Yiguan (^^)V says:

*IM SO AMUSED BY HER SHE MADE MY DAY CAUSE I WAS SO BORED ROTTING AT HOME!!! HAHAHAHAH (Y)(Y)(Y)

I LOVE THIS, SHE IS SO MENTAL IT IS HILARIOUS RIGHT GRACIE AND YIGUAN???

:D

Just presented my OP over webcam to Calvin and Yiguan. I am damn fucking scared now cuz my presentation's not completely smooth.

COME ON MAG.

FULL MARKS FOR OP!!!!!!!!!!

I'm surprised no one has told you that you are perfect

Forgot to mention that when we went to Cine, there was some roadshow outside for Garnier 16 Skin Tone Search and me, Grace and Yiguan all joined!!!!!! HAHAHAHA. So right, once the pictures are up on FB I'm going to enter them in the contest and you all must vote OKAY!!!!!!!

hahahahahHAHAHAHAH.

OK so today I picked up my passport early in the morning and I think I look very sickly in my passport photo hahahaha but whatever it's only going to last me 5 years 9 months right???? Back to school for some OP LOVIN'. Our whole class was there we damn bonded (L) I rehearsed twice and I can only pray/hope/beg that it's enough for tomorrow. I really really want to ACE OP please please please. After tomorrow, our class is going for SWENSONS!!! And I'm going to give up my M'sia manicure to bond with my class OK.

Tried tying up my hair just now, in preparation for tomorrow. MAJOR FAIL OK IT LOOKS MESSIER THAN IF I DON'T TIE UP. So now I don't know what to do????? ): Please don't make me gel my hair because we're going out after that and I'm bringing 3 cameras and I don't want to look like crap!!! ): And Meredith just went off to OBS today so she cannot help me do my hair ): Wah she quite unlucky cuz she kena St Pat's people in her group so she very unhappy. She say they all very skinny, skinnier than her and look like cannot kayak one. I tell her to find the person that looks like got most muscle and CHOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wah, good advice from her older sister ;)

Anyway now I'm really quite nervous I think. Today was a much better presentation than usual cuz I really referred to my cue cards very little considering we just changed conclusion yesterday and I haven't memorised everything yet.... BUT IF TOMORROW I STRESS I SURE BLANK AND MY VOICE CHANGE. THEN HOW???? And please don't let me sound like a newscaster tomorrow I hate sounding like a newscaster. Please don't give me any awkward phrasing tomorrow as I try to put my words into sentences ):

SHALL REHEARSE NOW. AND SLEEP EARLY. BUT TONIGHT GOT CRIMINAL MINDS LA FUCK.

Limon

OP overload for the past few days, I need to conserve traditional games MY VOICE!! Hahahaha. OCIP meeting on Friday, Calvin stayed back with us and then Mummy sent us home. He gave us a bottle of MAPLE SYRUP FROM CANADA so he is now +1000 points in Meredith's eyes haha wtf. Went for Robinson's Expo sale and I'm damn freaking sad cuz I really wanted Steve Madden shoes but all don't have my size!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -Depressed.

BUT I got a YSL lipstick (WTF the colour damn fucking pretty!) and new nail polish ;)))) Hehehehe. Met Randi and she looks damn cute can why did I have to meet her while in school uniform + hair pushed up = looking retarded. Sigh. LIFE SUCKS. Gracie and Yiguan FELL ASLEEP instead of planning our day out the next day ok AND GRACE HAD A DAMN IMPORTANT ROLE OF PICKING MOVIE SOME MORE!!! Lousy leaders ok what is this WHAT IS THIS!!!! Anyway me and Limeng demonstrated our wonderful leadership skills instead and decided on a plan for the next day!!!

Met Gracie and Yiguan at Wisma then bought tickets for "Paranormal Activity" HAHAHAHAHAH. Chilled at Frolick, Peach yoghurt + Frosty pebbles!!!!!!!!! Sat there talking and slacking and rotting until Limeng came and we teased him somemore about I dunno what haha. Went for our movie and Limeng damn not happy that we missed the trailers BUT IT WASN'T MY FAULT the snack queue damn long! Anyway the movie was uh hahaha ask me and I will tell you hahahahaha.

Made our way down to Limon and had a damn good dinner, thanks Meng!! (: Acted damn like "this is normal we totally do this everyday" and ordered ALL the desserts on the menu BUT FAILED cuz they were sold out of Yiguan's "exotic" dessert and some other stuff. ): Anyway it was still good!!! Left at about 10plus, walked past a Chanel counter and painted every finger on my right hand a different colour. OMG THE NEW COLOURS ARE SO FUCKING PRETTY???? From thumb to pinkie, Imperial, Dragon, Coromandel (really bad picture but the colour is awesome Gracie and Yiguan like it too!!), Fantastic and Lotus Rouge. Sigggghhh I really want all of them the colours are daaaaaaaaaaaamn nice wtf!!!! I really really really want Jade as well but it's like sold out EVERYWHERE nooooOOoOoOoo.

(Rachel and Calvin STOP THINKING I AM MAD!!!!!!!)

Just had PW, it was okay since we're meeting again tomorrow! I have HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER episodes from Mel yay tonight got things to watch!!!!!

Irresponsible Fucker

I am a damn angsty kid now la wtf it's damn not cool.

Fucked up group member like wtf you think you brain dead we not ah fucking hell you just leave without asking if there's anything we're doing or need to do which is ALOT btw since we're like redoing our slides now. Bastard ask you to memorise things and be prepared also like I asking too much wtf wtf wtf wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I'm damn troubled I don't want to meet the KI teachers tomorrow walau walau wtf la!!! I hate this seriously. I hate feeling like every decision I make now will affect my future and what I want to do and I have all this pressure on myself to better be eligible for Law but I think I'm the one making myself most unhappy wtf Mag WTF.

I need to sleep but I'm going to stay awake till Han Le finishes our teaching package design. And I will try helping Mel with presentation. WE CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!

Cupcakes were well received today (Y) Happy because they were good, but I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE THEM AGAIN IN THE NEAR FUTURE CUZ BUTTERCREAM IS FUCKING MESSY AND SMELLY. If I froze yesterday's batch of buttercream I could make the cake again today but I threw it all away haha so ok bye.

Things I love

SJC leadership forum today! I thought it was quite good but I wish we had more time for the breakout sessioooonnn. YUAN SONG DAMN FUNNY SERIOUSLY. He asked me if I was going to sign up for YOG next year if we can, then Jiehui #1 Liar tell him "She don't need sign up she's already inside." Then he give me the damn :O face and ask me "You're an athlete? What sport?" HAHAHAHAHAHAH BEST BEST BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVEN BETTER THAN SAKSHI BELIEVING I SET RECORD FOR 5KM OK HAHA.

Back to school at about 2, went to get Maltesers and walked around opposite waiting for Calvin's photos to get printed. PW after that, Mr Fazli says I need to smile more!!! Wah seriously I thought I smile alot leh hahahaha. Bus home with Rachel (L) I miss you Rachel when are we going out!!!

Came home and ate HOME MADE JIAO ZI which Mummy made for me yumyumz. Frosted the cupcakes with chocolate buttercream and crushed the Maltesers to put on top. No recipe for the chocolate buttercream cuz I anyhow tikam make hahahaha. Which is why I had about half the bowl of it left -.- Took damn long cleaning the kitchen cuz Mummy hates the butter smell so I had to mop the floor wipe the counter boil water to pour around the sink etc.

My throat is very irritated and the water chestnut drink doesn't seem to be helping. I want barley and/or liang teh. >:[ I want the Pioneer Woman's cookbook. >:[ I want another lomo cam hahahah I want a quad-cam this time!!!! Hehehehehehehehe. I also like the robot 3 lens cam and it's on sale now wtf I want I want I want but I cannot buy cuz I cannot spend money before I go US ): OMG THIS SUCKS I WANT ITTTTTTTTT.

I'm so spoilt brat omg.

Honey honey, how you kill me

Making this nowwwwww. Made it into cupcakes instead and I'm contemplating whether I should frost them now or not + should I bring them to school tomorrow because tomorrow is the SJC leadership thing and I'm going to be out of school until about 12.

Uggghhh and I have no Maltesers howwww!!!!!!!!!!! )))): OK I shall frost them tomorrow instead of today and buy Maltesers tomorrow and bring them on Wednesday!!! Faye is now my daughter on FB haha. Omg my post makes no sense I'm not speaking in proper prose.

OK I am not in the right frame of mind to blog haha my nails are too long I need to cut them!!!!!!! I also need a shower but Criminal Minds is in 5 minutes I cannot shower so fast haha.

I am so pathetic and vulnerable right now.

Shall sleep it off.

):

I'm afraid to sleep because I'm scared I'll miss you.

I will get over this.

Gracie you know the meaning of the picture haha.

I'm sorry I can't be an idealistic person.

It is not me it is not me it is not me.

It is ingrained in my very being to not fantasize and imagine and believe things that will never happen because it always

always

always

ends in hurt.

What use am I as a heap on the floor

FINE I SHALL BLOG HAHAHAHA I FORGOT WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I BLOGGED............

OK Monday.

Tuesday/Wednesday= PW PW PW PW PW PW Hahahahaha.

Thursday was WR day because WR final submission was on Friday so the whole day I was cutting down words from WR, cutting and reading and cutting again and reading again then suddenly add and then read again and cut again.......................... AT 7PM we met Ms Yanti and we had to change the whole strengths of our project I nearly had a nervous breakdown thank you to Han Le and Mel for telling me to "CALM DOWN MAG WE CAN DO THIS" and we did it we did it!!! Stayed in school until 10pm waiting for all the other PW groups to get their WRs printed and bound so the Zap! Uncle and auntie could open the gate for us. Played Musical Chairs while waiting, hehe love TA!!! Impressed Mr Seng on this day with my excellent Oral Presentation skills ;) HAHAHAHA.

Friday was WR SUBMISSION omg we had to change one page like STRESS!!! But it was okay. OP after school then ummmMMMMmmm Mummy picked me up and we went to Katong area to find containers haha and I cut my hair while waiting for Meredith and Ling to finish school and I HATE it but I will survive. Picked them up then we went to eat.

Saturday was OCIP day haha. Had leadership stuff in the morning, then off to the ACM we went! Verrrrrrrrry tired throughout but was perked up at the end because me, Yiguan and Limeng went to Bugis and had a very value for money dinner at Billy Bombers because it was 1 for 1!! Hehehehe. Train-ed home with them and I think that our trip to Yunnan will be a-okay (: Limeng told me "don't be a war-monger ah Mag" hahahaha. And next Saturday shall be day again with Yiguan/Gracie and LIMENG who is treating us to dinner yay!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD

Today, got woken up at 6am by Nicholas calling me to switch off my computer and lights because I fell asleep in front of the computer and he knew that how? Because I was still online at 6am haha. Switched off my computer because Mummy already switched my lights off for me, then fell back asleep till about 11. Showered and stuff, sent Meredith Magdalene Ong to church because it's her confirmation today! I think her catechist is quite good looking is that wrong??? HAHAHAHAHA. Me and Ling had a good long chat during mass, I'm sorry we weren't supposed to be doing such things but at least our talk was meaningful and about our future and stuffzz!!!!

Dinner at Hong Kong Cafe, then Durian+Soursop+Belgium Chocolate ice cream from Ice Cream Gallery after yumyumyumzzzzzz!!!!! Spent the rest of the night converting videos to add into my ipod. I AM SO READY FOR YUNNAN GRACIE HAVE YOU STARTED LOADING UP YOUR IPOD YET???? Very scared to start packing though, the list is overwhelming it's like OBM x 10000!!!

Reading love stories and I feel the sinking feeling inside my stomach again................................. ):