Holding on to this burning heart

So yesterday, we got back the Physics. Screwed up badly. I told Mummy my results though, except Physics and she didn't really scold. Thank goodness. Okay I forgot what happened yesterday.

Today: PE, Justina and I went to walk 1 round instead of running. :D And that was the end of PE. DAMN COOL. Chinese, we had to do introductions for the new teacher. And after each person introduced him/herself, the rest of the class could like, add to what they said. We added to Ryan, Chenyin and Edwin's, saying they were perverts :D Maths, Mr Gan taught us. I was completely not following cuz I didn't know we had stuff to do from the previous lesson. HAHA. Thank goodness for JayJay and his already filled up worksheet, even though with wrong answers. :D

Free period and lunch, then Bio. OMG AHHH, FIRST SUBJECT I PASSED THANK GOODNESS(for the third time). Even though I just barely passed, it's still a pass! And me and Ryan got like, the same subjects that we passed and failed. HAHA. Congrats to him for being second in class for Bio! He really deserves it (: I told Mummy about Physics and Bio. She said "We'll work hard together." Bullshit. And she keeps harping on my results now. Whatever.

JayJay, Louise, Chenyin, Edwin, Ryan, Ben came over. The guys wanted to go swimming, and we were supposed to do our Lang Arts, for the third time this week. The guys helped Mummy to shift heavy things, and Limeng came over too. The guys went to swim, we watched for awhile, then Limeng decided to challenge Ben to like, a swimming competition. Whoever reached the other end would win first. Loser had to take off his pants and run one round around the pool. LIMENG CHEATED, AND LIKE, GOT OUT OF THE POOL, RAN TO THE OTHER END, AND TOUCHED IT. But like, Ben still had to run. And I can't elaborate more. BECAUSE NO PICTURES ANYWAY! I can't post any (:

Louise and Limeng went back first. The guys came back from swimming to eat pizza, which Mummy offered for them to shift the heavy things. Ben went back earlier after that, Edwin fell asleep, JayJay watched Totally Spies and The Simpsons, me, Ryan and Chenyin camwhored. Okay up next, truckload of pictures! (:

Hello I love all of you :D

Transformers leh! DON'T PLAY PLAY.

Hello lovely.

Edwin went back to sleep after we woke him up.

Sleeeeepppppp.

JAYJAY THE JET PLANEEE.


Chenyin cool! :D

Limeng warms up,
Swims off to the side!
While Ben swims forward.
He runs to the other end!

Camwhores!


Smelly things, POSER EDWIN.
Edwin joins in the camwhoring fun!

Haiyerrrr.
Ryan made these for Lang Arts dramatisation! DAMN COOL RIGHT.

During Physics.


YOUTH THING FOR CHURCH TOMORROW. UGGGHH. But Rylala and Shannon are going to be there! SO I'LL FIND THEM. AND WE'LL ALL WEAR GREEN. Live Earth!

No need to cry about it.

Could hardly wake up this morning. First period Maths and what a shock we got to get back our papers. Everything is fucking screwed up, and as expected I failed. Only like, 1/4 of the cohort passed. At that time, either the impact hadn't set in yet, or I was too used to failing. Only worry on my mind was how to tell Mummy.
Lang Arts and only Louise's group performed. We had break and free period after that so we took the time to condense (cue Ryan's milk maid jokes), our script because we only had maximum 13 mins to show the whole of Act 2. Art was just watching some video of some lady talking about various pieces of artwork. We were all falling asleep. Maths again, then Civics. We had our new groups, but after various objections, and the fact that most of us were in groups with people we were with before, we got to regroup. My new group- JayJay, Zhihong, Shufen, and Hongwei. Um. Not so bad I guess. But why do I get the feeling I'm going to be forced to do the work. (Because the last 2 can't be counted on.)
Went to get back our Chem papers during our Lunch period. That paper joined the failure club too. I thought I could pass, and after getting back the paper, I was just stunned there. Wtf.

Because everyone was in a bad mood, they came over. So, Louise, Chenyin, JayJay, Zhihong, Ryan, Ben, Manaswi, Edwin and me went to Simpang to eat bakchormee. SHIOOOKKKK. I have finally reached the stage where I go to Simpang so often that the lady allowed me to pay later because I had no money. Fine, it was just a packet of tissue, but it still symbolises something! HAHA. Jeremy was there so he came over to say hi. HELLO YOU OWE ME BEN& JERRYS. I'M GOING TO BE OUT OF TURTLE SOUP SOON.
They all came over, the guys minus Ryan and Manaswi went swimming. And we settled down to do our script. The guys came back, Edwin ate his own mucus. HAHAHA. Acted out our scenes for abit, and it was already late so they left.

I think the impact about my fucking lousy results is only hitting me now. Because I seriously don't know how I could have managed to do so badly. NEVER EVER in my wildest dreams could I have done this badly. I still don't regret coming to TA, and I know I won't. But this is just, plain unexpected.

Thank you Sarah for the bubble things, and the cool stuff from Europe! :D

Saw this in the morning on the way to school. Pretty right!

Acting out our stuff.


Edwin act cool! And he camwhored the whole day.

Look what Edwin was looking at. Haiyoooo. He took my phone and took pictures the whole time.



Hello I am Jessica and Portia.

Do frogs have ears?

YESTERDAY. Chenyin, Ryan, Ben and Joleneney were supposed to come over, by um, 10? But everyone woke up late, so we only really met at 11. Did like 2 scenes of Merchant Of Venice, then left to meet Yijun at the station, met Louise at Eunos, and went to town for lunch. Met Limeng on the way, saw Gerard at Citylink. We went to Marina to get lunch, and I checked out Novo, but they didn't have my flats D: D: D: Got my ring from Diva though. Stupid cheapo ring turns my finger green. HURHUR. Had lunch at Carl's Jr. Yummy Beef Chilli Cheese Fries :D :D :D Me and Jo went off to find Sarah at Lido. Goal only started at 5, and I had to be home for dinner, so we watched Surf's Up instead. Um, okay, not bad movie. Really short compared to the other recent movies though. Took pictures with The Simpsons family! :D Went to Wisma and walked around, tried on stuff at Forever21, and we saw Miss Nansi there, she reminded us about LangArts. HURHUR. Left after that, Jo went to meet Yijun for dinner, Sarah went to find her Daddy. She called me up after that to tell me about a certain hot guy. HAHAHA :D

TODAY. Woke up bright and early at 645. :D We only had two periods of school today because apparently, we worked very hard during SemesterOne. :D (Well, yeah if you say so.) Morning Maths- Parabolas are curved lines. They sound like those Mexican hat things. PE was terror, I am completely unfit. Justina was almost walking to keep up with me. HAHA. (Chenyin is very very fit. Yes she is. ) Canteen with Louise, Chenyin, Justina and Ryan, waiting for the guys who went to play soccer. Edwin, JayJay, and Ben came. Louise went to meet her group for LangArts, and the rest all came over. The guys went swimming, Chenyin and Justina went to watch. When we finally decided to actually start on LangArts, Justina went to find them, JayJay walked in without his shirt. ABSSSSS. Haha okay stop :D Chenyin was demonstrating her stalker skills. Everytime I showed her a random Friendster profile, she would go "OH! I know that girl, I read her/her girlfriend's/her ex bestfriend's blog before. OMG DAMN FREAKY.

Copied 2 scenes of MOV off Sparknotes, then went for lunch. JayJay, Justina and Edwin left to go home. Me and Chenyin were laughing damn hard trying to find Manaswi/give him directions. Louise came over, and we sorta managed to finish (copying) the script. Ben, Ryan and Chenyin all went to sleep! Stupid shitss. Apparently my floor is softer than their floor. Chenyin kept trying to take spastic photos, "sneaky attack!". Okay Chenyin, I pity Ryan for sitting next to you. They all left stuff at my house. JayJay his PE stuff, Ryan his PE stuff, Chenyin her jacket and wallet, Ben his soccer ball.

They changed the chairs and tables in our classroom to these hideous green ones.
After PE, everyone gets thirsty. Me, Ryan and Louise drank 2 cans each! OH AND I'M THE STACKING CHAMPION.
They all slept at my house. Chenyin sleeps so stylo milo! HAHA.
Ryan BIG ASS HAHAHAHA.
Ben!
Attack of the spaz!

This is Frenzy, hard at work. HAHA.

Ryan!
Unglam! ROBOT CHENYINNN WANTS TO GET INTO THE PHONEEE.
Joleneney!
Hello Homer Simpson, I am now part of your family! :D

Fuck you selfish pig. (And you, what is up with you.)

Quit messing with my head

Okay so yesterday, went to Jurong early in the morning cuz Meredith and the two brats, okay KIDS, were supposed to have ice skating lessons. Went to IMM with Mummy, Diva's having sale! Supposed to make my ATM card but we didn't have enough time too since the kids didn't have lessons in the end, so like, we had no time to shop much wtf. Went for ballet which was tiring, to say the least. Did pointe at the end, which totally killed my legs, and my back was already aching. D: Went to Bedok after that, actually looking for food but ended up in the library borrowing books. There was this little boy who suddenly ran to me, and smiled. Then he ran away and kept running back to me and like, asking me to follow him. So I followed him running in and out of the sections. And I got lazy and stopped, and he ran to me and said Hello. And started running again. DAMN CUTE. Went home, ate. Finished reading Maximum Ride and now I really really want to read the sequel.

Today, woke up with my whole lower body aching, namely my butt and calves. Went to Simpang for lunch, then stayed at home the whole day. Had dinner, then went out to Parkway, actually looking for my Novo flats and the Diva ring that I wanted. Okay so Diva didn't have my ring, and Novo didn't have size for my flats. Pisssed offff. Saw a pretty bag in Dorothy Perkins, and didn't get it cuz I know it won't match with anything, went to Scoopz to get ice cream, and there were no flavours that I liked. Then Uncle called so we left. RAWRRRRRR.

We saw this in Times!
Pretttty seh! :D
I see the resemblence with the robot Chenyin!
HUGEEEE, 2.4kg crabs.
See, we were all full after eating. That's Lynn.
Boy following me around in the library. HAHA.

Looking For JJ! I saw this in Bedok Library.
Good book.
Earrings from Diva. :D

Wish you were here.

It's 1.12am, and my eyes hurt but I can't bring myself to sleep just yet. Am in no mood to recount what happened today because it's nothing much and I haven't uploaded pictures. Term3's timetable sucks big balls, which is a freaking lousy start to an already lousy term. (We started with exams hello) I mean like, usually after exams we're all in the mood to party and have proper HOLIDAYS and stuff but school starts straight after. MOV is undone. I have 3 people to act out 1 scene so hopefully we're combining with Ryan/Chenyin/Terry/Manaswi. New timetable means we don't even get Mondays off now.
I really do miss you. I just want to talk to you about stuff yknow, cuz you're the one who makes me feel so much better by just being there. A smile, anything.