I was made for sunny days

Walau I really haven't blogged in super long haha. Results are slowly coming back and I mean s l o w l y. Being an Arts student sometimes sucks la cuz teachers take FOREVER to mark our papers. Gonna get back Econs/Lit/GP all on Wednesday and SEA History tmr ahhhh hope I do well pls pls pls. Intl History was SOOOO encouraging I'm so happy with the results! Hehehehe. Our whole cohort did really well for Intl History and like we kinda deserve it I feel! Mr S's efforts paid off and so did ours, for his determination and unrelenting will to make us stay back every Monday for double essay pracs and mock paper on Staff Day, and our reluctant staying back. YAYYYYYY.

What have I spent all this time doing??? Uh, my eye got swollen over last weekend I don't know how. Must be watching porn la aiyah Mag why you like that. :/ HAHAHAHA. Skipped school on Monday, spent it packing up my room which was DAMN GOOD like my room is so clean now. The next morning I told Mummy I feel like I got robbed cuz there's so much empty space on my floor now that it's not cluttered with files notes bags.

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After


I felt so accomplished ok! Though I didn't do work in my new clean room that day haha. School has been mundaneeee but we have all been excitedly discussing our prom dresses!!! Hahahaha. Like so much for A levels right but walau prom damn exciting! Don't know what I'm gonna wear as yet but it's fun to talk about it! And VIVIAN/RACHEL/JUSTINA for Prom Queen!!!!! Calvin/Limeng for Prom King!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D Favourite people all nominees yayyyyyyy.

I have Fridays off now cuz there are no timetabled lessons for my subj combi hehehehe. Studied with Pig and Calvin! We always take breaks by playing Veggie Samurai until my eyes go blur. Calvin is the current top scorer I am damn unhappy he beat my high score k >:[ WALAU HE GOT LIKE 6841??? I thought my 5395+ damn unbeatable alr!!! We are turning into the no life people on the highscores boards aiyooooo. I like it when the people at Starbucks recognises us and the nice girl who offered us help with Econs and the auntie who calls Calvin by name and the random receipt free drink thing and of course, studying ;)

Oh and last Saturday (my days are all screwed up I have no sense of chronology haha) me, Calvin, Dylon and Aaron went out for dinner and to chill! It was good to hang out with them since the last time we met was at Calvin's party. Talked alot and laughed and drank tea and ate tarts and chose weird mixes that turned out surprisingly good (Green tea + Lychee + Oreo..?), walked ALOT walau from Dhoby to near Tekka Market back to Plaza Sing to Orchard Central to Ion then back home. Ok la actually it wasn't so far I just hate to walk sigh..... Hope to see you all again soon!!!!!! :>

To everyone because we're getting back results now and they might be disappointing, chin up it's not the end yet!!!! This race is ending and we're gonna get through it fine!!!!!!! One setback canNOT get you down we still have time we still have hope! Especially to Calvin because I know you are feeling down you are gonna do damn well I tell you alr who did I predict will be on the powerpoint slides?? Some more I tell you that "There is knowledge in all my nonsense" SO YOU MUST TRUST ME! (:

Also on Monday, Mummy helped me bake Lemon Cloud Cookies and we iced them with smiley faces to cheer people up from results!!!!

So cute right even the name sounds cute Lemon Cloud! Hehehehe. You know what else I like?? Talking to people I haven't talked to in a long time like Vyllie and Vibzy and Vivian(I added your name cuz start with Vi but yah lor we still haven't talked in damn long)! Vyl was damn sweet and msged me to wish me good luck for prelims (: Vibz recently emailed me from Canada and I miss him sooooo much. He knows exactly what to say to make anyone feel better, and I especially need that when Lit results come back omg. Talking to Vivi about prom stuff like our mani/pedi date is damn exciting and a welcome distraction from studying!!! Heh.

Ok look at the time. It is 3.10 and I don't know why I cannot sleep?? Tomorrow got school leh why like that? I was very angry at Meredith like on -WTF WHY OUTSIDE MY ROOM GOT DOOR CLOSING SOUND OMG- Tuesday or smth cuz she wouldn't lend me a damn eraser so on Friday I went to Popular and I got 6 erasers HA! I love valuepacks haha. And anyway now her mouth is swollen she had to cut up her already damn thin pork slices just now while we were having sukiyaki. I kept laughing at her cuz damn funny leh. I was happily eating Spanish melon and offering it to her though I know she cannot eat but actually I very good to her I offered to chew it up first then offer her like a bird feeds worms to its babies (: HAHAHAH she damn irritated at me I think. Mummy say I very bad. And she told Meredith I always steal her money walau yesterday I paid for expensive milk tea and today I paid for our Popular stuff + more bubble tea!!!! (The song playing on my itunes just went "No money, no friends" hahaha wth)

OK I should really go to sleep now right THIS HAS BEEN SUCH A LONG POST LEH!!! With pictures somemore! Not alot of pictures la but pictures nonetheless! I need to pee but it's dark and I'm lazy to get off the bed hahaha. Ok goodnight (:

Madmuffins

Omg I think I'm mad leh it's like 6.40am now which means I've been up for 24hrs the whole day, except I took a nap in the afternoon after coming back from a fucking full buffet lunch because PRELIMS HAVE ENDED!!! And then right the computer is seriously some time sucker from about 4am until now I have been watching clicknetwork videos and then reading nonsense blogs and I switched on my computer at about 1 after finishing up 5 episodes of the 4 handsome boys show on Ch55, then read tumblr and caught up nonsense after like a week plus of not switching on my computer ah.

I got headache now cuz never sleep then in 5 hrs meeting Calvin and Yiguan to eat and rot and talk aiyo I might fall asleep hahahahaha. Ok gonna sleep now byebye!!!

Time ran out/ Baby, you're a firework

Aiyer I'm an idiot and still up on the eve of Prelims hahahah. Fuck la prelims *nervous laughter* hahahahahahahaha. The past week was spent at Econs tuition, alternating between Siglap and the airport, too many Mcvalue meals and uh in between, there was studying! Hahahaha. Met Calvin and Yiguan the most this week, me, Pig and Meredith studied overnight at the airport which was kinda productive?? My life is soooo exciting I stay out the whole night!! To study!! zzzzzzzzzzz. Mummy was damn worried for us that night though she so cute she set alarm on her phone to msg us every hour and ask if we're okay and whether we need rescuing haha. At 6plus am we msged her and she IMMEDIATELY replied "ok coming now". Feel so loveeeddddd.

Ok la to reciprocate my Mummy's love I should really go sleep now so I dont fall asleep during GP paper tmr. GOodnightttt!

Khaki Vert

ok it is like 5.30am I dont know what I'm still doing up but right before I go to sleep i'm thinking of all the shit I have left to study because I'm so fucking unproductive and I'm getting freaked out at the prospect of time running out. And it is, like time is really running, running, running out. I need to GET MY ACT TOGETHER and pull through please Mag c'mon you can do this!!

And to everyone else, esp to Calvin, Chenyin and Yiguan, let's do this! I know you've been encouraging me so thank you (: To Gracie, I'm replying your tag here! Haha thank you for saying that (: I wanna meet up with you soon please, miss youuuuuu.

Aiyah it's only As right.... Btw I have a crack on the space key on my phone. It's like broken haha. Tuition later ~ I want some froyoooo Calvin!!! Good night!

I also really want Chanel Khaki Vert who's going to Marina Bay Sands anytime soon help me buy pleaseeeee. And there are new MAC lipsticks and glosses coming out! Disney collection and Gaga lipgloss, since I missed out on the Gaga lipstick I want that lehhhh. I'm so whiny. NEVER STUDY STILL WANT TO BUY THINGS. ok bye.

A-OK

Ok I no longer feel so stressed out cuz I just closed the book then packed up and went to meet SarahBarah for dinner!!! It was very good to meet up and talk to her like yayyyyy (: Back home now and I have landed my fat self on my sofa and ROTTING until one day i become part of the sofa. Ew. Ok byebye.

microemotions

Omg I'm finally gonna breakdown like the stress is NOW getting to me while I read the stupid econs essays which are not going into my head but I understand and I don't know how I can write it by myself. I'm gonna fail Econs, fail at life, and just like live off Mummy until she kicks me out of the house to get a proper job which I cannot because I couldnt get into Uni so I'll work at Macs for minimum wage and die oily fat and unhappy.

WALAU WHY LIFE SO HARD ONE.

Happy Birthday Mummy!

Yay it's Mummy's birthday today and I was nice to her by NOT studying and therefore NOT neglecting her (:

We went to eat dimsum at Paramount Hotel which was like zzzz cuz I don't really like dimsum and we actually really wanted buffet but never mind. Came home and rot rot rotted. Then at about 7plus I went to start cooking dinner which is pasta and I haven't cooked in SUPER LONG so Mummy should be/is damn honoured haha. At the same time, me and Meredith were super sneaky and she was baking as well. We made pandan cupcakes with gula melaka topping!! Inspired by this post, but we made do with whatever we had haha. You know how sneaky we were???? Meredith was sitting on the floor at the laundry area beside the kitchen beating the sugar and butter together HAHAHAHA. While I made alot of noise cutting up vegetables and cooking. Then when the oven beeped for the cupcakes I shouted "AH MY PORK!!!" And Mummy was like "you defrost so long???" See la we should be spies. Mummy's mouth was like :O when we came out of the kitchen singing with the cupcakes which turned out really well yay.

So. I haven't done any work today even though we have a test on Tuesday hahah. But it's a test of physical ability not mental what right hehe. Yesterday after Lit, studied with Mel, Chenyin and Nicolette and we also camwhored in the toilet before that. Mel and Chenyin left and me and Nicolette went to eat lunch and went to Bedok KFC to continue studying. Felt like I did alot but no I didn't really. Hahahaha. Mummy picked us up and dropped Nicorex off. Got ready then left for Jeremy's houseeeee.

Happy Belated Birthday Jeremy Lucas Tan!!!! Wow it's been 4 years since I've known him haha. Had a good time eating chocolate fondue (omfg damn good.) and playing Taylor Swift on Band Hero. Rachel came and she damn pig she sit there and let me and Kelly feed her the fondue can >:[ Hahahaha. Anyway, Calvin's dad came and gave me a lift home then I showered and fell asleep OKAY. My life not very exciting leh.

Anyway, this week is HOLY WEEK (termed by Chenyin). We are going to be non-bitchy..... Ok try. It's 930 now. Meredith just packed the leftover cupcakes for us to bring to school tomorrow. We have 4 each so... Only special people get them haha. Not Mel cuz she posted my damn fugly picture on FB therefore no boy will ever want me, I will die alone, and Mummy will have no grandkids. Ok byebye.

Half of my heart's got a grip on the situation

Ok so I really haven't been blogging at all cuz I don't want to switch on the computer and get super distracted and all. Not that I've been particularly productive and not distracted by other things even without the computer la but still. Anyway, so prelims are in 2 weeks like woaaaaaaah scary haha. Should really start feeling stressed and motivated and focused and determined now but....... I'm not so ha.

Aiyah, keep rethinking my future plans haha. And I hate my own double standards for getting irritated and not liking people yet being tolerant and acting like I do. Can't. Wait. For. Everything. To. End. Starting to get scared for Econs and super super super freaked out for Lit. I wanna get away from everything for a while but then again I have nothing to be complaining about because I haven't allowed myself to feel stressed harhar.

Ok. So. When I have more interesting things to say, I will! Byebye.

During Econs..

Me: I want to eat you
Jo: Ok nice. I'm very tasty
Me: How you know??
Jo: I try before

Lucky

Haha I really barely blogged about my birthday properly but anyway it's been like 2 weeks since my birthday alr and I still got presents last week and today (: Hehehehe. Even though prelims are nearing and so are A's but IT'S A LOOOOOONG 5 DAY WEEKEND and I'm super happy about it even though 1) we got 1000000 things to do 2) Calvin's birthday coming (this one I got love-hate feelings with haha) but like woohoo it's a break! School has been hectic but the little things like free periods spent bitching/doing nonsense like uh chasing Jo out of the library (literally chasing like running after her), imitating people, working out our prom plans etc are making it better (: And like even REALLY DAMN RIDICULOUS things like Hanle, Mel, Jo, Chenyin, Lynn, Rachel all supporting me and telling me to "STEP UP MY GAME!!" hahahhaha wah shucks I really like my class girls (:

Plus I'm like really settling into life at the moment I think haha. I said today that I think during our Farewell in school I'll probably cry cuz like woah this school has had 4 years of memories it's no joke leh. Today's National Day celebrations were abit of a letdown cuz we didn't sing the songs we were so hyped up about like Where I Belong and Five Stars Arising grrr. But getting Jo and Hanle on stage was damn funny haha. Calvin gave me my present and I couldn't open it until I reached home so like took a bus home and I opened my present AND GUESS WHAT IT WAS.

GUESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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MY CUPCAKE SHOESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehe :DDDDDDDDDD They're Custom Keds and I think Calvin indulges me too much but I'm not complaining haha. ;) Yah so anyway I got my cupcake shoes and I was really happy and went to sleep and woke up and went to swim then Mummy came home with polkadot cupcake liners!!!! Which reminded me that I'm actually damn bloody lucky cuz like I usually get the things that I want, somehowwww. I'm very happy and blessed to have friends and family who will look out for me and spoil me and get me things that they know will make me happy (especially since I tell EVERYBODY what I like HAHA *shameless*) But yeah!!!!! (: I mean like people all know I like cupcakes and polkadots and stuff and Ling got me a cupcake shirt and Meredith baked me my giant cupcake and I got 2 cupcake necklaces and cupcake earrings and 2 cupcake aprons and nail polish!!!! I usually don't like to read people's blogs who blog about how lucky they are and stuff like that (I sound like the Grinch HAHA) but now I know why? It's good to always RECOGNISE how lucky we are and write it out to remind yourself!!!!

So, thank you to Calvin, Chenyin, Yiguan, Vivian, Gracie, Jo, Lynn, Rachel, Mel + the 04/09 darling girls who are always there, Mummy, Meredith, Uncle, Daddy, Ling, for giving in to me and supporting me and indulging me and being patient with me, understanding me, loving me. (: I love you all!!!!!! (: