EXCITED!

I
GOT
AYG!!!!!!

:D :D :D :D Happy like a mad man on a trampoline now ok!!! (Cuz Karon ask me not to be teletubby hahahah)

Very scared for the all the writing I'll have to do but it's SUCH a good experience I cannot miss out omg!!!!!!! Thanks for all the help I got, to Chenyin for accompanying me to the soccer match, to Yijun and James for helping me recap the match, for Imran for his quote, for Ashley/Justina's pictures which I'm sure I posted some of them, and to everyone rooting me on YAY!!!!!! Hahahahaha. Wah I like receiving prize la damn lame but how exciting my goodness!

OK Back to KI essay I'm not watching CSI!!!

Big Time Failure.

(Miss you Rachel haha we are so spastic I hate JC life.)

I rock, like really.
Missed school today and attempted by pile of homework.
Ha. Ha. Ha.
Today's plan was to finish up SEA essay and KI essay.
SEA essay is half done, KI essay is untouched.
WHOOOOOOO go Mag.
I should punish myself by not letting myself watch Fighting Spiders/D.I.E/CSI/CSI: Miami tonight.
DAMMIT WHY DID I WATCH TV FROM 1-6 JUST NOW?!?!?!
>:[

Quite depressed that I missed dance prac just now... For other reasons not related to dance itself hahahahahahahaha. Sigh. Getting hungry and waiting for Mummy to bring me back KFC! But..... That = more procrastination rah!

Meredith was pointing out people with funny swimming styles to me just now. So we stood at my window and stared down at the swimming pool laughing at the woman who kicked her legs out of the water while swimming breaststroke and the man who did a weird spasm action vaguely like a breaststroke but staying in the same spot in the water.
Then I got scared that when I swim in my obnoxiously bright red swimsuit people also stare down and laugh at how fat I am. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But at least I swim properly, I hope.

Off to stare at my KI essay but most probably be distracted by websites and and and WORLD HISTORY TUTORIAL IS TMRW AND I DIDN'T DO MR SENG'S ESSAY CUZ HIS QUESTION MAKES NO SENSE. HOW?

Die.

I just rotted my whole weekend away laaaa. Yesterday was NOT productive because I wanted to start on my 2 History essays, and I didn't because I DIDN'T BRING MY BLOODY HISTORY NOTES TO NLB. Was very very very early to PW Meeting at NLB, and everyone else was late, !!!!! So much for Edwin's "Mag you better just wake up earlier. Seriously." We ended at like 1, had lunch with Edwin then I went back to the library where I sat on the floor, alone, attempting Econs and Lit but accomplishing little. Zhihao came to accompany me for like 20 minutes before he went off to meet his friends. Met Adeline and Ruijun in the toilet cuz they also having PW meeting!! Gave up on studying and read the book I borrowed, then went to find the rabbit for awhile before we all left together.

Made my way down to Bedok to meet the 17th Delta HC, discussed all the way until 9...... Walau >:[ Home where Mummy attempted making the Porta Porta black olive pasta, wasn't the same but it wasn't bad either. Watched Paris Hilton's My New BFF which is the stupidest show on earth ok but hahahahahaahahahah it's soooooo spastic.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENENEY TAN! :D

Slept until like 1 this afternoon, ate, watched tv, watched Xmen on Star Movies and Antique Bakery online. Antique Bakery was like damn spastic and abit confusing cuz it's based on anime but I kinda liked it! And all the cakes looked soooooo good I really really wanna bake now damn school damn school. Went out to try finding a thermometer but couldn't, came home to the end of X-Men 3, watched my favourite S FACTOR!!! Hahahaha and all this to procrastinate writing my......... 2 History essays. Walan eh really damn failure la I already didn't do my History essay the last time and now I'm not even attempting them RAH!!!! I just want to sleep, and hope that Swine flu hits us just so we all can get home quarantine. Or maybe nothing so extreme but I really don't want school!!!!

Got a msg saying if I'm feeling unwell I shouldn't go to school, omg we have like visual health screening in school now.... Hahahahahaha I'm hoping I get a slight flu tomorrow so I can stay at home. I feel a stomachache coming on already, ok no link to flu but I'm unwell what!

Stupidity.

Out with ALL oh oops, minus one(-.-) the 16th Delta Dragons today!!! By default, I was late.... BUT even after reaching City Hall we still waited for Rachel, Denise, Shaoyun and PAUL to reach ok!!! SO Calvin and Louise should stop blaming me >:[ Haha. Saw so many people at Citylink/Marina Square area today, Rachel, Shiyan, Huang Rui, Caleb, Zengan, Sauyee, Amanda, Vivian, (: Went to Swensons to eat, and Paul treated us to two Earthquakes yaaaay!!!!!!!! Thank you Ba Kwa (: Then we spent an hour finding different places in Marina Sq to take polaroids of all of us!!!!!! Damn happy la but people kept staring at us weirdly and it was tough to find people to take pictures for us k! One couple actually said they didn't want to!!! Like OMG?! Hahahaha. We took 12 polaroids, one for each of us. They're all going up on the Delta board and then we'll each take back one after that :D :D :D

Louise, Shaoyun, Paul and Xinan left, leaving us to find our own entertainment. Haha after ruling out bowling, a movie, and the arcadeeee we ended up going over to Calvin's house to play.... GUITAR HERO!!!!!! Hhaahahaha damn fun ok we are like damn lousy players and Dyane's lung power is the best ever! Haha. Mummy picked me up after that.... Tomorrow's going to be a long day out again raaaaaaaaaaaaah. Why are some people so irritable? Why? WHY?!?!

Anyway I'm really very sad that the 16th is going to step down. Even though I'm going to be part of the 17th.... It's so very very very very different. No more Dyane's stupid bimbo comments, Rachel's damn high voice singing Chinese songs, Shaoyun and Sharron's kiampah face + comments, Paul getting bullied by all of us and treating us (:, Wen Chuen's insistence on staying damn man and act cool, Xinan's random weird actions/comments, Louise, Calvin, Justina, Ryan for just being there and being themselves and being the people I always always feel most comfortable around. Especially to Louise and Justina for helping out with cheerleading even with their own crazy mad commitments. And to Ryan, for being my fellow cheer cap even though he is SUCH a pain in the butt sometimes and can be incredibly irritating and annoying and insensitive with his stupid jokes. Hurrrrrr!!!! 16th, I'll forever miss you. WALAU MAKE IT SOUND LIKE GOING TO DIE hahaha but really la ): Walau HC camp is going to be madness.

See la so excited about blogging about today I forgot to mention yesterday. Friday's timetable was good (: Had to stay back until 4 for dance though sigh, spent it in the library leaning on Charis and whining about my womanly pains, walked to the canteen with Grace and was happy like a teletubby :D :D :D HEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Dance was surprisingly good, College Day performance is shaping up, and I joined the SYF people for stretching. Very sad, like VERY VERY VERY sad that I quit SYF. I cannot believe I was missing dance so much whenever I heard SYF music I was like "AHHH OMG". Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. Ok must get over it. And I was very happy and AA yesterday during dance cuz I wore my GREEEEEN 16th Delta shirt, plus pink fbts and black tights heh heh heh. I should really learn to be more low profile hahaha. Ohwellz. OK BYE.

Operation Touchy Feely

OMG FINALLY DONE WITH DRAFT 4 OF MY PI!!!!
I changed the idea completely and it really doesn't seem as detailed as the previous drafts but... I hope it's ok. It certainly is innovative!!!
Wah damn tired now, HC results are out tomorrow, at the unearthly hour of 650am DAMN!
OCIP meeting today instead of dance, I'm really quite excited to start fundraising but OMG I can only imagine the stress we will go through. Siggghhhhhhhh. Grace said I like to "shoot stars up (my) ass"!!!!! Now Limeng and Edwin agree with her.

I wanted to webcam with Grace again cuz I waiting for her to sing to me HAHA HER TURN but then she's doing Econs rah! and I REALLY SHOULD BE SLEEPING. See la ok she going off alr, haha. Today was a somewhat good day I guess. KI presentation went quite well, spent the free period bitching like nobody's business, Jo decided she's going to be demure from this day on HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, :D Decided to imitate someone for the rest of the day like OMG HOW ANNOYING?!?! Grace does it best though, good job Grace you're the best at being annoying :D Xiaowei joined in the fun with accents haha. :D

AHHH the weather was daaaamnnnn motherf- hot today like really really really. I felt like I was going to MELT in my bloody thick BLACK horrible material TA shirt seriously. FUCK YOU GLOBAL WARMING!!!!! Went to the HC room to cool down but I kept getting chased out cuz they were discussing nomination stuff, sigh )))))))))))): It's so sad to be left out like that ok!!! Trudy found out my Chinese name today and thought it was damn nice so she kept calling me by it, HOR JIALING? :D OMG AND LIT? WAS SO FUCKED UP? Improved by 1/2 marks, not half mark but 1slash2 marks from my 7/25 the last time. I now have 8/9 upon 25. Wowwwwwww. So proud of myself really. This does NOTHING to help my interest in Lit, what happened to taking H3 Mag!!!!!! I still really want to be eligible for H3 Lit, even if I decide not to go for it at the end of the year. The idea of another IS is not appealing...

OK LA buay tahan alr, I hope Calvin transferred the pictures for me, I hope tomorrow will be a good day but I doubt it because everyday spent in school with lessons is not a good day. OK backaches and I feel like eating good food. Mummy thinks I'm falling sick cuz everything she cooked today tasted weird to me while the leftover chocolate cake from Uncle's birthday yesterday had a daaaaaaamn strong cream smell and I couldn't stand it. Talking about Uncle's birthday, we went out for Italian food at Porto Porto and it was so bloooooody good?!?!?! Of course, I have to add that the dishes that were most wonderful were the ones I chose la haha but they were really DAMN GOOD. And damn expensive for the portions we got. BUT THEN AGAIN, worth it because it was a nice atmosphere, good food, and lovely lovely eyecandy for dessert HAHAHAH OMG SHIT I'M DAMN DISGUSTING?!?!?!?

But woweeeee damn sexy! :D OK bye.

(L) Grace

Hi Grace I love you so much k I DIDN'T UPLOAD THE PRNT SCRN I TOOK OF YOUR PASSPORT PHOTO!!! HAHAHAHAH.

Singing to her over voice recordings, monster faces, laughing until kena stitch OMG DAMN FUN LA HAHAHAHAHA AND IT'S NOW 2AM ALR HAHAHAHAHAHA. OK BYE.

MY FIRE

MEGAHOUSE FUNCTION YTD WAS A BLAST!!!!!!!! Had so much fun dressing up la how I wish I could have joined Best Dressed!!!! ): ): ): ): Voguelicious were daaaamn bloody sexy MY GAWWWWWWWWWWWWDDDDD HAHAHAHAHA. When one of them stood in front of me and gave the come hither look and danced I was like "FUCK!!!" while the guys behind me were going "Oh my god" hahahahahahahaha for totally different reasons. Bands were good, ODOC was good (: David and his friend Jerome came!!! Finally got to see him after like what hahahaha 4,5 months, SINCE SLC HAHA. And he damn bad to me la, I took off my shoes cuz my feet were sore, AND HE TOOK MY SHOES AND RAN OFF. AND HE IS DAMN FAST?!?!?! AND SMALL?!?!?! So I ran after him but I was like sliding all over the hall then some person decided it would be fun to purposely run into my path so I would slam into him!!!!

Got scolded by 16th cuz of the disorganisation of shifts and all but I think we deserved it anyway. Wah I want to scold also!! I got many things to say! HAHAHAHA. Pictures will be up on FB or smth soon, I hope! (:

ANYWAY I AM DAMN FUCKING ANGRY AT SOME KJAKDHASDHIUAHSDLJASDHUIASHDS MAMASAN. MAMASAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wah I press the !!! until damn happy. Now Chenyin thinks I'm mad. BUT REALLY DAMN NOT HAPPY WHAT!!! KNN YOU ANYHOW GO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS WITH ALL THESE PEOPLE I KNOW/LIKE OF COURSE I NOT HAPPY LA!!!! MY FRIENDS, MINE!!!! (Wah I damn bloody possessive) YOU SOCIALITE OF THE YEAR LEH REALLY, #1. Raaaah!!!!!!! RAAAAH!!!!! Grace ah Chenyin ah Calvin ah I WANT TO KILL SOMEBODY!!!!!!!

Angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry and boys will never understand.

When the fire fades away

I suddenly think I look ugly in this picture.

(Decided to change my previous line because saying I look ugly in all pictures is damn bloody attention seeking like I yearn for flattery and compliments so I can get through today and face myself. And I don't. )

Haha because I am so retarded, it is almost 1am on Monday morning and I have yet to start studying Econs, while the Econs lecture test is in about haha 9 hours.
Good Job Magdalene Ong.
Everytime I sit myself down to actually doing work, and this usually happens only at about 11pm the night before the work is due, I realise my work is actually manageable and I would be so much better off had I started earlier. Sigh. Putting all that effort into finding new interesting food blogs that you can subscribe to is not how I should be spending my time!!!! If only I had that much of an interest in PW, Econs, Maths, History, whatever.

I think I'm becoming increasingly self absorbed lately, I don't know why. 2 out of 5 of my Strengths changed, and I'm not exactly happy with the updated 2. ):
Feeling verrrrry hypocritical and bitchy lately as well, and I keep telling myself that at least you're being true to yourself but if being yourself means that you're a bitch then Mag, you better change.

Reconsidering my campaigning for 17th HC, it's going to be so different. I want to spend more time in the HC room because then I spend more time with 16th HC and it's always always fun. Playing Cookie Monster with Trudy, Victor making fun of Mat, sleeping on the 5 sofas we have, Talking, enjoying the air con, bitching etcetc. ): Not really welcoming the thought of more change again this year but I guess that's life.

OK SHALL GO OFF NOW AND TRY TO GET PRICE DETERMINATION + ELASTICITY INTO MY HEAD. I only hope I'm not missing any notes because I'm just reading all I have at hand right now.

And I should reallllly get started on my article for AYG. Mag, do you really want it? Do you? UGHH YOU BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Troooood-y: "When I read your blog, I can hear your voice"
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D HAHA.

Gives You Hell

Ignoring the whole of the past week where I had damn productive days (Lit essay, Dance, Dinner, Swim, History Essay), where I had 1000000 assignments due, sigh. FAST FORWARD TO FRIDAY!

Went over to Calvin's, was the earliest out of the latest hahhahahhha. (: Played Guitar Hero, found out I uh hahahah cannot do it. Then Jo and Xiaowei came with the decorations and stuff!! Blew up balloons, drew on balloons, hung up our banners and stuff haha omg damn funny ok all the balloons!!! Pictures up on Calvin's blog and on FACE - BOOK. Ryan came with Louise and we managed to surprise her!!! Blow candles, cut cake, eat spaghetti, Guitar Hero, Taboo, Charades was damn funny. Videos in Chenyin's camera omg damnnnn bloody hilarious. Chenyin's acting is the best ok, OYSTER HAHAHAHA. Steamboat dinner courtesy of Calvin's mum, yumyumyum. Bitching sessions throughout and after dinner hehhehehehehehehehHHHHH! Mummy insisted that 930 was too early and she was going to fetch me at 9, she came at 10 haha. Fun times fun times (:

Yesterday, reached school late, met Grace/Clara and went for our OCIP Orientation. I'm actually getting excited for Yunnan trip yay!!!!!! (: Very very scared of cold though, Omg I cannot wear shorts...... Games, goal setting. It was all quite fun haha. (: Got back second draft of my PI. Didn't do too badly! Home, fell asleep. Woke up and started on HC proposal, finished GPP. :D :D :D Slept at 5am reading old Chat Logs ha good job Mag.

Mummy brought back Macdonalds breakfast for us today (: Slacked the whole daaaaaaay when I realllly reallly should be doing my History rubbish. Buttttt. :D OK SHALL WAIT FOR CAMPUS SUPERSTAR TO START, THEN S FACTOR LATER WOOHOO :D!!!! Plussssss, soccer match tomorrow (: Have to write an article on it for AYG, realllllly hope I get in!!!

Oh, and retrieved my old Strengthsquest account so I wouldn't have to spend another half hour doing it haha. Sigh, 30 minutes I will never get back. Anyway, my 5 strengths are

Communicator, Activator, Woo, Empathy, Positivity

Out of those 5, me and Jo share 4. HAHAHA. The only difference being I have positivity and she has adaptability. Now we're waiting for Charis 5 strengths so we can all compare heh heh! :D

Sick Cycle.

Proper blog post about feelings when I'm up to it because.
Life is too tiring.
In a school that likes to cheat us of what we deserve, screws us over.


I Love Delta Dragons!