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major bitching session with gracie this morning, it was awesumzzz!!!!

my dislike/hate/disgust at you is....................... improper to say the least. i shouldn't feel this way but it isn't stopping you from annoying me any further!!!

i don't know what's happening to my proper capital letters hmmz.

5page history essay due in exactly 12 hours and....................

i haven't started.

hen hao mag.

but vibzy was the nicest person everrrr and we spent an hour on the phone with him helping me develop my still undone essay (((((((:

love u vibzzz!!! :D

today mr hsu told me that i have nice taste in shoes. haha i think i live for his nice comments omg if not every ki lesson would just be like -.- to me. today was good though, cuz after the long ct, which wasn't so bad, we had the rest of the period which was about half an hour to do whatever we wanted! yesssssssssss.

i should really really really get started on my history essay now, or mr seng might send me for counselling cuz i cannot learn.

hurhurhurhurhurhur.

(i think i go through various moods which affects the way i type/speak/express myself)

Omg The Proposal!!!

Ahhh I really really wanna watch The Proposal! Especially after seeing the trailer in the cinemaaaaaaa. The trailer was damn bloody funny la haha the whole cinema also laughing! First, I think Ryan Reynolds is really like cute HAHAHAHA (what's new right Mag) and that equals BIG PLUS TO GO WATCH THE MOVIE ALREADY!!! And Sandra Bullock is very pretty and funny. Like in Miss Congeniality, and and and in Lake House which was sweet but somewhat boring. This should be sweet and un-boring! (:

Wah, Sandra Bullock hasn't acted in a movie for quite long. Hm. The Proposal opens in cinemas 20 August 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUST WATCH IT SOOOOOOON. Especially since school is like WTF now, need some entertainment pleaseeee )))):

For Trooooodz!!!

Because she complain she don't have picture of her!!!

HAHAHAHA.

Love you Trudy I v honoured I'm the first person you webcam with! (:

AND SORRY LA BERNARD THE PICTURE VERY FUNNY HAHA. Trudy say you look like Ernie HAHA TRUDY I SABO YOU SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mindfucked (And it repeats.)

Hello Liwen I miss webcamming with you ): Must Skype again and talk until 5am about.... Shitty things that happen in our lives but it's okay because in the end we will do something retarded like v:Dv and sing HSM OR CHINESE SONGS TO YOU HAHAHAHAH.

On another note, because my life seems severely and overly disgustingly horrible these days,

I don’t know why everything you do irks me, disgusts me.

The more I know you, the more I interact with you, the more I feel like I have to try and tolerate your behaviour which annoys me. The way you talk as if you’re better than others, the way you give that judgemental look. It’s fucking annoying and I really shouldn’t be letting you affect me like this because honestly, you’re so not fucking worth it.

With all my heart and soul, I really believe that you’re not a good person, much less someone who feels she is better than me. I feel like a hypocrite, because my words and my actions don't match up but I can't do anything about it. Fuck this.

Feeling vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv upset in school lately, can't wait to get home everyday and just sleep/rot in front of the tv watching Boys Over Flowers because again, dramatic love is better than no love -.- It's taking alot to... I don't know. Be myself lately. I feel like being alone or with someone who will at least TRY to understand why I'm feeling like this? I'm not disregarding my friends I'm just, not the most happy right now )))):

Went out with Meredith on Monday, that was a good day. Haha. Because the NUM boy was very nice to me (I'm so shallow and disgusting omg), resulting in me buying the Switzerland party tank which he said I looked nice in while Meredith said looked like Macdonalds but she later took that comment back haha. UGGGGGH SWEDEEEEENN ))))))))))))): Our Yakpak can be exchanged for a new one cuz it's in irreparable condition and it has lifetime warranty! BUTTTT there are no new nice ones now sigh.

Yesterday was suck-ish. Except for the fact that I managed to pass my KI thousand word essay with 4 footnotes in total and no references page haha. And Mr Hsu came up to me to comment on my essay again saying that I know what to write I just don't have the content. Gives me hope that I might be able to do well for the subject and not be a complete failure at it, like History.

Today Mr Seng was telling everyone like why he grouped them up in a certain way for the debate, like "_____ I put you here because I need you to learn how to substantiate, to form an argument" etcetc. He looked at me and said "Mag, I just need you to learn." Thaaaaaaanks. History lecture test after that was a failure as well, was very tempted to not hand it up but I did anyway. I don't want to go to school tomorrow ): In class assignments for both Lit and KI, and History full length essay due on Friday. Haaaaaaaaaaa. The temptation to skip school is like.

this much.

Fuck this, I'm going to watch more BOF. I can't even express myself properly in words and that completely sucks.

Thank you Troooody and Bernard for the earrings!!! (((: Cupcake! :D HAHA LOOK AT BERNARD. Trudy refuses to webcam with me >:[

Click here for Pri 1 Daisy picture of me!!! Love primary schoooool!!!

(Thank you Nic Lau for the timely replies today, andddd Rachel for our bus ride home. )

Birthday Boy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN ENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even though I seem like a very lousy friend cuz I didn't even have a present today but that does not mean my love for you is any less!! Hahaha. (((((: Hope you had a good time today!! :DDD

Too lazy to blog about the rest of the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bye.

Eyepain.

My eyes hurt but I still have to watch the 12 minutes worth of videos that Bernard showed me if not he will go "RAHHH" again cuz I didn't want to see Korean boys then today me and Rachel watched Boys Over Flowers and were like "OMG AHHH OMG AHHH HE SMILE OMG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

Yah.

Hhahahahaha.

Today was National Day celebrations which OUR CLASS COULDN'T TAKE PART IN >:[
Ms Yanti actually walked us out of school to ensure we didn't run off to the hall kay. Because we 3 people with flu like symptoms in our class, sigh. Went opposite with Rachel, Jo, Charis. Printed photos, looked at vcds, haha. Went to Bedok Interchange with Rachel and Charis, Charis left then me and Rachel went down to E park!

WE WATCHED BOYS OVER FLOWERS HAHA REFER TO ABOVE. I fell asleep for an hour because I was v tired but omg they are damn cute can hahahahahaha. But only when they smile and they still look like girls. Went home to shower and change and leave for Clarke Quay. Got my cheque!!!!! :DDDD Met all the Athletics peepzzz again omg fun fun, sat down and talked in the v nice environment. Went to dip our feet in the pool. Sigh, the office is so nice. And Mic is quitting ContentCraft we will never see them again!!!!!!!!!!!! ): The gym there has treadmills with TVs ON EACH ONE OKAY!!!!!!!! Oh and there was a red moon just now!!! RED COLOUR MOON LEH WAH!!!!!!

Train-ed home with Nadhiraaaaaah. There was a weird couple on the train. Played with the Shu Eumura eyeliner just now. I like it alot because its v dark but I still insist I need a better brush!! AND MUMMY AGREED TO LET ME AND MEREDITH BUY THE 88 SHIMMER EYE COLOUR PALETTE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Damn wtf but omg so many colours damn fun la!! Rachel we can play again!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDD

Okay I shall go watch videos nowwwwwwww.

Nic Lau was talking to meeeee and saying me and Calvin better join the Standard Chartered run. He already signed up for the full 42km la! Walau eh! Madness!!!
I can just imagine myself running 42km.

I think after 24 hours then maybe,

MAYBE

I finish alr.

Hopefully still alive.

Trudy is showing me old National Day songs on Youtube omg so spastic got Fann Wong!! Hahahaha.

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I hate Bernard leh show me this kind of videos for what!!!!!! The stupid Girls Generation so fucking skinny now I really think I should train up and go run the 10km la!!!!!!!!!! KNN!!!!!!!!!

They are like, inhumanely skinny okay WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I run 42 km also wont be that skinny la!!!!

Jiejieamy says "Mag I think you should try passing your 2.4 first then go run 10km" UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to die.

Big letters.

Quick post before I fall asleep, because sleeping at 3 for 2 nights in a row is realllllly not good for me.

WE JUST FINISHED OUR FIRST FUCKING DRAFT OF WR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to leave my font big cuz it's such a huge relief okay because the word limit's 3000 but we had like 4500 so we had to slowly whittle down to 3000 you know how hard that is?!?!?! Luckily Melissa was helping me because I was going to die looking at all those words already omg I sound like a bimbo. But Ms Yanti said if I didn't proofread the WR it would be my fault walau eh ): I can already feel the pressure mounting though, when Ms Yanti said that we will probably fight with our group members, I don't think she was exaggerating. My patience is wearing thin, and I think it shows so I'm not going to bother to make this sentence smaller or anything. Will flare up very very very soon unless something changes, I feel.

I am very buay song at the same time though, at a certain somebody who I just don't feel comfortable around and everything about that person irks me and makes me buay song!!!!! Some might call it jealousy, okay Chenyin might call it jealousy, but it stems from something deeper than that. I just don't know what it's stemming from yet.

But I will hide this, because..................... I care about the people whom it affects.

I don't think that line made any sense.

Today was another happy day because alot of time was spent in the library doing productive WR related things, and laughing and making waaaaaaaaayyyy too much noise courtesy of Chenyin's antics, me hiding Xinyi's shoe, and I don't know. Just pure, unadulterated, laughter which came so easily and it felt good.

I bet this post is actually v short but the font v big so it looks longer hahahahahaha.

Hi Chenyin, you are reading this to understand.

I mentioned your name 3 times in this post.

Love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(By the way, my iTunes is playing a song that just repeated the word 爱, see my devotion to you 陈芊匀.!!!)

4th time I mentioned your name btw.

And Calvin, I cannot believe I am seriously considering your stupid idea of joining Standard Chartered 10km run, I went to check out the website just now -.-

My mother say she will pay. But walau. 50 bucks to get myself killed, not worth it!!!!!!!!!

OKAY BYE. MATHS TEST TOMORROW. MUST MAKE MR FAZLI PROUD.

YES 04/09, I AM YOUR H1 MATHS REP.

I can't believe nobody knew ):

Happy dayz

Monday was... loooooooonnnngggggggg dayyyyyyyyy which ended with OCIP sigh but it wasn't so bad though it was a waste of time but usually waste of time is quite fun because I spent it talking to Gracie and Limeng about people hahahahahahaha. "Eh girl!" Omg funny. And then took bus home with Limeng, he said I changed alot since TA1, like I toned down alot and don't shoot my mouth off as much. Dunno leh. Haha. But it's quite interesting to think about people changing!!

YESTERDAY STARTED OUT LIKE.

WTF HAHAHAHHAHA Not gonna elaborate cuz it makes me sound damn loser.

But it was a good dance day yesterday!!!!! ((((((:

No Ms Wee + Dance ended early + Dance was fun (similar to no Ms Wee) + Me and Vivian stretched and talked alot at the same time + Me and Rachel went for bubble tea after that and talktalktalkeeeed FINALLY CUZ SHE DON'T WANT TO COME ONLINE + (most importantly) NO BADMINTON TRAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (heeheex secret motives) = HAPPY DANCE DAY!!!!!!!!!

Today was an even better day cuz we had pilot test at SAC!!! (: Reached school at about 1120, short Lit lesson, short CT exercise during KI (which is my FAVOURITE ever thing to do in KI hahahah), then lunch was right after that and there was no civics because of Pilot Test and our class had phototaking at 350 so we had 3 hours to kill then we all went for lunch together!!!! 04/09 rocks!!!

Okay not everyone turned up la, like Charis she don't know her alphabet don't know that C comes before O. Hahahaha. But it was fun anyway, went back to school, take photo, then after that we took even more photos cuz I brought my camera vvvvvvvvv fun. Pictures will be up on FB! IF I EVER FINISH MY LIT ESSAY.

WHICH IS DUE TOMORROW.

AND I HAVEN'T STARTED AHAHAHAHA.

Yesterday Sarah kept asking me to go run/walk 10km with her like damn funny la.

I was telling her I will DIE like that guy who died doing the triathlon. HE TRAIN FOR TRIATHLON AND DIE LEH. I SURE DIE LA.

Then today Calvin asks me to go join Standard Chartered 10km run with him WTF IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me and running DO NOT MIX.!!!!!!!
I will die you know!!!!!!!!

This is madness.

Pure madness.

Excuse me while I wallow in my fats now.

Where your gardens have no walls

LIWEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

MY LIFE SUCKS..............................

):

Heartacheheartacheheartacheheartache.

KNN YOU NOT HELPING LEH ASK ME THINK ABOUT THINGS MAKE MY HEARTACHE WORSE ONLY HAHA.

Should really be getting started on my KI essay now......

Maybe I'm amazed by the way I really need you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!!!! :DDDDD

I realised I don't have a picture with you ): But I have one in my fisheye so yay wait for it to be developed! Hahaha. The FIRST EVER ROLL OF FILM from my fisheye has been developed!!!! So happy. The pictures turned out reaaalllly dark but I'm still too amazed by it haha so cute!

This week has been somewhat good cuz I've kept on top of my work and I haven't been falling asleep in class, except during History because it's History and my defences are weak against the extreme boredom History can bring, due to my new sleeping patterns. Which are actually testament to how screwed up my body clock is. Taking a nap from 6-8, and then sleeping at 2 = No sleeping in class. Sleeping at 12 = sleeping in class. Haha wtf.

But all that is going to change because normal school assembly starts next week and I can't go to school at like 730 everyday anymore. ): Hahahahahahahhahaha and and and there's a 1000 word KI essay due on Monday which I haven't started on and I have a prediction in my head that I'm going to end up chiong-ing it on Sunday night, like how I accomplish all my best work.

Yeah right. But I really haven't started. And Mummy wants to go to Malaysia tomorrow. Mummy wanted to go to KL during next week's long weekend which I actually want to go for also BECAUSE it's the Great Malaysia Sale now or whatever their sales are called haha. BUT because of SOMEONE'S birthday which I'm currently dying over and should really go start preparing as well, I cannot gooooooo.

Too many commitments haha. Mummy went to JB yesterday and got me new shoes + SHANGHAI RED!!! Happiness x 10000000000. It's a really pretty colour okay it's not like a typical red its slightly pinkish it's like a cherry red!!!!! Charis described it as that. Haha. (: So happy. Next weekend I paint! CUZ NATIONAL DAYYYYY HAHAHA.

I hate my mind/heart leh it keeps thinking irrational thoughts and things that cannot happen, not supposed to happen. ): Qianyun. MY LIFE SUCKS HAHA. Think of you for what don't think la walau eh leave me alone ): No, don't. GO AWAY STOP SCREWING WITH MY HEAAAAADDDDDDD.

Don't.

Go.

Don't.

Go.

FUCK LA.

My heart damn pain whenever I listen to Maybe I'm amazed. Feel like crying now so I'm going to watch 放羊的星星.

Jimmy Lin!!!!!!

Need to fill my thoughts with dramatic love,

since obviously my own love life leaves much to be desired.

Hurrrrrrrrr.