MAT SIA.

IRRITATED LIKE FUCK NOW AT SOME PARTICULAR PEOPLE YOU THINK WHAT. I WAIT FROM 1230 TO 4 OCLOCK DAMN FUN AH KNS.

And to you, wtf do you think you are huh, Damn cool is it. Fucker k I'm in a swearing mood now and my words might seem to harsh but really. Stop trying to include me if you don't feel like it. You're not obligated to, but you're acting like a real double faced hypocrite sometimes and I fucking can't stand it ok. But all I can do is put a smile on my face and boil silently in rage because that's how the cookie crumbles, and the ball rolls, and my job to keep up appearances which makes me seem like a hypocrite as well, but FUCK OFF I'M ADMITTING IT NOW.

In a very pissed off mood now. Had to stay back from 120-440 today JUST FOR PE. But laughed DAMN BLOODY ALOT during that time hahahaha. Made a new friend, Karon who laughs like HAHAHAHA literally and it's so bloody funny and she laughs at the slightest thing HAHA. Then Zheng Yu/Zachary borrowed my House shirt for PE so he was Magdalene for that period woohoo!! And "Magdalene" led the run ;) I tell you I am damn fit k.

Meredith's on the phone bitching to dunno who about dunno what and she's now listing the different girls in her class she doesn't like. "I don't like A, I don't like B, I don't like C.. Ok la everyone else quite okay." My sister damn bitchy right and just now she was on the phone again and refusing to let me talk even though I had a hair in my bloody eye and it was poking me and my eye was all red and I wanted her to blow it out for me BUT SHE WOULDN'T EVEN TELL HER FRIEND TO HOLD ON WHEN I WAS SHOUTING "OMG I HAVE A HAIR IN MY EYE". Some sister she is.

And to you, even though I doubt you'll read this. I'm sorry if I haven't been a good friend, or the sort of friend you need right now. But no matter what happens nest in your life, I honestly hope you'll turn out alright. It's been a short short year since the last time I've seen your past self and hopefully you can turn it around. Be strong, M.