Reverie V

Hahahhah 1 week after Reverie and I shall blog about it NOW. Friday was full dress rehearsal at RP, everything was so rushed and I was just like zzzzzzzz not feeling prepared AT ALL. Tired and hungry and I only reached home at like 12mn.

Saturday, fucking exciting day seriously hahaha. Woke up really early, got Macs breakfast then went down to school at 745am. Bus down to RP and it was quite a slow day. Slowly went through the schedule for the day, then slowly went to organise our backstage and changing rooms haha. Our- Me, Vi, Rachel, Iynyi and Angeline's area, was like away from everyone else so we had alot of space and it was fun haha. Regretted not bringing my camera cuz I thought we would be very busy then cannot take photos! ): Which we weren't. Dancers turned into seamstresses haha as everyone was trying to alter the dresses (WHICH CAME THE DAY BEFORE CONCERT ZZZZ) to fit/make shorter etc. Because I have no patience to sew, I basically did nothing except try on the dress then Vi helped me safety pin it then Eileen/Charis/Iynyi all helped me sew it shorter heeeehhhhh (: I miss the excitement of that day, the big lightbulbs around the mirrors in the changing rooms, the boys putting on their emo make up, shouting for false eyelashes/bust aid/SOMEONE de-hairing herself hahahahahahha, bras hanging on clothes racks, stockings on the floor, bras being held up by leukoplast, "BOY COMING IN" boy alert before they walked into our dressing room, Noelle shouting "CAN YOU ALL STOP USING MY MAKEUP!!!", ahhh everything was so exciting!

Right before the concert started we were told that there was a queue like all the way to the escalator area and it was freaking stressful and like awesome that so many people were here!!! Like the whole of TJC haha. I was so scared and nervous and really really needed to pee, luckily got Chenyin (L). Then the concert started and like WOAH the lights were so bright you couldn't really see the audience which was good cuz then I just concentrated on getting steps and stuff. Meredith called me up during intermission to scream that "OMG MAG YOU WERE SO CUTE!!!!!!!" Hahaha. The concert was really really reallllly good like I could feel it was good even though it seemed rushed through. Walking out from backstage felt like walking through the Arrivals at the airport hahaha cuz people like Adeline had a suitcase to store her costumes and everyone was waiting around shouting. I felt like a superstar :D

ANYWAY, thank you to everyone who turned up, it was so bloody awesome to see everyone and to hold like damn alot of flowers hahaha.

Thanks to Delta HC who gave me a humongous teddy bear I thought it was a joke but no, it wasn't hahaha. Calvin and Gracie for their respective sunflowers (: Nicholas for travelling across the island with flowers in his hands and getting laughed at by ah bengs hahahahhaa :D Mummy, Daddy, Meredith, Ling, Beryl, Shufen, Zengan, Caleb, Ryan, Shannon, Edwin Lee, Melvin, Darren, Justina, Yiguan, Jo, Gen, Zhixin, Pearly, Natesha, Weyjian and dunno how many other people that I missed out/couldn't see but it was a super great feeling to see everyone there to support hehe. (: Mummy brought us+Calvin to Simpang to eat prata and dosai yummm then sent Calvin home then Ling and Beryl home.

I kinda miss and don't miss concert haha. I don't miss the preparation for concert, but I miss concert day itself. I think I feel so much more at ease with the dance people than I've felt before haha. The rest of the week felt like I just came back from a long holiday and suddenly my afternoons/evenings are free again!!!!! I baked rainbow cupcakes for the dancers on Sunday, baked lemon cookies for Chenyin and Nicolette on Fridaaaaay! Bak kut teh with Daddy this afternoon, then went for Guitar concert at night. Which was very good as well, Nicolette and Chenyin were so cute! And Ryan and Shannon were the emcees and damn funny haha. School's starting to become routine and more intense ahhhhhh Megahouse is next Friday, weekend after that is HC Camp, then the weekend after that is MJC guest performance and the week after THAT is Napfa already which I absolutely have to get a Silver for WALAUUUUU. And the week after THAT is Mardi Gras wtf they're all consecutive weeks?! Then it'll be June hols already fuck time is passing daaaamn quickly! Need to buck up need to buck up. Going to Msia tomorrow for CURRY FISH HEAD so I have to sleep now and wake up early, gudnite! (:

I love Love

I feel good about myself today because even though I finished dance extra late (like "omg quick run out of the hall the aunty dont want to keep the gate open alr!!" late), and reached home at like 945, i have just finished my SBQ and its barely 4 pages but 4 pages nonetheless. Today we watched The Importance Of Being Earnest during Lit and me, Jo and Chenyin set caller id pictures for each other which are HORRENDOUS aiyo. But anyway, PE was fun, played Captain's Ball with another class and it was funny haha. Today was also Louise' Birthday, happy birthday!! :D I'm getting increasingly excited for Reverie which is like 3 days away omg.... But I've started packing my stuff into a box and our Gaga costumes are coming tomorrow!! Both opening and finale items are done and I think our concert is really shaping up, even if I still feel unprepared haha. Can't wait for Saturday to come(and be over with haha). PW results are almost confirmed coming out on Friday and I want back my results too!! Though we'll be at RP sigh. Let's go TJ018! haha. Oh and I baked Matcha loaf with Red Bean swirl and it was well received ytd yay (: I wanna make Banana Walnut Bread next! Which Jo is looking forward to haha. OK I'm typing this on my phone right before I sleep and my eyes hurt and it's 145am. Goodnight everyone :>

All my loving, I will send to you

Haha omg I finally have pictures up on this! :O Dance has been INTENSE but actually not so much for me considering the fewwwwww items I have heh. Everyday I'm too tired to switch on the computer which is a good thing I guess cuz no distractions but it doesn't mean I do anything productive either haha. MCT results are back and I didn't do toooo badly! Passed the majority of my subjects, GP's a disappointment though ): But it's my virgin GP paper ok c'mon Mag you can do better!!!!!!!!!!

Mat came to school today for Floorball and it was good to see him and catch up!!!!!! It has been damn long laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Brought Swatchguards for Chenyin and Vivian so now all our watches are same same hehe same series with cool Swatchguards leh! (: Dance concert is shaping up it's really quite exciting! I cannot wait for the day/cannot wait for it to be over haha. Dancing in the boots is like running a marathon ok. I'm so glad Zaki changed our double pirouette to single!!!

Ok I am running out of things to say. Going to JB tomorrow early morning to get new nail polish and make up hehehehehe! Hopefully can eat Sing Kee curry fish head plspls.

Thank you

Fashion Addict

Hahahaha Friday was completely slack day I rotted and made custard, digestive biscuit bases, and CHOCOLATE BANANA CAKE!!!!! Custard was abit fail cuz it was lumpy grrrr, digestive biscuit bases refused to set, but the cake was FREAKING AWESOME omg me, Meredith and Mummy couldn't stop eating it. Packed the cake and brought it to school the next day. Dance was tiring but productive, I am completely happy that Gaga has improved like leaps and bounds haha since the last vetting where I was picked on unfairly, BUT I WASN'T THIS TIME SO THERE. And other than my lack of emotion on my face, at least I can remember the steps alr haaaaaaaaaaaa. The boots for Zaki's dance have arrived and omg I'm so freaking unbalanced in them it's not funny. Please la, I walk around in heels already so unglam like take out heels and walk in my bare feet to the train(hehe girls night out) unglam and you want me to DANCE IN THEM. And when we walk/run to our next position you can hear CLOMP CLOMP CLOMP and I just want to burst out laughing on the spot. The cake was vvvvvvvv well received by Rachel and Vivian who ate the most of it haha. And everyone else who ate it also liked it yay (:

Went home and tried assembling my fruit tartlets with the semi-fail custard and the digestive biscuit base and they were amazingly alright!!! Like they tasted good even if they looked ugly. So I shall not give up and try making super pretty and yummy fruit tartlets again!!!! Yay. Mummy baked the chocolate banana cake again with the addition of chocolate chips and more bananas and it was goooooood. Mummy added the recipe into her blue book of recipes and it's marked SUPERSTAR BY CUPCAKE GODDESS(aka Me hahahahHAHAH) The cake was gone by this morning haha. SO I made them again! But into mini muffin form yumzzzzzz. I made like 15 and there are only 10 left now. It is really damn good ok Mummy's gonna make them using a different method and with walnuts tomorrow.

CALVIN ENG IS BACK! Frrrrroooomm Taiwan yay (: My stomach has been strangely unsatisfied the whole entire day I keep eating nonsense like Taokaenoi, porridge, zhajiangmian, muffins, roast purple potatoes, and I wanna eat CRAB. My fried food fast is now OVER but I'm supposed to continue it until concert which is coming in a mere 13 days time omggggggggg. Hopefully we'll be able to pull this off. Please buy your tickets fast fast if you haven't!!!!! I shall now go do something productive, like draw a mindmap of all the Taming Of The Shrew characters cuz all their stupid names are so similar and they're all posing as someone else or other walauuuuuuu. Gremio/Grumio????????????

DELTA DRAGONS!!!

OK Track and Field 2010 has ended and contrary to last year...

FUCK YEAH DELTA WON THE CHEERLEADING CHAMPIONSHIP AND OVERALL BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Delta cheerleading squad was fucking awesome and when I was looking at their full run before the actual performance I wanted to cry cuz I was so touched and happy and it was such an awesome squad and like I'm abit sad I wasn't part of it but FUCK YEAH IT'S DELTA!!!! 4 YEARS LOSING STREAK OK FUCK WE WON SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND A PERFECT SCORE CHEERLEADING PERFORMANCE HELLO???? TO OVERCOME OUR 12 POINTS PENALTY, WE HAD TO GET FULL MARKS TO WIN!!!!!!!!!! OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. And Delta boys were like WOAH hello watching Che Xuan(WHO IS SPORTSMAN OF THE YEAR HELLO AWESOME????) run 4x400m with like a 100m lead in front of the second boy was like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGGGGGGGGG Delta boys are awesome!!!

Deltans are basically awesome this marks 4 years of my UNDYING LOYALTY to the house hahahahahaha and it was a greaaaaaaaattttt way to end my last year in TJ seriously!!! Thank you to allllll the awesome Deltan runners, throwers, jumpers, cheerleaders, HC. This was the best best best thing that could ever happen!!!! Angeline's also the cutest thing she came up to me and hugged me and was like "CONGRATS MAG!!! I'M SO PROUD TO BE IN DELTA!!!" and she teared ok she damn freaking cute and that's how I feel because we've ALWAYS been proud to be a Delta Dragon whether win or lose!

Jiehui wants a short paragraph to herself hahahaha because she is also another loyal Deltan, even though she cannot be compared to me, Louise, Calvin, Ryan, ALL OTHER TA PEOPLE HAHAHA, but thanks Jiehui for like always agreeing to run even though we tell you on short notice. For running your best even though you don't feel confident but you still always wow everyone!!! (:

Congratulations to MEL for coming in Sportswoman of the year, as if anyone else was going to win it la hahaha Mel is crazy fast ok! 04/09 SPORTS CLASS!!! HAHAHAH :D

All the other houses cheer performances were good actually like I was abit scared when I watched but when Delta performed my heart just exploded in joy or something I was soooo excited omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D I wish Calvin could could have been there also cuz like HELLO DELTA BOYS CHAMPION!!!! Hahaha then he can finally share in our 4 years of hard work, sweat, tears for Delta amounting to GLORYYYYYY!!!

Ok end of post until I get pictures developed from my fisheye. Took many shots today to use up film so I could get me and Sarah's pictures developed. Currently sporting Color Club Fashion Addict on my nails, courtesy of Noelle Leow omg yay! Today has been an AWESOME day I am sooo in love with Delta Dragons heheheheh (((((: And I'm sure like this marks a brand new start for Delta ok, all the TA people must be like OMG FINALLY DELTA WINS hahahaha it is only the beginning ;)

Whip It!

Yesterday was a FUCKING BAD day. Not going to talk about it because if I do then I'll just cry again like some loser but it's also because I freaking PMS haha cry so easy walau. Anyway after spending like 9 hours in school because of dance yay life rocks, went home and showered then out to Simpang for dinner with Calvin and Jeremy! Dinner was very good and fun, after that we went to Foo House for dessert. Calvin's dad very nice he sent me home even though Changi is out of the way and Calvin repeated to him "Did you hear me correctly?? Can you send Mag home?! Mag leh she don't stay in Simpang anymore"and "You don't need to send her home you know, you can drop her off in some longkang". Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Talking to Vi on the phone last night was good, love you GF :D

Then went out with SarahBarah today!!!!! It's been 10000000 years since we last saw each other omg. Went to watch Whip It! Which was very good. Met CHENYIN on the way haha. Walked around trying on nail polish that wasn't supposed to be tried on, nail polish that was, saw cute stuff, tried on humongous headphones, and took fisheye pictures which she anyhow take one so she could use up my film WALAU haha. Anyway it was good to go out with Sarah, alot to talk about before she leaves on Sunday ))))))))))))):

Back home nowww and I can't believe there's school tomorrow the weekend flew by freaking fast!! 3 more weeks to the concert and I can't wait for it to be OVER omg. Enough of dance PLEASE. Calvin's in Taiwan now lucky boy ok I should really go shower now. Byebye!!!!

Comfort zone

I know I haven't blogged in 100000 years hahaha to the point that Jo asked me if I was "hardcore mugging for MCTs cuz you haven't updated" and Zengan has removed me from his RSS feed which is depressing hahahahahaha. Anyway today marks the end of MCTs! I don't really care about how they turn out cuz I crash studied in like 5 days + nights before the papers so ok whatever haha. Just afraid of what will happen during Parent-Teacher conference ohwellll..

Got my new phone yay! It's v fun to type on a qwerty keyboard (: Oh and I just have to gloat... THAT MUMMY BOUGHT A SPANKING NEW ORANGE KITCHENAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Happinessx100000 because it's also something I've wanted since forever! I put my name as Cupcake Goddess in Uncle's Blackberry ok I'm on my way to achieving my goal of being a CEO of a Cupcake Empire hahahahaha.

So even though today was kinda retarded because I had H2 History paper this morning then Lit makeup after that and then dance from like 1230-830, not nonstop but tiring enough. My ankles are aching again I'm like an old woman with water retention la. But I'm happy now even though I have dance again tmrw and there's vetting, because 1) I can watch Chuck guiltfree, 2) My hair looks kind of good in the mirror I'm sitting across, 3) Eileen today could not stop telling me my watch is very cute and that she thinks that its price is OKAY, 4) I have a choice to not join Crazy Bitch's dance, 5) I HAVE A KITCHENAID!!!!! HhahahahahHhahhahahHAHH. So wonderful omg. Though it's crazy heavy so lugging it out of the storeroom every time I wanna use it is abit zzzzzzzzzzzz and leaving it out in the kitchen is not feasible cuz then it'll get all oily and disgusting. Walau hate our kitchen la HATE IT. You all always laugh at me cuz I forever burning my oven (that day I created sparks in the microwave oven cuz I put in tinfoil and set it on microwave mode instead of oven mode hahaha I creating lightning I am the Lightning Thief) but wah seriously I wanna burn it down so can renovate and make it a nicer one.

OK my eyes are reallllllly tired now shall go sleep. Or I could just stay up a while more waiting for my Chuck episodes to finish converting so I can put them in my ipod aiyooooooooooo. Dinner with Jeremy, Calvin, Nat at Simpang tmrw just like old times haha should be fun?? OK byeeeeeeeeeee Mummy wants me to sleep hahaha because she's very upset that she has to wake up early to send me to school tomorrow.

Sincerely Missing You

OK so I managed to get through the week relatively unscathed. Other than Tuesday being a verrrry terribly long day but dance that evening was slack so I survived.

My PIONEER WOMAN COOKBOOK came!!!!! This is verrrry exciting news because I didn't buy it when I was in the US and Uncle helped me order it online and it came on like uhh Wednesday?? Super exciting!!!!!! :D I also brought my green tea cookies on Wednesday and they were gone fast so like that's good (Y) Also went to buy stuff from Popular after dance hahahah me and Meredith bought a label maker, new markers, and new Super Sticky postits! :D Happy ^^

Got an A for swimming PE on Thurs which is totally awesome cuz when can I ever expect to get an A for something related to PHYSICAL EXERCISE??? :D Awesome. And I've been swimming 20 laps every night if I didn't have dance that day somewhat regularly so double yay for me!! Ice Cream Function on Thurs was not bad, success! Haha. Waited for Calvin to finish his Javelin, which he came in 4th (!!!!!) then Mummy sent him home. Friday was not a bad day because most of the teachers were on course and Fridays are already short days for us! Lunch with Chenyin and Calvin and Chenyin was being her usual retarded self haha. Went back to the dance booth (btw if you haven't got your REVERIE V tickets yet please go buy them after MCTs!! *cough*HAOPU*cough*), and like attempted to read Econs haha but I barely accomplished anything. The dance booth was so crowded with random non-dance people hahahah Calvin, Pearly, Chenyin, Nicolette, Justin. Left to go see dance concert emcee auditions which were all pretty good!!!! Then Zaki came early, and it was a very productive practice! I thought I was doing okay until he said that I didn't hit my steps in time sometimes ): BUT he remembers my name!! HAHAHAHA.

Yesterday, went to NUS Open House with Lynn, Rachel, Nicolette, Iynyi! Met alot of people there hahaha we damn kiasu seriously go a year early. But it's good to know what you're getting yourself into I guess? Even if the talks were extremely boring and my attention span already leaves much to be desired resulting in me and Lynn leaving like 3 talks halfway haha. Took a train down to Suntec to meet Mummy for the IT Fair. It was crazy packed la. Decided on the phone I want but didn't get it yet because it's like a 4-5 hour wait which is retarded. Went to eat at the Guild House where I had to wear some sarong thing because they wouldn't let me into the restaurant cuz I was wearing shorts!!! Pfft.

Went to Swatch and I got my Swatch watch which I wanted since I first saw it in Urban. Yayyyyy. Uncle also got a watch for himself so they gave us a whole set of watch guards which are super old school omg I can't wait to wear my watch to school ^^ And they gave us a Swatch notebook which is very nice and colourful! Hehe from the above picture, Chenyin has the left one, I got the middle and Vi has the right one!!! I likeeeeee. Oh and I found the dark brown nail polish I want at Face Shop!!! 7.90 compared to the 32 bucks I would have to pay for Chanel Imperial ok. SOOO I really wanna get it!!! But because I bought my watch already I refrained.

Was completely unproductive today because I have no motivation even though it is very true that everyone wants me to study and who believe I can do well. Mummy, Daddy, Uncle, Calvin, Vibz, the many people who have been warning me to start studying NOW, even Nicolette who has been telling me everytime I get distracted in class (which is all the time) "Mag can you do your work?" "DO YOUR WORK MAG". Sigh. Need to do something about this. Mummy has been verrrry agreeable these few days like sewing an ipod case for me, buying random things like sweet potatoes for me, and I know that all she wants from me is to START STUDYING. Ugh. OK Mag you can do this. History lecture tomorrow wtf. OK goodnight!

We will never ever be apart

Today sucked. Stayed up till 2am doing History essay which ended up being the wrong question but whatever I'm going to pass it up anyway. I wrote down the correct homework I just didn't check my book before I started doing it. Ugh hate my life seriously I forever do wrong homework esp when I start on it last minute. School was very pointless except Lit. Got back Lit essays which I thought I had confidence in but obviously not because for the first time in my whole life I misread the fucking passage, and in my most important year too. Yay. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Went for dance after Lit only to find out dance was already over because like today was declared half day so dance started right after school ended but Lit was make up lesson aiyahhhhhhhh. At least Zaki considered me important enough to block me in even when I wasn't there. Learnt Ms Wee's steps that I missed last week and I don't think I really remembered them. Went to the library after that with Jamie and hardly did anything, then Calvin came to find me and we took bus together. Went to wait for Mummy at Simei and bought envelopes to reply Vibz' letter. Which is both happy and sad at the same time. Happy because sending/receiving letters is so fun haha, sad because it means that someone I miss terribly is very very far away.

I just got very demoralised and sian of everything after getting back the Lit essay. Already on the edge last night and I was just very like zzzzzzzz ughhhh bad mood after today. Mummy let me buy vanilla beans, green tea powder, a new spatula, and a rose petal tip from Phoon Huat today though. Probably because my face was so fucking depressed and half dead and I kept whining. Came home and started whining more at everything and scolding myself "EAT LA MAG KEEP EATING" while I was stuffing my face with watermelon haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm going mad I think I really need Quiet Time like Chenyin said. Mummy laughed at me and made me tomato cream seafood pasta while I looked over her shoulder and complained about everything "the pasta very hard" "Why you never put in onions I like onions!!!" "You forgot to buy olive oil againnnnnn" yah I damn bloody irritating and brat-ish today omg. Mummy just humoured me and responded with "Yes Mam" "Sorry Mam" HahahahHHAHAHAhhahaha.

Was damn excited to break out my green tea powder and desperately wanted to bake something so I would stop feeling so depressed. I adapted my usual sugar cookie recipe and included some green tea powder in place of the flour then went to swim 20 laps furiously. Swam the first 6 laps with a vengeance then relaxed and rested after the 10th lap. Meredith came down to accompany me and I was complaining to her about my day then I was frustrated and kicked off the wall to start on my next 10 laps but I kicked too hard and my feet were at the top of the pebbleset wall so my toenails scratched against it and it fucking hurt and my toenails are all scratched and ugly and the second toe on my right foot is like bleeding inside now I can see red lines. Finished 20 laps in total, the last 2 laps I swam as fast as possible because PAIN LETS YOU KNOW YOU'RE ALIVE.

Back home and I baked a test batch of the cookies. I think I put too much green tea powder because I wanted a very green colour hahahaha but anyway Mummy likes it and I can always cover up the slight bitter/dry-ness with royal icing which I plan to do. The cookies were actually meant for tomorrow's marathon school day but I can't finish them already sooooo Wednesday it is! Can't wait for this week to be over but that means I'll be a week closer to the stupid MCTs which I'm supposed to do well in but judging by the state of things now I won't. OK I shall go listen to music and fall asleep/reflect/whatever. My toe is throbbing la fuck.

Friday was the release of A Level results, I'm not even receiving anything and I was already stressed for them. Saw Vibz's name on the screen cuz he got 3 distinctions and I was so excited and happy because he met our mutual aim of getting our names on the board!!! It's now your turn Mag............... Met Faye yay love. OCIP Balai trip yesterday was..... Indescribable and not in a very good way either. I shall refrain from saying much because there's no point harping on it since it's already over. Had a good long Serious Talk with Meng while on the train home. I know that alot of the things he said to me are very sensible like "Mag, some people are just more blessed than others, don't give up on yourself la." But I can't seem to stop myself from wanting to take the easy way out. It's already March leh, time flew past like *snap*. And I haven't found any momentum or anything to want to study. Even now, I have a History essay due tomorrow and I haven't started on it. Every time I think about what awaits me in 8 months I just want to give up on everything seriously, because I can barely get History, Lit is still like a very aimless cause cuz I never seem to improve, Econs is a maze, I'm not reading enough for GP, I hardly practise Math. I mean, it's not like I'm not taking the most important exams of my life at the end of the year, no.

OK signing out now.