Hello blogosphere haaaaaaaa. School as been zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I just got a snail mail letter from Vibzy which makes me excited/sad x1000000000000000 I grinned from ear to ear when Meredith came home saying "YOU GOT A LETTER FROM VIBHU!!!!!!!!" And I read it and I just like, cried haha. Hello Vibz I miss you very very verrrrrrry much and your words make me seem like, I can do more than what I'm doing now, which is not studying and wanting to give up on everything ):
Yeah it's only February and I've been repeating to Mummy that I don't want to study. Maybe it's just so she won't get her hopes up about my results and prospective future, or the thought of how difficult it's going to be 6 months from now. I'm barely surviving in History, can't remember my basic Econs from last year, can't be bothered to practise my Maths, and Lit's the one thing I really really wanna do well in but can't seem to. Every day I come home late from Dance practices or something, which usually turn out to be a waste of time even though the concert's in less than 2 months wow, and all I want to do is SLEEP. It's getting vvvvvvveeeeeerrrrrrrryyyyyy tiring I don't know why. I need some motivation. Yesterday's talk by NUS people got me thinking like you say you want to study Law, but why? And are you even good enough for it, Mag. There are 10000000000000000 other people out there who are willing to study harder, fight harder for it than you. Ugh.
You can't go on like this Mag. Come on come on come on come on.
I shall write inspirational quotes to myself NOW. Since I have to do them for OCIP -.-
Which btw is a complete waste of time because we're preparing for a ONE DAY trip to Balai in which we only spend about 2 hours in the actual village. Wow. I can totally see the meaning in that.
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