Limon

OP overload for the past few days, I need to conserve traditional games MY VOICE!! Hahahaha. OCIP meeting on Friday, Calvin stayed back with us and then Mummy sent us home. He gave us a bottle of MAPLE SYRUP FROM CANADA so he is now +1000 points in Meredith's eyes haha wtf. Went for Robinson's Expo sale and I'm damn freaking sad cuz I really wanted Steve Madden shoes but all don't have my size!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -Depressed.

BUT I got a YSL lipstick (WTF the colour damn fucking pretty!) and new nail polish ;)))) Hehehehe. Met Randi and she looks damn cute can why did I have to meet her while in school uniform + hair pushed up = looking retarded. Sigh. LIFE SUCKS. Gracie and Yiguan FELL ASLEEP instead of planning our day out the next day ok AND GRACE HAD A DAMN IMPORTANT ROLE OF PICKING MOVIE SOME MORE!!! Lousy leaders ok what is this WHAT IS THIS!!!! Anyway me and Limeng demonstrated our wonderful leadership skills instead and decided on a plan for the next day!!!

Met Gracie and Yiguan at Wisma then bought tickets for "Paranormal Activity" HAHAHAHAHAH. Chilled at Frolick, Peach yoghurt + Frosty pebbles!!!!!!!!! Sat there talking and slacking and rotting until Limeng came and we teased him somemore about I dunno what haha. Went for our movie and Limeng damn not happy that we missed the trailers BUT IT WASN'T MY FAULT the snack queue damn long! Anyway the movie was uh hahaha ask me and I will tell you hahahahaha.

Made our way down to Limon and had a damn good dinner, thanks Meng!! (: Acted damn like "this is normal we totally do this everyday" and ordered ALL the desserts on the menu BUT FAILED cuz they were sold out of Yiguan's "exotic" dessert and some other stuff. ): Anyway it was still good!!! Left at about 10plus, walked past a Chanel counter and painted every finger on my right hand a different colour. OMG THE NEW COLOURS ARE SO FUCKING PRETTY???? From thumb to pinkie, Imperial, Dragon, Coromandel (really bad picture but the colour is awesome Gracie and Yiguan like it too!!), Fantastic and Lotus Rouge. Sigggghhh I really want all of them the colours are daaaaaaaaaaaamn nice wtf!!!! I really really really want Jade as well but it's like sold out EVERYWHERE nooooOOoOoOoo.

(Rachel and Calvin STOP THINKING I AM MAD!!!!!!!)

Just had PW, it was okay since we're meeting again tomorrow! I have HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER episodes from Mel yay tonight got things to watch!!!!!

Irresponsible Fucker

I am a damn angsty kid now la wtf it's damn not cool.

Fucked up group member like wtf you think you brain dead we not ah fucking hell you just leave without asking if there's anything we're doing or need to do which is ALOT btw since we're like redoing our slides now. Bastard ask you to memorise things and be prepared also like I asking too much wtf wtf wtf wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I'm damn troubled I don't want to meet the KI teachers tomorrow walau walau wtf la!!! I hate this seriously. I hate feeling like every decision I make now will affect my future and what I want to do and I have all this pressure on myself to better be eligible for Law but I think I'm the one making myself most unhappy wtf Mag WTF.

I need to sleep but I'm going to stay awake till Han Le finishes our teaching package design. And I will try helping Mel with presentation. WE CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!

Cupcakes were well received today (Y) Happy because they were good, but I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE THEM AGAIN IN THE NEAR FUTURE CUZ BUTTERCREAM IS FUCKING MESSY AND SMELLY. If I froze yesterday's batch of buttercream I could make the cake again today but I threw it all away haha so ok bye.

Things I love

SJC leadership forum today! I thought it was quite good but I wish we had more time for the breakout sessioooonnn. YUAN SONG DAMN FUNNY SERIOUSLY. He asked me if I was going to sign up for YOG next year if we can, then Jiehui #1 Liar tell him "She don't need sign up she's already inside." Then he give me the damn :O face and ask me "You're an athlete? What sport?" HAHAHAHAHAHAH BEST BEST BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVEN BETTER THAN SAKSHI BELIEVING I SET RECORD FOR 5KM OK HAHA.

Back to school at about 2, went to get Maltesers and walked around opposite waiting for Calvin's photos to get printed. PW after that, Mr Fazli says I need to smile more!!! Wah seriously I thought I smile alot leh hahahaha. Bus home with Rachel (L) I miss you Rachel when are we going out!!!

Came home and ate HOME MADE JIAO ZI which Mummy made for me yumyumz. Frosted the cupcakes with chocolate buttercream and crushed the Maltesers to put on top. No recipe for the chocolate buttercream cuz I anyhow tikam make hahahaha. Which is why I had about half the bowl of it left -.- Took damn long cleaning the kitchen cuz Mummy hates the butter smell so I had to mop the floor wipe the counter boil water to pour around the sink etc.

My throat is very irritated and the water chestnut drink doesn't seem to be helping. I want barley and/or liang teh. >:[ I want the Pioneer Woman's cookbook. >:[ I want another lomo cam hahahah I want a quad-cam this time!!!! Hehehehehehehehe. I also like the robot 3 lens cam and it's on sale now wtf I want I want I want but I cannot buy cuz I cannot spend money before I go US ): OMG THIS SUCKS I WANT ITTTTTTTTT.

I'm so spoilt brat omg.

Honey honey, how you kill me

Making this nowwwwww. Made it into cupcakes instead and I'm contemplating whether I should frost them now or not + should I bring them to school tomorrow because tomorrow is the SJC leadership thing and I'm going to be out of school until about 12.

Uggghhh and I have no Maltesers howwww!!!!!!!!!!! )))): OK I shall frost them tomorrow instead of today and buy Maltesers tomorrow and bring them on Wednesday!!! Faye is now my daughter on FB haha. Omg my post makes no sense I'm not speaking in proper prose.

OK I am not in the right frame of mind to blog haha my nails are too long I need to cut them!!!!!!! I also need a shower but Criminal Minds is in 5 minutes I cannot shower so fast haha.

I am so pathetic and vulnerable right now.

Shall sleep it off.

):

I'm afraid to sleep because I'm scared I'll miss you.

I will get over this.

Gracie you know the meaning of the picture haha.

I'm sorry I can't be an idealistic person.

It is not me it is not me it is not me.

It is ingrained in my very being to not fantasize and imagine and believe things that will never happen because it always

always

always

ends in hurt.

What use am I as a heap on the floor

FINE I SHALL BLOG HAHAHAHA I FORGOT WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I BLOGGED............

OK Monday.

Tuesday/Wednesday= PW PW PW PW PW PW Hahahahaha.

Thursday was WR day because WR final submission was on Friday so the whole day I was cutting down words from WR, cutting and reading and cutting again and reading again then suddenly add and then read again and cut again.......................... AT 7PM we met Ms Yanti and we had to change the whole strengths of our project I nearly had a nervous breakdown thank you to Han Le and Mel for telling me to "CALM DOWN MAG WE CAN DO THIS" and we did it we did it!!! Stayed in school until 10pm waiting for all the other PW groups to get their WRs printed and bound so the Zap! Uncle and auntie could open the gate for us. Played Musical Chairs while waiting, hehe love TA!!! Impressed Mr Seng on this day with my excellent Oral Presentation skills ;) HAHAHAHA.

Friday was WR SUBMISSION omg we had to change one page like STRESS!!! But it was okay. OP after school then ummmMMMMmmm Mummy picked me up and we went to Katong area to find containers haha and I cut my hair while waiting for Meredith and Ling to finish school and I HATE it but I will survive. Picked them up then we went to eat.

Saturday was OCIP day haha. Had leadership stuff in the morning, then off to the ACM we went! Verrrrrrrrry tired throughout but was perked up at the end because me, Yiguan and Limeng went to Bugis and had a very value for money dinner at Billy Bombers because it was 1 for 1!! Hehehehe. Train-ed home with them and I think that our trip to Yunnan will be a-okay (: Limeng told me "don't be a war-monger ah Mag" hahahaha. And next Saturday shall be day again with Yiguan/Gracie and LIMENG who is treating us to dinner yay!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD

Today, got woken up at 6am by Nicholas calling me to switch off my computer and lights because I fell asleep in front of the computer and he knew that how? Because I was still online at 6am haha. Switched off my computer because Mummy already switched my lights off for me, then fell back asleep till about 11. Showered and stuff, sent Meredith Magdalene Ong to church because it's her confirmation today! I think her catechist is quite good looking is that wrong??? HAHAHAHAHA. Me and Ling had a good long chat during mass, I'm sorry we weren't supposed to be doing such things but at least our talk was meaningful and about our future and stuffzz!!!!

Dinner at Hong Kong Cafe, then Durian+Soursop+Belgium Chocolate ice cream from Ice Cream Gallery after yumyumyumzzzzzz!!!!! Spent the rest of the night converting videos to add into my ipod. I AM SO READY FOR YUNNAN GRACIE HAVE YOU STARTED LOADING UP YOUR IPOD YET???? Very scared to start packing though, the list is overwhelming it's like OBM x 10000!!!

Reading love stories and I feel the sinking feeling inside my stomach again................................. ):

I don't know if to laugh or cry

Saturday was OCIP day 8-5 HARDCORE leadership workshop. I think it was somewhat useful, like I got to know my group better (woah woah I can name all the members of my group hahahahaha like FINALLY good job group leader hahahahahahahah). Btw our group OWNED the quiz on Singapore haha.

Sunday wasssss PW day we were taking videos and stuff I think we were quite productive aiyah but I say that about every PW meeting haha. Mummy and Uncle picked me up and we went to Suntec. Bought alot of food and books I ate a double chocolate donut from Donut Factory and it was SOOOOOOOO good but Mummy kept saying it was going to clog up my arteries and after I scoffed it down (it was really damn good like woah) I felt it sink down to the bottom of my stomach haha like damn heavy. Ohwell. Baked the Flourless Chocolate Hazelnut Cake again for my dear titans!!!!! :D

Went to Haig Girls' Primary this morning to like hold our "pilot test" for the lessons going to be held in Yunnan. The girls were so in love with Limeng cuz they thought he looked like TAYLOR LAUTNER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Damn funny!!!! Anyway they apparently had alot of fun?? Because 2 of them damn fast they added me and Grace on FB alr I don't even know how they found us because we like just mentioned our names but didn't exchange emails or anything. And their FB statuses are like

HAD LOTS OF FUN WITH THE TJC SENIORS TODAY! :D 7 hours ago

Thanks TJC-ians. You guys rocks to th max! 6 hours ago

At least they had fun!!!!!! We played WHACKO and DUCK DUCK GOOSE hahahaha and did COLOURING okay hahahhahaah and they had fun. It's true though, what Mrs Goh said. Like it's only been ONE morning and we already forged bonds with them can you imagine what it would be like in Yunnan?!?! Die.

Went back to school to get results. Didn't do too badly for anything, as in nothing that was unexpected since I mind blank/didn't study too hard. Disappointed only in Math because a 56/100 is fucked up for H1 Math and like, I thought I was doing fine. Did quite well for Lit though?? I hope it's a B though I doubt it. Mummy's not happy about results so apparently now we're not talking. Look, I'm aware that my results are mediocre. I'm taking responsibility for my own results ok? I know I didn't study hard enough to warrant better grades, but I'm somewhat satisfied with passing everything now and securing my promotion and every other responsibility I have taken on. Me focusing on my studies INSTEAD of everything I have taken on, is not the problem. I chose everything I have taken on and-

ugh I cannot continue this.

Delta TITANS!

Omg damn fucking tired to blog about Titans but

TO MY DEAREST BESTEST DELTA TITANS:

I am damn fucking proud of all of you!!!! Calvin, Ryan, Louise, Jiehui, Sakshi, Kor Woong, Jason, Zhan Wei, Karon, Lydia, Jac, Angeline, Shawn, Brandon, Zhafri, Bryan, Chin Kiat, Jonathan, Che Xuan, Roy, Hao Pu, Samuel and Denise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So what if we didn't win SO WHAT???????? Yes we were all upset yesterday but we got through it right omg so fucking happy you all are damn fucking powerful.

FIRST in 7km run like how totally awesome plz OMG you all are like like the best I love you all!!!!

DELTA HAS:

3 GIRLS IN TOP 10- Lydia, Sakshi, Jiehui

1 GUY IN TOP 10- CALVIN ENG HAHHA YOU OWE ME LUNCH HAHAHAHAH!!! :D

TOP FEMALE SHUTTLE RUN AND 5KM- SAKSHI!!!!!!

TOP FEMALE SQUAT THRUSTS- LYDIA!!!

I tell you we are damn awesome really I love you guys I've been there through your 1 month of training everyday and bearing the pain and sprains and aches and blood, sweat, tears, abrasions whatever shit you also all tahan you are FUCKING cool okay!!!! I will forever remember when Jiehui told me she was aching and I asked if she still can run "Can run, cannot run also must run because it's for DELTA" omg. When Zhafri asked me to check his back see if got abrasion and there was he just continued, Zhan Wei's shirt was stained with blood he just continued, Roy and Zhan Wei promising me 500 squats because they damn full of energy before log events started can run around chasing each other haha, Ryan's arms being bandaged up like bao cuz of abrasion but he continued with log throw, Jiehui crying when she went through the log events, Sakshi carrying the Delta flag for the last 100m+ for 7km, Jiehui finishing 7km with a bleeding and injured leg and clutching onto Lydia's hand damn tight while people do first aid for her, Denise's hand shaking uncontrollably after 7km because some ASSHOLE stepped on her hand during inter-cg earlier this morning and the list goes on because there are so many things you do that make me proud of you and proud to call myself DELTA TITANS COACH (LOL)

No reason to think about all the sad parts and whatever because I know you all trained the hardest and put in your 200% and gave all you could already!!!! :DDDDDD

OK I am damn tired to think of more things to say hahahahaha I got too much to say already and today right your coach proved that she is damn bloody multi talented hehehhe. I went to play Volleyball and Tennis for Interhouse games cuz we short of people and like OMG we came in first for Volleyball!!! 3 cheers for my team of Charmine, Charlyne, Kee Wen, Inge and uh, girls whose names I don't know... :/ Even though me and Charlyne's job was just to run away damn fast when the ball comes to us so that Kee Wen can go hit it hahahahahhahaa. BTW I feel very bad for the Gamma boy who thought I was really damn pissed off I dunno why so when he came up to shake my hand he was like "Eh sorry sorry chill chill" HAHAHAHAHAHA. Just because my voice abit fierce doesn't mean I'm THAAAT angry. I know how to calm down one okay!!! (Like yesterday when I damn angry at OAC.) Tennis I played with Imran then we won then I switched and played with Calvin and we lost haha because we both don't know our own strength keep hitting out HAHAHAHAH but we came in fourth anyway. Thalia and Imran came in 1st I think!!!! :DDDD
Wah ownage and 04/09 HAS 220 BUCKS WORTH OF SWENSEN'S VOUCHERS BECAUSE THEY TOTALLY OWNED IN INTER-CG GAMES (I cannot say "we" because I was sleeping and not in school oops).

OK la overall Sports Carnival was quite fun!!! Had dinner after Closing ceremony with Calvin+his dad and brother yum good dinner!!! :D OK really very tired compressing photos are taking 100000 years.