I would follow you to the ends of the earth

Slept at 6am in the end, after reading more Forgotten Realms haha. Woke up and took a shower, then went to pick Meredith up from school and went to Simpang for bakchormee. It was raining freaking heavily like some thunderstorm or something okay. Chenyin came over after the rain slowed down (: She watched Meteor Garden with meeeeeee. Heehee, whatever lah I know you didn't want to watch it with a "crazy hysterical fan girl", WHICH I AM NOT, but thanks for sitting it through with me. While you swooned over Huazelei and I screamed over Daomingsi. (: Ahhhhhhh. Went out to Simpang again to meet Limeng, who was LATELATELATE and had to treat us to dessert (: The lady from the dessert stall talked to Limeng like they were longtime friends or something, damn funny. Limeng had a plaster on his face from getting scratched by a shuttlecock during training. So we went to Guardian to find him another cuter plaster HAHA, but in the end he didn't buy any. Went opposite to find Mummy at the interior design place, then we waited with Chenyin for the bus to come. Limeng walked me to my side gate and we spent about 10minutes outside my side gate talking shit because he wanted to be "fashionably late" to meet his friend. Haha, went home and Daddy was there. He brought me and Meredith out to eat Frog leg porridge and the works (: Home nowwww, sleeepy. Tomorrow is going to be a long day and I will sleep early. Ahhh, I want to drown myself in Taiwanese drama serials. Daomingsiiiiiiiiii. :O

But I've already given up.

Do you remember when we talked for hours on end?

Was supposed to go to JB but couldn't wake up this morning haha. Finally woke up at about 12plus, and Mummy was making Shepherd's pie :D And banana chocolate cake! Haha, ate and watched Meteor Garden the whole day. (: Because Daomingsi is so sweet I could die of diabetes. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Why didn't I find him handsome before. Now I have a huge poster of Huazelei. I want Daomingsiiiiiiiiiii. Kns, I know that no guy in real life will do that. I wanna live in a movie/drama serial. ): I'm freaking hungrrrrrryyyyy, considering the last time I ate was at like, 5 or something. Talked to Faye on the phone just now, she was hysterical. (: Bimbooooooo, how do you get yourself into the weirdest situations. Read Cyanide and Happiness, ah it's so sadist and funny. Hungryhungryhungryhungry, I should have brought up the Meteor Garden vcds just now, I miss Daomingsi. ): I want this shirt.
Chenyin's coming over tomorrow to watch Meteor Garden with me heehee. And I'll be spending the whole of Tuesday helping out at Suntec, and Wednesday will probably be spent packing. AHHH I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO PHUKET. I don't even know what time my flight is though. Hm.
I feel oddly detached from everything around me. I wish I really were, and I could float into the tv and kick Shancai away and take Daomingsi for myself. Hurrrrrrrr. Kns lah, CHENYIN I NEED YOU TO BRING ME BACK TO REALITY HAHAHAHA. Listening to Busted after such a long time has weird effects, hmm. I went down to get a piece of banana chocolate cake after reading food blogs again. Ahhhh, Mag, will you ever learn not to read food blogs when hungry? Opened to fridge to find Domino's pizza that Uncle brought back on the way home from Ipoh. Chompchompchomp I want. Got too lazy to heat it up though. I love the cakeeeee.
This is freaking funny!!!

Feeling stupid but at least we didn't pretend
I miss you like, right now and we haven't talked properly in too long. Whatever, I'm going to get over you.

Do you really understand

Got woken up too early today by stupid Lingalingaling (who owes me 200bucks so I can get my Aldo shoes) because she came over to mess up our kitchen, along with her friends Claudia and Eunice. They baked brownies for a friend's birthday and we put m&ms on top spelling out the friend's name! Hahaha, it was pretty okay. (: Decided not to go for ballet today because Meredith woke up at 145, and I was having freaking bad cramps, kns. Spent the day lazing on Mummy's bed with Mummy and Meredith watching the last few episodes of Gilmore Girls and because my hormones have gone completely mad on me, started tearing when Rory was going to leave Stars Hollow and all the townspeople held a surprise party for her. Then finished watching Maiden's Vow on dvd, in Cantonese. I read the CHINESE SUBTITLES Chenyin!!!! Hahaha. Omg the guy in the show is so cute. (: Went to Bedok Interchange where we got too much junk food from the pasar malam and NTUC. Okay, hopefully going to JB tomorrow so I can shop at FOS (:

I wish I knew what you were thinking.

Calvin- I'm thankful that I've met you because, even though it's been less than a year, it feels like we've been through alot. And well, you did! Thank you love, for letting me pelt you with bimbotic comments that you roll your eyes at (but I know you secretly agree with me), for telling me your deep dark secrets, for midnight revelations(which are no more), for Forgotten Realms, and for coming over to watch DVDs, and basically just for accompanying me when I'm bored. Hahaha, I'm glad that I could be there for you, and even though you're not a girl and can't relate very well to certain circumstances, you still try, and for that, you're the best. Really. (: No matter what happens next year, you're still going to be my one and only, Slut. (The best one too.)

Sarah- OKAY, so even though we had our share of petty quarrels and such, we still make up. And I'm thankful that no matter what happened between us, you never hold a grudge, and you always think of me :D I know I owe you simply too much, and yet you're never calculative about it. I hope we have many more outings like today in the future, because I know our friendship will last. (: And plus, you and Dougie still owe me a Malibu mansion that I won't forget :D

Chenyin- Woaaaah, this year has passed by in a blur! Hahaha, I know we haven't always been the closest, but I know that you were always there for me to bitch/rant to. You always know exactly what to say to make me feel better, or just to make me laugh and forget. I'll always remember YOUR spastic moments and even if we're not in the same class, and after I move, we still have Simpang for some Longan Grass Jelly ey! :D

Louise- Hey, I haven't talked to you properly in the longest time. But we're still going to work together(or in close proximity) anyway! Thanks for being there for me when I really needed you to be, and through all the fights I've had, and the messes I get myself in. For trusting me, and even though we've drifted and all, I know we'll always be friends (:

Ryan- HI DICK. Okay, homosexual organic waste! Everytime I scold you, and insult your dressing sense, and pinch you, means I love you okay HAHAHA. -Insert Chinese phrase which I can't remember. Thanks for always agreeing to my senseless demands and carrying my stuff, and trusting me enough to tell me things that I don't want to hear but still listen to anyway because yah, I'm nice. And also thank you for being rational when I'm mad with anger, and making me laugh when I'm sad. Your darling is lucky to have you :D

JayJay- Hi walking sixpack, JAYJAY. :D Thank you, for cracking stupid jokes and making me laugh all the time. Even though you always torment me endlessly, I know you secretly care lah DON'T DENY IT HAHA. Thanks for always complimenting me when I'm feeling ugly(which is rare), and being dependable, and in advance, thanks for agreeing to be my mum's errand boy ;) I know we'll DEFINITELY keep in touch, so here's to the next few years in the same neighbourhood! :D

Purple is the colour of dreams.

Out with SarahBarah todaaaay! (: I thought I was going to be late but the idiot got herself lost at Raffles City and couldn't meet me at City Hall, then couldn't find Raffles Place station, but managed to find City Hall station after I reached Raffles Place. So we met at Raffles. That hardly makes sense. OKAY NEXT. Oh and SarahBarah's iPhone is damn cool!

Went to Vivo, and walked around trying to find the cinema. Walked into NUM, and I've decided which Havianas I want, Ryan! :D :D Tried to get tickets for December Boys but they asked for IC, so we got The Game Plan instead! Went to Carl's Jr for Chilli Cheese Fries (: Then back to NUM for uh, more browsing. (: Went to Aldo, AT SARAH'S SUGGESTION, and didn't want to step out of it. Tried on damn pretty purple shoes(that were freaking high and my ankle hurt, but they are PRETTY), and she tried on white, and and yah but we couldn't afford them ): Probably irritated the hell out of the assistant since we tried on 3 pairs of shoes but didn't get any. Went to GAP and tried on striped Wellingtons THAT WERE SO CUTE, and dresses, then to Warehouse for more dresses, then walked around Topshop which was disappointing, then River Island where Sarah wanted boots, then to the cinema for our movie haha.

The Game Plan, was freaking super duper touching and nice! It was funny and all at first, then towards the end it was sad, and I teared. ): BUT FREAKING NICE MUST WATCH OMGGG. Trained back, and Sarah chose to change trains twice because she was afraid of getting lost. Hah! I'm not the only one who has no sense of direction okay. (: Home now, The Devil Wears Prada and Johnny English are on tv. And Sarah mentioned both today. Hm. I'm hungry. Had fun today! :D

You've got my heart in a headlock

To Chenyin, I'm afraid of change too. :\
Well, I dislike it at any rate. What's wrong with now/then?
I'm thankful for now.
My room's bright again, finally, some light.
I can't wait to be able to decorate my new room, it's going to be bright and make me happy, all the time.
I wanna leave Singapore now now now now now now.
I wanna go to Ikea and look at pretty lights.
I don't know how to tell you I love you.
(Again.)
All I wanted was some evidence, that you really liked me.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Went out with Mummy today to check out the new house and the renovations. Ahhh, I wanna decorate my room (: Went over to pick more tiles for the bathroom/kitchen/balcony, then went to the contractor to see how everything will look. The kitchen's so pretty. Went home, then Ling called me up to ask if me and Meredith wanted to go to Vilage, cuz Yiyi had vouchers. So we did! (: Uncle sent us over to town and we had a good dinner, chompchompchomp Rosti (: Went homeeeeeeeeee. I should do thanks or something. December Boys with SarahBarah tomorrrrowww! :D

I'm thankful for...

Getting through the year generally unscathed, making new and great friends who made this year one of the best, Mummy, Meredith, Uncle, Lingalingaling, my best friend, managing to improve, getting into the subject combination of my choice, having an actual date on Valentine's HAHA, good music, good food, good company, love, and Ben& Jerry's which will always be there.

I can't make my thanks seem poetic or anything, at most it'll sound cheesy, and I can't think of anything else, even though I know, deep in my heart, that I'm reallly reallly grateful that I have what I have today, and that this year has helped me to mature a whole lot. (:

Jacob's Creek.

Out with TheOnlySlut todaaaaaaaaaay (: Woke him up at like, 10 AND HE WENT BACK TO SLEEP. So when he finally decided to get his ass out of bed and call me up, I wasn't ready and he had to wait. Took a very long bus ride 10 down to Keppel Club, where the very nice Slut decided to treat me to lunch (: Embarrassing moments were aplenty, when I managed to drop my fork and burst out laughing, Calvin went to get me a new fork from some drawer, and the drawer almost fell out HAHA. Then the piece of papaya on my fork managed to um, fly off. Prompting Mr Calvin Eng to give me weird looks showing that he thinks I'm an airhead. Food was good, seafood soupppppppp yumyum. Thank you Slut! :D Cabbed down to Cine where it was too late to watch a movie already, so we walked to Borders and spent like, an hour plus there. I managed to finish a book (: Got a ride from his Dad home! Planned my room with Mummy after getting home. Ahhhhhhhh. LINGALINGALING, THE GENIUS, LOCKED HERSELF OUT OF THE HOUSE TODAY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Have fun waking up at 4 and at training tomorrow, Slut! :D

Denial.

Woke up tooooooo early today. Mummy gave me a very expensive ride down to Taka for my job induction. ERP charges were like 7bucks in total. :O Induction was a long, and boring process. But I'm kinda looking forward to start work! (: Met Mummy after that, because she insisted on seeing the contract before I signed it. Hm. Went over to Centrepoint, where I made my own account, and bought stuff from Cold Storage. Dropped by Calvin's house to get more Forgotten Realms. 15books, I can slowly read till next year and still not finish reading HAHA. Returned his Harry Potter then went home. I have pretty painted nails. LIFE IS TOO BORING BYE.

You can't keep getting annoyed and peeved when someone brings up something you're trying to avoid but still have to do anyway. what's wrong with you. Are you going to avoid and push everyone aside just because "You don't feel like talking". And let people ride on your nerves, even though you know that they've done nothing wrong. I don't know who you've become, hopefully it's the lack of sleep. Chill, Mag.

Smooth Silver

Today was a very lazy day for Mag. Woke up at 12plus, bathed then lazed and watched tv until 3 plus, then went to sleep. Again. Until 5plus and yah. Gaaah! Today was so unproductive and lazy and shit. and I haven't eaten a proper meal except uhhhhh, a donut, and sausages, and Chunky Monkey. Gah, I'm hungry hungry hungry. I feel like eating..... Shepherd's pie. And Calvin gets to eat stingray, Slutttttttt. I shall sleep early tonight. Faye's telling me about OBM and it really seems like it'll be fun. Gah, hungry rambling doesn't make sense lah!

"Mummy, can I go out with Sarah on Fridayyyy"
"Okay, I only let you go because I like Sarah."

Okay random bye.