Chelsea chelsea, tell me you love me

Wah past 2 days have been damn zzzzzzzzz because of a particular IDIOT but I shall not go into detail. Wrote my very first GP essay of my LIFE today. Everyone thought the essay question I picked was very difficult/weird so I'm like uh shit ok I don't know if it's good or bad?? Die. Econs was bearable, "OG/Clan" lunch with Calvin after, then Civics and Contact Time which was spent sewing our patchwork thing for Temasek Tapestry hahahaha.

Had to settle Road Run stuff today with Louise, Jason and Brandon.... Omg this is killing me what did I get myself into haha. But I'm glad that whoever I messaged today to run competitive all agreed! :D Mummy picked me up and we went to eat bakchormee. Came home and fell asleep immediately. Woke up and called up Yiguan to talk about a stupid person. PERSON. I am now currently compressing pictures so I can upload them ON THIS BLOG because Chenyin complained it's all words hahaha. Going to watch BBT as well hehe. Orientation starts tomorrow!! Sort of excited to see the new batch but wah thinking of seeing someone's face again makes me boiiiiillll in rage. Ok die I think my computer lagging cuz I'm compressing all 2155 US pictures at one shot.....

WALAU EH TOMORROW THEN UPLOAD LA WTF OK BYE.

Pure stupidity

Wah today like quite bad day ): Didn't even run for PE cuz I damn unfit and the sun fucking hot like the field was emanating heat it was NOT FUNNY ok so I walked 1 round gate to gate. Went for dance and my body is aching retardedly now. But at least I survived!! ^^ Just finished Econs report, didn't even do my EQ4 essay plan die la but I damn tired!!! Miss Wong damn cute she buy pineapple tarts from Mummy (:

OK life damn boring bye. Oh I'm doing my first GP essay tomorrow! That is quite exciting. If only I felt like I had more general knowledge haha.

MMF

Should really be doing SEA History project now... HAHA. Anyway, OGL briefing yesterday was super boring. Some got attitude problem person pissed me off grrr. Anyway, our OG bonding was sort of fail because we were left with uh 4 people haha so we joined with all the other X.on OGs who had like that few people as well and went to find our way to.... Minds cafe. Which was retardedly hard to find. WELL after we were there though it was freaking fun hahaha I laughed alot. I cannot remember the names of the games we played though but aiyah fun can alr. Met Randi while outside The Cathay, and for the first time I WAS NOT IN SCHOOL UNIFORM haha.

Didn't stay for dinner and took a train home with Melvin and Oliver. Talked alot, stopped at Tanah Merah where I met Coco! OK lonely bus ride home with Glee songs playing at near max volume then nothing. Oh I know Beryl and Ling were over at our house. I imparted useful life advice to Beryl about stupid people zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Last night I managed to Skype with VIBZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D Omg happy. Well I was alr happy because he replied my super long email with an equally long one haha then I saw FB and he said add him on Skype so I did and he called and yayyy!!!!!!!!!!! Talked for about 1hr about my stupid problems and a crazy rapper hahahaha it was so good to hear his voice (Y)

OK I just ate lunch so I have no more excuse to not do my work. Today I am going to accomplish big things.

I should just not make an effort

The last time I blogged was LAST Saturday leh omg. I haven't really been using the computer much good job Mag! (: I can't really remember what happened the past few days haha. Tuesday was freaking tiring cuz we had PE then dance after that...... Omg but Tuesday was damn funny cuz we had 2 extra free periods before PE cuz Lit got cancelled. Me, Chenyin, Mel, Justina, Nicolette and Gwenda hung out in the library and played Shoot Shag Marry which was fucking hilarious hahahah I love 04/09!!! My life is damn uneventful it's dance/cheer everyday. And in between classes I will hang out in the library or canteen with Jo/Mel/Chenyin. We are muggers4lyf. HA I WISH.

Today was kind of fun hahaha. I mean other than the fact that I went to school for essentially 5 free periods and 3 lessons, I think it was quite relaxing and stuff. Cuz I didn't have work to finish so I was free for all the free periods. Spent one of them bitching with Jo and Korwoong and it was *AWESOME* HahahHHAHAHhahaahah. Umm I don't actually remember what happened the rest of the day haha. Lunch opposite with Chenyin, Jo, Hanle, Wanen! Back to school and hung out in the library SOME MORE. Calvin studied, Jo read out sex excerpts to us, and I uh, got a new high score on Dactyl. (: History lecture, which was pointless. Jo got shhhh-ed for sneezing so she asked me to cough so she could SHHH me just to be irritating. I leaned back in my seat and Korwoong pressed her pen against my forehead haha. Siao one all these people!!!!!!

Went to celebrate our beloved Rabbit- Adeline's birthday as a dance club. Hehe love you sexy rabbit!! (: Helped out with decorating the dance board hahahah ok I mostly uh outlined words in glitter glue which was fun. (: Decided not to go for dance because Mummy messaged me to "Ditch zaki let's have steamboat". Accompanied Yiguan to eat and I damn agitated haha. Took bus home and I think I really damn unglam when I sleep on the bus I scared people take picture of me put on Stomp! HOW?!

Fell asleep once I got home and I'm just very zzzzzzzzzzz now because of many things that are happening ok not really many things la just 2 people in particular who choose to be irritating. YOU NEED TO CHILL. Ok my eyes hurt. I need to plan out what I'm going to wear/bring tomorrow haha bye.

Sweet Caroline

Okay today I was woken up extremely unceremoniously by Mummy telling me that I should get up and stop sleeping the whole morning away and do I still think it's the holidays and don't I think I should be doing some work etc.

(Y)

Anyway I did 1 Econs CSQ for the whole of today. Going to start on my 2 essays and 4 essay plans for SEA History nowwwww. Test on Monday >:[ Just tried to find my GC, no relation to History but had a sudden need to find it and leave it in my bag, AND I CANNOT FIND IT wtf is this it's quite a big thing HOW CAN IT DISAPPEAR???? Ok a stray strand of hair just flew into my eye and I hurry like turned my head thinking it was some sort of insect. I keep burping now got alot of air in my stomach >:[ The internet has been laggy the whole day, probably a way of telling me to DO MY STUPID HISTORY. Watched Lady Gaga and MJ videos to try and get their "styles" so that I won't look completely idiotic during the items. FAIL.

I'm really very irritated that I can't find my GC. I looked in all my bags, searched under my table, on all the book shelves, in my CUPBOARD, in boxes of things that I'm too lazy to throw away/keep, behind my beds (beds because I sleep on 5 mattresses), under my beds, under the armchair that takes up like 1/8th of my room space, behind the arm chair that takes up 1/8th of my room space, behind my dry box, in Meredith's room, behind my mirror etc. WTF LA AND IT'S NOT IN ANY OF THOSE PLACES.

I shall do some History now so I get at least some form of revision for the test, and can justify me watching BBT later.

Edit/ Hahahahahahaha my SEA HISTORY NOTES has a header that says "WWII AND THE BIG BANG THEORY"

Edit// I WANT TO SLEEP WHEN I READ MY NOTES HOW. HOW TO FINSIH 2 ESSAYS AND 4 ESSAY PLANS LIKE THAT?

I AM DAMN FUCKING ANGRY I WANT TO LOCK MY ROOM DOOR PERMANENTLY. STOP COMING INTO MY ROOM TO CHECK ON ME. 1) IT'S THE FUCKING WEEKEND AND I DID WORK IN SCHOOL. DON'T ASK ME "NOT STUDYING?" IN THAT IRRITATING TONE. IT'S THE 1ST WEEK OF SCHOOL. NOT A WEEK TO A'S. 2) IT'S THE FUCKING WEEKEND AND I'M WATCHING BIG BANG THEORY. DON'T TELL ME "MAG, SLEEP ALREADY. 12AM ALREADY SCHEDULE YOUR SLEEPING HOURS." AND AFTER YOU GET NO RESPONSE FROM ME "SHUT DOWN YOUR MACHINE?" REFERRING TO MY COMPUTER. WTF WTF WTF.

I CAN'T DO ANYTHING IN PEACE IN THIS HOUSE ANYMORE BECAUSE THE THING CALLED A LEVELS IS FUCKING UP MY LIFE.

It's a week into the new school year and I'm so sick of everything already omg. Getting off to a somewhat good start by doing (some) work everyday but I feel myself slowly giving up. Be it KI, dance, etc. It's such a fucking major year and to me I'm just like "Ugh fuck it if I can't get into Law then I shall just go bake my life away."

I hate not being able to make my own decisions. Don't tell me that you want me to "talk to you before I join any other things", if in the end you're just going to insist I not do Cheer. I also expected a much more enthusiastic response to the possible History trip but noooo I get "It's your A level year! is your school mad or what" Fuck. My whole LIFE depends on the exams at the end of this year and it's like omg I'm going to die of stress and break down and it's 2010 I'm not supposed to be like this 2 WEEKS INTO 2010. Everyone's getting super motivated, and I'm...................

I cannot continue.

But studying with Yiguan at Starbucks on Wednesday was good, letting Chenyin tell Rachel stupid things about me while I was in the toilet was funny, learning to dance to Gaga, watching Han Le spin Mel around and make her walk in circles while blindfolded before she was allowed to hit her birthday pinata, borrowing LJ Smith books from our school library, gummy bears with concave faces/stomachs which Chenyin greedily ate, having our H1 Math class grow, Vegemite toast in the morning, new pe shorts (which I haven't bought) and new running shoes, wearing different shoes everyday of this week (and hurting my feet in the process cuz I wore too small shoes to school today), finding out that Mr Fazli and Jin Li were in the US same time as me, new Glee songs, my favourite scene from Glee, Lynn telling me I'm awesome cuz I can do Probability, Glee and Big Bang Theory episodes, being productive sometimes, charsiewbao99, Paul telling me he was doing the Nobody dance with his bunkmate while topless (wtf right ha), Mummy asking if I needed more money even though she gave me 50bucks 2 days ago, our wonderfully demented CT actually showering lots of love on us and showing that he is capable of showing emotion, being allowed to decorate the History room as our homeroom and planning to paste bigass photos of ourselves all over so that retarded people will know not to vandalise our tables >:[ , people telling me all my shoes are nice.....

I'm trying very hard to find other things to cheer me up and to make me thankful for what I have this week......................................................................................

I FINALLY FINISHED MY IS PROPOSAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time to at least finish Econs CSQ or no sleep for you tonight Mag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so easily distracted plz. And fuck lor there's PE tmrw omg I hate PE I'm so unfit now it's not funny. Like unfit until CAN DIE walking up stairs kind of unfit hahahaha fml fml fml ok bye

I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AS A J2!!!!!!!!!!!

Woke up this morning, late. So rushed to get showered and ready. At this point my stomach was already feeling weird but I thought it would get better so we left the house. In the car I wanted to DIE I couldn't do anything like eat my sandwich or tie my shoelaces etc cuz I was afraid that once I moved from my current position my stomach would ATTACK me. It was so painful like really really painful and I really really really needed to shit or something but Meredith was going to be late for school and so was I so I was hoping I could tahan until I reached school then rushed to the toilet?? BUT ALL THE TRAFFIC LIGHTS WERE ALSO AGAINST ME we had to stop so many times and we barely reached Salvation Army when I was like "I NEED TO GO TOILET. NOW." So Uncle drove me back and I ran into the toilet and had diarrhoea grrrrrr Mummy went to pick up my things from the car and when I got out of the toilet she told me to rest. SO NO SCHOOL FOR ME.

Well my stomach's still feeling funny now but it's not the pain until want to die. I should be doing something productive, like my homework. But....................... omg can someone please come over and get me going productive wtf. I might start watching How I Met Your Mother. Or like. Fringe or something.

It's 2.05am and I'm still not sleeping though I have to get up in about 4 hours. FML I can't believe school is starting ok. Spent today watching 9 episodes of Glee straight cuz Mummy couldn't stop watching haha. Omg it was wonderful I don't want to go back to school I'm not ready I have so much shit left to do. This year's going to go by amazingly blindingly fast and I better pull my socks up or I won't be able to catch up and fail at life. I hate how everything's riding on pieces of paper in November this year. FUCK IT.

You don't know how true the above picture is ok. I always say I want to be a lawyer but more often than not it's just for the money. Ughhhhhhh I want to be a housewife I want to not worry about money and be able to support the lifestyle that I want to lead and do something I'm happy to do every single day.

The only good thing about school tomorrow is that I'm going to wear my new Nike dunks hehe! I feel terrible. Like sinking in the bottom of my stomach terrible. Ughhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzz I hate you I hate you for getting under my skin and I can't claw you out without hurting myself because you're so fucking ingrained into my life I hate you for not being there.

GOODNIGHT. Shall pack my bag now.