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Stuck at home revising Econs now before going out for dinner with Daddy later. So sleepy and so bored eeeeee. Was looking through my notes and saw someone had written 为了男人自杀是不值得的! to a drawing of a hand and knife. Who drew this and wrote that??? Probably a conversation between me and Chenyin or something but WTH were we talking about?! hahahhaHahha. Yesterday's SEA paper was encouraging, after Thursday's disastrous Lit paper. Went for lunch with Hanle, Wanen and THEEEEENYEW after that. Then Faye came to school and we studied RF and UN which is damn sian. Whined the whole time until Mummy came to pick me up and she bought lots of food cuz she guessed my period was coming. And it did. SO yesterday

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Ok so Lit paper today was shit, didn't manage to finish one of my essays and I could feel it in my bones that I wasn't really answering the question but it was SO. TOUGH. to think about it more esp with the limited time we had. Oh well, this only marks the beginning of a week of exam hell. Good luck to all of us!!! Sleeping now in preparation for tomorrow's SEA history paper. If only we knew why we are making such an effort for this paper when our teacher tells us to "take it as a practice"(as he said for promos last year and mcts).... ok goodnight! (:

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Okay so Lit starts in about 2 hours. I'm still at home waiting for Mummy with my lunch and I'm yawning alreaddddyyy. Kind of scared for Lit cuz it's unpredictable and I feel unprepared. Plus there's sooo many other things I feel like I haven't done haha. Ohwell. Shall try to be productive now I guess.

I AM A FAT DUCK

Wah shit today damn terrible I ate soooo much. I ate a slice of bread while waiting for Mummy to make me porridge for my lunch. Then in the afternoon like between 3-5pm I ate 2 more slices of pandan bread and made bruschetta on 3 pieces of tomato herb bread, which is 6 PIECES OF BREAD + BIG BOWL OF PORK PORRIDGE ALTOGETHER FROM 1-5 omg. And now I still want foooooood. Ate ice cream with pandan BREAD again just now and seriously considering ordering Macs. What is wrong with me?? I think my period is coming, I'm eating out of stress (because eating is my excuse for not studying), or I'm PREGNANT because I'm eating for two ok this is ridiculous!

Ok let me waddle away and go wallow in my fats now. Alliteration! Waddle wallow waddle wallow waddle wallow waddle wallow waddle wallow I'm going mad.

Ughhhhhh

First paper tomorrow and I'm currently lazing in bed cuz I'm so lazy and my bed is so comfortableeeeeeee. I feel super unprepared for everything, as if nothing has been commited to memory which is TERRIBLE. I'm afraid of freezing on the spot during the papers and not having anything to write aiyah life sucks x10000000000 Ok shall go try to get into the lit mood nowww. My body clock is still far from normal, luckily it's an afternoon paper tomorrow, seeing as how i'll probably wake up at 11 HAIYA ok. Meredith has surrendered the iphone cuz me and Mummy keep using it to play games so she got very annoyed at us and went back to using her old phone haha. Yiguan came over to study yesterday, and to eat alot! Went over to Vivian's on Mondaaaaay. Can't wait for next Thurs to be over!! And I have to remove my nail polish tonight sigh ): It's so pretty leh. Ok never mind, shall play some music now and get off my bed. Byebyeeeeeeeeee.

"That's what they all say"

OMG I'M GONNA BLOG!!! hAHAHHAHAH.

2nd week into the June hols and my lack of progress towards my revision is astounding, really. Last Tuesday, after the bird attack, spent 4 hours at home clearing up my room and filing up allllll my stuff with Mummy's help. I'm a very lazy person by nature (hahahahah SURPRISE!) so I just like stacked my notes by subject and Mummy hole punched and filed them for me in pretty ring files we got from Popular Fair! Wednesday had dinner with Meng and Vi at Bark Cafe, which is just down the road from home but I never noticed it until Nicholas mentioned it once. Had a very nice time sitting there and talking to them and catching up, wish everyday could be so relaxing!! Don't remember what I did on Thurs, probably did some work haha. Oh I went to school for consultation, stayed in the library and did some Math with Denise then went for lunch with her and JJ. Bought lunch for Calvin and went over to his house and did some more work while eating Chocabloc chocolate cake and cherries yummmm. Had dinner there then his mum sent us for tuitionnnn.

Friday was Dance farewell, met Vi at Eastpoint first so I could get my Starbucks and she could get her stuff for her mum. Took a bus down to school and the juniors really put in alot of effort into our Star Awards Night haha. Farewell was less emotional than last year? But like, I did feel stirrings in my heart (walau I sound like ice queen haha) for the first time regarding DANCE that was like positive and not like FUCK YOU BITCH kind of stirrings HAHAHAHAH. Anyway like just thinking back on Reverie V itself and stuff just missed that night a wholeeee lot. Took pictures and I wish I could have been closer to some of the juniors and the individual notes they wrote for all of us were like, woah really. As in the effort they put into writing notes for seniors they barely talked to! Esp Wilson who's like "you seem very intelligent" HAHAHAHA. And someone said I looked sporty ^^ And Alicia who used a ruler to write her notes -.- Took pictures and stuff, then Mummy sent Vi homeeeee.

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Yesterday I started the day with a msg from Chenyin after I was very distressed and upset the previous night hahaha. At least yesterday was kind of productiveeeeeee I guess, compared to other days haha. Today I had Econs tuition early in the morning and it's just like wtf really, 9am Econs seriously buay tahan!!!! Anyway, survived through the 2 hours and after the teacher said we could go we all just sat there not moving. And he was like "Really, you all can go I got nothing for you already" and we continued sitting there for like 15mins or smth then left haha. Walked around Borders with Calvin then I watched him eat lunch. Faye came to find us, and then VIBZ CAME TO MEET US!!!!!

Omg Vibz came back on Sunday and it's been SO GOOD to have him back seriously it's like he never left?!?!! :D :D :D Talked for quite abit before Calvin went home and we went to find lunch. Met Clarence and he joined us for lunch as well, very randomly. Haha. Ate Jap food and demonstrated our superb H1 math skills while trying to calculate how much each of us had to pay. The counter person offered us a calculator sigh. Walked to a no longer existent Han's thanks to Faye's directions haha then went back to Macs and Faye and Vibz both said that they are going to help me get my A's and beat ______ haha competitive much. BUT IT'S OK I am totally capable of doing this!!!!!! It was a productive time with Faye, finished 2 essay plans and I can't wait to meet her again on Thurs cuz like I'm understanding things (:

Gonna meet the charsiewbao to study tmrw bright and early at 8am! If we both manage to wake up haha. SarahBarah just showed me an extremelyyyyyyyy hot website hahahahaha OK I cannot be distracted Faye also told me to GET OFFLINE AND STUDY haiyoooo. Ok at least there are all these people-Mummy, Calvin, Chenyin, Meredith, Faye, Vibz, looking out for me all the time I am blessed ~ Tadah Agatha Siew here is your blogpost NOW.

Hi, just an update on my life

THERE'S A FUCKING BIRD IN MY ROOM RIGHT NOW. THANKS.

Omg like wtf it's just perched on my window and refuses to move and i dont think its a crow but it's very scary still. Me and mummy are holed up in her room and Mummy's making noises to try chasing it away but once it moves we scream and run away. THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO LIVE MAN. HELP.

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Mardi Gras just ended and it was fun! Went home straight after school and spent like 2hours plus getting read, Meredith helped me curl my hair yay. Today is also my favourite charsiewbao's birthday! :D Happy birthday Cai Yiguan! :D Her charsiewbao cake was a success I'm so happy! Pictures up uh, probably on facebook sometime haha.

Ok so I am blogging now because at Chenyin's insistence, ask me questions! Fire away, another distraction to add to my list of everything except studying hehe. GOODNIGHT NOWWWW.

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Haha after like 10000 years I am going to blog again!! Yesterday was MJC's concert and TJ guest performed. Also marked the last time I will ever dance again unless I go take up new classes. Sigh, sad to think about. And now me and Vivian really have to watch what we eat cuz no more dance!!!! Yesterday was realllly fun, met Vi in the morning for Macs breakfast then went to school, passed Calvin his Rice Krispies Bars then waited with all the dancers for the stupid bus haha. Took bus down to RP AGAIN, hurry got ready and stuff then full dress rehearsal. Took damn alot of crazy pictures which are all up on FB! Our item was awesome, like I could feel it in my bones that we were good! Zaki gave us thumbs up at the end of the concert and when we were practising before that he was like "Don't so serious la" hahahaha. I love it, I really like dancing although the practising and everything is like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Walked to Woodlands MRT and took train back with Angeline and Vi. First time on Circle Line! It really was quite fast but I was damn tired so it still felt like forever. Stopped at Simei with Vi and we got Starbucks! Mummy sent her home, and I went home to eat Domino's pizza and fall asleep fast heh.

This week has been pretty uneventful I guess? I can't remember much already.. I really should blog properly again because one day I want to be able to read back on my entries haha. OMG I RAN 2.4 ON THURSDAY!!!!!!!!! HahhahHAHHAHhahaha. Had a really good timing of 15.30 ok which is awesome considering that my best timing ever for 2.4 was in Sec 1 and it was 15.45. I haven't ran in like how long???? Proud of myself hehe ^^ And big thank you to Calvin Eng who was helping me take timing and shouting for me to get below 15mins(haha not possible), but cheering me on all the same! :D

Hm, after my 3rd HC Camp, I think I can safely say that I'm glad everything is OVER hha. Even though I was very much a slacker during the camp and didn't run much or do much PT actually, but like yeahhh just very tired of all the activities that are happening. We step down on Tuesday, everyone's depressed but like, we're all still gonna be in the same school and it's not like deinvest means you're out of the 17th HC. Just no longer active! Haaaa. Glad to see Troodz, Weiling, Paul, Victor during campfire. Sigh I miss all of them!!! CSI was sleepy, haha cuz me, Shiling, Jolene and Shanna were like in some dark corner and we were all so tired waiting for the groups to find us and we kept repeating the same lines OVER AND OVER. Nightwalk was good because me and Meng had our serious talk which apparently could be heard BUT NO ONE TOLD US, thanks. Anyway I'm glad I have a friend like Meng cuz even though we always "very long never talk to you already" haha but when we do have the opportunity to sit down and talk it's like always very meaningful and I know I can trust him! (:

OH there was also Megahouse haha. Megahouse was a smashing success! Good job to Louise and Shanna. :D The HC elects all looked so cute in their costumes like Yongquan as a panda haha. 16th came back again felt so good to see all of them!

AIYAH I'm running out of words because I can't remember what else happened. I want to go find snacks and fall asleep, marking the end of an unproductive Sunday. Cuz I slept today away haaaa and didn't touch any work good job Mag. Have to do Lit essay tomorrow and I haven't planned it sigh..