You're so vain, you probably think this zit is about you.

Studying progress is not good, not good at all. Woke up at 2pm today after staying up to finish up Chem and watching Germany beat Austria, which ended up with me and Ling sleeping at 5am. Woke up late and sadly alone in the house, before getting some food in my growing tummy and then forcing my butt down to the chair and studying. Did a little redox, went through Mole concept and attempted multiple choice questions again. I'm so sad right now I think I succckkk. And it's so retarded because this time I actually have a goal set for myself but I don't see myself doing anything to go for it. Do you want to be forced to drop a subject huh Mag, DO YOU!!!! ):

After that, called up random people because I was superduper bored and I wanted to eat ice cream and I had no more motivation to study. So now it's 1.03am and I'm supposed to be doing my Chem like the good girl I told Mummy I am, BUT I'm loading Hannah Montana now. Good job, Meredith is watching Lizzie Mcguire, tomorrow's her last day at home before she leaves for camp in Malaysia! Oh man, I'm going to be alone again. Suckfest suckfest suckfest. Tomorrow should be quite fun with Chenyin, Yijun and Soonhao coming over to study. Which reminds me that I need to clean up my room. And it also means I cannot sleep late or I won't be able to wake up in time. Shit. I don't feel sad or angry or anything right now, I have no reason to be. But somehow I'm strangely unsatisfied with my life. I have nothing that I can do well, no hobby that I love to the point of obsession, nothing that I will go allllll the way for. My self determination, self motivation, are all non-existent, even though I like to believe that I have the determination to push myself. Ha, bullshit Mag. Ok end of self pity post, time to TRY and finish up what I meant to do while waiting for Hannnnnaaaahhh Montana to load.

50

*Edited!!
Ok since my plan to slap myself into starting on Bio is going down the drain, I shall list out 50 things I want to do before I die. Third post today ok can you feel my brain turning into MUSH!

1. Get my Ferragamo shoes dammit!!!!
2. Ditto for Chanel 2.55
3. Go bungee jumping! Even the reverse one in Singapore is fine.
4. Go on 1 year holiday around the world
5. Attend a Mcfly concert
6. Migrate to US/UK/Australia. I JUST DON'T WANT TO STAY HERE!!!!!!
7. Witness a real life explosion
8. Be on TV, even as some calafare actress hehe
9. Have someone come up to me to ask for my autograph
10. Appear in the newspapers
11. Earn a million dollars
12. Eat an In N Out burger
13. Drink a Shake Shack shake
14. Go to Italy for gelato
15. Visit the Lourve
16. Visit all places in the Da Vinci Code
17. Have 2 kids
18. Meet a Hollywood actor/actress. (Oh please let him/her be hot)
19. OMG MEET/FALL IN LOVE WITH ALEX PETTYFER!
*20. Visit all food places given a good rating by Roboppy. (:
21. Fall in love properly hahahahaha.
22. Hit a golf ball through a window
23. Get into an Ivy League university, which considering my marks now ok cannot NEVER MIND JUST A UNIVERSITY OVERSEAS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
24. Fly. As in, literally and not in a stupid plane.
25. Sit on top of the OCBC building like in Leap Years and throw paper airplanes down
26. Go to Madame Tussad's since the last time I went I was too young to remember anything except looking under Marilyn Monroe's skirt (:
27. Have someone come up to me and tell me that he thinks I'm pretty and ask for my number HAHAHAHAHA.
28. Write a letter to MOE to complain about the screwed up education system
*29. Eat at a 3 Michelin star restaurant.
30. Have a song written about me
31. Have a big blowout party like in Sweet Sixteen
32. Have a proper mindblowing kiss to welcome in the New Year like in The OC
33. Watch ALLLLLLL seasons of One Tree Hill, The OC, Gilmore Girls, Gossip Girl
34. Watch alllllll Chick Flicks that I can get my hands on
35. Stay awake for 24 hours straight
*36. Drink Diva vodka, the one with a stick of semi precious stones in the middle of the bottle, AND, that expensive Cristal champagne (:
37. Stay in St. Regis hotel and have the butler attend to my every whim. Like "I WANT TO WATCH METEOR GARDEN NOW WHILE EATING HILL STREET CHAR KUAY TEOW". I dunno, something silly like that hehe.
38. Wear pajamas in public omg so fun!
39. Get so drunk I don't remember what happened.
40. Build a snowman/Make snow angels
41. Visit a country with snow for #40 to happen.
42. Go on an exchange programme, BEFORE I have the chance to migrate overseas hahahaha.
43. Learn to speak some exotic language, like French or German or Spanish or Japanese. Chinese can kiss my ass hahahahaha.
*44. Have a walk in wardrobe like in In Her Shoes, all my clothes and shoes colour coordinated.
45. Have like, 4 different universities all accepting me at the same time! :D
46. Somehow get straight As for above to happen
47. Create my own soft drink
48. Have a star named after me like in A Walk To Remember
49. And, if held to gun point saying I MUST MUST MUST get a tattoo, I want to have it done by the bald dude in Miami Ink.
50. Become a lawyer to achieve everything above.

This took up alot of my brainpower, ok hello Molecular genetics!

I won't let go at any price

edwin says:
your pm no link
roll the dice and swear your love for me. which means his love for you is a luck thing ah
Hello Magdalene! says:
HAHAHAHAHA
in song what walau you ask the artist la
edwin says:
next time i be artist , my song all got link one
JAP PORN SOO HOT, MUST WATCH MOREEE. *music music music*
Hello Magdalene! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
hurry sing a song about hk dramas
edwin says:
maggie maggie little girl, watch drama only for guys *sing to tune of twinkle twinkle little star*
Hello Magdalene! says:
EY WTF NO RHYME(or reason) OK!!
edwin says:
k mag i must do what a good friend should do..
go study
Hello Magdalene! says:
HAHAHA fine ok
edwin says:
ttyl i going to fuck chem now
chem got hot body
Hello Magdalene! says:
chem is so sexy
edwin says:
chem got BOOBS hahahaha
hahah chem got boobs
bio got the butt

You had to know I was fond of you

Tummy: 1
Mag: 0

On a sudden kick to try and be healthy, ate a salad of apples, lettuce and leftover chicken. My health kick became redundant however with the mayo on top of it. Damn. Did some AP questions then went to eat a donut. Yay for Krispy Kremes and their heart attack inducing goodness. It's so sweet that I can feel it in a fat messssss at the bottom of my stomach. EEEEEEEEEEE. On to GP! Because I decided to only do the things I know how to do. Which isn't much oh crap. Hello untouched Bio. Everyone says it's really alot to study and shit, and it's so annoying that unlike last year we have no notes. So we have to look at the powerpoint slides and all, which makes me really really not want to study.... ):

As I'm typing this I'm looking at my pretty pink nails hehe omg so bimbo! I forgot to mention that I went to study with Yijun last Wednesday at the airport. We spent 2 hours walking around the airport + sitting on the skytrain + eating BEFORE actually starting on our revision. Then 3 hours later our attention spans were stretched to their limits so we stopped and left. THAT IS NOT TO SAY THAT IT WASN'T PRODUCTIVE, it was productive ok! Yijun's really quite helpful when it comes to Integration, especially when it pisses the hell out of me and I decide to stare blankly into space instead. Yay Mag!

Ah whatever back to Geometric Progressions, then maybe I'll slap myself into starting on Bio. Hehehahahoho. For some weird reason, even though I've hardly touched anyyyyyyyy revision at all, I don't feel unprepared. I think I need to do more revision questions to give me a wake up call HELLO EARTH TO MAG. Ok end pep talk.

New jammies!

My pajamas so cool right, RIGHT!!! I was going to do Ryan's 50 things post but I got too lazy. It's 225 am now I just finished my LA script, GO MAG! Mummy left shepherds pie in the toaster now it's resting happily in me and Lingalingaling's tummy. Yay carbs at 2am! Hello fats! (: D:

Thursday was HC handover and JTS. We are probably the only House which had to do PT on the day of handover HAHA. But it wasn't that bad, couldn't run cuz my cough is still going strong. Immune system where are you!!! After everything, went to Ikea with Ryan. We ate meatballs and I made him push me around in the trolley while we looked for cheap stuff. Cheap thrills quite literally! (: Went home where I took a quick nap/changed/watched tv. Then left to find my own way to Laguna Park. Everyone was already there, started setting up and all. We made the place look pretty! Then the seniors came and all. I can't say the BBQ was a huge success but I think we put alot of heart in it! (: Mummy was getting pissed that it was so late already so cabbed home with Louise and Ryan.

Friday, Chenyin came over! She was calling cuz she was supposed to come over at 12. But I was still dead to the world until Meredith came in shouting "CHENYIN IS CALLING YOU!" Then I woke up "OH CRAP" and answered the phone at about 1215. She knew I was still sleeping then she came over. Showered and all and went to get her. Had lunch in front of the TV then we started studying. I have to say studying was kinda productive with Meredith coming in constantly with food and us hydrating ourselves with Pokka Green Tea (Y)! Studied with in between nuggets of gossip and all. Then she left for good dinner.

Yesterday went to Parkway with Mummy and Meredith and Yiyi. We went to Isetan where we were supposed to buy me new pillows and Mummy wanted to get Tupperware, picked out the stuff then left everything and walked to the Mango section. Browsed, tried, bought stuff. Left and forgot about our Tupperware and pillows, damn! OH CRAP I JUST REMEMBERED NO MORE BUY ONE GET ONE FREE FOR MY PILLOWS. ): Walked around more, went to Cotton On Body where we got more pajamas haha. Then got a cardigan from Cotton On. Me and Mummy are gonna share! Went to The Face Shop cuz Meredith wanted more nail polish, ended up walking out with close to 200bucks of nail polish plus make up plus make up remover. I got gel eyeliner though I dunno how to use it AND will most probably not touch it. It's pretty though. Went for dinner then left. I feel like eating Scoopz Mocha ice cream now. Mocha ice cream with caramel and whole almonds omg yummmm.

Ok random pictures up when.. I feel like it.

Heart Attack!

HI I'M A NINJA DAMMIT. Meredith said I look like a dumpling, Mummy laughed and said xiaolongbao. Ling said it would only work with a black hoodie, then she said we should go out in our hoodies.

Today went to school to study with Yijun and Xuanzheng. We were supposed to meet at 11, at 11 most of us still at home. (: Ended up meeting at about 1130+++++. Then Denie came as well, we did some Maths/Chem. Then went for lunch before going back to school to do more Maths. I forgot what we were talking about then Denie suddenly said Harry Potter might be real or something then Yijun was like "And Mickey Mouse is my neighbour". And he said we can walk through walls and I think he tried to push Denie through one of the lab walls or something it was quite funny. Bus-ed home with Yijun. He made me take home his chips cuz he didn't want his bag to be fat dammit.

Euro 2008 has started, GO GERMANY!!!!!!!!! Omg how I've missed seeing Lahm on the pitch.

Everything is not what it seems

Woke up with a fever of 39.0 D: Terrible feeling, took Panadol then tried going back to sleep BUT couldn't. Changed meeting venue to Simei instead of Calvin's house, informed everyone else, then slept for an hour before Louise called and I walked out to get her. Ryan the lazy pig finally answered his phone. Calvin came, we digressed until Ryan came. Didn't do much... UNTIL I ORDERED THE TV TO BE SWITCHED OFF HA. Then we were very productive (Y) Melvin came over with Edwin, Darren Jr and Casper. They sat where I put my shoes and played cards. Very smart. Casper was complaining that he couldn't breathe because of the smell of socks and the deodorant that they sprayed to cover the smell. Nivea + Adidas = Not a good combo. Everyone left except Melvin and Ryan. We played Purple Place, watched Drake and Josh, Zoey 101. Then they left, Mummy came home and made me porridge (:

My fever's down now, yay for my immune system! But my body is still aching like crazy so that's a bad thing. ): Anyway some random pictures.

Meredith decided that she can only cut onions if she's wearing goggles.
Room with pretty new bedsheets and beds and shelves!!
Haha guys.

Danced until her legs were sore

Woke up today with a tremendous headache. Body aching, throat going mad, and a runny nose on top of it all. Had to cancel tuition, then Meredith woke up and we cooked lunch for ourselves. Finished then we were both lying in the sofa because both of us had horrible headaches. And it was a weird pounding headache that seemed to "move" to whichever side of my head that I was leaning on. So bending over was a problem I felt like drilling my head open omgggg. Lay in the sofa the whole time, then the movers and all started coming in to move our beds and cupboards. So now I have a proper bed in my room! Even though the wood is glaringly not compatible with my pink walls, but we'll deal with it later by painting our beds white! (: Took my temperature and had a slight fever, gaaaah. The way I was lying on the sofa bundled in blankets probably gave the movers the impression that I was mentally ill. Very good Mag. Went to sleep in Mummy's room and when I woke up, felt a whole lot better. Headache isn't as bad, body still aching, throat still hurting, but no more fever! Meredith insists I passed it to her. HA TOO BAD YOUR IMMUNE SYSTEM SUCKS MEREDITH.

The Devil's Breath

F you Procrastination gene!!!
It's the 2nd day of the 2nd week of the June hols. I can feel time slipping through my fingers like sand..... AND I AM STILL TRYING TO GET GEOG TO STAY IN MY HEAD!!! Because my command of History is nil, I'm desperately going to count on Geog to pull up my marks. Daaaaaammmnnnn, you need to put in more effort Mag! Anyway yesterday night was quite screwed up. I need to vent my anger because I'm amazed at the hypocrisy of some people, how they manipulate people, act one way to your face then act another way to others, how they're selfish and snatch things from others, things that are not rightfully yours dammit. Yes I'm talking about you, go away.

So here's another song for the radio

Effing blooooody happy!

Thank you Soonhao for sending me One For The Radio! (: YAY MCFLY!! (:

Ok so Happy Birthday Meredith last friday! (: Gave her a present of a yellow frying pan, which Chenyin accompanied me to buy. Had History lesson in the morning, accompanied Chenyin until Daddy came, sat with the guys talking for abit, listening to how Edwin spent his first week of hols "I finished 30 episodes of HK drama in 6 days!" Haha. Left Chenyin with them and Daddy came to pick me up. Went home to change and get Meredith then we went for "Founder Bar Ku The"!!! Seriously, thats how they spelt it. But super good hehe! Home, where I went online reading Questionable content like I have for the past few days because I started from the first one. Then Trini came over and we took a train down to meet Mummy at her office. Wanted to go to NUSS Guild House for dinner but it was fully packed so we went to Sizzler instead! (: Had a good dinner then stopped by Carrefour to stock up on junk food + bleach. While queuing up, the guy right in front of us was being SUCH a prick. First he was scolding the cashier for I have no idea what reason. Then after all his scanning was done, he told the guy "Can I reject the rice now? Because it was next to the Clorox". WTF MAN YOU COULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT EARLIER?!?! And his rice was vacuumed packed and everything! SHEESH!!! So Mummy was like "I want to reject the Clorox cuz it was next to the rice". REALLY WHAT, damn bullshit!

Saturday, went to watch Prince Caspian with Meredith, JieJieAmy, and Adrian. The movie was good, the characters even better ;) Went for dinner at Cedele, the food was supppppeeerrr overpriced and portions small, but at least the food's kinda good. BUT THEY SERVED OUR FREE SCOOP OF ICE CREAM TO US, MELTED. I think there was somethin wrong with their freezer. And we saw this couple and the guy had his hands all over the girl's butt. Tch! After that, decided to queue for NYDC for some dessert. Shared a Jazzy Brownie with Meredith. It was really yummy! So after being stuffffffeeeedd, went home and slept. Haha.

Sunday, wanted to spend a day in Borders reading, so dragged Mummy into town. Only spent about half an hour in Borders then we shopped. Shopping was unproductive and I was really sad. Tried on my dream Ferragamo flats and they are the prettiest things EVERRRRR. Pity they cost close to 500bucks, and that's only after about 30% discount. Then found the yellow Timberlands that I wanted but they cost 150bucks and there was no discount so Mummy refused to buy. Very depressed after that. But Mummy bought a Godiva shake and we shared and it was reallllllllllllllyyyyyyy yummy. So ok anything can be solved with chocolate. :D Homeeee and I was whining to everyone. Asked Uncle to bring me to the library cuz I really really wanted to read the newest books from Robert Muchamore, love the Cherub series it's bloody exciting! Managed to get only one of the books I wanted, then borrowed other rubbish stuff haha. Homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Today, woke up close to 12. Daddy came over with prawn mee for lunch. Read Geog notes, then went to school for Hip Hop lessons! The guy teaching us- Justice, was really cool and even though the hip hop moves are totally awkward and I know it is super not me, I had fun! Went for a drink with CherylChewww after that then went home. Dinner was half a can of Chunky soup which sucked so I threw the rest away, then cup noodles. That mix gave me a bad stomach ache. Mummy came home with Temptations chocolate mousse cake, that was good :D

ANYWAY I THINK PEOPLE SUCK.