Time ran out/ Baby, you're a firework

Aiyer I'm an idiot and still up on the eve of Prelims hahahah. Fuck la prelims *nervous laughter* hahahahahahahaha. The past week was spent at Econs tuition, alternating between Siglap and the airport, too many Mcvalue meals and uh in between, there was studying! Hahahaha. Met Calvin and Yiguan the most this week, me, Pig and Meredith studied overnight at the airport which was kinda productive?? My life is soooo exciting I stay out the whole night!! To study!! zzzzzzzzzzz. Mummy was damn worried for us that night though she so cute she set alarm on her phone to msg us every hour and ask if we're okay and whether we need rescuing haha. At 6plus am we msged her and she IMMEDIATELY replied "ok coming now". Feel so loveeeddddd.

Ok la to reciprocate my Mummy's love I should really go sleep now so I dont fall asleep during GP paper tmr. GOodnightttt!

Khaki Vert

ok it is like 5.30am I dont know what I'm still doing up but right before I go to sleep i'm thinking of all the shit I have left to study because I'm so fucking unproductive and I'm getting freaked out at the prospect of time running out. And it is, like time is really running, running, running out. I need to GET MY ACT TOGETHER and pull through please Mag c'mon you can do this!!

And to everyone else, esp to Calvin, Chenyin and Yiguan, let's do this! I know you've been encouraging me so thank you (: To Gracie, I'm replying your tag here! Haha thank you for saying that (: I wanna meet up with you soon please, miss youuuuuu.

Aiyah it's only As right.... Btw I have a crack on the space key on my phone. It's like broken haha. Tuition later ~ I want some froyoooo Calvin!!! Good night!

I also really want Chanel Khaki Vert who's going to Marina Bay Sands anytime soon help me buy pleaseeeee. And there are new MAC lipsticks and glosses coming out! Disney collection and Gaga lipgloss, since I missed out on the Gaga lipstick I want that lehhhh. I'm so whiny. NEVER STUDY STILL WANT TO BUY THINGS. ok bye.

A-OK

Ok I no longer feel so stressed out cuz I just closed the book then packed up and went to meet SarahBarah for dinner!!! It was very good to meet up and talk to her like yayyyyy (: Back home now and I have landed my fat self on my sofa and ROTTING until one day i become part of the sofa. Ew. Ok byebye.

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Omg I'm finally gonna breakdown like the stress is NOW getting to me while I read the stupid econs essays which are not going into my head but I understand and I don't know how I can write it by myself. I'm gonna fail Econs, fail at life, and just like live off Mummy until she kicks me out of the house to get a proper job which I cannot because I couldnt get into Uni so I'll work at Macs for minimum wage and die oily fat and unhappy.

WALAU WHY LIFE SO HARD ONE.

Happy Birthday Mummy!

Yay it's Mummy's birthday today and I was nice to her by NOT studying and therefore NOT neglecting her (:

We went to eat dimsum at Paramount Hotel which was like zzzz cuz I don't really like dimsum and we actually really wanted buffet but never mind. Came home and rot rot rotted. Then at about 7plus I went to start cooking dinner which is pasta and I haven't cooked in SUPER LONG so Mummy should be/is damn honoured haha. At the same time, me and Meredith were super sneaky and she was baking as well. We made pandan cupcakes with gula melaka topping!! Inspired by this post, but we made do with whatever we had haha. You know how sneaky we were???? Meredith was sitting on the floor at the laundry area beside the kitchen beating the sugar and butter together HAHAHAHA. While I made alot of noise cutting up vegetables and cooking. Then when the oven beeped for the cupcakes I shouted "AH MY PORK!!!" And Mummy was like "you defrost so long???" See la we should be spies. Mummy's mouth was like :O when we came out of the kitchen singing with the cupcakes which turned out really well yay.

So. I haven't done any work today even though we have a test on Tuesday hahah. But it's a test of physical ability not mental what right hehe. Yesterday after Lit, studied with Mel, Chenyin and Nicolette and we also camwhored in the toilet before that. Mel and Chenyin left and me and Nicolette went to eat lunch and went to Bedok KFC to continue studying. Felt like I did alot but no I didn't really. Hahahaha. Mummy picked us up and dropped Nicorex off. Got ready then left for Jeremy's houseeeee.

Happy Belated Birthday Jeremy Lucas Tan!!!! Wow it's been 4 years since I've known him haha. Had a good time eating chocolate fondue (omfg damn good.) and playing Taylor Swift on Band Hero. Rachel came and she damn pig she sit there and let me and Kelly feed her the fondue can >:[ Hahahaha. Anyway, Calvin's dad came and gave me a lift home then I showered and fell asleep OKAY. My life not very exciting leh.

Anyway, this week is HOLY WEEK (termed by Chenyin). We are going to be non-bitchy..... Ok try. It's 930 now. Meredith just packed the leftover cupcakes for us to bring to school tomorrow. We have 4 each so... Only special people get them haha. Not Mel cuz she posted my damn fugly picture on FB therefore no boy will ever want me, I will die alone, and Mummy will have no grandkids. Ok byebye.

Half of my heart's got a grip on the situation

Ok so I really haven't been blogging at all cuz I don't want to switch on the computer and get super distracted and all. Not that I've been particularly productive and not distracted by other things even without the computer la but still. Anyway, so prelims are in 2 weeks like woaaaaaaah scary haha. Should really start feeling stressed and motivated and focused and determined now but....... I'm not so ha.

Aiyah, keep rethinking my future plans haha. And I hate my own double standards for getting irritated and not liking people yet being tolerant and acting like I do. Can't. Wait. For. Everything. To. End. Starting to get scared for Econs and super super super freaked out for Lit. I wanna get away from everything for a while but then again I have nothing to be complaining about because I haven't allowed myself to feel stressed harhar.

Ok. So. When I have more interesting things to say, I will! Byebye.

During Econs..

Me: I want to eat you
Jo: Ok nice. I'm very tasty
Me: How you know??
Jo: I try before

Lucky

Haha I really barely blogged about my birthday properly but anyway it's been like 2 weeks since my birthday alr and I still got presents last week and today (: Hehehehe. Even though prelims are nearing and so are A's but IT'S A LOOOOOONG 5 DAY WEEKEND and I'm super happy about it even though 1) we got 1000000 things to do 2) Calvin's birthday coming (this one I got love-hate feelings with haha) but like woohoo it's a break! School has been hectic but the little things like free periods spent bitching/doing nonsense like uh chasing Jo out of the library (literally chasing like running after her), imitating people, working out our prom plans etc are making it better (: And like even REALLY DAMN RIDICULOUS things like Hanle, Mel, Jo, Chenyin, Lynn, Rachel all supporting me and telling me to "STEP UP MY GAME!!" hahahhaha wah shucks I really like my class girls (:

Plus I'm like really settling into life at the moment I think haha. I said today that I think during our Farewell in school I'll probably cry cuz like woah this school has had 4 years of memories it's no joke leh. Today's National Day celebrations were abit of a letdown cuz we didn't sing the songs we were so hyped up about like Where I Belong and Five Stars Arising grrr. But getting Jo and Hanle on stage was damn funny haha. Calvin gave me my present and I couldn't open it until I reached home so like took a bus home and I opened my present AND GUESS WHAT IT WAS.

GUESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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MY CUPCAKE SHOESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehe :DDDDDDDDDD They're Custom Keds and I think Calvin indulges me too much but I'm not complaining haha. ;) Yah so anyway I got my cupcake shoes and I was really happy and went to sleep and woke up and went to swim then Mummy came home with polkadot cupcake liners!!!! Which reminded me that I'm actually damn bloody lucky cuz like I usually get the things that I want, somehowwww. I'm very happy and blessed to have friends and family who will look out for me and spoil me and get me things that they know will make me happy (especially since I tell EVERYBODY what I like HAHA *shameless*) But yeah!!!!! (: I mean like people all know I like cupcakes and polkadots and stuff and Ling got me a cupcake shirt and Meredith baked me my giant cupcake and I got 2 cupcake necklaces and cupcake earrings and 2 cupcake aprons and nail polish!!!! I usually don't like to read people's blogs who blog about how lucky they are and stuff like that (I sound like the Grinch HAHA) but now I know why? It's good to always RECOGNISE how lucky we are and write it out to remind yourself!!!!

So, thank you to Calvin, Chenyin, Yiguan, Vivian, Gracie, Jo, Lynn, Rachel, Mel + the 04/09 darling girls who are always there, Mummy, Meredith, Uncle, Daddy, Ling, for giving in to me and supporting me and indulging me and being patient with me, understanding me, loving me. (: I love you all!!!!!! (:

More Thanks

wtf how can I forget to thank Rachel haha for her markers/pens meant to draw on my nail! hehe.
And I got my present from Vi and Meng alr!! After much suspense, they got me a crazy cute underwater camera!!! Hehehehe it's super pink and has lots of hearts. Thank you!!! :D Now Calvin's losing confidence in his present which is trying to find its way to me haha.

Thank you to everyone who appeared in my video, Chenyin, Justina, Rachel, Lynn, Nicolette, Wanen, Hanle, Jo, Mel, TerryDenise, Pinsing, Gracie, Yiguan, Haopu, Sam, Ahmed, Natesha, Ms Yanti (hahahahha), Meng, Vi, Charis, Adeline, Iynyi, Angeline, Ashley, Clement, Alistair, Brandon, Jamie, Louise, Karon, Jac, Zhengwei(very unwillingly haha), Jeremy, Richa, Sarahbarah(who is coming back soon!!!), Vibzy, Mat, Bernard, Weiling, Elizabeth, Trudy, and of course Calvin (: Hope I didn't miss anyone out cuz I'm typing from memory and the last time I watched the video was last week?

Anyway, should really get some sleep now, sigh. Not in a very good mood but I'll get over it. Goodnight! (:

Happy (belated) Birthday to me!

Hahahaha ok I shall finally blog like 1 entire week after my birthday aiyaaaahhhh. Blogging from my PHONE ok cuz the computer is currently off limits.

Anyway, celebrated my birthday last Saturday! It was super fun we had 2 steamboat pots and like being surrounded by everybody that I care for and all my good friends... The feeling very shiok! (: Loved all the nonsense that we said, teasing Charis about her not getting off the chair AT ALL and just nonstop eating, Yiguan's never empty bowl, Chenyin being my jiejie, Rachel falling asleep on my sofa -.- hahaha.

First guests to arrive (late I might add, I was telling Mummy that maybe all my friends ditched me haha) were Calvin Charis Nicolette Lynn Rachel! I was quickly chased into my room to hide while I dunno what they did outside. After that we had to wait for everyone to turn up before eating so that's Chenyin, Pig(hehehe Yiguan), Gracie, Jo, Vi, Limeng, Mel! Ling also came over as an unexpected surprise cuz she didn't even know I was celebrating until that morning haha irritating cousin. ANyway so we ate alot laughed alot, then THE CAKESSSS CAME OUT!!

Hahahahaha because Yiguan+Grace decided to challenge my sister to making a giant cupcake cake right, I had many cakes that day! Meredith spent the past 3 nights baking the cakes and putting them tgt and trying to hide them from me. Seriously, there's still a postit on the freezer that says "DONT OPEN!" And Yiguan and Gracie came with this HUMONGOUS cake box and inside were cupcakes! heh. Very happy with my various cakes cuz they had everyone's thoughts inside (L)

After that was present giving!!
Thank you to
Lynn, for my nail polish and card hehe
Jo, for the Cupcake Pebbles you had to "search the whole world for" and my suh-weeeeet earrings!
Chenyin+Yiguan for my cupcake apron, and Yiguan for my glittery photoframe (:
Charis+Nicolette for my nail polish and Harry Judd HAHA
Meowlissa for my cupcake necklace! ^^
Vivi and Meng for my card and present that I'm getting tomorrow!!! Excited (:
And last but definitely not least,
Thank you Calvin, for my cupcake necklace and my video and the soon to come other part of my present. (:

Had to go to my room again and hide, then walked out being blindfolded by Chenyin who wrapped a shirt around my eyes and led me out haha. Switched off all the lights and sat down to watch the birthday video Calvin made for me. Cried while watching it cuz I saw so many people in it, wishes from Sarahbarah all the way in the UK, Vibz that day when he came to school (no wonder Calvin so nice follow me go find Vibz that day haha), and Chenyin who was the star and appeared 3 times, suffering my wrath cuz I got irritated at her. Aiyah I love you all so much thank you for everything. For the effort in making my day special, in trying to find cupcake-related things, nail polish, and for being such great people. To Calvin, thank you for your very very meaningful video, for making me cry after 2 years haha, and for being my "co-host" HAHAHA like helping pour the ribena and stuff.(:

I know I'm very blessed to have such great friends and a loving family like Mummy who spent that week preparing all the food for dinner and stuff. I'm going to stop here and blog about my actual birthday another day cuz my eyes hurt from staring at my small phone screen and I feel like I've typed alot but it might not be and I took like 20mins just to type this and it was NONSTOP typing ok. Goodnight everyone!!