:( And, I just realised that if I don't manage to get my 3 again this time, the person's reaction I'm most afraid of is Mummy, since she has such high hopes for me and bought my camera for me and everything. Omg what is wrong with you Mag ): I really really can't wait for Promos to be over. It's a naggging feeling at the back of my head, "Why are you not studying Mag. Do you think you are very smart? Do your work Mag. You haven't started on Geog. History is the first paper and you still haven't touched it. What's wrong with you Mag." My subconscious is a nag. Yes. ):

And now Daniel Eugene Chandraaaa is talking to me online being random, as he always is in the wee hours of the morning. And he tends to talk in CAPS when he talks to me, must be I dunno, caffeine keeping him up or something haha. RANDOM BOY #1 OK. I miss having someone to talk to, whenever, about whatever. I think it's just the tension that's surrounding everyone due to the upcoming papers. Which sucks, seriously. I need to get away from everything (which is not much considering I haven't done much anyway), I need someone to be like, an anchor. To show/tell me that there is something more to life than just studying.

And I want to bake cupcakes, reaaallly badly. I can't wait till after Promos ok I have a whole list of things I want to try making. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I hate this period of time, I think last year was the same, if not worse because I remember actually making an effort last year. Last year last year last year, will never come back to me. This year this year this year, hasn't really been that good.




















Wasn't meant to be a picture post but ended up as one anyway. Say thanks to my I think 10gb of pictures in my dear tablet. Ha, part 2 of reminiscing tomorrow. Oh and if anyone wants to know, it's 1.38am now but Blogger puts the time as the time I started writing my post I think. Coooool OK BYE.

Play your sad guitar

"Tay-Sachs is an inherited condition caused by a recessive allele for the gene coding of an enzyme required in the regulation of the sunthesis of glycolipids. Lack of this enzyme results in an accumulation of glycolipids in the central nervous system of affected individuals. This causes severe neurological symptoms within six months of birth and death of the individual between three and six years of age."

OMG SO SAD!!! Bio makes me feel good about my life haha. And I'm currently not doing very well for my Bio revision. Grrr. Have lots to blog about but somehow I don't think anyone reads this except maybe Calvin, SarahBarah, and the few faithful silent readers I have like CRYSTAL, RACHEL, LINGALING etc. Plus, I doubt any one looks forward to a rant. Got the Juno OST from Xuanzheng today yay!!! (: Baked peanut butter cookies yesterday (instead of studying), brought them to school along with pineapple tarts and marble cake that Mummy baked yaaaay.

Oh and I was Googling the lyrics of a song for Matthew and came across this. Disturbing. Oh and BEFORE you think I was Googling some sick lyric, the lyric I Googled was "Stop thinking about the boy you never kissed". Kns not my fault right!

I'm seriously rethinking my life plan of going overseas to study Law then staying there. ):

P.S. And I was supposed to be making my bed after Mummy washed my bed sheets, it's totally not my fault I ended up doing this.

P.P.S. And I found The Carpenters album!! (: Yaaaay. And I really wanna watch Reaper but I've already missed half of it so might as well not watch. ):

Wish I could unwrap my heart

First day of schoooooool. After a not so long "holiday" but whatever. It wasn't so bad other than the waking up in the morning part. Starting the new term with a Chem test which I utterly had no idea how to do was horrible though. Time... To... Start... On... Revision... Mag. Gah!!! Had 台妹 stuck in my head the whole day because of Edwin, grrrrr. LA, Maths........ Chinese was some debate which I sucked terribly at since I can't really speak Chinese much less debate in it. Was falling asleep throughout, damn! Skipped Geog remedial cuz I forgot to do my essay, ahhhhhhhhh I want to stab myself. I could have done it last week. And I totally forgot AHHHHHH. Geog lesson, got 9/12 for my essay!! (: Then History, bye bye Vietnam! Stayed back for abit with Ryan, Chenyin, Charis, Rachel, Lynn, then Louise came too. And all just to watch? 100 Things To Do Before I Die. Very good haha.

Left with Rachel and we stopped at Simei where I decided I was hungry so we got some Old Chang Kee and sat around to finish it before she could go to the station. THEN, she decided she didn't want to go home and could walk me home. So she came over for about an hour, during which we were both supposed to do our History/SS essays. But of course, SHE DIDN'T. And spent the hour using my camera and taking pictures of the various(ok 3) teddy bears strewn on my bed. Wonderful Rachel! Wasted $1.25 to take a polaroid of her which I kinda like haha. She is damn retarded k she treated my bears as models. Then she went home. And today's episode of 学警出更 was damn exciting omg!! And I managed to watch the start and end of Camp Rock. And I hate to say this but I'm slowly succumbing to the brainwashing effects that the JoBros generally have. Must be the fact that they are EVERYWHERE and Sarah keeps telling me when they're on TRL, MTV. WHEN SHE SHOULD BE STUDYING.

Calvin Klein model k don't play play.
Weight loss model HAHA. It's hands are inside the underwear if you can't see.



So sexy my carebeaaar.

Best Fwens FURRRR life.

Will you notice me?

Miss Penny: So Beryl, how often are your ballet lessons?
Beryl: Thrice a week
Miss Penny (to Meredith): That's commitment for you.

Ouch. I'm lucky I wasn't there but to hear that from my ballet teacher of about 6 years and who I decided to go all the way to Serangoon CC for, it hurts. It. Fucking. Hurts. I know I have only myself to blame for my non-commitment, since Beryl's ballet lessons are at Fort Canning and she makes her way there by herself every time. And she's 2 years younger than me. But it sucks when.. I know I miss ballet but DURING the ballet lessons I feel like dying then before ballet lessons I dread going cuz it's so far. But after ballet lessons, I like dancing/practising at home, when I quit, I cry like a mad woman, when I see pictures of my friends in ballet, my ballet teacher, the ballet studio, I miss it like crazy and I cry even more and I dunno. What is wrong with you Mag. WHAT. IS. WRONG. WITH. YOU. Hope the Inter-Foundation exam went well on Thursday though! For all the ballet girls. Just wish I could have been part of it, somehow.

My life is a library book

Ooooh-er this is my 501st post. Today was highly unproductive. But never mind. Relatives from Perth came down to visit and we had a gooooood steamboat dinner yay :D There's Pixel Perfect on Disney now and it is reaaaallllyyyyy like our Man VS Technology shit that we're learning haha. Ok life sucks I have nothing to blog. Yesterday SarahBarah decided I'll be her manager (but never her nutritionist), and I get all sorts of benefits, like choosing her boyfriends. HAHA. I'm supposed to be finishing/starting my bloody History assignment but I've read 2 pages of it. Yes 2, out of like 12345 or something. Hurrrrr. BYE.

We're the Powerpuff Girls! Except our colours are switched (:


Omg Meredith is disappearing! (And she bloody looks like me now la ok.)
Ling sleeps funny.

Where do you go when you're lonely

I want to stab myself.

I wanna hold your hand

Only Mcfly and Busted have the ability to make me smile at the screen cuz they're so bloody cute and handsome and talented and yet feel like tearing because I LOVE THE SONGS THEY'RE SINGING and they're so sweet and omg aaahhhhh!!!!

Wtf Mag, do your bloody History. Do you think reading one page is enough to write a 700-800 word essay, huh Mag! Do you, DO YOU?!

Rose garden cupcakes

Uncle's going to Rio de Janeiro/Amsterdam/Somewhere else I forgot where, for about 20 days in total. I was thinking how long 20 days is and I wouldn't be able to stay away from home for so long. Then I thought about OBM and how I wanted to die but decided I couldn't compare that way. Then I got worried about going overseas. I keep talking about how I wanna go overseas, I MUST get out of Singapore, Sg sucks etcetc.... But now I'm worried like, how am I gonna survive overseas without the comforts of home and stuff. Kns. After all the whining about how I cannot stay in Singapore, I sound like a retard right now. Whatver.

Yesterday, Ryan came over to pass me my History assignment then to study for abit. After doing his Maths project stuff I assume, he went to sleep. Very good Ryan. Then Chenyin came over and we managed to do quite abit of our own Maths project. Hello Joseph! :D They left then Daddy picked me up to go Blk 85 for a good dinner of sambal stingray and LALA. :D :D My stomach was burning after that but I don't regret it one bit haha.

Today, went for tuition after 10000 years, then met Ling at Eastpoint. Tried to find her trackpants but couldn't find a nice pair. We went home, then she came back over wanting to go to Suntec but I was whining that it was very far so we went to Parkway instead. After walking through to many places she finally settled on a Reebok pair so at least it was a little productive. Went over to her house for dinner, yaaaaay Uncle Siew cooked for me my favourite soup (: Ate then went back to Eastpoint for Meredith and Ling to cut their hair, went back home first.

I'm very irritated at myself for not being able to bring myself to do work and stuff. I'm afraid that I'm going to let myself down again, let Mummy and Daddy down. Life sucks. I want to go for the Student Leadership camp NOW. Because it reminds me of OBM.